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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:03 AM
I want to make one thing very clear - No one speaks for me. If you want to contact me, feel free. That part did piss me off.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:05 AM
thank u for understanding. I put down the phone for like 1 hour to focus on driving and came back to the other personality being all hostile to me.. I told her what you saw in the screenshot and went to post it in the thread like she stated and saw the accusations and the subtle threats.. It was very triggering and hit me very personally.
I feel like she tried to use me as a pawn. People warned me not to keep talking to her but I wanted to steer her in a more productive direction at least. I gave her a little bit of trust and didn't stay completely glued to her endless text walls and compiled demands and she turned like this the second I made myself even slightly vulnerable and gave her a couple of boundaries
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:09 AM
I have minor DiD as well, so does my roommate with a far more severe circumstance. If that is indeed what is going on here, I agree with you. She does need help because I'm seeing the signs of someone who does not have a healthy relationship with her alters - For the sake of brevity I need to ask that this conversation stay private. Not that I don't trust, I do, but things get more and more fucked up by the second, so I'm covering bases where I see it necessary.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:11 AM
Sounds good. I don't see any reason why anyone would need to see my DMs. Please be aware she is actively trying to get the servers she is creating extracted.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:12 AM
And with what she just said, I took a screenshot and I've told Slug we need to talk.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:13 AM
she has this scheme that involves getting doxed and getting a kiwi thread and has be pressuring me for days to keep sticking my neck out for her on kiwi farms. Idk if you saw how much shit I got over all this already on there but it lead to very harsh conversations where I've had to make life altering choices.
it was an insane amount of pressure and she just keeps demanding more
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:14 AM
This is worrisome.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:14 AM
(s/a) Tucson delivery driver Blake Howard Hobbs, 34, was tired of having no gf. Like thousands of other hideous incels before him, he decided he would troon out to live out his autogynephilic fetishism. And just like those other incel troons, he doesn't come close to passing, and seems to have...
I went thru days being bombarded for sticking my neck out and defending her very lightly early on
she made a lot of kiwis farmers mad because they saw the signs and were super critical of me.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:15 AM
Oh, I knew I knew your name, I just guess I blanked it out out of respect because I didn't wanna be a douche.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:15 AM
Laura Hobbs is my legal name that I go by.
My thread was very chill until she dragged me into all this
then my thread doubled putting me on the defensive. It was really difficult to address
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:16 AM
I grew up in Austin, Texas. I dunno if you know this, but Austin's motto is "Keep Austin Weird", one year we had an 80 year old transvestite running for mayor and that was his campaign slogan, it became the motto because of his reputation for helping the community through projects of celebrating the weird.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:16 AM
im glad u are talking to slug. I have minimized my contact with ILJ content creators for my safety but I have maintained some contact with him and he's a good person. (edited)
One thing I want to point out. Notice how she drives everyone away making everything about herself. This is exactly what the farmers noticed before I could. I trust their judgement a bit more from this. They have been observing behavior like this for years and some over a decade.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:20 AM
At this point I'm actively screenshotting anything incriminating. I suggest doing the same.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:20 AM
I screencaped what I can. especially any accusations or threats towards me.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:29 AM
It's a safe server, personally set up so you, Slug and I can communicate free of potential surveillance by this potential psychopath.
I'm sorry for all of this. I know I served no part in what you've had to do, but I know an apology is the last thing you're gonna get from this egomaniac. Someone needed to say it.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:35 AM
thank you so much for understanding and for standing up for me. I'm honestly a bit ț triggered because this is all too familiar a situation
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:37 AM
I know I'm just a rando on the internet, but I have trans family, I am an ally and I don't see a point in dragging someone through the mud for their past, potential mental problems or what they choose to do with their own bodies.
As far as ILJ creators, I hopped on Slug's bandwagon because Slug does seem to know how to be human throughout all this and not just look at it like a case file or a lolcow.
Look. I'll tell you what. Wanna feel a little less vulnerable?
I trust you with this. Say hi to the man behind the voice:
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:41 AM
thank you for trusting me and I promise to always keep our conversations private
nobody needs to know
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:42 AM
Given what you've been through, I think anyone in a vulnerable position should know they can trust you.
Just to clear something up, did Opie and Anthony do a piece on you a few years ago? I feel like that's where I'd know you from. Sorry if it's bad history if they did, I know they have a tendency to kind of be absolute assholes.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:45 AM
Oh, that's where that comment came from.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:46 AM
that's y I'm a lolcow
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:46 AM
Ironically, the day before my birthday. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:46 AM
the day that changed my life forever
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:47 AM
Yeah. Might have been handled better, but shit happens.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:47 AM
I was struggling a lot in life but I wasn't involved with this kind of stuff. I was a twitter SJW.
reality hit me like a brick
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:48 AM
Dyn or Erika or whoever the fuck that person is aside at this point, you did a fantastic job on this case for what you did with it.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:48 AM
hey thanks
Dyn is a kiwifarmer who she seems to hate a lot
he's actually one of my favorite users on there. well read very respectful man who is a femenist. (edited)
he was the first to stick up for me on my thread
I think she's mad because he and I get along but they hate each other
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:50 AM
Well, then I dunno who the crazy bitch is. And I say that with absolute brevity. I've worked with crazy people. Technically, to do what I used to do, I am crazy. But there's a fine line between crazy and functional and absolutely fucking unhinged which is what I just bore witness to.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:51 AM
she is extremely destructive right now
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:52 AM
I'm just glad even with her knowledge of what I used to do none of that can be traced back to my computer. I wiped my shit clean, and this is a new computer with no history of that garbage.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:52 AM
I have nothing to hide
I've been fully doxed and extensively humiliated for a long time.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:53 AM
I was tracking down CP sites and archiving them for an Anon sect to raid, for obvious reasons, I have some things to hide. Outside looking in, that does not look good.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:53 AM
I saw you mentioning that
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:54 AM
Just archiving that information is a federal crime.
This aside, I do hope you keep on the case through what channels you can for major updates. I would never suggest you put yourself back in the field as you have, although I do love the Zoe interviews, but you do have a way with covering this.
So, before actually getting to interact with you, I was a fan from the Zoe videos and your coverage on ILJ. In my eyes you are definitely a journalistic hero in all this.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:57 AM
yah I will definitely handle things differently moving forward. I'm basically a reaction youtuber who ran into something very sinister
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:58 AM
Not unlike Slug and the Chris Hansen nonsense.
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So, before actually getting to interact with you, I was a fan from the Zoe videos and your coverage on ILJ. In my eyes you are definitely a journalistic hero in all this.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:58 AM
Thank you so much. I really never thought I could do all that.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:59 AM
I mean I'm a gaming streamer hopping back into a world I once left behind for my own mental health because 1. I'm genuinely afraid Bella might actually be close to my family and 2. Max. I saw Machete's pet video the other day and it's been fucking with me ever since.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 02:59 AM
yah it's messed with me a lot
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 02:59 AM
That poor dog.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:00 AM
I was watching Null pay tribute to them from a stream a couple of weeks back and it got me very emotional all day
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:00 AM
I want to write a song on their behalf but I suck with lyrics. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:00 AM
that thing which makes us all human comes at such great costs for us to recognize
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:01 AM
Sadly, yes.
So, after we talk to Slug, there's gonna be a new problem.
Erika was compromised from the get. Trying to weasel her/him/interdimensional being out is gonna be difficult to say the least.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:03 AM
I won't even bother with her pettiness
she can try to get at me, get revenge
idc
I won't feed into it
that shit seriously crossed a lot of boundaries tonight
im honestly very hurt
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:04 AM
I don't blame you there. My worry is that she's gonna try to erode Slug's community to get back at either of us. Me for bailing after I caught her bluff and you, because you just seem to have a target on your back for being yourself.
Not hurt, so much as very annoyed. From my perspective this is like dealing with a mole in RedSec. It's not something I've never dealt with before, but it's a migraine in and of itself.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:06 AM
I will not let her threats and manipulative bullshit concern me for one moment. Idc what she does.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:07 AM
Well, no one said you had to contact her again. Lol. Who knows, maybe Slug will be quick to see reason. He does seem to have a way with doing that.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:07 AM
slug will understand
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:09 AM
And our combined screenshots should help paint the picture a bit.
For the record, I generally stay neutral, but if I see something wrong, I will say something. There was something wrong in the way she was talking to, treating, respecting and handling you, so I said something.
And then she started insulting my intelligence, and that's where I draw the line in terms of personal contact.
Well, on a lighter note, when the air clears, let me know if you play Minecraft. Be interesting to salvage some new friends out of this crazy fucked up shit to play games with. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:14 AM
yah that would be cool
hoping to get some fun games and such when I can get some funds
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:15 AM
Well, OF has changed their mind, and despite that you were making a joke to combat Dick Masterson, it is the internet and everyone has a kink. Lol.
But I hear you on fundage. Goodwill sucks when you have spinal problems.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:18 AM
yah im glad they made that choice
I don't really update my onlyfans and I'm pretty worn out on that stuff but it's good to get a little extra money every month.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:19 AM
Can't blame you there too much.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:19 AM
seeing the response I got from my ilj coverage I have bigger goals now in life
I never thought I was capable of all that
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:20 AM
Yeah, you should look into actual journalism. That shit was badass.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:20 AM
that's what I want to do
I want to be an inspiration having gone from being a crazy lolcow to helping people
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:21 AM
Well take it from a rando-ex pedo hunter. You would do a world of good in the right setting.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:21 AM
thanks. I don't mind getting my hands dirty but main thing is survival
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:22 AM
Yeah, understandably this whole thing is a shitshow.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:22 AM
Erika doesn't seem to value her safety or anyone's right now
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:22 AM
I don't think anyone expected the degree of insanity that came with the news "Chris Chan fucked his mom".
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:23 AM
it hit me like crushing boulder
I was at such peace my content was getting boring
so yeah it was a good boost but for good reason
it was dark
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:24 AM
I'd heard about Chris, got flustered and confounded for a week, thought that was it, then got linked the kiwi on Bella and it was downhill from there.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:24 AM
and i leaned in to the topic for the sake of everyone
I figured most would and that agendas were at play so I figured I would be unexpected and throw bad players off their game
*most would hesitate
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:25 AM
I think you might have, to some extent.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:25 AM
I do to
changed the whole timeline
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:26 AM
Largely, you have been the primary source of information surrounding this, if not the most coherent. So each video you came out with, I noticed the activity of their little cult dwindled.
And right now we're at total standstill.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:26 AM
yah they know they can't get to me
I think some lot of them are kinda afraid of me because I'm an enigma
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:28 AM
I've an odd theory. I don't want to put any money on it because it's purely speculation based on the last hour of information flow, but what if Erika was intended to throw us off the trail by overload?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:28 AM
I believe she is simply a clout chaser tbh
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:29 AM
Despite how often she jumped down your throat about clout chasing, which honestly I could care less about right now because it's an inherent circumstance of covering the story that will happen to literally anyone who does cover it.
Clout chasing isn't a bad thing. Chasing it for the wrong reasons, is.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:31 AM
and that's what I think she is doing
shes making this all about her and is willing to flip on anyone and lie and try to threaten and manipulate anyone..
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:32 AM
Sounds like another attention whore in the midsts.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:32 AM
notice she is begging to have this huge organized discord server leaked and is doing this whole hero act
she has been begging kiwifarms to dox her for weeks
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:33 AM
So keep in mind, I've been kept stupid pretty much.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:33 AM
and just cramming us with all these screenshots and stories just going on and on. now she's trying to blackmail ppl with the server is what this looks like
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:33 AM
I suspect she wanted to try to turn me into her version of Louis minus the forced feminization.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:33 AM
which I won't buy into that
yah me too
anyone she can get to do what she says
she uses very controlling opportunistic language I feel like.
it just reminds me of so much abuse that I've experienced.
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I am like tbh way too fucking nice with people
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:34 AM
Little bit. Thinking about it, she was appealing to my ego. I am very proud of the work I've done even if I can't openly speak about it.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:35 AM
ego up/down/up/down
I noticed he also scolding you to stay on topic
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:35 AM
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:36 AM
this is an intentional manipulation tactic. Kiwis use it on suspected dishonest people to get them to come clean and be obedient.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:36 AM
Yeah. Well, guess I woke up to take a piss at the right time. I'm sorry it couldn't have been sooner, I passed out pretty early.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:37 AM
no ur fine. the timing was perfect honestly
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:38 AM
So here's the thing. I'll stick around even if things are off because again, worked with crazy people, but when I begin to understand someone is trying to manipulate me, nope. Gone. Not my problem anymore.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:38 AM
I spoke to my kiwifarms connections and I might have to answer to somethings I discussed with her down the line but I at least know someone who will have my back who has a say because I came clean what I revealed to Erika which I probably shouldn't have.
I will not go into what that was specifically but it wasn't much.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:39 AM
If nothing else, if my input would help in any way, let me know and I'll put something together.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:39 AM
I gave Erika just a tiny bit too much trust and this is how she treats me
it might come out at some point
which is okay really
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:41 AM
Well, Laura, you can trust me. I'm not interested in drama. I just wanna get high and play video games with friends.
My real name is Walker. And you're the only person on this side of the internet who knows that.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:45 AM
thanks walker. It's not that I don't trust you it's that I leaked information that I really shouldn't have and I violated the trust of people who were very genuinely trusting and generous to me. I told her to be quiet with what little I gave her so she went on a mission to do her ops with the info and spread it around and try to drag me into a personal issue she has with some completely random pedo and a mod she doesn't like.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:45 AM
No, I just wanted to let you know you can. I never suspected you didn't.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:45 AM
I told her how horrible I felt for violating that trust and giving her the leak and she was completely inconsiderate talking shit on my source and played the victim.
she agreed to be quiet about it and I went to work. About an hour later you saw what she was saying about me.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:46 AM
Yeah. And I've also seen her say some pretty transphobic shit.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:46 AM
It feels like a knife in my back and I might pay a big price for this. I'm really messed up over it.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:47 AM
Darlin, I'd hug you if I could.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:47 AM
ntm she begged me to give her a stage on lolcows all day
tried to pressure me into it and then turned to threats
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:48 AM
Jesus Tittyfucking Christ. Don't rule out that this could be connected to ILJ. I still think this could have been intended to throw us off trail to a certain extent.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:48 AM
shes been beging for me to give her a spotlight on kiwifarms for well over a week now. They want nothing to do with her.
shes not
I truly do not believe this is anything more than her wanting clout.
I will not make that same mistake twice.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:48 AM
Hm.
Can't blame you there.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:49 AM
plus this is no Bella
not even close
we can tell
this is about trying to use kf for clout
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:49 AM
You would've been one Hell of an upper op for RedSec. Oh no, I know she's not Bella. Bella may be retarded but she's not this retarded.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:50 AM
Erika acts like she's very sneaky but her actions give her away
is very obvious imo
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:51 AM
Hm...Any idea as to her activity before the Chris Chan situation exploded?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:51 AM
very little
lots of drugs and an abusive family
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:51 AM
Yeah, that'll fuck up anyone's mind.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:52 AM
she followed chrislore tho
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:52 AM
I caught...Oh fuck.
She gave us a clue and I should've picked up on it. She believes in the Merge.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:52 AM
she seemed really taken by my influence on kiwi farms and im thinking there was envy at play. Almost like she always was willing to turn on me at some point
yeah her brain is polluted by a mixture of occult and nonsense.. mental illness is really obvious at play here
maybe meth
my money says meth
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:54 AM
Eh, a lot of shit can cause that kinda behavior outside meth. If she's self-medicating with high dosages of adderall, you get about the same thing.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 03:54 AM
well yeah some kind of uppers
she has more energy than typical even for someone who's really messed up
like endless
her deteriated state.. this is just all too familiar
I used to do meth a long time ago
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 03:56 AM
I theorize a merge could be possible but humanity is nowhere near advanced yet and it would take probably thousands if not millions of years for us to develop the heightened mental capacity to do so, but I don't believe in it and I don't feel it on the horizon like she does. I do believe in fate to an extent because I honestly never thought I'd be sitting here at 4 in the morning giving moral support to one of my YT heroes, but here I am. Otherwise, I don't know what to say as far as the hamster wheel running in her head.
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Other than I hope the hamster hasn't been boiled.
Sorry, slightly insensitive of me but you catch my drift.
So we know she's likely meth addled, abusive family history, self-admitted DiD, self-admitted autism, from the looks of it some onset of BPD and NPD. And potentially a Christorian cult member. Great. Is anyone on this site sane?
Next to you.
And Null and Dawn.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:13 AM
hehe I have had a lot of people really open up to me. There are a majority who are respectable enough. They don't welcome behavior like this, all this manipulation and dishonesty (edited)
not saying they don't have their share of them
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:14 AM
Bad apples in every group.
But you also took the mantle, that's why people have been opening up to you. When this information hit, you were on it like a fat kid on cake.
I'm pretty sure I'm not the only person who's developed a bit of a hero complex with you.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:20 AM
I felt like it was me or nobody on the trans left would have for weeks without blathering on and on about self ID, gendered prison and deep fakes and all that bullshit (edited)
trans left might have never got this story correct. I think that was planned
to make us suffer
in a truscummy way
and we will still but im positioning myself to fight that which is why my videos are the way they are right now
shit making the necessary compromises to maintain some peace
trying to get people to understand us rather than fear us
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:25 AM
Yeah. I just masturbate to you's. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:25 AM
that's cool🤷‍♀️
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:28 AM
Sorry, had to make a funny. But no I get what you're saying. I was raised by hippies, and the way I've lived and grown up, I never really understood why a lot of this discussion is even a thing.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:28 AM
same
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:28 AM
With the exception of the kid thing, when talking about letting children transition because that one's an obvious NOPE, I don't feel it really matters.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:29 AM
I try to be understanding of people's concerns
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:29 AM
I understand that, I just don't understand why people are so concerned.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:30 AM
some are scared some that fear has manifested a hatred
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:31 AM
I guess it bugs me because it's an irrational fear for the most part. There's a percentage yes that does delve into pederasty, but that's almost every group on the fucking planet.
You get it in the gay community, trans, you get it in politics, in the church, it's literally everywhere, so you can't blame it on trans people.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:32 AM
I think their fears can be most logically explained by a universal lack of respect for boundaries and people believing freedom means having zero impulse control.
people find the ways to take whatever advantage they can and do their most evil which causes most people to be afraid
so that might chain react things quite a bit
feedback loop
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:33 AM
True. People are a fucky variable.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:33 AM
yah and what you were showing me about pedos in the left really doesn't help
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:33 AM
Sorry. But it's necessary information.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:34 AM
no don't feel bad
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:34 AM
It's not just there, though.
Nathan Larson.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:34 AM
I believe the truth is crucial
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:35 AM
I believe there's actually a Kiwi on Nathan Larson, but he was alt-right.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:35 AM
they have threads on all sorts of people
ones like this one really worry me...
@Smutley made the original KF thread in the ADF subforum but this particular rabbit gloryhole goes back far deeper, back to 2002 when he registered an account under the name Fire on the Something Awful forums. He was wildly mocked there for his extremist tendencies and love of underage anime...
Anarchist Socialist, trans, poly, teacher.. pedo.. very determined
I feel like these kinds should be called out by the groups they try to affiliate with
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:37 AM
Nathan Larson was a self admitted Nazi and pedophile who believed women's rights should be rolled back 200 years and child porn, incest and pedophilia should be legalized. Crazy fucker tried to run for senate.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:38 AM
jeez
there's so much of this online
it's terrifying really
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:39 AM
By the way, I know it probably goes without mentioning but in case it comes up, I probably shouldn't actually join the Farms unless Null or Dawn specifically request it.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:40 AM
I wouldn't just join unless you are requested to for good reason by a trustworthy person
this is a very turbulent time and a lot of people want to destroy the website
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:40 AM
Yeah. I understand.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:40 AM
they want to squash the truth and run away with their own agenda driven naratives
kiwifarms keeps us, the recipients of the data in check
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:41 AM
Since psycho cunt wouldn't pony it up, do you happen to know why 4chan and Kiwi don't like each other?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:41 AM
they hate each other
I hate 4chan also
I went from hating KF, to neutral to being pro
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:42 AM
Remember for a moment I am a retard in terms of trollboards, hence why I ask. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:42 AM
like I said I went from Twitter SJW to being a lolcow
so I was maaaaaad for a while
didn't understand and thought they wanted me to die
I had to learn that they don't want to kill me mostly, they are a tough critical audience but not unreasonable. They are also very opinionated
a lot of fair honest opinions that would be censored off other social media
stuff I say on there would get me banned but it's very SJW stuff
very very light edginess in my posts ocassionally
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:45 AM
Huh. Man, crazy shit.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:45 AM
worst things I've said was called Tommy tooter a terrifying faggot and told him to light himself on fire
he tried to rape trans kids and raped a dog so idc
I dont normalize slurs on there tho
still couldn't say the shit I say on other sites
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:46 AM
He called himself a faggot. Self-applied slurs don't count.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:47 AM
right and he's probably the first person to convince me he's probably not trans as much as a pervert
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:47 AM
Anyone who tells you self-applied slurs count are being pretentious dipshits.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:48 AM
when I made the second part where I go more into Yaniv I was going to play more clips of Tooter but tbh watching them was making me sick so I decided people could look for themselves at the lol Tom's fat page
the confessions, defensiveness and extreme vulgarity is endless.
Tooter is astonishingly terrible
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:49 AM
Yeah, I saw the video.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:49 AM
hard time deciding if he's worse than Yaniv
both are pretty horrifying
im pretty sure yaniv is really trans tho
Chris Chan I'm weighing towards is trans
but all these sickos can be/not be in my opinion.. who cares?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:50 AM
Just to be clear, Yaniv as in the guy Blair White has called out a few times?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:50 AM
one of them
gamestop trans is also a pest
not as bad as yaniv but still very bad
sexualizes her child
and encourages her young child to smoke weed and has since they were like 11
I dont understand why Tiffany's Instagram is allowed to be up tbh
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:52 AM
At this point I'll be happy if we come up with a genetic enhancement in the form of a bomb or something, like a killswitch that activates the moment a person decides to prey on a minor.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:52 AM
yeah they need to not be able to do this
kind of an all costs things almost with some exception
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:53 AM
I won't join 4chan's APT. I couldn't be half as useful as their most useless troll, plus I couldn't put up with the shitposting. If I could get ahold of RedSec upper ops and we could get proper recruiting and funding, it could be possible to police.
Speaking of, I told Alister Mycroft to break contact with Erika for his own safety.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:56 AM
everyone needs to cut her off
she is going to keep doing dangerous things and lying to people about it
I dont believe her trying to say that the stuff she said about Nazis was made up
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:57 AM
Wait wait, what?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:57 AM
also she went around saying it to Zoe and myself.. she put Nazi shit on her Twitter before I told her to cut it out
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:58 AM
Gotta love trolls. In any case, at least you got a friend out of her. Lol.
Speaking of Zoe, have you followed up since the interview? She seemed pretty shaken up after that.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 04:59 AM
yah I was in touch with Zoe tonigbt
she hit me up concerned about Erika
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:00 AM
Oh boy. Didja fill her in on this crazy?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:00 AM
yeah we are going to try to stay away from here
I was willing to give her a chance when she gets clean before she threatened me.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:01 AM
I give everyone a chance. She showed her true colors to the worst possible person expecting me to fall in line. I'm no mutt.
Jesus. Where does Erika fit in with Zoe? I'm assuming from the Farms.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:07 AM
Erika made a lot of effort to pretend to fit in and understand the workings of the farms
while she pulled one over on myself and recruited Zoe in the process she got rejected from the site because of how she was going off on personal vendetta not even posting stuff that the site can really handle
they keep it a satirical gossip site for legal reasons
they aren't trying to replace the job of the feds.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:09 AM
She was trying to pull a cyber crusade. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:09 AM
so when people try to recruit them as a personal army they are very sensitive to the consequences that entails.
I was unaware of this
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:10 AM
Yeah, even in RedSec we knew no personal army. Number one rule.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:10 AM
I learned the hard way just by saying that hey maybe she's on to something
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:11 AM
There's nothing wrong with being optimistic. There's everything wrong with manipulating someone's optimism.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:13 AM
yah and I wish the kiwi farners could have all seen that was happening to me but I understand that they have a lot at stake (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:13 AM
I think also it's a matter of experience. You can't always inherently tell unless you've been recruited to a personal army before.
Now you at least have that experience to relate to.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:15 AM
yah I wish I didn't let it get this bad tho tbh
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:15 AM
No offense, darlin, but I do gotta go to work in about 2 and a half hours. I'm gonna try to get another hour of sleep. If you're still up when I wake up, I'll bother you some more. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:16 AM
alright goodies I get some sleep
really mad at myself tbh
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:16 AM
Don't be. You wanted to believe in someone. It's their fault they fucked that up.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:16 AM
should have listened to my friend who warned me to cut her off
I feel bad for the leak
it was irresponsible
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:17 AM
If you get ahold of Slug before I do while I'm at work, would you mind forwarding the screenshots I took? I can send them. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:17 AM
I sent him some
so he'll see
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:18 AM
Alrighty. I'll drop my side of it later then.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:19 AM
cool
well thanks for reaching out
I thought it was really cool
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:20 AM
Never a problem.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:20 AM
also that you defended me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:20 AM
Also never a problem.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:20 AM
for a long time I was very hated on the internet and very few would defend me like that
I blame mainstream media more than kiwifarms.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:21 AM
I don't see a reason to hate you, so I don't.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:21 AM
Steven Crowder, the Daily Dot, Ben Shapiro.. none of these sharing the Popeyes video helped and I got death threats
I was justbrelentlessly super hated
I do worry that Erika will try to get people to hate me again
but I won't let that dictate my visibility.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:22 AM
Probably. I suspect she's either spiraling or trying to figure out another angle to control the situation from.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:23 AM
she wants me to crucify myself as in go on KiwiFarms and humiliate myself or she is going to go around calling me a pedo enabler.
basically the altumatim I saw there and that is what made me absolutely livid tonight
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:24 AM
And I'll tell you what I tell Slug regarding those false CP allegations - Tell her to prove it.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:24 AM
I hate people trying to give me choices like that.
yah I remember her trying to accuse slug of something like that
it just pisses me off when someone tries to force me to do things
like a lot
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:25 AM
Well it erases autonomy of will.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:25 AM
I like to make my own choices
kept me alive this far
anyways
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:26 AM
But yo, don't blame yourself. You wanted to try to give someone a chance, and they fucked it up. Not you.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:26 AM
gotta let u go rest
thanks. I just hope the people who I leaked info from their work, will all understand
the only reason I didn't tell everyone is because they are intentionally trying to ignore her
shes getting in the way of the investigation with all this
for as much as she thinks I leaked her there is a lot I did not even hint at
and it seems like pretty important ILJ stuff
goodnight
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:31 AM
Good night, darlin. Try not to beat yourself up. I'll be here if you need to chat.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:31 AM
Yeah couldn't sleep much. Gotta leave in an hour, so it was really just a cat nap more than anything.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:46 AM
about to pass out. Stayed in the parking lot and missed my opportunity to buy beer but that's actually a good thing
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:46 AM
Drinking is not something I would suggest right now.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:47 AM
still pretty mad about her trying to coerce me into thinking I have to be humiliated on kiwifarms so she can get her fucking clout. Dawn is reaching out to me right now.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:47 AM
I don't blame. Keep posted. I'll defend where I can.
Part of RedSec was defending the disenfranchised, and I believe that you fall into that category here.
With any luck this won't be too hard of a mess to clean up.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:53 AM
I hope she doesn't get a thread
Im worried she's gonna get one and start a bunch of shit with me in there for a long time
it's going to be angering
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:54 AM
Well, just because she has a thread doesn't necessarily mean anything. I mean GiBi has a thread and he's all but useless.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:55 AM
yah but she will use it against me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:55 AM
And if she wasn't lying about being Farm-banned, then it would be more for speculative purposes than anything, wouldn't it?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:55 AM
and I'll get dragged by the whole site about the leak
it's gonna stick if she gets her way and I'll be forced to take a beating
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:57 AM
Well, the thing is, and this is coming from some experience and outside observation, looks of it you're going to take a beating one way or the other. Either by Kiwi Farms or by yourself. You may be kinder to yourself, but that's rarely if ever the case. It's been my experience if you go to someone with authority and be up front, tell them exactly what happened, what you did and why you did it, there's usually a lot less blowback than if you try to keep it hidden and it all comes to the forefront in one massive shitstorm.
Sometimes a journalist has to get burned from a bad source to know it's a bad source, even against the advice of others.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:00 AM
I told a friend in the server I leaked from
Im afraid to tell my main friend because they are annoyed as fuck about her.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:01 AM
In due time, then.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:01 AM
idk I'm on the fence
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:01 AM
I don't see you as someone who would do something like this on purpose.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:01 AM
I feel like I fucked up
they trusted me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:02 AM
I still trust you. They should still trust you if they can come to understand what's going on.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:02 AM
im going to come clean
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:02 AM
I'll back you however I can, if I can.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:03 AM
Im going to explain, go to bed and wake up to the reality. There isn't anyone who can help me but the people who I betrayed their trust.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:04 AM
Alrighty, well I'm here if you need to chat. Let me know how the interaction with Dawn goes.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:22 AM
Even if I'm at work feel free, I may take a little while to respond but I will get back to you.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:46 AM
I told her
everything
damn I feel like im in some shit
sucks ass
Erika really fucked me over honestly but I let myself down
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:48 AM
The comment I left in general is a red flag code, I just hope enough people pick up that it means someone unsavory is in the server so watch what you say.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:48 AM
yah I have been extremely careful
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:50 AM
The details I've shared are specific but minimal and unless you know my circles, pretty hard to localize.
In terms of how you feel, my mom once told me self blame is a useless emotion. You can feel free to feel it, but at the end of the day, all it does is stop you in your tracks. Commie. Commie on now.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:54 AM
okay but I feel like I let them down. it really sucks
these are my friends who have tried really hard to help me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:54 AM
I understand that. Take that and change it.
All you can do is try.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:54 AM
I'll do whatever I can
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:55 AM
I'll be here if you need me. I'm sure Slug will be too.
I do have one question. Since I have some shared responsibility in all of this, should I extend my own apology to Dawn for my involvement?
I did kinda help validate that psychopath and connect possible clues she could've used to continue this charade.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:15 AM
I dont think Dawn blames you for anything.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:16 AM
Ok. Hopefully your cadence is seen as genuine.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:16 AM
I can only hope but im deeply worried
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:19 AM
Well, let's tackle what we can when we can. On the upside, those videos are gaining momentum. Soon you'll have a community all your own.
Not trying to get too off topic, just trying to ease the worry a bit. I know I can't do much in that regard.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 10:25 AM
I did think of something that might make you feel better. It would be kinda difficult for Erika to accuse you of being a pedo enabler when her own meddling in this investigation may well have enabled a pedophile.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 04:18 PM
How are you doing since this morning, and have things looked up?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:04 PM
been good
I found the truth about all the pedo shit to do with ILJ
Erika is way off the mark
like not even close
about to release the info
she could have compromised this investigation with her stupidity but it looks like I distracted her long enough.
there is grooming but nothing to do with anything she has put together. nothing
this shit is pretty fucked up
Gibi
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:06 PM
Well, at least we were able to keep her from fucking everything up.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:06 PM
It's Gibi
His server
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:07 PM
Whoa.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:07 PM
yah some fucked up shit in there
nuked twice
lots of kids
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:07 PM
That explains a lot, actually.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:07 PM
lots of teens
like an ILJ training ground
im about to go public
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:08 PM
So, what's the possibility GiBi tried to script a destruction of Chris Chan for clout?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:08 PM
Erika is going insane. She's accusing me of being Bella and arguing with herself.
no
Gibi has a disgusting discord server filled with kids who are being indoctrinated into kiwifarms culture
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:09 PM
I'll throw off the wall theories only because everything about this has been off the wall, but I won't go through the motions until I have confirmation on any of it. Oh shit.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:09 PM
If they go from there to 4chan you have a regular ILj in the making
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:09 PM
That's even worse.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:09 PM
There's more that I'm speculating
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:10 PM
Well, talk me through it, I'll help you piece together what I can. As far as the rogue agent goes, until she drops what my real name is, I don't care. She doesn't have shit.
She may be going insane, but that's no fault of ours at this point.
Although I'm pretty sure she's been arguing with herself the entire time, it's just becoming more obvious.
Not to say I don't care what havoc she could wreak on your life, I'm saying I don't care about her as a person after the display I saw this morning. There's quite a bit I'll put up with from people, direct threats to my personal safety and the safety of others is not one of them.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:50 PM
same
im not worried about her
im more worried about dropping this story correctly.
don't let anyone else know about Gibi yet but I figure this is about to break so I trust u
waiting for everything to get clarification
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:52 PM
Well if you need someone to speculate with, you know I'm free. Plus I love a chance to get to sort through this kinda information without being directly involved with the Farms. Fuck GiBi. Lol. No worries. Lips are sealed.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:52 PM
when the leaks drop there will be tons to speculate
I told Erika this was huge. I told her to be careful but she had her own agenda.
she should have listened to me
she could have helped
if she had just taken a look at Gibis server
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:53 PM
Yeah, this level of crazy I actually enjoy in an odd way (Analytical mind), but the shit from this morning was just a migraine. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 05:53 PM
but nope
I dont do the threats and coercion
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 05:54 PM
Yeah, same.
That's unnecessary.
Analyzing data was what was fun for me in RedSec, it's why I was the head of data retrieval. So this stuff is actually fun, in a very messed up way because my brain is treating the case like a gigantic puzzle. People, when they present variables like the one we just witnessed, are irritating. Lol. Not a puzzle, just a roadblock.
Erika herself may be a bit of a jigsaw, but there are some pieces missing if you catch my drift.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:00 PM
ok
can you keep this gibi info quiet for now?
there's more stuff we need to unpack
shit I really need to slow down running my fucking mouth
I got excited
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Well if you need someone to speculate with, you know I'm free. Plus I love a chance to get to sort through this kinda information without being directly involved with the Farms. Fuck GiBi. Lol. No worries. Lips are sealed.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:03 PM
okay u said this already just need to say I thought we were about to break this like now but it's gonna be a minute
Gibi is so fucked
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:07 PM
No worries.
I had to step away for a minute, sorry for the delayed response.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:07 PM
ur good
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:07 PM
I will not say anything until you say it's okay to do so.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:08 PM
we are organizing the leak. When I press upload I will tell you to go ham.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:08 PM
Okie dokie. I'm still so psyched to be working with you. I actually bragged about it to my dad. Lol.
He's an internet retard who sticks to Facebook and YouTube, nothing to worry about.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:18 PM
cool 😎
I knew something big was conning
thought Erika was on to something tho. She really let me down and turned to trying to fuck me over. I don't think I can ever be cool with her again.
it wouldn't be good for my health
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:21 PM
Write her off, just a bad experience to learn from.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 06:21 PM
can't help but feel bad for her but she passed the point of no return with me.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:23 PM
I understand that. Unfortunately, being too trusting can compromise things, and if their grievance is great enough - which in this case, duh - sometimes it's best to just cut the cord.
You can only help someone who won't help themselves so much. She needs therapy. She needs proper medication and she needs someone to argue her delusions. Neither of us are qualified for it, and neither of us should be the ones to take up the mantle, especially being unqualified.
If someone like that doesn't have someone to argue their delusions, you end up with a Chris Chan clone.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:43 PM
I'm stepping away to grab some food, don't be alarmed if I don't respond right away.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 06:51 PM
Back.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:28 PM
gonna get ready
shit is pretty huge
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:29 PM
Okie dokie. Whatcha need me to do?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:29 PM
nothing yet
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:29 PM
Alrighty. Making a video?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:29 PM
I have a rough script
gotta get dressed, cleaned up
everyone is pretty much briefed in the news room
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:30 PM
Well, if it's cool with you, I could review your video tomorrow morning when I do my usual Sunday morning streams.
Help boost the signal a bit.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:36 PM
ya
it will be short
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:36 PM
Alrighty, cool.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:57 PM
lol looks like she booted me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:57 PM
From the 3 person server she was hosting since I bolted out this morning? Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:57 PM
she wanted her discord to be the big story and would stop at nothing to insert it into the center focus
wait till she finds out wut we found on gibi
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:58 PM
Maybe she wisened up. Not likely, but one can hope so's not to have to deal with the migraine again.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 07:58 PM
unlucky her I took plenty of screenshots
not like anyone really cares about them tho
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 07:59 PM
See, and that's why I love you, Commie. You're way smarter than I think a lot of people, including yourself, give you credit for. Always good to keep a contingency plan.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:00 PM
that's her karma.. you throw everybody under the bus for clout like ur Bella or something(this late to the game) and you end up with nobody giving a shit.
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See, and that's why I love you, Commie. You're way smarter than I think a lot of people, including yourself, give you credit for. Always good to keep a contingency plan.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:00 PM
thanks
im not to worried about her
I was open to my friends on there what happened and if I get dragged for my conversation with her it will be seen as off subject
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:01 PM
If nothing else, thank her for introducing you to a new ally.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:01 PM
yes
nice to chat with you without her doing all that stuff. it was easy too much. I had an emotional day trying to figure out how to not get sucked into that kind of stuff in the future
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:03 PM
Just be wary, it's all you can do. Because not to self-sabotage, but I mean even I could be hiding something nasty. I'm not, as far as you know, but just always be on your toes.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:04 PM
yah I thought about this earlier and felt stupid about it but it's kinda late
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:04 PM
Because we both trusted her, up until she started showing cracks. Well, more like a crack, and then fucked it.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:05 PM
yah your reaction made me trust u
like okay this person is obviously very reasonabke
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:05 PM
I saw someone getting attacked for no reason. I don't like sitting idly by when that shit happens. Makes me feel like an asshole by association.
But just for the record, that can be dangerous too. I'm not the type to use this kind of manipulation, but I have been the target of "I saved you from this, so you owe me".
No. I will not. On my mother's ashes I would never do that to another human being. I helped you out because I saw a need to do so. Not because I wanted to gain anything from you.
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But some people do think like that.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:09 PM
good point
I feel like she's probably going to get someone to rag on me on the thread
I will have to just take the criticism
I won't be defensive. I will say I was stupidly trusting of her im sorry to everyone that effected
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:11 PM
Here's my criticism for you - You judge yourself too much. You are a strong, attractive transwoman, and you try to do what's right, and that's all anyone can do in this fucked up world, and it's still admirable.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:11 PM
the good thing is I cut her off right before this broke
thanks
I try to always do the right thing
im a little nervous about this because it's so many kids involved but I feel worse about leaving them to GiBis program.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:12 PM
Mind if I put an image in your head to give you some inspiration?
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:12 PM
please
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:13 PM
With me, you have the acting head of RedSecurity, an Anon off-sect born out of 4chan backing you, and you have the Farms backing you. You are our voice. We believe in you.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:14 PM
yeah u weren't kidding
very inspiring
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:14 PM
Ironically I was just listening to Warriors of the World by Manowar, which is a very inspiring song all things considered.
You got this Laura. Give us a show.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 08:32 PM
trying to stall this out as long as they need
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:37 PM
Ok. Just wanted to make sure you get those jitters down.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 08:52 PM
I am going to link your video to my federal crypto analyst buddy. No one on the Farms should get in trouble, but because there are children involved, this is a federal circumstance. I know you probably wouldn't have much argument with it, but I wanted to let you know in advance.
I have outlined that you and the Farms are neutral party just in case, though.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 09:00 PM
im going to present it as a concern peice
not trying to go after gibi but yes calling him out
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 09:04 PM
No worries. It's still fed implications, though, so, y'know. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 09:06 PM
yeah.. I already told someone in the team I don't want to drop this story or give GiBi more chances to fuck this up
Dawn is hesitant.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 09:12 PM
About which part?
Sorry, I was making a milkshake. Really skinny, I gotta eat once every two hours or drink milkshakes to help gain weight.
If it might make things easier, you can feel free to invite Dawn to the server I set up.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 09:42 PM
I might
Dawn is really private and I'm pretty sure he will want to be moreso after dealing with Erika
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 28-Aug-21 09:44 PM
Within reason I understand he can't be quite as trusting as you are, especially now. I have no problems proving myself if need be, short of actually doxxing myself. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 11:13 PM
There's a lot going on
this is messy
very very messy
I haven't leaked this time beyond u
so I feel good about that
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CommieDGurl 28-Aug-21 11:58 PM
I think my brain was corrupted by Erika to an extent. My whole view of this was obscured.
There is a new leak from ILJs imagur on kiwifarms. She had links to CP.
Gibi might not have broken any laws. What he did might be objectionable extremely unethical and dangerous but I want to be fair how I release this info
ILJ might have really incriminate herself with this newest leak and it seems really big to me that they found this.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 12:20 AM
I'm so sorry, I actually passed out. I did not expect that. Just straight out of nowhere.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 12:52 AM
it's coming
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 02:22 AM
Sleep pattern regardless, keep me posted.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 03:49 AM
Hey. I know you didn't make your video last night as there's more info coming out about ILJ, I do three streams per week (usually, last couple have been a bit hectic but I'm trying to get back to normal) and I can cover your video whenever it drops during any of those. Later this morning I'll be doing a Half-Life 2 stream with my best friend from Australia, who'll be playing with his pet dove on webcam. If you'd like a chance to just kinda destress, socialize and get out of the headspace we've been in for the last few days, you're more than welcome to join us. Just let me know.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:06 AM
I'll let u know I'm currently uploading the video.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:19 AM
Alrighty.
I've read some of the thread, Jesus.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 06:30 AM
Breaking News on GiBi, stay tuned for Headcrab Hunting with Mat Demaz
I be live, we're watching your video now.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 06:30 AM
I hope he tries to do the right thing
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 06:31 AM
Yep. I was refreshing YouTube constantly. I already got it up.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 06:31 AM
I feel like I was very fair and honest
he's in a lot of trouble
I hope he tries to make this right
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 06:36 AM
Agreed. I also confirmed with my buddy that you are coming off very fair and honest.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:16 AM
I had some technical difficulties because for some reason my connection was shit this morning, Twitch just didn't wanna work with me. I've reformatted my old Darth Vulgar YouTube channel, and I'll be trying again tomorrow morning via YouTube.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 10:37 AM
In the meantime, I've Tweeted it to Dillin Thomas, JohnGamingFuntime and Smokey McCrack.
I was gonna Tweet it to Mycroft, but I think Erika all but royally assfucked that route. (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 03:36 PM
It's making the rounds darlin. How you feeling?
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 04:37 PM
doing good
seems like the message got out
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 04:38 PM
Good. I saw that you were able to convince Dawn.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 04:38 PM
lol pathetic lying clout chasing Erika
she stayed abusing Zoey of trying to suicide bait her and claims that spooky is actually a sock that is her bf now.
I think she is exaggerating her illness to game people
she just wants kiwiclout
that's all
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 04:39 PM
Jesus this girl is delusional. And an attention whore.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 04:39 PM
anyone who won't play into her obvious scizo ops becomes a target
it's all about clout. I'm not buying her mental illness sheilding (edited)
ya she's ill but this is her acting more ill to serve her ridiculous ambitions
it all reads like a script
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 04:41 PM
Yeah. Kinda expected a spiral effect when I just deadlocked her.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 04:41 PM
im less worried about her today than I was yesterday. hopefully she gets bored. if not, I won't add fuel to the fire
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 04:42 PM
Best bet really is probably just ignoring and blocking her.
I'm pretty sure she has nothing, especially considering how she tried to handle me.
If you're trying to use someone's dox to control them, you drop bits of personal information to make the other person know you're not full of shit. That's why I deadlocked her. She didn't have the minimum of information on me, which means she wouldn't have had an abundance down the line to adequately control me with.
Your information already being out there also protects you to a certain extent, because it means there's nothing she can pin you for that hasn't already come up, unless it's a secret kept close to the vest but those circumstances are neither here nor there.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 04:47 PM
Shes not as tricky as she acts. I feel she is merely desperate tbh.
I honestly thought of a number of things she could have done yesterday to fuck up my day.
she did none of those things and the choices she made instead were really desperate and stupid.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 04:48 PM
I'm sensing narcissistic personality disorder in this one. Or excessive egotism.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 04:48 PM
yah that sounds about right
shes extremely delusional
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 04:49 PM
And massive delusions of grandeur.
Like I'll admit, I have some grandiose delusions myself - You have to in order to pull up the motivation to do half this shit - but even I know I have limits. I know I can't save every kid. I know I can't save every abused animal. And I know if I tried, I'd end up killing myself out of exhaustion and frustration.
Like to see Erika hunt 10k Twitter MAPS in a month. Or do what I used to do. She'd probably snap or take the high road and sell the archives like it's theorized Bella may have done with her links.
Technically those archives were probably worth a few thousand dollars. I would never have sold them though because I will not make money off the exploitation of children.
But I'm proud of you.
You put on a Hell of a show and you were able to convince Dawn you could do it without being accusatory. Very damn proud of you.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:10 PM
I left a nice reply on your video.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:18 PM
Thank u
I too have to have some degree of narsacism to get to this point but it's not as bad as it was when I pulled that Popeyes op.
That was me literally in psychosis. I saw an opportunity to change society and I think it worked. Once my brain recovered from all the acid and the public rage against me I believe I've grown a lot and am able to manage these kinds of ambitions a lot better.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:20 PM
Yeah. We all have bad days.
YouTube keeps deleting my comment, fuckers. Ah well, it's a short synopsis of what the crazy asshole put us through.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:25 PM
hate how youtube does that
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:25 PM
I'll probably try again later.
He looked over your video an hour after I sent it to him.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:31 PM
yeah he's making a lot of excuses and being very dismissive. I'm honestly pretty mad at his response and am glad he isn't reaching out to me personally
he called me a kiwi pawn and dismissed his joking about drinking and driving with children because supposedly joking about that to impressionable youth doesn't normalize it.
he needs to understand that when you joke to minors you can't leave much room for nuance. You need to be direct.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:33 PM
Yeah, you really do. Because kids have an unfortunate tendency to be quite literal.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:33 PM
I have had a couple of minors reach out to me over the months and I try not to form a friendship with them but I take their comments extremely serious and am very conscientious about how what I say effects them. When I do videos I consider that people watching might be underage so I discourage that or I at least say things in my videos thinking, I want to be a good influence on impressionable people.
if I found some adult bullying or being creepy to a minor in my youtube comments I would go after that person.
I'd be pissed
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:34 PM
You're trying to cover the basis of being an investigative journalist while being wholesome. Awesome. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:35 PM
He's created this whole server and left it up to mods who are creepy and don't give a fuck at best. Really makes me not want to have a discord server.
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You're trying to cover the basis of being an investigative journalist while being wholesome. Awesome. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:36 PM
It's a work in progress. I respect this craft of being an informative entertaining. We have a responsibility to society that I don't think GiBi understands
if I was him I would be screeching and "reeeee"-ing at the mods
he's not
he's being defensive
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:37 PM
Well, it's not that black and white. His Discord server is falling apart because Either A. He's a creep himself or B. He just doesn't give a shit. I don't think it would fall apart with you in the same fashion for the reverse of those reasons.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:37 PM
Im only gonna speculate so much but this is the same behavior he was having before. I hope that this isn't malicious and that he figures out why this is him digging his own grave
people are legitimately just concerned
People could accuse him of grooming kids into trans stuff and lump in all this sex stuff and make an argument against trans people over it
he needs to understand how much shit he is letting fester before somebody gets hurt. This is why kiwifarms is on his ass.
they are waiting for the day he severely steps into shit.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:39 PM
Trust me, you guys are being far nicer than RedSec would be.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:39 PM
I bet
People aren't fair to kiwifarms
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:40 PM
Casket, our Commander, second in command to L was vehement about alerts like this. Moment word dropped she would've tried getting into the server, then shut it down from the inside out via social engineering.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 05:40 PM
their process is very respectable and they are very ethical how they create threads.
yah they can be prejudice
but they dig into people for the choices they make more than anything and they are very hard pressed to get the data accurately.
and they aren't as mean as people think. just honest.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 05:41 PM
I mean even JohnGamingFuntime, who hates GiBi almost as much as Dillin Thomas, isn't even attacking him. He's just trying to say "Dude, what the fuck?"
He also said something in your defense to the makeup comments on the video, so that's awesome.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 06:35 PM
I just realized you guys should handle GiBi in waves.
The first wave was an attempt to be compassionate, which is how you should always go with anyone. If he's gonna be antagonistic, I think at that point it should be acceptable to start being a little more firm.
To my knowledge, GiBi doesn't follow me, and probably doesn't even know who I am like most of the internet, but I've vagueposted this. If you or Dawn feel a need to utilize this as leverage, please, be my guests:
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 07:32 PM
Is he actually trying to gaslight you and claim you're being used as a puppet?
I'm keeping track of your Twitter feed.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 07:57 PM
This was posted half an hour ago.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:33 PM
gibi is digging a deep grave
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:34 PM
Ok, so my comment, which has been repeated a few times over, might be in your "Spam" folder on YouTube until you approve it. I had to look it up because it's still deleting my comments.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:34 PM
sorry I should have redacted
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:35 PM
You're talking to an Anon, not a Kiwi. Lol.
No reason to apologize. Used to raw data.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:36 PM
yah still
I need to do better at this shit
I mean that's from kiwifarms anyways
not like it's not already up
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:37 PM
I hear, but I'm not Kiwi, and I'm your friend. I don't care about the formality.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:37 PM
yeah I just want to make sure I'm not pushing the screenshots where minors post
I dont want this to spread
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:38 PM
Trust me, if it does it won't be through me.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:38 PM
poor kids💔
the thing I'm most pissed about
gibi dgaf
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:39 PM
Why do you think I gave you and Dawn an ultimatum statement to use like what I posted on Twitter? I don't play games like what GiBi's trying to play, and I prefer a more direct method. But this is you guys' territory, so I'm just leaving it there as an option. I can't come in and start handing out threats. Especially when it's technically not a threat, it's a promise. Lol.
There's a decent likelihood GiBi's being investigated. I can't actually confirm that, I don't have that kinda clearance, but a federal agent is aware of the situation.
So, one way or another it will become clear to him that either he fixes this, or the feds do.
Those poor kids. I don't play games.
Again I did underline that you and the Farms are neutral ground and information gatherers in this instance, so the involvement of the Farms shouldn't be an issue.
I'm not here to propagate a bullshit trollboard war. I'm here to stop shitty people from taking advantage of minors.
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So yeah, I entirely agree with you. Fuck GiBi. He needs to actually give a shit about his community enough to weed out minors or he needs to not have a community.
Sometimes I worry when I go on these long worded tirades, especially with that one, if I've upset or pissed you off. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:52 PM
no ur good
there's just always a lot going on at my end
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:52 PM
Ok. I know bringing up the feds in circumstances like this is a kinda touchy thing.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:52 PM
it's okay
I mean I would hope they don't rush in and fuck up my life and fuck up something where bad ppl get away and good people get fucked over. That is my concern with them. However we are researching nuclear subjects so by engaging I accept the responsibility.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:56 PM
Ok. I'm taking every precaution I can to make sure it's noted you guys are neutral, you're not working to help him and you're not actively trying to go after him either, you're simply trying to gather information and bring awareness of the situation to him so he can fix it.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:58 PM
yah I want him to fix it and I don't trust him. that's why I made that clear in the video that I don't trust him to quietly fix this. I want to make it clear that he has a record of trying to do the same back tracking.
stuff he's so predictably doing now
I figured he would
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:58 PM
Yeah. I've caught on. Dillin has documented it relentlessly.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:58 PM
I never even seen the Dillin videos
honestly didn't want to join in on the gibi bashing
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 08:59 PM
He may make a video about your video soon, I think the only reason he didn't today is because he had a pre-planned stream, and it was surrounding Metokur's response to the Chris Chan situation.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 08:59 PM
him saying positive things about me made me feel bad but I have to think about things more important than my own ego
gibi that is
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 09:00 PM
Ego is the biggest weakness, unfortunately. Erika actually kinda proved that to me. I figured who you were talking about.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 09:00 PM
he's been shouting me out, linking me and I was frankly trying to ignore him while the internet was ripping him apart
all his attempts to hide this shit left a trail of breadcrumbs
and his response seems to be leaving more imho
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 09:01 PM
For reference, you don't gotta watch it right now.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 09:01 PM
thanks
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 09:01 PM
That's just his most recent video on GiBi's shit.
I've figured out how to get my Streamlabs synced to YouTube. I may do a video myself later. I dunno. It's been a long time since I've done videos in this format.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 09:08 PM
that would be dope
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 09:10 PM
I'll tell you what. Since you said it, I'll do it. Just gotta figure out what gameplay I'm gonna use for a filler since I don't own a webcam.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 09:19 PM
To nip it in the bud, do you mind if I call out our mutual not-so-friendly friend? Just to get it out of the way? Because I'm pretty sure if she realizes I'm posting she's gonna attempt the same bullshit. It wouldn't be the focus, but a side note. I won't if you have an objection to it, as we're both affected by her actions.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 09:51 PM
are you talking about this?
she can go ham. say whatever you want to her. I just blocked her.
shes gonna have to try a lot harder than that to get under my skin now that I don't consider her a friend
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 09:53 PM
Okie dokie.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 09:59 PM
share her freakouts with me. I find it funny
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 10:00 PM
Sure thing, darlin.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 10:42 PM
Video's uploading. That was a 20 minute stream of consciousness. Lol.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 11:12 PM
It covers Erika, some of the findings of the ILJ case and saves GiBi for last.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 11:36 PM
nice
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 11:36 PM
You liked?
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 11:37 PM
watching now
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 11:37 PM
🙂
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 11:37 PM
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thanks for calling her out
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 11:38 PM
I knew one of us would have to, and since I'm already faceless for the most part, I figure it should be me.
You already got enough to worry about.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 11:38 PM
"ahead of time.." he'll ya👏
yah im seriously going to ignore Erika forever
next time she goes into my comments lying about her age I'm banning her
I dont like blocking ppl on youtube
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 11:40 PM
Deadlocking is a useful tool, keep it in your back pocket if you fear for your own mental health when people try to manipulate you or harass you on the internet.
I don't like doing that to anybody, but Erika isn't the first and most likely, given the nature of the internet, probably won't be the last.
Betcha didn't know I was following her Twitter activity though. I keep an eye on the people I associate with. Most of the time out of benevolence but I had an odd feeling to keep an eye out for weird shit.
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CommieDGurl 29-Aug-21 11:53 PM
thank u
I do get followed by a fuckload of weirdos (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 29-Aug-21 11:54 PM
Lol. I saw what it was before and I'm still laughing.
I know that's not what you meant but, dirty mind and still pretty funny. Lol.
I'm glad you liked it. 🙂
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 12:02 AM
love it
gibi is fucking struggling
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 12:03 AM
I tried to make it firm and direct but still in his corner.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 12:03 AM
I feel like the more he does this the more suspicious it looks
u did great
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 12:03 AM
Thank you.
I doubt he'll see it, as I really am kind of a nobody, but I hope he does. He needs to understand the further implications of this. I wasn't off base about the pedophile thing was I?
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:49 AM
atm this is a really hostile server
gibi isn't implicated in pedophilia but this is a horrifying server with kids sharing porn.. mods just do nothing by sometimes bully these kids
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 05:06 AM
No, I mentioned that the Farms keeps tabs on a percentage of its own users and that a percentage of who it keeps tabs on are pedophiles.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 06:10 AM
there's a couple of pedophiles go on there but they are super hated
typically a known pedophile on kiwifarms is a lolcow pedo trying to defend themselves
they hate people who hurt children or animals
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 06:14 AM
Yep. Just wanted to make sure I was being factually accurate. I'm up and streaming now. Conversation's mainly pretty light but I do intend to take a moment to address the GiBi situation.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 10:04 AM
Well I just got done with that a little while ago. I took a moment to myself because it was a shared stream, and when the other guy ended out I had a discussion with my best bud about the GiBi circumstance.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 11:59 AM
Hope you enjoyed that song. The lyric "Hell couldn't hold me down" in particular is what made me think of you. Also hope you're having a decent enough day so far, and that malingering dumbasses have died down at least for a little bit.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 12:04 PM
oh yah bad news for GiBi coming out of the leaks that are up btw. Stuff that I can't really bring myself to look at.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 12:05 PM
Stuff that would be my area of expertise or not quite that bad?
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 12:06 PM
cool song btw I actually want to do vocal stuff for a band and can scream. I like these kinds of vocals. https://youtu.be/oRkRwL0vjOg
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Stuff that would be my area of expertise or not quite that bad?
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 12:06 PM
Stuff that's just gross. Lots of it and some bullying culture.
mostly posted by kids, adults just didn't moderate
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 12:07 PM
I'll need to check out the thread. And now that I know you do like metal, I have more reason to like you. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 12:07 PM
check out a band called Spiritbox
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 12:08 PM
I play guitar, and I can do scream to clean transition almost seamlessly.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 12:08 PM
maybe we could jam some time
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 12:09 PM
No objections here. I'd love to get you in on a stream sometime to just shoot the shit once the crazy stuff is over with, or at least takes a break for a day or two.
I'm scanning the thread. He actually had Sockness in there? Jesus. I'm not well read on Christory but I know about that psycho.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 12:35 PM
Nexpo is a YouTuber I follow nearly religiously, found out he follows GiBi. So I reached out to him.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:02 PM
sockness was talking to minors and inviting them to a NSFW server
sockness talking to them about Chris chan
let me do something for reshape purposes with that
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:06 PM
Ok, I didn't see it anyway. I just got done with the first. Lol.
Check Slug's drama channel, though. I left a nice Easter Egg for you.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:07 PM
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:08 PM
I know you probably didn't intend for it to work out as such, but the edits look like dicks. Lol. But JFC. That's fucked. What the fuck is wrong with this guy?
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:13 PM
sockness is a sadistic sick peice of shit
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:13 PM
I meant GiBi. Trying to figure out what's wrong with Sockness is like trying to figure out the exact reason Chris fucked his mom, it's a wormhole within a wormhole.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:14 PM
that's a couple of the things he said to me before I blocked him
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:14 PM
I'd like to hug you too, but not in any creepy way and you see how skinny I am. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:14 PM
had to block him on youtube, twitter and IG because he only comments this.. he wasn't like this right at first.
hug u till I crush you and force you to love me all he comments
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:15 PM
Yeah. No. Hugs should not be used to scare people. They're a comfort.
Although ugh. THAT statement makes me think of Mike Tyson "I'm gonna fuck you 'til you love me".
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:16 PM
I got fucking pissed once when he said it on twitter
funny thing is he kept saying this to me and I blocked him everywhere. I didn't start reading Christory until literally days before the rape was made known.
I like a month after having sockness I learned about his obsession with Chris Chan
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:18 PM
She may be crazy, but I think Erika was at least half and half on the destiny bullshit.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:18 PM
all that time I was afraid of kiwi farms I had this information sitting there, hidden in plain sight
if she had laid off on her selfish intent she could have been a part of the actual investigation and I don't think she is completely wrong that there is a massive pedo ring interlinked with all this.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:19 PM
There are way too many things that tie in, from the mundane to the explosive, surrounding this, and it's not just the case itself, which is interesting in a way but really fucking weird.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:19 PM
she is just very clout chasing. grandious and she made it impossible to work with her.
she needs to chill out on seeing herself as a powerful anime character and remind herself that this is real life.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:20 PM
The Roblox clan having that one video to ILJ 7 months ago still bugs me, so she may have been onto something. I'm not denying she might be right about a few things, but holy balls is she psycho.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:21 PM
There is a channel in GiBi's server that talks about and minors are posting NSFW stuff about Pansy, Kero, my little pony gore and porn.
then there is the link between Roblox to kero and all these pedos. Some very questionable adults involved with the roblox group
those adults being linked to McClean
I really think she was on a meth binge tbh
my gut is telling me
I am thinking she was clean and relapsed when she started getting into this thinking it would help her.
So her early observations were on to something and I think she slowly unraveled.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:23 PM
Because I've worked with crazy but functional. Technically, no offense, you'd be crazy but functional, as would I. That definition is someone who acknowledges they have mental health issues, but are able to function around them when need be, and know how to handle them. But Erika was a whole other level.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:24 PM
I truly believe Erika was on a meth or adderal(more likely meth) binge tbch
there's crazy and there's self destructive.
She needs to go to the hospital either way but I honestly am really concerned for her.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:26 PM
Quite possibly. I'm not giving her another chance to pull one over on me, though. I've been manipulated enough times through the internet, trust me, you don't wanna give her another chance.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:26 PM
I will not
even if she apologized I am well aware what a liability she proved to be
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:26 PM
We can still technically look into what she was proposing.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:26 PM
and I will always look for red flags I should have saw in her
perhaps
trying to remember those 2 names from roblox
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:27 PM
I need to find a new beacon, though. Since apparently she was threatening Mycroft before she started threatening us.
ElRealMario64 is one.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:27 PM
gorguts I think and something with a z
I forget
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:28 PM
Oh, Gorguts is ElRealMario64, also, so we don't get confused.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:28 PM
ok
yah I had a hard time tracking a lot of Erika's stuff
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:29 PM
He throws a lot at us. I'm still breaking away from using his pronouns in text. I don't respect him, so I shan't respect his pronouns.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:29 PM
that's fine
I just see it as I won't stoop to her pettiness
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:30 PM
But that's why it was so hard to track everything. He kept throwing new bullshit at us at almost every angle.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:30 PM
she can misgender me all day. I misgender tooter because I don't believe he's trans
and he rapes dogs lol
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:31 PM
Right before he went off on you, I was asked to investigate a video of a fucking seal in the arctic. I later found out, before I blocked her on Twitter, that she was trying to blackmail the creator of that video, accusing him of killing, gutting and eating the seal.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:31 PM
zorglox something like that?
yah she told me that GiBi ate a baby and I was like wait wut?
then she was like oh I can just make that up
and then immediately after she sperged out on you she went and lied to GiBi and told him that KF was making up that rumor
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:33 PM
I am the mighty dictator of The Mushroom Empire!! LMAO
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:33 PM
Erika fundamentally proved to me that she can't be trusted with Intel, she can't ever be completely honest and she is an absolute liability in every decision she makes
she wants to blame us for dropping this, watch us catch these fuckers and get them locked up.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:33 PM
The tally on my roblox tells you the bodies I slayed for The Mushroom Empire. If you are not with T.M.E then it's possible you have been killed by me.
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Followers
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These were the two accounts she was most heavily vested in.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:34 PM
So these Roblox groups like Mushroom Empire are obviously very manipulative and groomery.. I think this is a massive dark side of the internet
so we could go on an endless chase and run into more Erika's and worse
it's a doomed effort for us
but if we could pin a couple of groups down.. I could make a story out of it
might be able to tie to GiBi
judging by the culture
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:35 PM
Probably.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:35 PM
there are probably links I'm speculating
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:36 PM
The only way to really verify the Roblox doofuses is to deepcover their Roblox server.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:36 PM
I wont
that's why I haven't looked at the gibi server
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:36 PM
I don't blame you.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:36 PM
but im probably about to look at the gibi one
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:36 PM
My main reason for is Roblox looks like shit. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:37 PM
yah what I was told about how tricky the roblox guys are I have avoided looking at it or downloading it
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:38 PM
Well, as far as getting a dox, I think that would be kinda hard to do without some degree of social engineering.
And unless if you're a kid, then yeah, Roblox would be an easy way for someone to dox you. But I don't think either of us would fall victim to it that easily.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:39 PM
opens one channel and right away...
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:39 PM
I think the more immediate worry would be hyperlinks, like on 2b2t.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:39 PM
like not illegal but just to set the environment..
this is an all ages environment
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:40 PM
Jeeeesus.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 01:40 PM
my first glance
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 01:41 PM
2builders2tools is the oldest anarchy server on Minecraft. Full of Anonfags. Might have a few Kiwis, but there's lots of hackers, people who make custom viruses, all sorts of shit. Hyperlinks are the deaths of idiots.
So deepcovering a Roblox server from a security standpoint might actually be safer than trying to deepcover a Discord server.
I renamed the channel. If you feel there's anyone you can trust who can trust you, and at least some of the company you keep (Given what happened with Erika, I can understand if they can't entirely), feel free to invite. Dawn, Null even if he were so inclined. My assistance is yours to lend.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 02:12 PM
do you remember the woman who was starting a Roblox cult
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:12 PM
I feel like I might be able to be more useful if I'm able to talk more directly to some of the other people investigating.
Sounds vaguely familiar.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 02:17 PM
cult of Linda or something
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:18 PM
I'll look into it, hold on.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 02:18 PM
ah found it
cult of lisaism
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:18 PM
At the exact same time I did. Lol.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:29 PM
She looks like a Roblox Gabbie Hanna clone.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:36 PM
Basically a mini-Erika. Had delusions, attacked various unimportant shit. Got shot down for it. Now she's trying to come back as a "normal" YouTuber instead of a Roblox tuber.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 02:39 PM
my friend said Lisa gaming is 15 and Erika was probably both trying to dox a 15 year old and frame an adult
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:40 PM
Jesus.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 02:40 PM
Erika is going to get her karma if she keeps this up.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:41 PM
Yep. I've actually been vagueposting about what she tried to pull. The reason I'm doing that is to build momentum in case she decides to really piss me off.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 02:43 PM
in my video Erika is the crab that inspired my friend to provide that analogy.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:43 PM
Watching right now.
I caught it when you mentioned getting clout.
By the way, I have Klinefelter's Syndrome. Technically intersex, extra female chromosome.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 02:49 PM
ahh
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 02:50 PM
It's not something I hear about often, but I also don't usually enter into gender discussion, but it oddly made me smile so I just felt to let you know. Lol. I have weird moments, sorry. Lol.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:14 PM
I just finished the video. Well spoken.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:22 PM
With the new info on GiBi, I might make another video later. I was hoping it wasn't that bad, but HOLY FUCK IT'S THAT BAD.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:25 PM
don't share the screenshots on it just because I don't want GiBi to be able to potentially connect the dots yet
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:25 PM
No worries. JFC.
I just read that whole thing. Who the fuck gets off to paralyzing ponies?
Like I've gotten into some crazy shit sexually, but that's just no.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:27 PM
it's disturbed af
very serious realization that might implicate Erika and that isn't my intention
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:28 PM
What's up?
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:29 PM
if Lisa Gaming, the Roblox guys, and possibly other minors she tried to dox actually aren't all these adults she accused them of being... (edited)
this seems like a serious problem
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:29 PM
Hmm..Perhaps a side investigation on Erika is in order.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:29 PM
I dont want to go after her over it but she seems to be making a lot of wreckless accusations
yah we might need to track what she does.
worthy of archiving probably
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:30 PM
Well, I know after I deadlocked, she's been attempting to blackmail multiple people on Twitter, claiming to have condemning evidence on them doing insane shit.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:31 PM
she already leaked my private convos with her and dawn leaked theirs. It's really emberassing and I'd hate for people to psychoanalyze my responses to her manipulation but if she does do something very extreme..
we just have to make sure she doesn't trick us into giving her clout
cus that's what she wants
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:31 PM
Or...I have an idea, but you may need to get clearance from Dawn for it.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:31 PM
I have a feeling that ILJ has inspired many to be brave now
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:32 PM
We could give her clout, but not in the way she wants it. Just like Bella's clout has completely turned upside down on her.
My short call out last night? Let's extend it. Your shit is already out, and speculation will happen, that's how it works unfortunately. I don't think she expects either of us to openly speak out about what she tried to pull.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:33 PM
im just kinda worried about people learning how easily I can be manipulated
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:34 PM
Did you learn from it?
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:34 PM
im trying to change my ways but this literally just happened
so I have work to put in
I was really emberassingly naive
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:34 PM
If you learned from it, then your ability to be manipulated has gone down just from that.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 03:34 PM
I am determined now
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:35 PM
Plus, I'll help you keep an eye out for manipulation. I even potentially sabotaged my own intentions to do so.
I worded that a very specific way. No, I had no intentions. But remember how I said some people do that "I saved you, now you owe me" card. I wouldn't point that out if I didn't want to make sure you knew what some people will do to try to manipulate. (edited)
I had someone very close to me. Someone I considered one of my best friends, who I'd known for 7 years, basically try to hold me hostage for $7500. I know manipulation. I don't like seeing someone as awesome as you go through it.
And yes. You ARE awesome.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 03:56 PM
I made you a thing.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 04:01 PM
thank u
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 04:02 PM
Do me one favor. Don't worry about letting me down like you do the Farms. You're human, it'll happen. I'll understand if it does.
But back to Erika. I think we should put her on blast.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 04:04 PM
im leaking my dms with her to some people
right now
I want to own my mistakes and learn from the critisism
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 04:05 PM
I'll make my video about her later, instead of GiBi, until the smoke clears on those screenshots for now at least.
That's understandable, and admirable.
Look at you now. Two days ago you were so scared of that potential outcome, and now it's not half as much of a worry as it seemed to be then.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 04:16 PM
Well, I found out one thing about our little shitstain. This is what she meant by a "Ruse Cruise", because I am apparently an internet retard, and don't usually go to trollboards enough to actually know these terms: https://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=Ruse%20Cruised
Ruse Cruise means to get trolled by being bombarded with knockoff memes, usually from an anon account. Once you've been Ruse Cruised, there's no way to get rid of it. It's a neverending hailstorm, brother.
Reading into Erika's delusions, I decided to try to see if I can make some connections through his YT page. I've made one. You ever watch YourMovieSucksDOTorg's "YMS: Childhood Trauma" series?
They're a collection of television shows that have some not too right ideas to them that appeal to minors. Like the shit you see as a kid on tv that ends up fucking with your head, that's usually intended to be a joke but the way it comes off is really fucked up. Well, Erika's got a full playlist of the damn things. He already seems delusional on his own, but filter in potential meth use and watching this shit all the time, he programmed himself to be even more delusional.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 04:46 PM
I added my legs with her to our group server with dawn
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 04:48 PM
Thank you, I will likely be using some of this in my script.
Not the chat logs, though. I understand why you want to keep those personal. Namely the manipulation, the contact info and the way she treated you after the deadlock.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 05:00 PM
Hold up. I'm reading through to the last few days to check for personality inconsistencies, I just found one.
This part makes no sense. When she was talking this shit up to me she was spamming that name constantly. "Look up ElRealMario64" every other sentence more or less.
There is one line I'd like to use out of the chat logs, if that's alright. It's the part where she says "And that's why I said I trolled Null Cause I did He helped me use his site to personal army". That. Is the worst fucking thing she could ever have said to someone who documents her conversations.
Especially because I know how Kiwi Farms feels about personal armies. The same way Anon feels about it.
I also know if Null heard that, he'd shit bricks.
But again, it's one thing I won't do if it's something you object to because it comes out of the chat logs.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 05:21 PM
The next personality jump is when he starts digging into GiBi on baby eating. I say again, although with a different relevance this time, you gotta admire the creativity of /b/tards. Or rogue Kiwis in this case.
And that was where the floodgates opened.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 05:25 PM
oh yeah and she went straight to gibi after sperging out on me and Dawn
If my logs with her get leaked I will ask Dawn to leak theirs
She tried to convince Dawn that I was trying to trick her into getting lolcowed
cus i wanted her to get bullied into suicide
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 05:26 PM
What the fuck? This asshole's taking plays out of ILJ's handbook.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 05:27 PM
yup
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 05:28 PM
Do you mind if I share that line out of the convos? I won't share more, but claiming you're gonna personal army Kiwi Farms takes balls, even in a private capacity, to a Kiwi.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 05:38 PM
With some of the information he shared with you, I'm half tempted to dox him myself. He shared full names.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 05:40 PM
you may use that
thank u
just don't mention there is a full leak
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 05:41 PM
Commie, I'm invested in protecting the innocent, just like you are. No worries here.
It's why I ask in the first place.
Ok, what exactly happened in those flurry of screenshots right before you hit the "WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO" point?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 05:54 PM
I'm reading some of the after messages. I'm not leaking anything to anyone because A. I'm not on Kiwi, B. You and Slug are the only confirmed Kiwis I regularly talk to and C. On a realistically selfish scale I'd have nothing to gain from it, but I am genuinely curious as to what happened there aside from what looks like a badly botched gayops attempt to accuse someone of grooming a minor.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 06:13 PM
hey im sorry can you screenshot
everything taking to her is kinda a blur
are you talking about where she shared the photo I leaked?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 06:15 PM
At the moment I cannot, because I'm cooking dinner, but I think so. It was the 27th, right before you said you needed to step back.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 06:15 PM
yah
there is a photo of a trans woman from a leaked server that I shared with her with the intention she could help me find the person
I had asked her to keep the leaks existence and the photo private to not compromise the investigation I was involved in
basically this led her to try to blackmail me
the first opportunity she had
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 06:16 PM
Ah. I get the picture now.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 06:17 PM
that's what I was afraid of showing kiwifarms that I leaked info to her.
I have let the people I was working with have this leak
they are being understanding
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 06:17 PM
Well, the man formerly known as Blaine Gavin Ross wanted clout. Boy is he gonna get it.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 06:18 PM
she could have compromised an ILJ related investigation
and I worry that the server that was from is connected between ILJ and the Gibi server
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 06:18 PM
Why do you think I'm so openly vindictive? Lol.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 06:19 PM
she might have now compromised us discovering that link
because Erika is too concerned about clout
she never gave a fuck about busting peds or anything. She wants efame
she read my dox thread, studied me and figured out what I wanted to hear (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 06:20 PM
Well I am about to shit in her cereal, so to speak.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 06:21 PM
I just hope the other leak existing doesn't get back to them
I dont want them to know we are watching them
they will hide shit
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 06:22 PM
We can only hope, and plan for what we can control at the moment.
Think if I bluff her dox that'll get her attention? Lol. Not that I'm going to, but I could now that I know her aliases.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 06:39 PM
I know that would compromise the leak, don't worry.
And for the record, there's no way this spazbag was in organized crime. One of my siblings once dated the father of the leader of a chapter of the Mexican Mafia while I was in high school. That guy actually saw me as his uncle. We were pretty tight. I also learned if someone tries to pull what Blaine tried to pull in this gayop, they would've been shot the moment they were made. Then dumped in the river.
Still going over it while I'm eating, haven't finished it just yet. The last few days on it are extensive.
Meanwhile. The Mushroom Empire. We gotta get something definitive on her claims. I can attempt to deepcover the server either later tonight after the video or tomorrow night, as I'll be working tomorrow.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 07:01 PM
I'm still so pissed she tried to speak for me and tell you not to contact me. That was bullshit on every level.
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And for the record, there's no way this spazbag was in organized crime. One of my siblings once dated the father of the leader of a chapter of the Mexican Mafia while I was in high school. That guy actually saw me as his uncle. We were pretty tight. I also learned if someone tries to pull what Blaine tried to pull in this gayop, they would've been shot the moment they were made. Then dumped in the river.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 07:02 PM
when people start bragging about being connected to organized crime it pretty much assures me that they are not (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 07:02 PM
And I know I go on run on sentences, I don't think I'm that bad though. At least. Jesus. She makes me look tame.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 07:03 PM
I honestly have a hard time remembering what she said to me
she over loaded me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 07:04 PM
I don't blame you. I skimmed through for the important details mostly.
I was looking for primarily the psychological breakdown, when it started showing itself, and when the turning point occurred, as well as any other information that could prove useful, like that she was trying to PA the Farms.
I want to get him the clout he so badly wanted so the Kiwis rip into him. I'm boldface admitting this to you. That being said after I put up the video, I'll need a signal boost as I'm practically a nobody both on YouTube and the Farms.
You know, I think the last time I was this pissed off at someone was actually back in RedSec. We had a moderator who was a mole. Leaked the server to a hostile sect, which proceeded to raid our server.
And the reasons aren't dissimilar. Erika fucked up an investigation involving the innocent being harmed. So did Moose, the mole.
I'm gonna feed my cats, take a shower, then pick a game and start setting something up.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 07:12 PM
I cannot signal boost anything relating to her
Erika will not be allowed a chunk of my platform
she is not a voice for decent transgender people
she is a disgrace
and should go forgotten
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 07:13 PM
Okie dokie. I can understand that.
No worries, and no pressure.
Well, I got time to kill. Roommate's taking a shower first. Is there anything you'd like me to include in the video? I'll still link it to you obvs because you're involved and affected, no need to signal boost if you don't feel like it fits with your vibe.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 07:32 PM
I think distracting and exhausting Erika could be very helpful to everyone tbh
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 07:33 PM
Alrighty. I also found the perfect game. I downloaded Pokemon Clover a while back, which is a ROM hack made by 4chan. Lol.
Ok, so should I Tweet this at Null when I drop it or just let it go on its own natural course? I'm trying to tread lightly with the Kiwis.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 07:53 PM
don't tweet null
that would be really loud
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 07:56 PM
Alrighty.
The only reason I ask is because of that one particular detail about PA'ing the Farms.
But you say not to, I won't question it.
Unlike the psychopath, I'll check with you before I do anything that could potentially bring more shit to your doorstep.
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CommieDGurl 30-Aug-21 08:21 PM
If she gets a thread I want it to have as little to do with me as possible
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 08:24 PM
Understandable.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 08:31 PM
Well, there will need to be some foreword on you at the beginning of the thread to fill out the context that someone manipulated your kindness if there ever does get a thread made about Erika. But hopefully no more than that.
Which, it happens to the best of us. Try not to beat yourself up too much about it.
With any luck, we may be able to salvage more because of her bullshit and only have gotten partially sidetracked, so let's hope for that outcome, eh?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 09:39 PM
It's uploading now.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 30-Aug-21 11:12 PM
I'm making this private for now, to make sure it's cleared with you first, then I'll publish it publicly: https://youtu.be/M-_bMaCSklA
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 12:36 AM
lol
im taping out
can't keep feeding into this
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 01:45 AM
Gotcha. Back to GiBi and ILJ.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 02:14 AM
im gonna check out ur video here in a moment
chatting with someone right atm about music
crazy when you find someone who you like all the same music out of the blue
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 04:32 AM
No worries. In and out of sleep, checking when I wake up.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 05:06 AM
Batshit psychopath. That criticism thing is bullshit. It's just he doesn't know how to be critical without being a prick.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:12 AM
I mentioned you a few times, but I tried to keep it to what needed to be mentioned, however I kept it private in case I need to go back through and edit. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:20 AM
cool I didn't get to see it but lmk when I can
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:20 AM
If that link doesn't work let me know and I'll make it public for a little bit, then re-privatize.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:21 AM
it's still pivated out
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:34 AM
nice
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:34 AM
No objections so far?
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:35 AM
no I'm not sure if she really is herm
I struggle to believe anything that incel Nazi tranny says
shes full nazi again
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:36 AM
I call her out later for being a Nazi and being both transphobic and a hermaphrodite.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:36 AM
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:38 AM
Not surprising, pretty sure she's doing that just to fuck with you.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:38 AM
sure but I think she is a nazi
nazis always cowards who try to hide it
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:38 AM
Oh no, there's no denying she probably has some predilection towards Nazi-sympathizing.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:39 AM
especially coward self hating tranny nazis
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:39 AM
I just don't know how in depth it is.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:39 AM
right
me neither tbh
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:40 AM
Most of what I mentioned about you could be garnered from speculation, except the thing I mentioned in terms of PA'ing the Farms, but I tried to keep details about you to a minimum and what was available in the public server.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:40 AM
u can private it. I'm watching
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:43 AM
And yeah, if this draft is ok, once I drop it I'm done with this shit myself. This is intended to be an information bomb to throw her off since she wanted to play shitty gayops games to give her a shitty gayops prize. I'll be joining you in putting my focus back on GiBi and ILJ.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:06 AM
👍thank you sounds good so far
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:07 AM
Good. I wanted to make absolutely sure.
I'm about to drop this. I've unblocked Erika on Twitter to make sure that he sees the post. I won't respond to the crazy bullshit I'm pretty sure he's gonna try to throw at me, but would you like screenshots later to laugh at?
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:10 AM
yes
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:24 AM
Oh, did you notice the soft dox?
I named the main character and rival in the game after his first and last names Blaine and Ross.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 11:12 AM
Humorously enough, nothing. No responses.
Not on Twitter or YouTube. I doubt he hasn't already seen it so my guess is either he's not as stupid as he plays himself off to be and knows how badly he's pissed me off or he's infuriated and speechless with rage.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 01:47 PM
Huh. What do you know. He is a coward:
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 01:53 PM
seems like they are backing down slightly for whatever reason
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 01:57 PM
Well, if it was me, backing down would be an attempt to garner sympathy or pity but, this is a grandiose deluded psychotic potential meth head we're dealing with so, who knows. I goaded him, called him a coward so let's see if that gets it anywhere.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 02:18 PM
Ah well, in any case. I'll try to see what I can do about this Roblox thing when I get home. I'm still in transit from work so it shouldn't be too long. Have there been any updates on GiBi or the ILJ thread?
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 02:25 PM
I think she's up to something
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 02:25 PM
Bella or Erika?
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 02:25 PM
nothing too startling besides the general environmeny
erika
lot of eyes on sockness
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 02:26 PM
Wouldn't surprise me. But she's not really able to do anything.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 02:26 PM
sockness was on there interacting with minors
he linked his NSFW erp server
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 02:27 PM
The soft dox I dropped, plus you releasing the leak to those contacts, I'm pretty sure you released it to people she would think to try to manipulate.
That heavily limits her options.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 02:28 PM
it's just the dm
yes
she was trying to manipulate them
she has edited versions of our dms relying on screenshots
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 02:28 PM
Yeah, but there was more info in that DM than I expected. Erika has shitty opsec.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 02:29 PM
good to know
it's hard for me to go back and read it
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 02:30 PM
I didn't verify it, yet, but presumably she gave you her mother's phone number alongside two of her known aliases.
So if the people who need to have the DM history have it, you're pretty much safe as long as most of these people don't give her the time of day to try to make shit up.
You may still be safe even if they do because I can imagine Kiwis or Anons doing that just to fuck with her.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 02:36 PM
yah the people who have them hate her
kf hates her pretty unanimously
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 02:39 PM
Well then any plans of hers are pretty much fucked. Heads up, walking home from my bus stop in the rain, may not text back for a little bit. Just wanted to keep you posted.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 02:53 PM
Just got home. Gotta love warm Summer showers.
What is the potential threat that Sockness poses to kids? I only have a vague understanding of the danger he poses to Chris and you, but not minors.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 03:13 PM
Oh, and I guess I was wrong about Erika. Guess he's just been asleep until about an hour ago:
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 03:20 PM
COMMIE. I FOUND OUT WHY DILLIN WAS HOLDING OUT HIS VIDEO ON GIBI. THERE IS DEFINITELY A REASON I'M TYPING IN ALL CAPS.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 03:22 PM
sockness is a very deranged individual
Jacob Sockness / Agian Siin / Michiro Hutaki DOB: 4/1/1983 in Alameda County, CA Address: 430 Turk St, San Francisco, CA 94102 Well, the Chris autism vortex delivers yet again. If you've ever looked at Chris's Twitter replies lately, a certain user must have popped up on your radar with his...
has no business talking to children, let alone inviting them into his ERP/NSFW discord server
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 03:23 PM
Will read after this stream. You need link?
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 03:24 PM
yah
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 03:25 PM
I won't be very active today
kinda sick and really tired
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 03:26 PM
It's understandable, you're probably overstressed. Erika is finally engaging on the video. He really thinks he's doxworthy to the Farms.
Let's make him Lolcow himself: (edited)
That egocentricity will be his downfall. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 03:30 PM
really pathetic how this person wants to just throw around accusations and expects kiwifarms to work as her personal army to put the peices together
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 03:31 PM
^Absolute proof of self-delusion.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 03:42 PM
Now to read up on Sockness. GiBi watches Dillin, and heavily discourses his criticism of him, so that's probably why Dillin didn't make a video of his own. He was highlighting everyone else who's already spoken about it, you being first, of course, so GiBi can see it.
This is where I'm leaving Erika, to be forgotten by me but hopefully as a word of caution to others:
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 04:08 PM
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 04:10 PM
I'll read up on Sockness, and see what I can do about the Roblox fuckers. Try to take a night to get to feeling like yourself again. I'm sorry the last week has been so crazy.
If I could have prevented the damage done, trust that I would have.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 04:17 PM
well I'm hoping we did a lot of good putting GiBi on blast
could be the catalyst for a lot of things to come to light I'm hoping.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 04:18 PM
Me too. I hope you caught the beginning of that video, because it was satisfying hearing that pigfucker actually admit to the Discord leak.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 04:42 PM
So basically Sockness is Erika minus gender confusion, more demonic references and a potentiality to be a child groomer. Great.
His brand of Nazism reminds me of Joy of Satan.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 05:17 PM
questioning a GiBi defender in the Dillin comments (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 05:19 PM
Hm.
I'm gonna monitor that comment thread.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 05:47 PM
As for the Robloxtards, I posted this in the Bella theories channel on Slug's server, but I'll post it here too. I went the direct route first, mentioning the Imgur leak. Before you worry, I do believe Fuzhou streamed about it yesterday evening:
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:47 PM
This guy really is digging in his heels trying to defend Pigfucker, isn't he? That's my nickname for GiBi.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 06:49 PM
yah it's weird and sus
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 06:50 PM
It is and I'm reading what Palpatine is saying on the matter of the Fiona dox. That changes some things. And makes this definitely RedSec territory, because if that's truly how he felt about Fiona for exposing the phone call, he disenfranchised a disabled, vulnerable person when he doxxed her. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:02 PM
I find it very suspicious how GiBi always changes to subject to defending himself on that and focuses on the drunk driving "joke"
I believe his defensiveness is a ruse. It's a distraction from the more serious issues at hand.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:02 PM
He can't apologize for it. It's like it's physically fucking impossible.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:03 PM
just every time he does this I believe there is another layer
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:04 PM
What's the possibility Yeethaw is a GiBi sock?
The reason I ask that, is because I have noticed GiBi's patterns in responding to people, and it kinda fits to this same pattern.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:05 PM
I dont think Yeethaw is a sock
we really need to reign in the accusations of people using socks
it makes us sound like insane unabashed meth users
simps more likely
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:05 PM
True, hence why I posit as a question rather than an outright accusation.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:06 PM
Null gave me a fair criticism for accusing Bella of using so many socks
she used some but she had an abundant number more simps than anything
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:07 PM
Yeah, you are right, though. Bella's a retard, but Erika's a dumbfuck, effectively made Bella look smart.
Can't believe I thought he was a sock at one point.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:08 PM
Erika does use socks
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:08 PM
I've noticed that. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:08 PM
shes trying to emulate ILJ according to her perception of ILJ
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:09 PM
Oh Lord, that would explain a lot.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:09 PM
yes
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:09 PM
And now that I think about it, I think she might have been RPing.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:10 PM
she saw ILJ, she then read my thread and then she wanted to get a peice of that limelight. that is my theory.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:10 PM
Add in roleplaying, because it can fill in some of the gaps, and it makes sense with something I noticed in the DMs.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:11 PM
she LARPs as an anime character HARD. Bitch needs to lay off the anime tbh (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:13 PM
This part, right here. I also believe this is the point where the psychosis began truly manifesting.
Also right after you told him you had to step back after he leaked that picture.
Yeah, not the biggest fan of anime. I like my fantasy stuff more live action personally.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:21 PM
really set her off when she saw me start to stand up to her pressuring me
I was really disgusted by how she tried to dismiss my reasonable upset with her for leaking the image.
that was super manipulative and kinda broke the spell
She tried many times to trick me into talking shit on KiwiFarms
and Spooky
I wasn't going to fall for that
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:22 PM
You had every right to be upset. I would be too. I'm guessing this individual is someone who's missing, a potential victim of something? I didn't catch the full context of the photo.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:23 PM
I won't go into that
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:23 PM
Understood.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:23 PM
that is where I truly fucked up
I should not have leaked her even the vague details about that which I did
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:23 PM
So most likely. Gotcha. No, I would be pissed too. I would be infuriated.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:23 PM
I was absolutely enraged.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:24 PM
No, you had every right to be.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:24 PM
she completely burned my trust by doing that.
because of her doing that I had to leak the DMs
I fucked up and had to own up to it
I apologized to the people who I was working with and they were rather understanding
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:25 PM
I'm guessing my hunch is near on the dot, but I won't probe further as I can tell it's distressing to you. And if I'd been in your shoes, I'd be just as upset and admittedly blaming myself as you've been.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:25 PM
I won't provide any new info on what happened there but people are going to look at the convo and are free to speculate
hopefully I didn't give away too much.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:26 PM
No worries, darlin. I understand why.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:26 PM
If anything it's worthy of taking that very sensitive information and observing for any correlation
just remember we don't want to tip off any bad actors
which is exactly what I fear Erika may have done
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:27 PM
Of course. I'll be going over it a few more times more than likely, and you got nothing to worry about with me.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:27 PM
I dont worry about u
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:27 PM
You worry about who she may have contacted.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:27 PM
and im being a lot more careful not to leak things that are so sensitive
well she is playing on GiBis side now so I have a low expectation
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:28 PM
Well, from what I can tell, I don't think he's contacted anyone. I think he's got a lot of sock accounts, and I'm almost certain the boyfriend is a fabrication.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:29 PM
shes probably more emberassed to leak our dms than I am ironically (edited)
she looks like a manipulative peice of shit on there, especially when comparing our conversation to other people's dms
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:30 PM
Probably because he actually included some personal identifying information, also.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:30 PM
yah and he looks like a clout chasing shithead on top of that
I missed that part you pointed out about using kiwifarms as her personal army
that was a good observation on ur part
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:31 PM
Thanks. I look for what could be useful. Like his mom's phone number:
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:32 PM
maybe
probably just bait
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:32 PM
True, it could be someone else, but considering that was also following his aliases, who knows.
Erp, I was wrong. It was before, but still.
I think he may have been an Otherkin.
Which would actually kinda explain everything if you have any knowledge of the insanity that was the Final Fantasy House.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 07:34 PM
I basically am of the assumption that everything Erika was doing was bs until proven otherwise at this point.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:34 PM
Do you know what the Final Fantasy House was?
These are Otherkin.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:43 PM
There are some psychological markers in these people that closely match Erika. (edited)
Uh, Dawn put up an interesting video. Lol.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 07:56 PM
Yeethaw hasn't said anything for an hour, gotta love it when people are willing to go to bat and say "You got a lot of shit wrong" but aren't willing to explain how.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 08:31 PM
On a creative side note, I've started writing a tribute song to Max. All I've got right now really is a 48 second starting riff and a title - Rest in Power. Would you like to give it a listen and tell me if it sucks? Lol.
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CommieDGurl 31-Aug-21 08:58 PM
yah I just stopped eating time with that dumbass simp
he's just regurgitating the same things Gibi said
I would but can't right now
im about to step out
break
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 08:59 PM
No worries.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 31-Aug-21 09:40 PM
Safe to trust Sierra Pist?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 02:12 PM
Ok, it's Angry Canadian. I dunno what your relationship is like with him.
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 02:55 PM
is that who this is?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 02:55 PM
I believe so.
I haven't divulged anything with him that isn't in the video, except that you've shared DM logs, but I haven't told him anything pertaining to anything sensitive in terms of YOU, just Erika.
I asked him to look into the number Erika gave you. This is what he gave back.
What happened when he put the number in on Skype:
And this particular link, which if you think back to Erika's Discord, should look very familiar: https://kiwifarms.net/threads/take-two-bella-janke-defenders.98156/
He's investigating Erika because Erika was part of the campaign to faildox him multiple times.
That Volkswatcher connection? Erika.
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 03:04 PM
I think it was her mom
the number
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 03:04 PM
It was, but that verifies that the number was legit and not false information he fed you. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 03:04 PM
yah he talks kinda like angry Canadian
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 03:05 PM
I told him if you were okay with it, I would share the logs as he could probably glean more information from that than he can from me. But you know already I won't do anything unless you say it's cool. I even deleted you posting it in the server before inviting him just in case.
All I've said in specific reasoning to why I wouldn't share them without your say is that I know you love the Farms and you don't want them mad at you because Erika took advantage of your compassion and kindness, which isn't a lie.
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 03:15 PM
I dont want the people I mentioned to her had their discord logs leaked to get tipped off is the thing
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 03:15 PM
I understand. That's why I said I'd ask. 🙂
Here's what I told him.
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 03:20 PM
I want the logs of that group we were in with dawn
she talked way more openly about wanting a lolcows thread on there
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 03:21 PM
I have no idea how to get that. When Erika bluffed my dox I completely deadlocked, so I dropped out of that server like a rabbit on speed.
I did screenshot the last few things that psycho said to me in the server, though.
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 03:26 PM
I want to get more screenshots where she kept demanding I post her shit to kiwifarms
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 03:29 PM
Ok, so I'll assume my offer to compile useful shit from the DMs without incriminating you is a fair middle ground then.
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 03:40 PM
yah I have him some of the really useful stuff
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 05:26 PM
I got your back. 🙂
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 05:26 PM
you called that
it is angry canuk
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 05:27 PM
I went with my gut.
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 05:28 PM
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 05:28 PM
But he also provided some decent info to show me, and I kinda couldn't argue.
I love you Commie. Lol.
Well, then. Things are looking up on one front at least.
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CommieDGurl 01-Sep-21 05:42 PM
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 01-Sep-21 05:43 PM
By the way, I think I might have been wrong. I think you're the one who has a weird thing with destiny.
I thought it was the psycho, no. You have a way of meeting the right people.
There's always gonna be an exception to the rule, so that's where Blaine comes in.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 03-Sep-21 03:14 AM
I'm finding some really alarming information in what Blaine exposed about himself to you in these logs, some of which are gonna require Slug to get some of the full story. I've asked him for his chat logs. If I'm correct, Canadian is correct. And that means there's several layers to this guy's sperg quest. From what it looks like he was trying to do, in "connecting" the Farms to a pedo ring is convince both you and Slug to file multiple federal reports against active users of the Farms if not the Farms itself. This wasn't just an attempt to subjugate the ILJ investigation, this was an attempt to infiltrate and rupture the Farms from the inside out.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 03-Sep-21 03:33 AM
In a very realistic sense, we both got out before he could force either of us to do too much damage to come back from. I understand how you feel, but consider how much worse it could be if he'd managed to not fuck up and keep his claws in.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 03:42 AM
hey
Angry Canadian was wondering if you can do a face verification and time stamp. He's not trying to dox u or anything but he's just concerned if you could be Erica fucking with us.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 04:34 AM
I sent him my picture. I trust you guys.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 05:51 AM
good person for us to make friends with.
Erika targeted him early on an tried to frame him as a sick for an ILJ orbiter and accused him of being a pedo defender (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 05:52 AM
I got no choice but to trust you guys, anyway, on a realistic note. I didn't expect my sect leader to go AWOL, take in a Gazan hacker/terrorist and end up causing my sect to implode on itself, so yeah. Lol. I'm a free agent, more or less.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 05:52 AM
I made the mistake of believing some of her lies about him so I want to be on good terms with him
kiwifarms.net is chill
just stay away from the people on lolcows.org
they come on to kiwifarms.net and most of them suck
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 05:53 AM
I look at that strictly from an observational standpoint, and only to confirm evidence.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 05:53 AM
Some alright ppl use both but lolcows.irg is a shit hole
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thanks for verifying with him. it honestly is very helpful
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 05:54 AM
As I mentioned before, I got you.
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We had this stalker victim named Crafty some years back, when I was in RedSec. She was the target of a zoosadist furry named Killy who'd stalked her successively for over 8 years. When she was in our care, everyone in RedSec took on this mentality of treating her like the little sister. We would've protected her with our lives back then if it came to it, and in the case of her personal case worker, it just may have a time or two. You need support, with all this, after having witnessed and experienced it myself, you got it automatically. No questions asked. (edited)
Yeah. I'm a moralfag.
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Closer to paladinfag, but whatever.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:04 AM
I'm a huge moral fan and an sjw snowflake ❄
so I get it
I'm just hard lined against rape culture
and i love animals but besides that I'm a big softy
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:05 AM
Rape culture = Primary reason I hate my own gender.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:05 AM
makes sense
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:08 AM
Despite being intersex I identify as male, and I've never felt any dysphoria but I've some knowledge of it. When you delve into what I did 5 years ago, you come to a very dark, very surreal realization that an overabundance of child molesters and rapists are men. And that should be obvious just from what we see in the news, but that's actually the surface level. It gets worse. But. I do not let it define me. And animals are awesome.
Our big fluffy, Gandalf, likes to visit while you're in the bathroom.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:16 AM
cats
they all do that I swear
oh yah btw I always encourage ppl to share their pets with me on Twitter for good vibes. They can share them in dms for privacy
but it makes me happy
after deep diving ILJ I have a new appreciation for happy animals
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:17 AM
I've been sticking to Discord for private messages just because we're enthralled in all this madness.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:18 AM
there's people who don't believe she boiled and ate a hamster
I really don't think she was being edgy and she actually did it
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:18 AM
I know. Unfortunately my buddy in Australia is a bit of a skeptic. Sadly before all this, he was a Dick Masterson fan so his perspective is a little warped by default. I can't really blame him entirely.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:19 AM
yah same with my friend who's a fan of all them and friend of Gunt (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:20 AM
Ooof.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:24 AM
have you been watching Erika's thread?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:24 AM
She has a thread? No one has really kept me up to date.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:24 AM
sorry I thought u knew
angry Canadian did a thread
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:25 AM
Nein. Remember, I suck on these types of things.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:25 AM
Still getting used to KF.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:25 AM
no worries
it's a lot to learn with that website
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:26 AM
Yeah. For good reasons though.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:26 AM
arg fucking ddos
peice of shit Byuu needs to come out of hiding
fucking liar
shit pisses me off
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:26 AM
Oh, that's what's going on. I thought my VPN was getting in the way.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:27 AM
it's this ddos bullshit
shit costs a lot of money
just to suppress the site intermittently
because people think it's this horrible website like yo GET OFF OF TWITTER holy fuck!!
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:28 AM
Just tell them to look up #mega on Twitter. That'll shut them the fuck up really quick.
Yeah, don't unless you wanna see a lot of tweets of people sharing CP links.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:31 AM
yikes
seriously?
see kiwifarms doesn't tolerate that shit
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:31 AM
Yep. It's a reference to megalinks, which allows their users fully encrypted uploads.
The only way to access the video is through the personal links.
Usually you won't actually see the links posted public, but you'll see #mega alongside some CP key words.
The protocol is they'll get a DM, offering payment usually crypto in exchange for the video link, which includes the encryption key in the URL.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:33 AM
ugh
they go through so much to get off to a child suffering
I hate it
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:34 AM
Trust me, I hear you. Why do you think I'm always smoking weed?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:34 AM
that's why I tell people trying to normalize them like don't be fucking stupid
they will do anything to get away with it
this fucking pos ppl
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:35 AM
Eh, never go to Idaho.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:35 AM
I won't
heard it's a shithole
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:36 AM
In 2016 the Idaho Republican caucus had the chance to overwrite old child marriage laws. Guess what they didn't do.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:36 AM
of course
hey quick question
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:37 AM
Ask.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:37 AM
what do you know about hypnosis?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:37 AM
Very little.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:37 AM
this person who knows Erika I think is trying to hypnotize me thru Twitter dms
I think she is a nazi
this other person
I think it was starting to leak into my dreams last night
so I've cut her out and she's continuing sending me surreal gifs and asking for my thoughts
idk what this person will do next but im completely ignoring them
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:39 AM
Mind with some screenshots?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:39 AM
kind of afraid of this person they have a skill
not yet
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:39 AM
No worries.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:39 AM
Erika backed off on my youtube because they told her to
she was subservient to this person
im a little concerned this person is militant
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:40 AM
Post this in the main server. If this is part of the larger conspiracy at play everyone we have needs to know.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:40 AM
not yet
I told a trusted kiwi though and you and another friend
I dont want this person to know I'm on to them yet
I want to see how they react to me trying to ignore
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:41 AM
I'm touched you trust me so much. In any case. Do you know much of lucid dreaming?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:41 AM
a little bit
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:42 AM
Try to learn a lottle bit.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:42 AM
I had a rather lucid dream last night
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:42 AM
Learning to lucid dream on command will help you protect your mind.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:42 AM
I was hanging out with clout chasing zoomed who were trutrans types who misgendered me
I had a hard time fully waking up from it
I feel like it was partial hypnosis
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:43 AM
That's an interesting dream to have.
So consider this - Look into lucid dreaming as a practice.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:43 AM
yah I kept trying to bug them to go to the beach but they were busy planning ops
they reminded me of ILJ orbiters (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:44 AM
More powerful than any spell, any artifact or crystal, if you can control your dreams, you can control your internal reality.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:44 AM
I've heard this
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:45 AM
Ok, this one's going a little deeper occult. Do you know anyone with Ayuhuasca or DMT connections? And a shaman perhaps?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:45 AM
they are trying to nudge me on what content to do
in a suggestive way
they are trying to attract me to a certain rabbit hole
not sure which one yet but I believe it's to do with Jacob Sockness
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:46 AM
Commie, power of the word. Stop for a moment.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:47 AM
I think that this whole ILJ scandal, all these zoomerss involved..
I think this all leads back to Sockness
and his evil
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:48 AM
It might, but how I couldn't tell you or begin to. I'd leave it alone for right now. I'm saying power of the word because I believe the way you're veering off they may have gotten inside your head a little bit.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:49 AM
I've been pretty fixated on sockness from the beginning though
The intro to the third part will include this recap from part 2(link). We are establishing that it is plainly obvious that #IsabellaLorettaJanke is a liar and a fraud and a threat to anyone who comes near her. Desperate and petty evil manipulator dot fed. https://t.co/36jaBpJXJ7 https://t.co/8RHSqR8TS6
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:49 AM
Well that might be part of it then. Consider this - We both just got caught in a massive conspiracy, right?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:49 AM
have you watched my pinned?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:49 AM
I have.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:50 AM
ok so you know then
sockness is deep in the occult and practices making custom spells from the necronomicon
he is the villain in Chris Chan religion
all these zoomers have talked to him
he followed me for months when I first went viral and I had to block him in ig youtube and twitter
he wants to hug me to the point he breaks my bones
he only tells me that
every time he talks to me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:52 AM
Ok. So wanna do something a little weird to throw him off?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:52 AM
yes
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:52 AM
I've been a hunter of many different things my entire life. Started with demons.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:52 AM
I think he wants to rape and murder me
my gut tells me
ppl tell me he's too retarded to do anything but I'm honestly afraid of him
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:54 AM
In no uncertain terms, and with your own spin on it, he'll know what I'm talking about if he's really the dark entity he states himself to be, that the paladin who struck down The Black King says to go fuck himself with a chainsaw.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:54 AM
hehe
that sounds cool
he's gonna have to break the barrier to get ahold of me
he has not obfuscated my social media blocking
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:55 AM
The Black King was an amalgam, a human turned demon who'd corrupted beyond the power of Satan. Not someone to fuck with. Lol.
I'm a child of the twilight. I walk the path of both light and darkness. My soul is bound to both a guardian demon and a guardian angel.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:56 AM
Chris Chan is said to have raped her mother to try to get revenge on sockness
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:57 AM
That sounds like speculation theory.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:57 AM
I mean that's Chris Chan saying
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:57 AM
Jesus.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:57 AM
not like I believe Chris Chan didn't want to rape barb
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:57 AM
What the fuck Chris.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:57 AM
but I can believe that to spite sockness was part of it
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:57 AM
You wanna get back at Jacob Sockness so you fuck your mom? What the absolute fuck?
I know why. The whole purity thing.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:58 AM
They are both bound to the occult and Chris is literally a psychotic rapist
so is sockness
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:58 AM
Not to put salt on the wound or downplay animal torture but why couldn't he have just fucked one of the dogs?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:59 AM
meh that's Tommy tooters job
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 06:59 AM
It'd still be horrifyingly fucked up but it'd not be near as damaging as RAPING YOUR FUCKING MOM.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 06:59 AM
sockness is friends with tooter
sockness tries to befriend all the lolcows
that's why he started following me
then he'd get drunk and started talking about hugging me which started becoming creepier, then violent (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:00 AM
Won't lie, I did know of you but not much until ILJ.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:00 AM
I am very noisy
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:00 AM
I live under a rock. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:01 AM
yah but you heard of me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:01 AM
So you and I have a bit of social contrast, and that's why I think Blaine really fucked up.
See, my past is mostly shrouded while yours is out in the open.
That's the worst combination of people to piss off.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:02 AM
I'm the motherfucking popeyes trans
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:02 AM
There you go. Own that shit.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:02 AM
I was in post acid bone psychosis when I pulled that off
now I'm clean
and I've been crushing obstacles all over the place
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:02 AM
As a rule I never leave the house while I'm tripping. Bad things tend to happen.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:03 AM
when I went viral I faced more hatred than most people will their entire life
I hiked 20 miles on shrooms (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:03 AM
See why I sent you that song now?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:03 AM
I made up that story when the shrooms started kicking in
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:04 AM
I actually watched that when you linked it to Blaine.
I was going over it the other day.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:04 AM
yah I was tripping balls
it's a good story though
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:04 AM
It was. It depends on the substance and the environment.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:05 AM
when I was homeless I would just fry and do whatever
wherever
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:05 AM
Anyway, you've been through Hell. "Hell couldn't hold me down". Can't tell me that lyric isn't synonymous.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:05 AM
truly
Erika got me into magical thinking at one point
I try not to go there but I have capabilities
the Popeyes stuff got me here
now I deradicalize terfs for fun (edited)
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:06 AM
I will give him some credit. I've had my abilities locked away for years. He helped me reawaken them when I thought we were going somewhere. I held onto them because in the following years I've found magick doesn't come from happiness as much as it does from pain, and the potential for beauty within pain.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:07 AM
Erica knows about my karmic abilities
she knows she is fucked
ppl should not cross me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:07 AM
I can envision some kind of happy ending out of all this. So as long as I'm able I'll keep moving towards making that a reality. In whatever capacity I can.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:07 AM
they either chill out or it goes bad for them
yeah I feel it
everything is looking up
we will ride the chaos
chaos surrounds me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:08 AM
In some ways. A little bummed about my sect, but we're getting more allies in either case.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:08 AM
we got this
I have more kiwis who are very smart on my side than u know
directly
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:09 AM
I know you do. I've just been behind in the logs.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:09 AM
indirectly...
I have had a major impact on kiwifarns and the internet
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:09 AM
I'm really fucking sorry he did that to you, by the way. I keep skipping through that part entirely because it gives me chills knowing how upset it made you.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:09 AM
my gf is getting kinda pissed the lack of credit I get but that isn't what's important imo
yah the worst is over
I know he is suffering
mu post on his thread was really mean
and it probably hurts
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:11 AM
Well, since my sect is dead and my past is safe behind federal guidelines, I guess I can always join Kiwi whenever the DDoS lets up.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:11 AM
I feel like she is hurting a lot
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:11 AM
Good.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:11 AM
she didn't realize who she was fucking with and she made that mistake with a lot of us
she probably wanted to rape me
using the blackmail to force me into sex
I want her to pay for that
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:12 AM
I'm one of the nicest people on the planet, Commie. Free love. I was raised by hippies. I try to give everyone a chance. But when that chance is met with psychosis and hostility, I shut it down quick and counter.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:12 AM
I posted my dms with her on there
angry and a number of farmers emphasized how she tried to blackmail me
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:13 AM
So I don't gotta worry about keeping these things safe anymore? Lol.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:13 AM
no
thank you for doing so
I wanted to explain this outside the group to you
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:14 AM
Cool. I didn't mind it. Archival security was part of what I did for RedSec. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:14 AM
I know that Sam Hyde dis hurts
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:14 AM
I gotcha. Thanks for taking the time to do so. I gotta leave for work in a little bit, so I'm gonna read this right quick.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:14 AM
I have not made any other mean comments like that
but that one is pretty dead on
and am Hyde is a shitty incel type
that shit has to hurt
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:15 AM
LMAO. Noice.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:15 AM
from a trans fem.. that would hurt
ntm at least Sam looks clean here and isn't dressed all shitty
not my style but
at least he doesn't look like a tweeker
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:16 AM
Thread is log-in locked. I'll need that invite. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:17 AM
arg
might be the ddos actually
site acts fucky during this shit
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:17 AM
Well, reloading to try again. Yep.
I'll try again later.
Ok, well thanks for catching me up on everything.
As far as the individual bugging you on Twitter, like I said, look into lucid dreaming. If you feel your dreams are being invaded again, this can allow you to take control of them.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:20 AM
probably will be back in a few hours
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:21 AM
No worries. I gotta get ready for work and come to terms with the absolute nuclear fuckton of information that's been free flowing for the last week. Lol.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:21 AM
meanwhile this person spends $7/minute to shut down free speech and the dox threads of many creeps
my own proud digital footprint included
fuck this ddos
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:22 AM
Unfortunately.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:22 AM
it's disgusting
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:22 AM
'Tis, but does Null have a back-up system installed?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:22 AM
they say they are doing this for trans rights
null does a lot to fight this
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:23 AM
I know, I'm asking for the in-case-this-ever-actually-does-completely-fuck-the-site scenario.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:23 AM
they say they are doing the ddos for trans people while stifling my work
he has a few mirrors
it's just very complex stuff way above my level
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:24 AM
Well, you could always drop an opinion piece on it. Might rally a few people.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:24 AM
null is a g
I trust he knows what he's doing
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:24 AM
You are the transwoman for the job, so to speak.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:24 AM
like literally has whole countries trying to shut him down
u saw my video on byuu right?
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:25 AM
Dur.
I linked it to JohnGamingFuntime through his video on the Kiwi DDoS when it spiked just after the ILJ info dropped. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:26 AM
good
I'm rallying up leftists hopefully
I'm getting pushback for my anti rape culture anti pedo stance but idc
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:27 AM
That tells you there's something wrong with society as a whole, not you.
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:27 AM
truly
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:28 AM
Well, DDoS or no, I'm formally asking for an invite later when I get home. May as well at this point.
Moralfag Supreme sound like a good name to you?
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 07:33 AM
hehe yah that's dope
just remember to really really lurk
look at my thread if you haven't and learn from my boomery ass mistakes
gonna pass out hommie
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ur chill as fuck. I appreciate u
goodnight!!
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 07:40 AM
I know. If I find anything I think should go up I'll run it by you guys first.
Sleep well, and thank you.
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 08:59 AM
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 11:10 AM
Hey I had a thought while at work - We sell dreamcatchers. If you got a P.O. box, I can bless one for you. (edited)
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CommieDGurl 04-Sep-21 01:42 PM
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Son of Yog-Sothoth 04-Sep-21 03:37 PM
I am home. It is raining and I am late, but I am home.
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