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kodoku of endless sugfering 24-Sep-21 03:08 AM
I hate myself
I'm my able to walk like I use to
If I become a cripple I'm killing myself
Mom would throw me in a group home at the chance she can get
I don't wanna be a burden on my gf eather if she desired to take me in
At the point I can walk any more I'm better of dead
I might as well be dead rn
I'm crying cause I'm scared
I'm crying cuz my scitzofrina is acting up
And voices in my head are making me feel guilty over something I didn't do
I'm being tormented by my own mind
Do you know what it's like when the voices in your head use someone you love against you
Twist and pervert reality
To cause you unessery gult
I just want the voices to stop
I know what there saying is not real
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H. P. Lovequest 24-Sep-21 05:06 PM
You really should try getting back on your medications.
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kodoku of endless sugfering 24-Sep-21 06:18 PM
I need to get back to working out
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