Found a video of a britbong detrans who got her tits cut off. I'll link it but here's a synopsis;
Starts trooning out in her teens, is able to get on hormones relatively quickly by going private, possibly suggesting affluent family. Misses out on normal teenage experiences, dating in particular, due to obsessing with transition. Describes their transition as a kind of consumerism. Admits to not being happier as a trans man. Grew up tomboyish but eventually grew into having more feminine interests, which then had to be suppressed in order to be more masculine/pass better as a boy.
Turns 19/20 and starts thinking about the long term future (i.e; how the fuck am i gonna have kids as a troon). Begins constantly having daydreams/fantasies about pregnancy, having babies, and even being a housewife. (sidenote; not to be a simp, but the way she talks about wanting these things is actually kinda cute and wholesome and endearing, which only makes the whole thing even sadder)
Then covid lockdowns happen, providing her with the opportunity to spend some time in her own head, and not be able to distract herself and pretend everything is fine. Realizes the whole thing was one big fuck up.
Edit: She also mentions while she was transitioning she "didn't hang out with the best people". Could possibly mean she was groomed into it, or at least her friends were egging her on. Or it could just mean hanging out with LGBT teenagers means you're kinda forced to be exposed to toxicity and mental illness by default.
when she was trooning out she looked like one of those Milo Stuart type troons. Where I can clearly tell you were born a girl and you're just not that attractive as a man.
Silver lining tho is apart from no tits and a slightly deeper voice, there doesn't seem to be too much damage and she's actually rather pretty as a girl.
And reminder, this is in the UK, where transitioning is considerably more restricted than in the US.