coolniceman
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I agree with you on this, I don't think he is schizo based on his lack of actionable conviction. He will claim he's a goddess for example but you won't see him attempt to do anything rash to prove that he is. Still, I've found his lengthy rambling about his delusions to go beyond what I've ever observed in someone autistic. His many-tweets-long rants on Twitter, and more recently his letters, are hard to really attribute to autism in my opinion. The only other internet personality I can immediately think of who shared delusions similar to Chris would be Randy Stair, who Chris actually has expressed camaraderie for. You could say Randy was more committed to his delusions being real given that he killed himself to be with his waifu, but I think it's more likely that he knew it was bullshit (indicated as much, a few times) but wanted to die anyway and used that as his justification.
In the end I don't think either of them were or are schizo but their level of commitment to their delusion is evident of some kind of mental problem, and for Chris the amount of energy he pours into it just does not fit with any mental health profile I'm aware of other that schizophrenia. I don't that's what he is, but it's just not something I understand well enough to know why he's like that. Only that I think it's a severe case of someone creating a false reality to avoid confronting actual reality and their place in it. The most compelling info I've heard on Randy was that he was possible abusing allergy medication which could've contributed to his issues, but afaik Chris has never been known to abuse substances so I have to imagine this all comes from within his own mind.
In schizophrenia you would have to see 2/5 of the following symptoms: hallucinations, delusions, disorganized speech, grossly disorganized/catatonic behavior and the negative symptoms, and at least one of those has to be either hallucinations or delusions. So the question becomes whether he is clinically delusional or not, and to me if we are basing our analysis on the literature and not personal opinion the answer is a clear no. Chris also doesn't show the profound decline of cognitive function as schizophrenics, he would probably test average on IQ/memory and this has probably stayed the same over years. He doesn't have the flattened affect or ambivalence you see normally either. Autism and schizophrenia overlap in many ways, but are distinct conditions. By the time most of those who are truly psychotic reach Chris's age the thought disorder and disorientation has become so severe they have trouble forming even a single coherent sentence. At any rate he is a sick puppy who has been failed by the mental health system.