I've always been bicurious ever since I was young but I still jerked off normally. I remember I was experimenting once when I was younger so I was watching sissy porn and I started jumping up and down on a long object and had my first anal orgasm. It was so different than jerking off and I wasn't aware such thing existed. It felt so good but I started feeling afraid of what that meant. Years later now, I'm embracing this part of me and going with the flow. I kept edging throughout the years and started to cum in different ways. I experimented with deepthroating dildos, sexting men and getting them to cum to pictures of my body, taking sexy pictures in girly poses and posting them online, cumming on my face and rubbing my cum all over my face and body while looking in the mirror, cumming hands free with a vibrator, cumming in doggystyle or on all fours, cumming in my mouth and playing with it gargling it, swallowing my cumloads, shooting videos of self-cumshots and posting them for horny men. I've reached a point of edging and gooning that I truly feel like a girl. My voice is different, I talk in different tones, my body movements are different, my hips move like a girl, I can sway and tease cock like girls and strippers do, and I'm constantly thinking about being bent over by a man and just spreading my legs for men to use me. I started calling my cock clitty and I stopped gripping my cock like I used to. Instead I rub it in circular motions like girls do.
Does anyone else rub their clitties like girls do? Have you tried touching yourself rubbing in circular motions and cupping your balls rather than simply jerking your cock?
I'm always edging in my room like a sissy girl and I'm literally begging men on grindr to take me out and fuck me. I don't know if this story helps anybody or gets them hard at least. Thank you for reading bb
