Erin Reed / Anthony Reed II / @ErinInTheMorn / @ErinInTheMorning / @ErinInTheNight / _supernovasky_ / beholderseye / realitybias / AnonymousRabbit - post-op transbian Twitter/TikTok "activist" with bad fashion, giant Reddit tattoo. Former drug dealer with felony. Married to Zooey Simone Zephyr / Zachary Todd Raasch.

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Apologies for double posting, but I've picked out relevant things from the rest of the r/egg_irl Discord logs now.

Again, Tony has deleted all of his own messages, and I only picked out messages that directly mention his Discord user (like @'ing people on Twitter), so there will be a lot of (indirect) replies to him I will have missed. The export of the messages was over 5GB in total so I think that's a fair trade-off.

I've replaced Tony's Discord username below with Erin Reed and bolded some of the red flags.

Grooming​

  • Erin Reed yh emigration is the way to go but the goverment not gonna let me because I have to go to the military and serve there for 2 years. it's required. Erin Reed can you tell me how I can survive that long without attempting another suicide in my 20s?
  • Erin Reed thank you I will definitely give it some time but I've been struggling a lot lately with identifying where these feelings are coming from... So I'll just keep doing the things that make me happy and figure it out from there
  • For @Arci, @A(lyss)a <3, Erin Reed for being super supportive even as I half-spiraled last night. I don't know what I would do without this server and all of the supportive people on here. I love all you guys, girls, and enbys on here.
  • Erin Reed hardly 'going' but I hatched this week & I reeeaaally don't wanna be depressed anymore so I'm planning my next steps
  • Exactly 2 years ago my 'egg' finally cracked all the way; the dam broke on years of repression, and I could no longer deny the obvious truth. 2 days later I ended up in this discord server. I was drunk, confused and scared; I was an emotional wreck, I was in despair. 2 years later I am myself; despite the global pandemic and other strains, I have never been happier or more content. This is probably the last time I'll do this, but I want once again to thank everyone I interacted with over my time here, too many to mention everyone by name. @Bella, Abyss Queen , @A(lyss)a <3, Erin Reed , @Aletheia, @Alex Sleepless Enby, everyone else, y'all saved my life and put up with me at my absolute worst and I will never stop being grateful for it. I hope this serves as an inspiration to some others; this is what 2 years of transition looks like. Gods bless you all.
  • Erin Reed the last two days i had become sooooooooooooo close to convincing myself i was cis after all
  • Erin Reed I’ve kinda been questioning for a few months now and I’m just kinda lost atm. I don’t mean that in a bad way at all I have my life (mostly) together but in term of a gender identity and how I see myself I’m not sure where to go or what to do and was hoping someone could at least give some tips.
  • Erin Reed I hope that kinda answers your question to be honest I think about my gender a lot but most of the time I say eh screw it I’m not gonna let it interfere with my day to day life so I push it to the back.
  • Well friends I gotta say thanks to the amazing Erin Reed for helping me so much and pushing me to do this
  • Erin Reed !! I've always thought of my body like I was just renting it
  • Please don’t let me distract you Erin Reed, just concentrate on your hatching

General Lunacy​

  • Erin Reed so like a one month trial of hormones the effects would be reversible right?
  • Audrey, I think it was Erin Reed that said they can be self lubricating as well
  • Erin Reed before tonight I hadn't used like actual conditioner (just 2 in 1 stuff) since like 18 but like that shit's
  • Erin Reed one more question. How often are you supposed to like wash and condition and stuff
  • Erin Reed has a diet she has been doing to reduce muscle though I don't recall the particulars
  • Erin Reed you should focus on getting a high caloric deficit while doing energy high exercises that use the muscles you want to lose
  • Erin Reed Don't worry too much about it. I think people exaggerate the inconvenience of braces, I've never had any problems with mine and they've worked quickly. The gap between my front teeth has almost completely gone in just a few months.
  • Erin Reed My gaps almost closed and it used to be at least 1/4cm
  • Erin Reed women see the world a lot more colourful then men
  • Erin Reed would you have chosen hair over breasts, then?
Too bad Tony never took that advice about braces, sheesh
 
Erin Reed you should focus on getting a high caloric deficit while doing energy high exercises that use the muscles you want to lose
This... doesn't sound right. When you're losing weight, exercising a muscle just prioritizes the body to maintain it in spite of the weight loss.

When you're cutting weight, you keep exercising to maintain muscle.
 
This... doesn't sound right. When you're losing weight, exercising a muscle just prioritizes the body to maintain it in spite of the weight loss.

When you're cutting weight, you keep exercising to maintain muscle.
Honestly none of that subject sounds right (as in mentally right; I'll defer on "correct"). I spent a good minute looking out the window after reading "Erin Reed has a diet she has been doing to reduce muscle".
 
Honestly none of that subject sounds right (as in mentally right; I'll defer on "correct"). I spent a good minute looking out the window after reading "Erin Reed has a diet she has been doing to reduce muscle".
I too stared out the window after reading that... Just sheer amazement and grave concern, these are the retards we have to share a planet with?!

This is actually overlapping with my area of expertise and I can't even begin to sperg about how CRAZY FUCKTARD WRONG he is on this. I'm gonna spare you guys the diatribe about cellular metabolism but @Marvin is totally correct.

No wonder all these troons are so unhealthy. They're doing the most scary, retarded, shady shit to their bodies and never saying a word to doctors or getting any actual medical advice or treatment. A diet to "minimize your muscles" is fucking starvation and protein deficit, and it will make you mentally and physically ill very quickly. Amino acid (protein) therapy is incredibly helpful for a lot of people - did you know all your neurotransmitters are made from aminos? Guess what's not getting made on ur lil starvation diet, Tone? That's why you look not only super retarded lately, but shit miserable too. Be a man, eat a fucking burger.

Nothing about an amhole self lubricates (every patient I've known with one, besides pain/numbness, dryness and irritation are the most common complaints), and nothing about hormone treatment is reversible. Shit, I'm over here with permanent mast cell dysfunction after birth control pills, and I'm a true and honest woman.

The grooming is almost too much, those people are obviously severely mentally ill and in no shape for a rational conversation. I can't believe this is just indirect replies. I think I'd fucking blow an o-ring if I had to see everything he wrote in the Discord himself. Good work, @Geranium, I really wanna give you a medal today ❤️
 
Röhm was killed because the SA was faithful to him and far too powerful for HItler's liking. Along with him, dozens of other leaders were slaughtered. Homosexuality wasn't even on the radar.

The upper echelons of the SA were also basically a gay beach volleyball club in paramilitary form, but anything more complex than “Nazis were anti LGBT and if you are anti LGBT you are a Nazi” is too much for these folx, and doesn’t suit their narrative.

…I kind of do now.

Also, this Nazi tangent reminds me of an arc in my own peaking. So, not too long ago, when I swallowed my cognitive dissonance about trans shit because literally everyone in the spaces I inhabited told me to and I assumed I just didn’t understand, someone mentioned those cross-dressing permits in Weimar Germany. They basically presented it as like, the Nazis used that database to round up all trans women, who were totally a top priority of Nazi Germany’s death machine. They were using it to argue that gender recognition certificates were merely a forerunner to TERF Island starting the Drag Shoah. Cut to a couple of years later, when I learn the Nazis actually kept the permit system, because they were only offered to cross-dressers who were judged to be heterosexual. In other words, largely autogynophiles and drag queens, not homosexual males. Those guys got sent to the camps. The Hirschfeld Institute was destroyed because they also sympathetically studied gay people, not because of the trans surgeries. Incidentally, the guy who performed the first vaginoplasty later became an SS surgeon.

I wonder what historical tragedy TRAs will co-opt next? Maybe it’ll turn out all the Africans transported by the Atlantic slave trade were part of that supreme trans women religious caste that they insist were a part of all non-white cultures?

There is no genocide or historical atrocity that troons won’t co-opt in an attempt to gain sympathy for their deeply unsympathetic cause. Bringing up the Holocaust is popular because WWII so deeply ingrained in the American psyche. They rely on historical simplification (no mention of the widespread homosexuality in the SA, of transvestite passes protecting heterosexual AGPs, or the guy who invented the vaginoplasty going on to become a high-up in the Luftwaffe) and also on the American general public's confusion of homosexuality with heterosexual cross-dressing (Nazis mostly targeted the former) and then they hope that no one will look closer. And if someone does look closer, they just call them a bigot.

For any lurkers interested in the "transvestite passes" issued in Nazi Germany to keep autogynephiles safe, this German Wiki page on the subject (translated) is pretty blunt about it:

However, the use of these transvestite certificates did not end when the National Socialists came to power in 1933 and the Institute for Sexual Science was destroyed on May 6, 1933. Those who did not reveal any homosexual acts during National Socialism or cause a public nuisance (such as crowds) usually remained unmolested as transvestites. Changes in civil status were also permitted.​

Wiki, archive

The English version of the page omits any such paragraph, and glosses over any Nazi involvement by just saying that transvestite passes continued "up until the 1950s."

This cited source cited goes much deeper, if anyone reads German well. I'd love to know what the "changes in civil status" refers to.

 
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I too stared out the window after reading that... Just sheer amazement and grave concern, these are the retards we have to share a planet with?!
This is actually overlapping with my area of expertise and I can't even begin to sperg about how CRAZY FUCKTARD WRONG he is on this. I'm gonna spare you guys the diatribe about cellular metabolism but @Marvin is totally correct.

No wonder all these troons are so unhealthy. They're doing the most scary, retarded, shady shit to their bodies and never saying a word to doctors or getting any actual medical advice or treatment. A diet to "minimize your muscles" is fucking starvation and protein deficit, and it will make you mentally and physically ill very quickly. Amino acid (protein) therapy is incredibly helpful for a lot of people - did you know all your neurotransmitters are made from aminos? Guess what's not getting made on ur lil starvation diet, Tone? That's why you look not only super retarded lately, but shit miserable too. Be a man, eat a fucking burger.

Nothing about an amhole self lubricates (every patient I've known with one, besides pain/numbness, dryness and irritation are the most common complaints), and nothing about hormone treatment is reversible. Shit, I'm over here with permanent mast cell dysfunction after birth control pills, and I'm a true and honest woman.

The grooming is almost too much, those people are obviously severely mentally ill and in no shape for a rational conversation. I can't believe this is just indirect replies. I think I'd fucking blow an o-ring if I had to see everything he wrote in the Discord himself. Good work, @Geranium, I really wanna give you a medal today ❤️
Well now we know why he always looks anemic and malnourished. He is.

Let's hope he feeds the kiddo actual food :(
 
Well now we know why he always looks anemic and malnourished. He is.

Let's hope he feeds the kiddo actual food :(
Oh God, the kid. I didn't even think about that. I hope baby's mama doesn't have health problems from all the stress she must be under worrying about Tone's deleterious effect on him.
 
Oh God, the kid. I didn't even think about that. I hope baby's mama doesn't have health problems from all the stress she must be under worrying about Tone's deleterious effect on him.
It tracks with Erin Reed's history of addiction that Tony would be flirting with or full on embroiled in an eating disorder.
 
Deplatforming does anything but work, Tony. It just makes the deplatformed more determined to spread their message.
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It works as intended: his safe space is purged and now transphobes have to go to here or elsewhere. I'm guessing Anthony thinks it's a game where you have to corner every single space on the board,
The censor, or the janny, never grasps that their desire is a totalitarian one. They tell themselves they're just trying to make people safe from something dangerous and it's just that. But they deny that they'll never be satisfied to crush dissent in one location and that they'll from there pursue it to the ends of the Earth. And then when people stop speaking it publicly, they'll know deep down that they're still thinking it and need to punish them for that too.

I hate recommending fiction to illustrate a point like this but The Lives of Others perhaps deserves an exemption. (Also the movie actually lightened up the Stasi because they couldn't square the intended plot with the actual more strict Stasi methods.) It depicts one form of Tony's ideal society.

This is just perfect. Troon Lawyer literally tweeted out that he knows nothing about Rohm other than he was gay. The best part is the last, as others already noted, Rohm's power did not protect him because it was what got him killed.
 
Catching up on this thread a bit:

So the messages are more proof that Tony was lying about knowing he was trans from age 12 (or 8, or whatever) and then repressing due to transphobia. He was social-contagioned by Reddit and discord AGPs, just like everyone else. I suppose that's a less inspiring origin story though.

Also, for someone who formerly wanted to go to medical school he doesn't seem very aware that your heart is also made of muscle and that it will also waste away as you achieve your ideal weakened feminine form. Christ, no wonder he has been getting sick all the time.
 
  • Erin Reed Don't worry too much about it. I think people exaggerate the inconvenience of braces, I've never had any problems with mine and they've worked quickly. The gap between my front teeth has almost completely gone in just a few months.
  • Erin Reed My gaps almost closed and it used to be at least 1/4cm
So he used to have braces for his teeth? If so then he must have stopped wearing his retainer, because if you do your teeth will probably start reverting to how they were pre-braces.
 
This... doesn't sound right. When you're losing weight, exercising a muscle just prioritizes the body to maintain it in spite of the weight loss.

When you're cutting weight, you keep exercising to maintain muscle.

high levels of cardio in a calorie and protein deficit will strip muscle off you, you need high protein and resistance training to cut fat and keep muscle

though tbf tony didn't have much to begin with
 
So he used to have braces for his teeth? If so then he must have stopped wearing his retainer, because if you do your teeth will probably start reverting to how they were pre-braces.
No, these are things that were said to Tony - "Erin Reed" at the start is me having replaced his Discord username (InTheMorning#6375). I've edited the original post to make that clearer.
 
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