Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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The guy who posted this video of his amhole inspection is reporting he was finally able to coom post-surgery. I don't recommend watching the video but just read what he says about regaining his ability to coom.
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So, he can only orgasm again due to getting testosterone cream applied to his nub of a dick that was leftover. If he wanted to coom he should've just kept his dick intact instead of butchering it. What a fucking moron paying for the privilege of weaker orgasms.




Now to see a result from a Dr. Sinclair 26 days post-op. (A)

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Awful stuff with the granulation, necrosis and the hair growing within. Looks like the pseudo-labia on the left is falling apart or flatten out.

He's concerned about the granulation only though.
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Looks like he didn't look up the dilation requirements or something since he's worried about keeping up the schedule when he goes back to work next month. You're gonna be doing that dilation thing for the rest of your life.
 
Every time I think I've seen it all, I'm proven wrong here.

I saw the yucca post right after she posted it and it made me lol. "Everything went perfectly" immediately tells you that she's going to have even worse complications than the usual, already super fucked up ones. Also she's mentioned her dysphoria mysteriously vanishing after getting pain meds. :thinking:
 
She needs one of these to get the last drops out
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You laugh, but they do actually make clips for the end of the penis to stop piss dripping out, kind of like a padded version of those freezer bag sealing clips you get from IKEA. Can’t remember the brand name now, but the thought of putting your dick head in a clamp and walking around with it on all day is horrifying. It’s also ideal for TiFs who can’t feel anything in their rotdogs anyway. Someone should let the pee clip marketing dept know.
The guy who posted this video of his amhole inspection is reporting he was finally able to coom post-surgery. I don't recommend watching the video but just read what he says about regaining his ability to coom.
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So, he can only orgasm again due to getting testosterone cream applied to his nub of a dick that was leftover. If he wanted to coom he should've just kept his dick intact instead of butchering it. What a fucking moron paying for the privilege of weaker orgasms.




Now to see a result from a Dr. Sinclair 26 days post-op. (A)


Awful stuff with the granulation, necrosis and the hair growing within. Looks like the pseudo-labia on the left is falling apart or flatten out.

He's concerned about the granulation only though.
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Looks like he didn't look up the dilation requirements or something since he's worried about keeping up the schedule when he goes back to work next month. You're gonna be doing that dilation thing for the rest of your life.
I can’t unsee the cock pulled down and stuffed into a taint hole, with a slit cut in the front side of it as ersatz pussy lips. This guy has really unfortunate skin colouring on his genitalia too. Ain’t no woman got a weird coloured fanny like that.

Lol at the “full body orgasm” bullshit. It’s obvious he can’t coom, and no amount of pretending it’s just because he’s a woman now and women find getting orgasms hard is going to make it any easier. At least his appetite for porn seems to have cooled somewhat. Detrans when?
 
I finally found out two things today: why the color difference and why they have a risk of falling off: the male penis is highly vascularized meaning it has a ton of blood vessels for obvious reasons. The forearm tissue which is used to create these phallo monstrosities isn't. This explains why it will never be as sensitive as a real penis in the first place, why its pasty white (besides being taken from a different area) and is at a higher risk for falling off. Because theres fewer vessels, if one does lose blood flow, its easier for the tissue to loose circulation & die ( and we all know how common stricture complications are) with scar tissue to top it off. Basically it acts like a benign flesh tumor of fat.

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I'm sorry are those tattoos? At first I thought they were scars but the more I look at it the more like tattoos they look. Isn't that going to cause problems down the line?
Yup it’s tattoos. here’s the photo timeline for the arm healing
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Usually the arms don't gross me out too much, but that last one is really disturbing as the skin looks SO thin.
Here's a TiF that's had phallo with UL that's gone well i.e. no strictures atm, but can't seem to pee well anyway.
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I’m a little over 3 months post op RFF w/UL and vnectomy and I am still trying to master the art of pissing.
I really thought that peeing would be so much easier and convenient post op, but I find myself constantly frustrated with drops of urine that don’t want to leave.
I have absolutely no issues peeing - I can pee outside, in a urinal, or just about anywhere I so please. My issue is with milking and trying to completely clear the urine from my urethra.
I found the “secret spot” behind the balls just last week - pushing it releases a moderate amount of urine - but somehow it’s not enough.
I spent 2-3x as long as the pee took just trying to milk out the remaining drops. I dance, I squat, I squeeze and I poke that spot behind my balls until there is nothing leaking out the tip. I put my pants back on and a few minutes later…VOILA it’s a piss spot on my pants. This happens EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I am always SO CERTAIN that there is no more pee left…..but apparently there is.
I guess I’m just venting, but I’m just really tired of having piss pants. I was so nervous I smelled like piss that I went out and found a cologne I liked just so I could spray on the outside of my pants.
I stopped using the urinals at work because I spend so much time doing weird shot like dancing and squatting that I don’t want to be seen doing this weird piss ritual.
I’m currently wearing separatecs because the underwear without a dual pouch makes the piss problem even worse.
I dream of the day that I can milk the urine out without a surprise pee spot in my pants….
This seems to be a pretty standard problem among them. God, imagine the poor nurses having to deal with this shit when they go into care.
a tiktok as illustration by one of the phallo copers on there:

"You may get slight applause even after curtains close :("
 
Sensible tranny cancels his armhole surgery. I wonder if he browsed this thread. There are some supportive replies and also some cope replies and people parroting the "1% regret rate" "low complication" lies. Hopefully the guy doesn't get sucked back in. I guess all he has to do is browse r/Transgender_Surgeries if he ever gets the urge to schedule a consult.

I could use some support in my decision. I had a consult for vaginoplasty scheduled for a couple weeks from now and I just called to cancel it. I don’t feel great about it, but I feel it’s the smarter decision at this point.

The prospect of potential bad outcomes from vaginoplasty, plus the agony of recovery led me to conclude that I’m probably better off just trying to find a way to live with the daily pain of the genitals I have. Yes, I would feel better if I had a great vaginoplasty outcome, but the risk that it doesn’t go perfectly is too much for me. I’d rather have something I’m just ok with but not thrilled about than risk a negative outcome.

I canceled my consult because I felt it would then put even more pressure on me to keep a surgery date. Dropping out now means the stakes are lower and I’m able to make a more informed decision about how I personally feel, rather than take external factors like logistics into account.

I just feel like trash and I’m not sure how to feel better about this decision.

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Sensible tranny cancels his armhole surgery. I wonder if he browsed this thread. There are some supportive replies and also some cope replies and people parroting the "1% regret rate" "low complication" lies. Hopefully the guy doesn't get sucked back in. I guess all he has to do is browse r/Transgender_Surgeries if he ever gets the urge to schedule a consult.

I could use some support in my decision. I had a consult for vaginoplasty scheduled for a couple weeks from now and I just called to cancel it. I don’t feel great about it, but I feel it’s the smarter decision at this point.

The prospect of potential bad outcomes from vaginoplasty, plus the agony of recovery led me to conclude that I’m probably better off just trying to find a way to live with the daily pain of the genitals I have. Yes, I would feel better if I had a great vaginoplasty outcome, but the risk that it doesn’t go perfectly is too much for me. I’d rather have something I’m just ok with but not thrilled about than risk a negative outcome.

I canceled my consult because I felt it would then put even more pressure on me to keep a surgery date. Dropping out now means the stakes are lower and I’m able to make a more informed decision about how I personally feel, rather than take external factors like logistics into account.

I just feel like trash and I’m not sure how to feel better about this decision.

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Hope he gets the help he needs, but sadly, he won't.
 
Sensible tranny cancels his armhole surgery. I wonder if he browsed this thread. There are some supportive replies and also some cope replies and people parroting the "1% regret rate" "low complication" lies. Hopefully the guy doesn't get sucked back in. I guess all he has to do is browse r/Transgender_Surgeries if he ever gets the urge to schedule a consult.

I could use some support in my decision. I had a consult for vaginoplasty scheduled for a couple weeks from now and I just called to cancel it. I don’t feel great about it, but I feel it’s the smarter decision at this point.

The prospect of potential bad outcomes from vaginoplasty, plus the agony of recovery led me to conclude that I’m probably better off just trying to find a way to live with the daily pain of the genitals I have. Yes, I would feel better if I had a great vaginoplasty outcome, but the risk that it doesn’t go perfectly is too much for me. I’d rather have something I’m just ok with but not thrilled about than risk a negative outcome.

I canceled my consult because I felt it would then put even more pressure on me to keep a surgery date. Dropping out now means the stakes are lower and I’m able to make a more informed decision about how I personally feel, rather than take external factors like logistics into account.

I just feel like trash and I’m not sure how to feel better about this decision.

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He's a self-hating HSTS sex worker. He'll lose his means of living of top of everything else if he gets the surgery. ☹️
He needs therapy not mutilation.
 
Don't they all, though?
Well... almost all. I suspect it might help a small number of people.
I don't think these butcheries actually help anyone at all - they might feel better because it temporarily alleviates some of the symptoms of their mental illness, or fulfills a fetish they have, but those feelings won't last and, more importantly, are based in wildly unhealthy mentalities to begin with. The mentally ill can't ride the serotonin wave of euphoria forever and will inevitably go back to their old patterns of depression, suicidal ideation, and the desire for another quick fix. The coomers will eventually become desensitized to the sexual thrill of having a brand new amhole or playdough penis and need something else even more extreme to get them off - if the complications don't destroy their turn-on first. It's important to remember, especially when it comes to cosmetic surgeries, that feeling better isn't always the same thing as being better.
 
Happy I can finally post in this educational thread!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I almost want to re-read from the beginning to find this one post, but does anyone remember a post of a vid of a tif wanking off her phallus, and it "ejaculated"?!?!?! The fuck was that stuff and do you think her new urethra glued shut after?
 
If the source of the issue is in the brain (gender dysphoria/fetish) then the solution is to fix the brain. Attempting to change the body to placate the sick brain will always be inferior even if the surgeries somehow did what they claim.

GRS is a joke.
The problem is fixing the brain takes a lot of work and some level of active participation. There are some incredible stories of how people have overcome mental illness because they truly wanted to and fought hard to change.

Getting your junk mutilated is as easy as signing a few papers and bumming a ride to the chop shop.
 
Some of these post-phallo photos look like shit you'd see at a Ukrainian field hospital.

I don't know why the forearm scar is so massive, and the corresponding dick is so big.

Like if a guy dropped trou and he looked like 9/10 of these phalli flaccid, I would scream and run.

The size of my thumb flaccid? Maybe it's a grower. Maybe the guy gives great head. Not necessarily a deal breaker.

The size of a 6-volt battery flaccid? And hard? There's no orifice on my body that can work with that, sorry.

You want to pass as a normal man? Get a little D-cell chubber. You can stand to pee, you won't send anyone screaming into the night, and you won't be disabled for life.

Like I wonder what their ideal jobs are.

In 2022, you work with your back, your hands, your feet, or all three. Such it has always been, such it will always be.

Oh, you can play the guitar for five minutes six months after RFF?

Very impressive, now sit on your taint and type for the next three hours straight. If this is physically uncomfortable for you, you fucked yourself and good luck trying to get permanent disability in 20 years when you are 40.
 
Looking on yucca's profile I found a good post on a girl's botched top surgery.
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I'm a year and half post top surgery. I think I was botched.
So for reference, I'm 26 and had my surgery in July of 2021 with Dr. Erin Doren in WI. I originally was supposed to see Dr. Mark Boubos, but due to a medical condition I have, I was forced to have the surgery in a hospital setting due to me being high risk and Dr. Boubos was not available because of that.

For reference, my chest had been measured by VS at 40D, which is bullshit. I was more likely a G or H cup. Because of this, my surgeon cut me straight across in one line from pit to pit - I chose to keep my nipples and they...look gnarly now. The bolster stitches fucked up as I was healing, so one nipple has five scars 'dotted' around it from the bolster stitches. The other nipple didn't take correctly and is not as perky as the other.

My scar is still pretty gnarly a year and a half on, and is super visible in that white healed way. I still need to fix the pawprint tattoo on my chest that got split due to the removal of tissue.

My chest does not look natural and I'm ashamed, in addition to how much weight I've gained since the surgery, possibly due to being on T and my sedentary job.

If anyone has any advice please let me know.

I'm hopefully going to start working out to lose some of this weight and hopefully help bulk my pecs so these don't look as bad.

First photos are about August 2021, more recent are this week.

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I know you are unhappy, and I promise that is all that matters. But I want to assure you that from where I'm standing, you look amazing. I had top surgery twice and was really not happy with my results. My areolas are really huge and each side is uneven. I am almost two years post-op and I have become much more comfortable with my chest. I may still pursue a revision, but right now I'm happy with it the majority of the time.

It helped to lose a little weight and build some muscle, but what helped most was knowing and accepting that everyone has things they don't like about their bodies. I found other ways to love myself; my body is strong, my body can heal, my body knows love. Try to find things about your body that you love.

As trans people I think we spend a lot of our time fighting our bodies and feeling like they've betrayed us. But I've found that with time, I've found other things to love about myself and that a little perceived imperfection affects everyone. If you need a revision, absolutely pursue it. But I think you look awesome, and I hope you find ways to internalize that.

Welcome to KF @weirdwound . I've been hoping we see a few more participants in this thread now that people can sign up again.
 
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To be honest as far as top scarring goes it’s really not that bad and she got to keep her nipples. So there’s that.
And yet she complains. Top surgery changed nothing.
does anyone remember a post of a vid of a tif wanking off her phallus, and it "ejaculated"?!?!?!
I did find that video (I think?). Either way I'll embed and archive this one.
This one is going to earn me a whole legion of Islamic ratings, but I'll go ahead and post it anyway. Some surgeon was mad enough not only to attempt to reroute her urethra, but also the lubrication from her Skene's gland. For non-med Kiwis that means the gland responsible for vaginal lubrication in women. It's one of the grossest things I've ever seen, and having been here for years, that's stating a lot:

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maybe if she got rid of the god-awful tats she'd look a little better. these people look even more ridiculous with their patchwork tattooed skin, adds to the frankenstein vibe

I did find that video (I think?). Either way I'll embed and archive this one.

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you know how when hot dogs start going bad they get slimy, it might just be that
 
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…. I just cannot fucking believe they’re giving phalloplasty to teenagers. disgusting.

According to this girls tiktok, she started testosterone after a suicide attempt in high school, and got a mastectomy before graduation. She seems to be living an active life after phallo though, so hopefully didn’t have any complications too terrible.
 
Therapists make me laugh.
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Orgasm?​

So... my srs vaginoplasty was November 19th 2021. I had a labiaplasty in April I believe, or March. Anyway. Been over a year and I have some nerve issues on my left side that make dilation painful at first but when everything is stretched it seems to subside but it's always lurking, a pinching/poking feeling in the tissue just above the ring.. Anyway, scar tissue nerv issues, the right side doesn't have this. Beyond that and my own weight causing aesthetic fat girl bits which is less so what I'd like.. meh, I accept.

What I DON'T accept... is the fact that I haven't been able to reach orgasm. Vibrators, manual... nothing I do will get me there. I've gone 2 hours multiple times to no avail. I've waited, I've tried porn, I've tried repeated attempts. I get frustrated when I try so hard for so long only to have to give up, defeated. I talked to a sex therapist, and they just set the expectation that their goal was to help me accept and enjoy what I can more and that I would need to accept I wasn't going to have an orgasm.

No. F that. There's no reason why I can't, I have plenty of nerve sensation down there, everything works even if there are numb spots, my clitoris is plenty sensitive. Problem is my trigger point was on the underside of the D just under the glans and that no longer exists. So... I feel like I can edge but I can't make myself actually orgasm. I get what I think I remember feeling as close... but nothing. Mentally, porn does nothing anymore... nothing turns me on like it used to.

And now I'm worried about being broken. I can't begin to tell you how important having my orgasm back Is to me. So much is wrapped up in that, that admittedly shouldn't be, but it feels like if I can't then srs was a mistake.
Please. Please if anyone can help me... I'm at my wits end.
I can't decide if therapists are secret terfs or if they're just passive cucks who just exist to reinforce whatever the client thinks.
 
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