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When I saw this post, I knew I needed to share it with my fellow farmers.

Nothing really encapsulates how thoroughly UN masculine your average FTM is than this post on Reddit.

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Fellow men! Who among us doesn’t treat our dick as just another accessory to decorate and pair us with matching underwear, piercings, etc?
 
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When I saw this post, I knew I needed to share it with my fellow farmers.

Nothing really encapsulates how thoroughly UN masculine your average FTM is than this post on Reddit.

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Fellow men! Who among us doesn’t treat our dick as just another accessory to decorate and pair us with matching underwear, piercings, etc?
Well, I guess there's no question AGP is not limited to Y-chromosome-havers.

Can't imagine gushing (heh) to my doctor about how I'm sooooo bummed I won't be able to leak erogenous fluid from my nu-dick, and how piercing my new member would just keep my no-longer-existent vagina wet all day, can't I do it, pretty-please?

Seriously - the biggest thing she got out of a consultation for life-changing and very experimental elective surgery was being told no on her decorating plans. And $100 says she will absolutely do it anyway bc reddit people are smarter than her surgeon.

If I were someone who truly felt gender dysphoric, I'd be so annoyed at all these people trivializing my serious issues by making it all about sex, talking about sex, thinking about sex, looking for sex, showing off their sex and sex parts, feeling sexy, playing with their newly attached or dug out sex toys, telling everyone about the sex they have or can't have or fantasize about...just all sex all the time. And actually even less about actual sex than sex organs to fiddle with and touch and look at all day.

I'll never not feel compassion for troubled souls, but idiots like this one (even allowing for the fact that she's likely very young and inherently dumb) just make me mati and sap my good will.
 
When I saw this post, I knew I needed to share it with my fellow farmers.

Nothing really encapsulates how thoroughly UN masculine your average FTM is than this post on Reddit.

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Fellow men! Who among us doesn’t treat our dick as just another accessory to decorate and pair us with matching underwear, piercings, etc?
Wait so this gal never took T and they still burned out her vagina and gave her a bologna roll dick?
 
Why are they so obsessed with body fluids?? TIFs are obsessed with pee, TIMs are obsessed with self-lubrication and periods. Makes sense that so many of them are littles/pedos, IMO.
Its bc theyre all virgins.

Before i had any experience with vagina, i thought i had a foot fetish. Turns out i was just a virgin, and actually just had a pussy fetish like the average red blooded male, but since the only experience i had was giving my female friends foot massages and whatnot, my thoughts went there (also i was like 14 so sue me) and i tricked myself into thinking i was a footfag.

So these virgins read all kinds a weird hentai and shit before ever having any actual sexual encounters and they convince themselves that theyre actually kinky sex gods and goddesses and whatever the fuck else they manage to think, when if they just got laid like the average person (and by extension, touched some grass every once in a while) they would more than likely chill out a bit.

Some of them are also just fuckin gross though.
 
Wait so this gal never took T and they still burned out her vagina and gave her a bologna roll dick?

I don’t exactly her age or deal, but looking at her reddit posts just screams confused LARPer.

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From sperging about “xeno genders”

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To giggling about cute plants and tomatoes.

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This chick is talking about how “her feminity is important to her” yet somehow got a consultation for a frankencock.

Yet another confused, young girl who has been utterly fucked big Big Trans.
 
Why are they so obsessed with body fluids?? TIFs are obsessed with pee, TIMs are obsessed with self-lubrication and periods. Makes sense that so many of them are littles/pedos, IMO.
I think it's a case of the grass being greener on the other side.

Women can't piss standing up without some serious technique or making a mess where men can just whip it out and go.
Men can't have periods and don't have the parts for female-level self-lubrication so that is their fixation. They know the lack of these things sets them apart and breaks the TWAW/TMAM delusion.

Even if they get the pube beards and zippertits/long hair and spinny dresses once they sit down on the toilet or see a pack of tampons they get the reminder that it's all just a facade. A club they can never truly be part of, so they do all sorts of crazy shit to themselves in that chase to catch that goddamn dragon
 
Well, I guess there's no question AGP is not limited to Y-chromosome-havers.
Oh, no it is.

Autogynephilia, aka "AGP" is defined as a male's (Y-chromosome-haver) propensity to be sexually aroused by the thought of himself as a female.

A female cannot be AGP.

I believe the term you're looking for is Autoandrophilia, aka "AAP", which is defined as a female's (non-Y-chromosome-haver) propensity to be sexually aroused by the thought of herself as a male.
 
What a wild ride the past 40 pages have been. Sincere thanks to all the posters with the intestinal fortitude to trawl Reddit.

I'm particularly intrigued by the case of Ashton Williams, the TIF TikToker taking us through her phalloplasty journey. The cope is truly off the charts with this one, with such gems over a handful of videos as:
  • I'm living in a literal nightmare.
  • I love my results.
  • I wouldn't change it for anything.
  • I do not regret for a second and I would do it all over again.
  • Everything is going wonderfully.
  • I am just in constant pain, constant pain.
  • I don't regret what I've done at all.
  • A lot has happened in this year and I am so grateful for every single bit of it.
@Tard Whisperer 's posts are the ones to go to for insight, but I scraped all of her videos and thought I'd collect what felt like a representative sample in a single post.

First off, videos showing what she looked like pre-transition, making it clear that she could have grown up to be an attractive, androgynous lesbian:




Ashton Williams's 2022 phalloplasty adventure!​

February 9, Stage 1 +1 days


February 16, Stage 1 +8 days
Urethra-in-arm first look


February 23, Stage 1 +15 days
Urethra-in-arm doesn't feel right, "doing better every day!"


February 24, Stage 1 +16 days
Things she "didn't know" before having phalloplasty


February 26, Stage 1 +18 days
"All my surgeries!"


February 28, Stage 1 +20 days
"Things I can no longer do on my own"


March 8, Stage 1 +4 weeks
"Some interesting facts that I didn't even know … I am only 20% healed, that to me was absolutely mind-blowing, I thought for sure I would be more healed by now."


March 30, Stage 1 +7 weeks
Urethra-in-arm won't flush, loud pop, "immediately I'm keeled over in pain".


April 2, Stage 1 +7.5 weeks
"Having little pockets of fluid come in my arm"


April 22, Stage 1 +10 weeks
"Started having really horrible pain moving my thumb"


April 29, Stage 1 +11 weeks
"What am I going to say in a year's time?"


May 18, Stage 1 +15 weeks
"13 days is all I have left with a part that I was born with" - that TIFs can't bring themselves to say "vagina" is horrifying to me.


June 3, Stage 2 +3 days
"Everything is going really well actually!"


June 7, Stage 2 +7 days, Skin graft


June 9, Stage 2 +9 days, Skin graft +2 days
"Since my surgery I've had nothing but compliments on my new phallus."


June 14, Stage 2 +2 weeks
"Got some news from my surgeon that I wasn't expecting … he doesn't want me to leave" the hospital.


June 25, Stage 2 +3.5 weeks
Morning routine with urine-bag handling.


July 5, Stage 2 +5 weeks
"Things I miss and cannot do due to having phalloplasty … being able to sit and not be uncomfortable."


July 16, Stage 2 +6.5 weeks
Horrifying sunburn on donor arm, cannot bend over.


August 12, Stage 2 +10.5 weeks
"I've been pretty lucky with my journey with phalloplasty … but I have been struggling big time with UTIs". Featuring a 3-week-old, drug-resistant infection.


August 24, Stage 2 +12 weeks
"I'm not making videos anymore … now it's time for me to move on and go on to this next step of my life."


November 11, Stage 2 +5 months
A fistula appears! "I will need two follow-up surgeries … 18 months of surgeries ahead of me."


November 13, Stage 2 +5 months
"I got a catheter May 31st and I have never lived my life without one since."


November 24, Stage 2 +6 months
A stricture appears! "I need … a complete rebuild of my urethra."


November 27, Stage 2 +6 months
"They took [the catheter] out and everything was great for about 12 hours … and then I woke up the next day … and I'm pushing and I'm pushing and I'm pushing and nothing is coming out."


December 9, Urethroplasty
"They noticed … I did not have a viable urethra at all, they had to rebuild it from scratch."


December 10, Urethroplasty +1 day
"I was supposed to be released from the hospital today, unfortunately that didn't happen because as soon as I got to the hospital I contracted two infections."


December 17, Urethroplasty +8 days
"I am just in constant pain, constant pain."
 
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Hi all, me again. I hope y'all don't mind me posting so much but it keeps me sane, and I hope maybe I can help someone with my experiences.

So my hematoma is doing a LOT better, I have little to no pain and when I do have pain it's maybe a 2/10. I decided to include some healing pictures so that people can see what it looks like and not freak out if it happens to them. I didn't see a lot of examples of something that looked like this so I wanted to share it in case it helps someone in the future. Right now it's a very open wound. There's like a 1" by .5" hole in the hematoma. That's distressing but it's actually a good thing, it means it's draining and that I'm not in pain.

On the other hand, unfortunately I started noticing some discoloration last Friday which spread. I had a little bit of a fever over the weekend as well, although it never got higher than 101. It looks like I have a bit of an infection and maybe some necrosis. Right now I'm on antibiotics and I'm using silvadene on it and my team seems to think that it's not something I have to be uber concerned about. They want to take action, but it doesn't seem like I'm in any danger of my dick falling off or anything. They told me to scrub it really well in the shower and as you can see it definitely helped. I feel like it already looks a little better and that was before I put any silvadene on it.

I'm going home Thursday. I'm a little nervous to go home, but I'm only 3 hours away so if something happens I can get back to the hospital. I'm getting sick of being in the city and dealing with all of this. I'm exhausted and I'm kind of tired of being an open wound. I feel like I have a team of people who know what they're doing, but I also feel like some people I've been working with don't really humanize me enough. I'm tired of being touched all the time and having photos taken of me, and people are not always clear when they communicate what's happening to me. I also had a little fainting episode this morning at OT so today was just a difficult day in general.

Thank you all for your support and if you have any questions feel free to ask.
And yes these are recent images. She took most of those pics yesterday and today. What a fucking nightmare.
 
It looks like I have a bit of an infection and maybe some necrosis.
Just some Necrosis. Rotting while being alive is no big deal. Just trans things.
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but it doesn't seem like I'm in any danger of my dick falling off or anything.
You are in danger of becoming septic and losing your life but no big deal!

I feel like it already looks a little better
You also "feel" like a man which means that your opinions are worthless. You say it looks better but you live in a made up tranny fantasy world where everything is insane and twisted.

I'm getting sick of being in the city and dealing with all of this. I'm exhausted and I'm kind of tired of being an open wound.
This isn't going to end any time soon.

I feel like I have a team of people who know what they're doing,
A whole team of people experimenting on her to see what works and what doesn't. She is nothing but a test subject.

but I also feel like some people I've been working with don't really humanize me enoug
Awww didn't you get your ass kissed often enough, you little zippertitted attention whore?

I'm tired of being touched all the time and having photos taken of me,
She is an experiment and too dumb to realize it.

and people are not always clear when they communicate what's happening to me.
Because they want their guinea pig to shut up and not ask questions. Just trust the butchers, do whatever they say and give them lots of money.

Thank you all for your support
If you support this nightmare, you need to 41% yourself now now now now now now now!
 
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Hi all, me again. I hope y'all don't mind me posting so much but it keeps me sane, and I hope maybe I can help someone with my experiences.

So my hematoma is doing a LOT better, I have little to no pain and when I do have pain it's maybe a 2/10. I decided to include some healing pictures so that people can see what it looks like and not freak out if it happens to them. I didn't see a lot of examples of something that looked like this so I wanted to share it in case it helps someone in the future. Right now it's a very open wound. There's like a 1" by .5" hole in the hematoma. That's distressing but it's actually a good thing, it means it's draining and that I'm not in pain.

On the other hand, unfortunately I started noticing some discoloration last Friday which spread. I had a little bit of a fever over the weekend as well, although it never got higher than 101. It looks like I have a bit of an infection and maybe some necrosis. Right now I'm on antibiotics and I'm using silvadene on it and my team seems to think that it's not something I have to be uber concerned about. They want to take action, but it doesn't seem like I'm in any danger of my dick falling off or anything. They told me to scrub it really well in the shower and as you can see it definitely helped. I feel like it already looks a little better and that was before I put any silvadene on it.

I'm going home Thursday. I'm a little nervous to go home, but I'm only 3 hours away so if something happens I can get back to the hospital. I'm getting sick of being in the city and dealing with all of this. I'm exhausted and I'm kind of tired of being an open wound. I feel like I have a team of people who know what they're doing, but I also feel like some people I've been working with don't really humanize me enough. I'm tired of being touched all the time and having photos taken of me, and people are not always clear when they communicate what's happening to me. I also had a little fainting episode this morning at OT so today was just a difficult day in general.

Thank you all for your support and if you have any questions feel free to ask.
And yes these are recent images. She took most of those pics yesterday and today. What a fucking nightmare.
"I also had a little fainting episode this morning at OT so today was just a difficult day in general."

I have a hunch about this one and I don't get a hunch like this often. Friends I think she is going to die. Right here, on the internet, while we all watch on in horrified fascination.

Her otherwise young and vigorous body is compensating for all its worth, which is what young, healthy bodies do. But that will just make the crash all the more unexpected when it comes, and I bet she will go down not long after leaving the safety of the hospital, and be too far gone to get back once someone figures it out.

Is it a suicide, a murder, something else? Whatever the case morally, practically speaking I see those subtle signs of a very poor prognosis and almost feel bad watching it go down.
 
Is it a suicide, a murder, something else? Whatever the case morally, practically speaking I see those subtle signs of a very poor prognosis and almost feel bad watching it go down.
It's worse, she has a fair chance at killing someone else. The US isn't really known for its robust public transportation network. And she's traveling 3 hours out of NYC(presumably) after up and fainting because her body can't handle the horrors being done on it.
 
It's worse, she has a fair chance at killing someone else. The US isn't really known for its robust public transportation network. And she's traveling 3 hours out of NYC(presumably) after up and fainting because her body can't handle the horrors being done on it.
If we see a gruesome news story about a car accident where they found a dead woman and an apparently disembodied penis in the wreckage....
 
I have a hunch about this one and I don't get a hunch like this often. Friends I think she is going to die. Right here, on the internet, while we all watch on in horrified fascination.
I have a horrible feeling about her too. 😟
She seems to have the most concerning complications we've seen so far in this thread. Very different from the others. There is proof TiFs have died in the past from phalloplasties so it's a possible final outcome.

Even if she does make it out the red somehow, I could picture her having some extra gruesome health issues on top of the typical that comes with phallo. I don't think she could handle the mental discomfort tbh.
 
I have a horrible feeling about her too. 😟
She seems to have the most concerning complications we've seen so far in this thread. Very different from the others. There is proof TiFs have died in the past from phalloplasties so it's a possible final outcome.

Even if she does make it out the red somehow, I could picture her having some extra gruesome health issues on top of the typical that comes with phallo. I don't think she could handle the mental discomfort tbh.

She’s already defending her disastrous choices with “This is so incredibly rare, my doctor has NEEEVER seen anything like it!”

Oh yeah? Funny that… Maybe the doc should come to the farms, cause we sure see a lot of very bad results.

I swear, FTM troons are some of the most gullible fuckers out there. What exactly did she expect the butcher to say? Dr. Bluebond-Mengele is already writing all her notes and records with a malpractice lawsuit in mind, so of course she’s gonna go: “Welp, tots never seen this happen before!”
 
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