Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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As a (real) man I cannot fathom why everyone is panicking over yucca. Your penis randomly deciding to necrotize is totally normal, and as a matter of fact I would strongly advise our brave brokingdude NOT to seek further medical attention as clearly her fully functioning penis is working juuuuust fine, after all there is nothing us cis guys enjoy more than blood poisoning.
 
I am a little (way) out of date on this thread.

Can someone fill me in on who are our main players nowadays?

Stumpy - Detrans’ed?
Trench - Still slathering herself with every fluid she can find?
Tentacle Dick -
Elephant Dick -
d00leys - Cope series still ongoing?

New entries…

Yucca - Stumpy pt. 2?

I am tempted to suggest we create an official KF death pool for some of our fabourite walking horrors.

Edit. Realised that they are all women. Interesting. Have we got any thread famous men or are the fake penis cope stories just more long-winded and interesting thsn the amhole?
 
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I am a little (way) out of date on this thread.

Can someone fill me in on who are our main players nowadays?

Stumpy - Detrans’ed?
Trench - Still slathering herself with every fluid she can find?
Tentacle Dick -
Elephant Dick -
d00leys - Cope series still ongoing?

New entries…

Yucca - Stumpy pt. 2?

I am tempted to suggest we create an official KF death pool for some of our fabourite walking horrors.

Edit. Realised that they are all women. Interesting. Have we got any thread famous men or are the fake penis cope stories just more long-winded and interesting thsn the amhole?

There's a guy with an amhole we call braided pastry because it looks like a karelian pasty. He's pretty recent (last 30 or so pages).
 
Can someone fill me in on who are our main players nowadays?
Stumpy - Identifies as detrans but also came out as non-binary. Only updates her instagram now

Starting to enjoy the deepness of my voice. I'm still training it to present female in every day life, especially over the phone. But the less issues I have with my voice passing and being able to confortably control it, the less my lower register bothers me. Eventually I'll get to doing an update on where my voice sits now.

#voice #ftmtf #detransition #detransitioning #detransitioner #detrans #lesbian #queer #afab #transgender #nonbinary #enby #gay #trans #transitioning #wlw #lgbt #lgbtq #hrt #genderfluid #gendernonconforming #gnc #sapphic #ftm #mtf #lesbians #namechange #gendermarkerchange #androgynous #voicetraining
Trench - Somehow her chest healed. Still has scars. Still psychotic.
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Tentacle Dick - Is a he/they non-binary now. Doesn't update much but she is still pretending she doesn't regret anything.
Elephant Dick - Still deep in trans stuff. has made some cope posts on her new reddit account. Her most serious surgery will happen very soon. I'll post updates as much as i'm able.
d00leys - Still going strong with her coping. I managed to figure out her real name as well.
 
Stumpy - Identifies as detrans but also came out as non-binary. Only updates her instagram now
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Starting to enjoy the deepness of my voice. I'm still training it to present female in every day life, especially over the phone. But the less issues I have with my voice passing and being able to confortably control it, the less my lower register bothers me. Eventually I'll get to doing an update on where my voice sits now.

#voice #ftmtf #detransition #detransitioning #detransitioner #detrans #lesbian #queer #afab #transgender #nonbinary #enby #gay #trans #transitioning #wlw #lgbt #lgbtq #hrt #genderfluid #gendernonconforming #gnc #sapphic #ftm #mtf #lesbians #namechange #gendermarkerchange #androgynous #voicetraining

Look at all these tags. This is not a real detrooning, this is another equally performative form of trooning out just with more 'radfem-friendly' speshul labels. Detroons please heed my call: the net is likely how you got trooned in the first place, learn something from your past. Stop looking for validation on the net, even if it is from another group this time, and touch grass. Live your life mostly off the grid. Use the Internet to your advantage, not to your detriment. Do not become dependant on internet asspats and #hashtags again. And especially, stop hating on normie women, you know the boring straight handmaidens of the patriarchy without so many special #tags. You are one too, despite the croaky voice.
 
Realised that they are all women. Interesting. Have we got any thread famous men or are the fake penis cope stories just more long-winded and interesting thsn the amhole?
I imagine regulars can think of some of their favourite amholes (mine remain the one which started profusely shitting, and the girlfriend who has to take Xanax before going down on her boyfriend’s rot pocket). (Edit: Also the one by Gallagher that looked like someone had put a grenade in a box of jam and custard pastries.)

But in general I feel like amholes are usually one and done (“omg it looks so cis!”), and even those that have serious complications don’t seem to post the long-term diary updates we get from phalloplasty victims.

But perhaps my brain is subconsciously protecting me from remembering some of the horrors.
 
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u/Chunky_pickle is a chronic AAP cope poster so i can't post everything but this one is quite informative.

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NSFW The step-by-step process of how I STP
Now that I’ve (finally!) figured out how to (mostly…) reliably STP, I thought I’d walk you through the steps and extra things that I have to consider each time I pee. Hopefully it’ll either inspire those who are continually struggling to keep trying with some new tips to try or just provide some perspective on different ways of achieving the same goal of peeing.
I will admit, I’m jealous of the guys who can go hands-free over their waistband right into the toilet each time without fail and don’t have to worry about a ton of residual pee after to squeeze out. The simplicity of that is incredible.
But all of our penises are different and we just have to learn how to make them work. My penis just has a lot more quirks than the average. After much pee cleanup on the floor and walls and building my own set of “training wheels” with a pee deflector, I’m finally confident in my stream. And that feels really good.
She, like many TiFs, seems to have that voice where it sounds like she's going to burst out crying. I wonder if there's any connection? maybe it's a sign of CSA? Elliot page has it as well.

She's also made another post talking about her obsession with little boys and their penises. Makes me sick to read.
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I’m re-potty training myself post-meta to stand to pee and the process has been unexpectedly euphoric in odd ways

At 31, I’ve embarked on the solo mission to manage to pee with my penis standing at toilets reliably with minimal mess. It has been challenging, and I’ve cleaned up SO much pee it’s insane. I did not expect it to be so challenging, but here I am peeing on everything but the toilet bowl… really feel for parents of little boys…

Over the last few weeks I’ve gotten better with experience, trial and error, and suggestions from others. I’m definitely making progress. And staying super hydrated in the process. I’ve got a target sticker inside the bowl now and that is helping a lot. As is muscle memory coming in on how to hold my penis just right to get the best stream.

One thing I’ve tried is to read potty training books aimed at little boys and parents too to try and find some knowledge nuggets I’m missing. And something I’ve noticed is the terminology used for male genitals for little boys- it’s very frequently called a “pee pee”. That’s what my parents called my genitals when going through potty training 1.0. And for some reason, that commonality feels validating. Like I was seen as male as a toddler when I knew I was a boy and was convinced I had a penis. And now I do. It’s weird, but the little boy in me feels a sense of relief and validation after decades of being told otherwise.

I knew the act of standing to pee would be majorly euphoric for me, but these little parts of the experience that filter in are cool. I tried to stand to pee with my natal junk so many times growing up and dealt with failure and trial and error and this feels like a continuation of that process to finally get closure.

It’s weird, but big in a way that is hard to explain. Almost like I’ve been chipping away at a rock my whole life with not much success and now I’m finding the secret spots to tap to crack it open and expose the gem inside I’ve been after forever.

Edit: what did your parents call your junk when you were potty training?
I had no idea this creep was 31. I figured she was in her early 20s.

I also found this funny excerpt from a post:
"What has been the biggest trans/gender-related highlight of your holiday season?

3. Standing to pee in the bathroom and knowing my parents could 100% hear the pee noise through the floor and door with how loud it is hitting the bowl and there not being any weirdness or comments around it. Growing up I was told I couldn’t practice with my STP int the house because it was too loud and would be weird to explain if people were over or showed up- it’s such a distinct sound and just echos through the house with the acoustics. So no comments to me was a sign of acceptance of me standing to pee as normal now. Which feels really good. "
 
I swear the "top surgery" from 10 years ago used to look a bit less horrible than the ones today, maybe it's related to how some surgeons were calling it "chest masculinizing/sculpturing" or crap like that? They are not very concerned with the amount of tissue being left behind, either.
Ten years ago there were far fewer surgeons doing top surgery, and most of them presumably made a career out of those type of surgeries. They had a lot of practice and at least some of them gave a shit about their work and their patients (whether or not you agree with what they were doing).

Incentives have changed massively since then. There is much greater demand, and regulations have changed in some places so that insurance has to cover "gender-affirming care." So instead of a few surgeons here and there with decent skills, you have a flood of mediocre/lazy/sadistic surgeons, attracted by easy money and surgeries they can do while drunk and still not get into trouble for.

u/Chunky_pickle is a chronic AAP cope poster so i can't post everything but this one is quite informative.

"At 31, I’ve embarked on the solo mission to manage to pee with my penis standing at toilets reliably with minimal mess. It has been challenging, and I’ve cleaned up SO much pee it’s insane. I did not expect it to be so challenging, but here I am peeing on everything but the toilet bowl… really feel for parents of little boys…"

Young boys make a mess when peeing because they are uncoordinated and still learning. You make a mess while peeing because you have piss-diverticulitis and a fake urethra made out of arm skin. You are not the same.

I also found this funny excerpt from a post:
"What has been the biggest trans/gender-related highlight of your holiday season?

3. Standing to pee in the bathroom and knowing my parents could 100% hear the pee noise through the floor and door with how loud it is hitting the bowl and there not being any weirdness or comments around it. Growing up I was told I couldn’t practice with my STP int the house because it was too loud and would be weird to explain if people were over or showed up- it’s such a distinct sound and just echos through the house with the acoustics. So no comments to me was a sign of acceptance of me standing to pee as normal now. Which feels really good. "

Jesus, is the toilet in the living room with a microphone attached to it? I don't remember ever distinctly hearing someone pee if I wasn't in the room with them. No wonder she's so fucked up if she's been listening to toilet acoustics her whole life.
 
Another troon having lots of pain. The name for this troon is thespecialgirl.
Butcher is Dr. Min Jun from San Fransisco.

He's barely a month in and he's seeking cope and assurance from other troons by spamming 3 troon subreddits with the same post within a few moments as shown here: (A)
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Here's what the cope post says (A)
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I’m just over a month post SRS and I am struggling mightily. Being stuck inside for the last month, still not being able walk normally, and frankly a lack of support from the outside world has destroyed me. I had a massive breakdown the weekend before surgery and yesterday tried to kill myself again. My boyfriend who is taking care of me called 911. I denied the officers offer of going to a crisis center, I am too scared of not being able to dilate and having to live thru this hell all over again. I know this is a sensitive topic but I am in complete agony, has anyone gone thru something like this during SRS recovery? Are there ways to go get long term serious mental health help including inpatient care without losing my recovery? I just don’t know how much longer I’ll make it.

So he likely tried to OD or something since he didn't neck himself correctly. He may be desperate but he's desperate for attention and cope.

He keeps saying he's happy about his result and that the pain was bearable just 2 days ago.
He posted this around the same time as his 4 weeks post-op result.
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Claims his surgeon did a great job.
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He does a great job. I don’t provide personal photos but you can look him up and see more results, trained by Bluebond at NYU and does the exact same technique (although I think his aesthetics are better).

Bowers is extremely problematic, her guidance of WPATH and comments on trans kids have hurt the community and helped to fuel a national firestorm. Its also a bit of can’t teach an old dog new tricks with her lack of acceptance of hybrid peritoneal flap techniques that clearly offer advantages versus standard penile inversion.


To add to the disgust of the troon that sticks his dilator into his FTM "boyfriend", he's been sampling his dead skin from his discharge and complains of it being too salty to the point he wonders where the salt comes from.
The topic was so disgusting a mod locked it (A)
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At 14.5 weeks I don’t get why my wound on the floor of the canal near the entrance is taking so long to close (most of the other wound separation proper resolved by week 6-7). I’m an NYU patient who underwent peritoneal flap vaginoplasty.
Recently I’ve been reading about the damage hyper-osmolar lubes can cause from essentially being so salty or concentrated with solutes that the lubes can dehydrate and rupture the vaginal lining (applies to any squamous epithelial tissue including skin regardless of squamous epithelial type). Because of this I’ve switched away from surgilube to sliquid H2O and sliquid satin (has no silicone ; uses aloe and carreegnan instead).
Sometimes my discharge still comes up whitish cloudy especially after an hour-long dilation. My post dilation discharge (I don’t really discharge that much outside dilation) tastes a lot saltier than my sliquid lube (which doesn’t taste salty at all, just sour from citric acid). Where is the salt coming from? I know it has to be from my body. Is it dead cells sloughing / lysing into the vaginal canal, or is it from discharge from my peritoneal flap tissue, or am I squirting during dilation and not realizing it? Is urethral secretion supposed to be that salty? The discharge is clear (sometimes chalky in appearance or with traces of yellowish fibrinous strands), odorless but has a similar saltiness to that of blood (without the iron / heme aftertaste). This makes me think the salty discharge must be isotonic to serum / blood plasma / interstitial fluid.

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Chayadoing
And isn’t it common practice to taste yourself (orally or vaginally) before letting your partner kiss you or go down on you especially in the morning?
And if discharge is odorless one can use one’s divinely-given abilities to use all five senses
As a former sex worker (when I was homeless) I’ve had to taste far worse. I’m sorry that we are not all as posh or bon chic bon gens as you seem to prefer in your peers
What was your MCAT score?


BettyBob420
No, that's not common practice in the least. Typically people brush their teeth so their breath doesn't stink, so I don't see how that correlates. As far as vaginal discharge goes, I don't think anyone else's first or even a reasonable reaction would be to taste it...Same goes for lube(unless it's flavored and specifically labeled as edible.) Your sense of smell and taste are not a legitimate gauge for discerning a pathogen from something innate. Do you think you could smell or taste ebola without being infected by it? That's crazy. Regardless of what you did as a sex worker, you don't have to go that route now. It doesn't have anything to do with being posh. It's basic hygiene. You're in for a rude awakening if you make it to medical school and start saying crazy stuff like this. It's probably time to rethink your standards concerning hygienic practices. Just because your grossness hasn't caused you significant suffering doesn't mean you won't cause a patient significant suffering. I don't need to take the MCAT to be able to understand the tube of surgilube where it says do not ingest.



BettyBob420
Weaning yourself off surgilube? Were you addicted to eating it? You should not be ingesting your lube unless it's specifically labeled as edible.



chayadoing
It’s bacteriostatic … it kills off good flora as well as bad please use common sense. In addition, its pH can be as high as 7. So once you withdraw using it, you have to be careful to establish non-pathogenic acidophilic bacteria in its place. I’m transplanting flora from my partner (who was born with a vagina) using my dilator
For someone talking down to me it’s really odd that you have to have everything explained in baby terms. You don’t spend most of your off time on Rugby Rd, do you?
 
>be sexless horny nerd
>works in IT
>consumes gynocentric-androgynous-anime
>starts consuming hentai
>more hentai
>watches drugged whore getting railed hard
>squirt(pee) all over the cam
>nerd never was even remotely attractive or masculine in any conventional way
>subconscious realization he will never be the big dicked stud to rail a hungry whore
>thinks of being a hungry whore instead
>tucks his micropenis
>takes hormones
>jerks off to his gyno
>decides for SRS
>at evaluation a mentally retarded therapist with mental maturity of a toddler gushes with love bombing
>you go grill, chop off your penis queen
>sketchy doctor promises multiple full body orgasm just like in hentai he likes to watch so much
>after surgery wake up with goulash gash between the legs
>dilation is not cute and does not give full body orgasms, it's a searing hot pain stretching thin inflamed tissues causing more scarring and tearing
>necrotic crotch drops off pieces of spoiled meat
>on the toilet seat piss splashes down his thighs
>yay squirts
>brown viscous liquid starts to pour out like diarrhea
>yay full body orgasm
>dies the same day overdosing on pain killers
 
I am a little (way) out of date on this thread.

Can someone fill me in on who are our main players nowadays?

Stumpy - Detrans’ed?
Trench - Still slathering herself with every fluid she can find?
Tentacle Dick -
Elephant Dick -
d00leys - Cope series still ongoing?

New entries…

Yucca - Stumpy pt. 2?

I am tempted to suggest we create an official KF death pool for some of our fabourite walking horrors.

Edit. Realised that they are all women. Interesting. Have we got any thread famous men or are the fake penis cope stories just more long-winded and interesting thsn the amhole?
Shark Boy might be the MTF OG of the thread. Landon Hiscock, as previously mentioned. The Stephen King lookalike with the pus pussy.
 
@BBChannel

For some reason I can't find (on reddit) that last exchange you posted, but that Chayadoing poster is something else. MTF formerly homeless Asian sex worker Jewish (Conservative/Reform) convert EMT worker on Medicaid involved with an FTM (who inserts T-induced micro-penis into nu-vulva but also retains a vagina, so Chayadoing routinely transfers partner's bacteria into the nu-vag), on HRT for 9 years pre-bottom surgery but was desperate to get testosterone-taking partner pregnant within 6 months before surgery, aiming for med school and pretends (in attitude/knowledge level*) to be a doctor already [update: may have been accepted at Maryland], has been in-patient hospitalized (PTSD, previously believed to be schizoaffective disorder) two dozen times, lied about not having been vaccinated for the 3rd covid booster bc the wait was longer and that appointment coincided with Rosh Hashanah, and is currently experiencing flashbacks when dilating bc the dilation causes involuntary orgasms on the highest level, echoing memories of an "ex-father" coming into the room at night, forcing himself on Chaya, and giving Chaya unwanted orgasms [phrasing comes from the post, not me].

*"as it happens I'm intimately aware of the mechanics of HPG suppression so if we could fast forward past elementary biochem that would be great"

"I just feel very frustrated that you're baby talking to me when I'm a working class healthcare worker with an MS in biochemistry and an MCAT of 519. It's very off putting"

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Also:

"my partner is getting his IUD removed..."

To be fair, this poster was severely abused as a child and PTSD is no surprise. But their attitude is obnoxious, and I'm going to go out on a limb and posit that transitioning would be unlikely but if not for being raped by his father repeatedly. Also unclear when/why the homeless arc, since they went to a good undergrad (UVa, which is the source of that dig about Rugby Road at someone in one of the screenshots you posted - Rugby Road is fraternity/sorority row at that school), then did some post bac stuff before getting the MS and taking the MCAT the first time (6 or 7 years ago). The MS in biochem to homeless sex worker path is a road less traveled.
 
Facial Feminization Surgery of Gabbi/Gabe Tuft, a former wrestler:


Horrifying swelling after FFS revision:


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@BBChannel

For some reason I can't find (on reddit) that last exchange you posted, but that Chayadoing poster is something else. MTF formerly homeless Asian sex worker Jewish (Conservative/Reform) convert EMT worker on Medicaid involved with an FTM (who inserts T-induced micro-penis into nu-vulva but also retains a vagina, so Chayadoing routinely transfers partner's bacteria into the nu-vag), on HRT for 9 years pre-bottom surgery but was desperate to get testosterone-taking partner pregnant within 6 months before surgery, aiming for med school and pretends (in attitude/knowledge level*) to be a doctor already [update: may have been accepted at Maryland], has been in-patient hospitalized (PTSD, previously believed to be schizoaffective disorder) two dozen times, lied about not having been vaccinated for the 3rd covid booster bc the wait was longer and that appointment coincided with Rosh Hashanah, and is currently experiencing flashbacks when dilating bc the dilation causes involuntary orgasms on the highest level, echoing memories of an "ex-father" coming into the room at night, forcing himself on Chaya, and giving Chaya unwanted orgasms [phrasing comes from the post, not me].

*"as it happens I'm intimately aware of the mechanics of HPG suppression so if we could fast forward past elementary biochem that would be great"

"I just feel very frustrated that you're baby talking to me when I'm a working class healthcare worker with an MS in biochemistry and an MCAT of 519. It's very off putting"

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Also:

"my partner is getting his IUD removed..."

To be fair, this poster was severely abused as a child and PTSD is no surprise. But their attitude is obnoxious, and I'm going to go out on a limb and posit that transitioning would be unlikely but if not for being raped by his father repeatedly. Also unclear when/why the homeless arc, since they went to a good undergrad (UVa, which is the source of that dig about Rugby Road at someone in one of the screenshots you posted - Rugby Road is fraternity/sorority row at that school), then did some post bac stuff before getting the MS and taking the MCAT the first time (6 or 7 years ago). The MS in biochem to homeless sex worker path is a road less traveled.
It's a troon. Believing 90% of anything in their backstory is stupid.
 
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