Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

  • 🐕 I am attempting to get the site runnning as fast as possible. If you are experiencing slow page load times, please report it.
Yucca update!
*GRAPHIC* Positive update on necrosis.
snfjpg2a83aa1.png259iaev983aa1.pngxareaa7a83aa1.png78tftcy883aa1.pngr250s45983aa1.pngocwzz4c983aa1.png2iep0pg983aa1.pngoablt6n983aa1.png
Link | Archive
Another update from me! This time a little more positive. Swipe to the end of you want to see some euphoric pics instead of just surgical stuff. I have a nice picture of me standing with my penis hanging and one of my bulge. Feels good to be able to include some happier pictures.

So I've been treating my necrosis with silvadene, an antibacterial ointment, and oral antibiotics. Prior to my post-op appointment yesterday I saw serious improvement. The necrotic part was actually starting to come off and new pink skin was underneath.

I went to my post-op yesterday and both the nurse Meagan and RBL thought it looked so much better. My hematoma has healed really well. It's still open a little but it's so small now it's insane. RBL got right in there with scissors and cut off the necrotic parts. It (obviously) didn't hurt at all since I have no sensation but it was a little freaky lmao. The best thing about that is I no longer smell like a zombie. They dressed it with aquacel and I no longer have to use the silvadene, just the antibacterial ointment. Things still look very raw and scary, but RBL assured me that it would all heal just fine. She said aesthetically it will all come together and it's unlikely I will loose much length. That's not a concern of mine. I wanted something between 4 and 5 inches but closer to 4, and I'm 4.75" so we definitely have length to work with.

I had a bunch of my restrictions loosened and I feel more like a human being! I was feeling so good I was able to walk to my PT and OT appointments, which are both in different buildings. We usually get an Uber but I am feeling so much better. I can sit up for 15 minutes at a time a few times a day and when I'm home I can let my penis hang. I still have to keep an eye on everything since I've had so many blood flow issues, but I'm very happy I can do a few more things than before. My left leg is VERY swollen still, so I have to keep it up most of the time. It's definitely getting in the way of me being able to use it but it should go down with time.

I included two semi recent pictures of my arm. It looks even better today but I'm lazy lol. I have excellent mobility and it's getting better every day. I feel like I can do most things with my left hand that I can do with my right now. I have no concerns about being able to return to my activities when I'm ready.

All's well that ends well right? I feel a lot more positive and I feel like things are moving in an excellent direction. I can't wait to get back to more of my normal life slowly but surely. Feel free to ask any questions!
Screenshot 2023-01-05 102840.png
 
OK so I have a question if you're a tranny and you're on hrt and lets say you can no longer get it then what happens?
What usually happens when you stop shooting toxic chemicals into your body? You get better. Perhaps you are too far along and stopping is like plugging a leak on the titanic as it sinks, but you get the idea.
 
Yucca update!
*GRAPHIC* Positive update on necrosis.
Link | Archive
Another update from me! This time a little more positive. Swipe to the end of you want to see some euphoric pics instead of just surgical stuff. I have a nice picture of me standing with my penis hanging and one of my bulge. Feels good to be able to include some happier pictures.

So I've been treating my necrosis with silvadene, an antibacterial ointment, and oral antibiotics. Prior to my post-op appointment yesterday I saw serious improvement. The necrotic part was actually starting to come off and new pink skin was underneath.

I went to my post-op yesterday and both the nurse Meagan and RBL thought it looked so much better. My hematoma has healed really well. It's still open a little but it's so small now it's insane. RBL got right in there with scissors and cut off the necrotic parts. It (obviously) didn't hurt at all since I have no sensation but it was a little freaky lmao. The best thing about that is I no longer smell like a zombie. They dressed it with aquacel and I no longer have to use the silvadene, just the antibacterial ointment. Things still look very raw and scary, but RBL assured me that it would all heal just fine. She said aesthetically it will all come together and it's unlikely I will loose much length. That's not a concern of mine. I wanted something between 4 and 5 inches but closer to 4, and I'm 4.75" so we definitely have length to work with.

I had a bunch of my restrictions loosened and I feel more like a human being! I was feeling so good I was able to walk to my PT and OT appointments, which are both in different buildings. We usually get an Uber but I am feeling so much better. I can sit up for 15 minutes at a time a few times a day and when I'm home I can let my penis hang. I still have to keep an eye on everything since I've had so many blood flow issues, but I'm very happy I can do a few more things than before. My left leg is VERY swollen still, so I have to keep it up most of the time. It's definitely getting in the way of me being able to use it but it should go down with time.

I included two semi recent pictures of my arm. It looks even better today but I'm lazy lol. I have excellent mobility and it's getting better every day. I feel like I can do most things with my left hand that I can do with my right now. I have no concerns about being able to return to my activities when I'm ready.

All's well that ends well right? I feel a lot more positive and I feel like things are moving in an excellent direction. I can't wait to get back to more of my normal life slowly but surely. Feel free to ask any questions!
View attachment 4194011
Does the "neophallus" even have sensory feeling? (Either in theory or in practice, and more than "I can feel when this numb piece of skin is pushed against other feeling parts of my body)
FFS, just wear a packer or silicone dick at that point. You get to experience a gender euphoric bulge and keep an intact clitoris/forearm.
 
Does the "neophallus" even have sensory feeling? (Either in theory or in practice, and more than "I can feel when this numb piece of skin is pushed against other feeling parts of my body)
FFS, just wear a packer or silicone dick at that point. You get to experience a gender euphoric bulge and keep an intact clitoris/forearm.
No. None at all. Which is why one of the aspirations is to get “nerve hookup,” a statement that reminds me of Doc Brown trying to connect the wire to the lightning rod atop the clock tower in Back to the Future.
 
Does the "neophallus" even have sensory feeling? (Either in theory or in practice, and more than "I can feel when this numb piece of skin is pushed against other feeling parts of my body)
FFS, just wear a packer or silicone dick at that point. You get to experience a gender euphoric bulge and keep an intact clitoris/forearm.
She actually answers this here
"RBL got right in there with scissors and cut off the necrotic parts. It (obviously) didn't hurt at all since I have no sensation but it was a little freaky lmao."
I do believe that claims they can sense basic pressure and temperature change after a few years is probably true but anything more is likely bullshit. The reason I think this is that often the people that do claim more tend to be the more shady TiFs and if we go by similar examples from normal procedures ( injury grafts, amputation of limbs, etc) you never get anything near a 100% sensation recovery; even after decades.

I've never seen an example where nerve hookup worked so I consider it quackery.
 

This is clearly a joke right? I dont wanna check in case its real. Im just gonna assume i missed out on it when it was a popular meme er sumn, and im just late to the party.
OK so I have a question if you're a tranny and you're on hrt and lets say you can no longer get it then what happens?
View attachment 4193178

The fucking answer :story: so close, yet so unselfaware. How does the irony not bitch slap these retards upside the head when theyre saying shit like "dont try to control everything, just enjoy where you are in life"?!
 
Some penises are ugly as sin m'kay? .
“It’s a penis, not a sunset.”
Surprised so many of my feminine kind have been jealous of the STP thing. (Although I know, not obsessed). I don’t camp, so can’t speak to that. Live in a crowded state so am never farther than 15 minutes from a bathroom. As a kid we just ran into whoever’s house we were near, assuming we were outside. The only one I related to is a filthy gas station bathroom but that’s where the hover comes in or the hold and wait for the next one.
Don’t forget to do your squats, ladies!

I hope Ashley/ton keeps us informed about her split dog. I’m very curious to know if the surgery works and how she copes if it doesn’t. Assuming she even tells us. Never peeing again might be too much to keep the false cheer, I love my life thing going.
 
Yucca update!
*GRAPHIC* Positive update on necrosis.
Link | Archive
Another update from me! This time a little more positive. Swipe to the end of you want to see some euphoric pics instead of just surgical stuff. I have a nice picture of me standing with my penis hanging and one of my bulge. Feels good to be able to include some happier pictures.

So I've been treating my necrosis with silvadene, an antibacterial ointment, and oral antibiotics. Prior to my post-op appointment yesterday I saw serious improvement. The necrotic part was actually starting to come off and new pink skin was underneath.

I went to my post-op yesterday and both the nurse Meagan and RBL thought it looked so much better. My hematoma has healed really well. It's still open a little but it's so small now it's insane. RBL got right in there with scissors and cut off the necrotic parts. It (obviously) didn't hurt at all since I have no sensation but it was a little freaky lmao. The best thing about that is I no longer smell like a zombie. They dressed it with aquacel and I no longer have to use the silvadene, just the antibacterial ointment. Things still look very raw and scary, but RBL assured me that it would all heal just fine. She said aesthetically it will all come together and it's unlikely I will loose much length. That's not a concern of mine. I wanted something between 4 and 5 inches but closer to 4, and I'm 4.75" so we definitely have length to work with.

I had a bunch of my restrictions loosened and I feel more like a human being! I was feeling so good I was able to walk to my PT and OT appointments, which are both in different buildings. We usually get an Uber but I am feeling so much better. I can sit up for 15 minutes at a time a few times a day and when I'm home I can let my penis hang. I still have to keep an eye on everything since I've had so many blood flow issues, but I'm very happy I can do a few more things than before. My left leg is VERY swollen still, so I have to keep it up most of the time. It's definitely getting in the way of me being able to use it but it should go down with time.

I included two semi recent pictures of my arm. It looks even better today but I'm lazy lol. I have excellent mobility and it's getting better every day. I feel like I can do most things with my left hand that I can do with my right now. I have no concerns about being able to return to my activities when I'm ready.

All's well that ends well right? I feel a lot more positive and I feel like things are moving in an excellent direction. I can't wait to get back to more of my normal life slowly but surely. Feel free to ask any questions!
View attachment 4194011
I have a pretty strong stomach but the written update on this one made me nauseous. It's worse than the pics.
 
Yucca update!
*GRAPHIC* Positive update on necrosis.
Link | Archive
Another update from me! This time a little more positive. Swipe to the end of you want to see some euphoric pics instead of just surgical stuff. I have a nice picture of me standing with my penis hanging and one of my bulge. Feels good to be able to include some happier pictures.

So I've been treating my necrosis with silvadene, an antibacterial ointment, and oral antibiotics. Prior to my post-op appointment yesterday I saw serious improvement. The necrotic part was actually starting to come off and new pink skin was underneath.

I went to my post-op yesterday and both the nurse Meagan and RBL thought it looked so much better. My hematoma has healed really well. It's still open a little but it's so small now it's insane. RBL got right in there with scissors and cut off the necrotic parts. It (obviously) didn't hurt at all since I have no sensation but it was a little freaky lmao. The best thing about that is I no longer smell like a zombie. They dressed it with aquacel and I no longer have to use the silvadene, just the antibacterial ointment. Things still look very raw and scary, but RBL assured me that it would all heal just fine. She said aesthetically it will all come together and it's unlikely I will loose much length. That's not a concern of mine. I wanted something between 4 and 5 inches but closer to 4, and I'm 4.75" so we definitely have length to work with.

I had a bunch of my restrictions loosened and I feel more like a human being! I was feeling so good I was able to walk to my PT and OT appointments, which are both in different buildings. We usually get an Uber but I am feeling so much better. I can sit up for 15 minutes at a time a few times a day and when I'm home I can let my penis hang. I still have to keep an eye on everything since I've had so many blood flow issues, but I'm very happy I can do a few more things than before. My left leg is VERY swollen still, so I have to keep it up most of the time. It's definitely getting in the way of me being able to use it but it should go down with time.

I included two semi recent pictures of my arm. It looks even better today but I'm lazy lol. I have excellent mobility and it's getting better every day. I feel like I can do most things with my left hand that I can do with my right now. I have no concerns about being able to return to my activities when I'm ready.

All's well that ends well right? I feel a lot more positive and I feel like things are moving in an excellent direction. I can't wait to get back to more of my normal life slowly but surely. Feel free to ask any questions!
View attachment 4194011
That is fucking horrific, still. I fail to see how that can be positive in any way, shape or form other than death having not occurred yet.
 
If you haven't had your ovaries or testicles removed, you "go back to normal", with whatever long-term damage the cross-sex hormones have caused. If you have had them removed, your body will not function properly. Fatigue, muscle and bone wastage, weight gain, hot flashes. Think the menopause but worse.

Turning back to the Reddit post (reddit.com, archive.ph), I can't help but feel that when faced with the apocalypse you might have more pressing concerns than access to cross-sex hormones (as in, the end of the world and your impending death).
This is legit what (the doomier) heroin addicts wOrry about- except it actually makes sense because who the fuck wants a massive physical withdrawal on top of BBC Threads 1984 .
And I guess, other people on drug they actually need.
Lottttta people in actual trouble if they stop whatever cold Turkey. Muh dysphoria can fuck off. If you’re FTM the damage is done and nothing will “undo” and if you’re MTf it didn’t do much anyway.
Pretty sure no one’s gonna notice or care about your skin lookin slightly less soft under the 3rd degree burns
 
Our stunning little man just posted an update:

[OG Link in case someone can archive it - Link]
Edit to add commentary after because upload was being weird and I have no patience:

So she still can't make a kissy face, and isn't sure she'll ever be able to again. I imagine a few facial functions will now be beyond her grasp or made harder - using a straw, puckering at sour food, kissing.

But at least she can pee now! Totally couldn't have used a STP device to emulate the gender feels.

And finally, the best for last - she's applying Neosporin to her sewn up WeenieBaby® like a madman and staining her pants left and right. I wasn't expecting to cap this off with the mental image of a demented, aspirational FtM coomer strutting the city with her suspicious stains, but boy am I glad it did. Oh man, where's the ceiling to this shit? :stress:
 
Last edited:
Our stunning little man just posted an update:
View attachment 4196999

Edit to add commentary after because upload was being weird and I have no patience:

So she still can't make a kissy face, and isn't sure she'll ever be able to again. I imagine a few facial functions will now be beyond her grasp or made harder - using a straw, puckering at sour food, kissing.

But at least she can pee now! Totally couldn't have used a STP device to emulate the gender feels.

And finally, the best for last - she's applying Neosporin to her sewn up WeenieBaby® like a madman and staining her pants left and right. I wasn't expecting to cap this off with the mental image of a demented, aspirational FtM coomer strutting the city with her suspicious stains, but boy am I glad it did. Oh man, where's the ceiling to this shit? :stress:
Oh my god, the world should have ended in 2012 after all. This is definitely somewhere in the top 5 worst things I've run into in this entire thread. I've been sitting here for 10 minutes and I still can't put my horror into words :cryblood:
 
Oh my god, the world should have ended in 2012 after all. This is definitely somewhere in the top 5 worst things I've run into in this entire thread. I've been sitting here for 10 minutes and I still can't put my horror into words :cryblood:
I rewatched it and, yeah, I can see why you think that.

I didn't really notice a few things at first; with some more attention you see she's got her mouth twisted in a slight, perpetual sneer - one corner of her mouth is clearly higher than the other. And it is probably because, like she's saying, she has skin missing inside one of her damned CHEEKS and... can't... physically fucking relax her mouth ever again.

Which is maybe why her speech is also punctuated with frequent pauses and sharp inhales through the nose. Though the pauses could just be the steady decline in her ability to cope with and process the horrors eventuating across her bodily form in real time.

She's also wincing and trying to hide it but, again, could be equal measures dealing with the physical pain vs. trying and failing to cope.
 
Back