Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[AfghanBlue]

No, dicks don't float much.

We all float down here, Aiden

 

[batteredpancakes]

A post top surgery TiF has posted her chest and wondering if she has a malformed rib cage from years of binding.

Spoiler: Top surgery

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Ribcage bent in strange shape from binding...?​

I've been binding for about 3 years but had to stop in the months leading up to my surgery because it just was hurting too much. It looks to me like the top section of my ribcage, the part that is squeezed by a binder, has sort of caved inwards from the binding pressure, while the bottom of my ribcage where it was not bound flares outward, making that bump? Does anyone else see that? Is that a normal way for ribs to look or is it damage from binding? I can clearly see the bottom of my ribs sticking out further when I look down from above, too. I genuinely can't tell if it actually looks off or if I'm just not used to my new torso yet and overthinking, sorry :p​

Opinions? Looks fucked up to me.

 

[Nuance]

The hubris of these actual schizos willingly paying for surgeries that will make them life long patients. Surgeries they choose, pay out of pocket for, and are so ‘euphoric’ about that also cause permanent sterilization. It’s like a 1920s Eugenicist’s wet dream.

 

[Fapcop]

It took only 7 weeks for this tranny to get tired of dilating.
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Dilation at 7weeks post oponcerns

I’m 7 weeks post op starting today & im still on the number 1 dilator(purple) I was on the 1p? I think it’s a skinny orange one(soulsource ones) but I’m really happy & grateful that I got my surgery, but im tired of dilating, it’s painful at times & painkillers don’t help, I have only around 4.9 inches, i don’t even care to get penetrated through there anymore. Is there any girls that stopped dilation this early & was there any risks? Besides the canal closing which I don’t mind it closing. I got back to work next week & I feel like my dilating schedule will be fucked, I tried taking more time off but my surgeon said I should be fine

Lets see:

• painful / painkillers don't do shit
• inadequate depth
• doesn't want to be penetrated anymore / crotch gash isn't what he thought it would be
• Wants to stop dilating completely. Seems to think stopping dilation is something all TiMs will do eventually
• Didn't think at all about how to fit dilating around work at all. To him work and dilating are incompatible; yet still got SRS

And extra info from his account:

• Has post- op depression
• Has wound dehiscence
• Dumb enough to think he would be hairless after 2 sessions of electrolysis
• Went to surgery without complete hair removal, was warned in a deleted post by many TiMs
• Possibly went to surgery alone; has no friends or family to help (if he did go out of state as he mentions)
• Doctor is a Dr. Brosious whom I've never heard of before but there is an article on him

The surgeon is interesting
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Never seen one with neck tats before

There’s something Patrick Bateman-style legitimately evil about this fucker.

 

[Tard Whisperer]

r/metoidioplasty - 6.5w post op stage 1 w/ dr miro (US team) - u/grapefruitregular798

Spoiler: metoidioplasty

This Aiden is “dysphoric” because her closed up vag hole isn’t completely smooth. “everything’s gone pretty well … except for some excessive bleeding” need blood transfusions and CT scan

Full release meta with UL, v-nectomy, hysto, and scrotoplasty with implants (i chose the smallest size) as stage one of phallo with dr miroslav at mt sinai nyc. Tried to caption this but dunno if it worked

I took these photos because while using a mirror to check out the area, i noticed sort of an indent around the vnectomy site that appeared as tho it may have been slightly open still, but couldnt quite tell. After taking the pics, i can see that it is completely closed, but the way the skin sits does still look like an indent in a way that makes me kinda dysphoric tbh. I dont spend a lot of time looking at taints tho so idk if this is normal lol. Also theres some sort of weird bit of skin around my asshole that looks like a skintag or something, no idea if its related.

I dont see a lot of pics showing everything off from this view, so i figured others might be interested, or maybe someone can tell me if theyve had a similar experience. Im not too worried about it i figure itll look better once its fully healed. Also, my balls look far apart in this picture because i had to spread my legs way far to get a good shot.

Im happy with dr miro's work, everythings gone pretty well other than some issues with the hospital unrelated to his team, and some excessive bleeding on the table (they had to keep me an extra day to give me blood transfusions and do a CT scan)

Im happy to have the natal organs gone and ive come around to like that miro stages it this way for his US patients. However meta has basically caused as much dysphoria as it has relieved. Getting hard and occaisionally urinating is difficult for me not because of any physical issues, but because i still do not feel connected to that area of my body. Especially early on, i would feel like crying aot because i just didnt want to think about my genitals but i was in so much pain it was hard not to.

The surgery and hospital stay was much more difficult for me than i expected and at times i felt like 'why did i go through all this just to still feel this dysphoric'

Thats okay though, because i knew meta was not what i wanted, im just excited that im one step closer to finally having my body feel like mine. the other day i looked in the mirror at my balls and thought 'hey, thats kinda cool actually!' It was the first time id ever had any kind of positive feelings about my genital area

feel free to ask questions

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Ravioli_Fish - Looks good man! Which phallo method are you planning on getting with him? I’ve recently been thinking about doing MLD after my meta with him in a couple months.
Grapefruitregular798 - Thanks! Im getting MLD as well. Because of decorative scarring on most of my body its the only one that would really work for me, but i likely wouldve chosen that site for other reasons anyway. He does a fantastic job, good luck with yours!

Disgusting post about wanting to penetrate her tranny boyfriend in his future amhole with her future rotdog
r/phallo - question about post op sex with transfemme partner

Im going to be having MLD phallo with dr miro soon and really want to hear from anyone whos had experience with either AMABS in general or trans women who have had vaginoplasty. All i ever hear about is experiences with cis women and/or AFABS. I do not plan to get an ED at the time being because of the committment to lifelong surgeries
I have a longterm partner who is interested in vaginoplasty. I have heard some people are able to pentrate without an ED especially those who have had MLD. But again this always seems to be in a PIV with cis women context. I imagine anal penetration without an ED would be even more difficult. If anyone is able to do this successfully i would love to hear
Itd also be really helpful to hear from anyone who has had phallo and had sex with a partner who has undergone vaginoplasty. Either with or without an ED. I read that the vaginal cavity is often not as deep or able to expand as much as that of an AFAB, and that a 4in cavity is the average for vaginoplasty but that it varies based on anatomy and personal goals. My girlfriend isnt huge or anything but shes solidly above average, although once she gets on HRT i know thats likely to change. Not being able to have PIV sex with my her wouldnt be a dealbreaker, i still need this surgery no matter what. but it would really suck to get our hopes up and be dissappointed
The other thing im questioning because of all this is what size im going for with my phallo. I wear a very large packer, in my head i imagine myself having a much longer and narrower penis than ill realistically be able to achieve if i want to avoid complications. I just dont know if anything smaller than 5in would feel right for me, and thats already much smaller than id want it in a perfect world. Which is fine, the size i would want would be too big for my partner anyway. I know MLD often results in a very girthy penis which is an issue for us but i dont have any other options for donor site. Ive lost a lot of weight for this surgery though so hopefully that will help me not need debulking in the future
I figured if what i end up with is too long i could just partially penetrate if we're careful. I wouldnt mind that necessarily, but id like to be prepared for that as a reality since MLD doesnt always have sensation aside from the UL and tdick burial (i will be getting both, and i strongly prefer that the UL extend to the tip) from what i have heard theres mostly sensation at the base and then little to nothing in the head. So if i couldnt penetrate fully i guess id hafta find another way to stimulate myself. After years of using strapons and enjoying it the lack of sensation really isnt a big deal for me anyway (i have very little sensation in most of my body including natal genitals so sex is very much a mental thing for me) i basically just want to know what to expect
I know ill be happy just to have a penis that helps me feel like my body is mine even if its not exactly how i imagine it. I want my partner to be happy too, but im conflicted because i have no idea what size might be ideal for her when she is also post op. I dont want to sacrifice any more length than i have to but being able to have penetrative sex is also one of my main goals.

 

[Less Nasty Old Person]

A post top surgery TiF has posted her chest and wondering if she has a malformed rib cage from years of binding.

Spoiler: Top surgery

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Ribcage bent in strange shape from binding...?​

I've been binding for about 3 years but had to stop in the months leading up to my surgery because it just was hurting too much. It looks to me like the top section of my ribcage, the part that is squeezed by a binder, has sort of caved inwards from the binding pressure, while the bottom of my ribcage where it was not bound flares outward, making that bump? Does anyone else see that? Is that a normal way for ribs to look or is it damage from binding? I can clearly see the bottom of my ribs sticking out further when I look down from above, too. I genuinely can't tell if it actually looks off or if I'm just not used to my new torso yet and overthinking, sorry :p​

Opinions? Looks fucked up to me.

Not fucked up. Her tits just stuck out further than the bulged out lower ribcage from being a fat lil baby. Or sprung from being pregnant. Lots of people have this. You can hide it by becoming grotesquely obese, or by working out hard to bulk up the chest and abs. Fuck, there are even bodybuilders with sticky-out lower ribs and they dgaf about it.

Now that her breasts have been amputated for no valid medical reason, the sprung ribs are more noticeable. She needs to look at a lot more normal humans to understand this but of course it's all about her dysmorphia about looking human.

I'm sure there are surgeons out there willing to help break and reposition her ribs for extra dude bro king points. If she thought breast binding hurt, she's in for an exciting experience.

 

[Geranium]

Quoted in @Tard Whisperer 's post:

Im getting MLD as well. Because of decorative scarring on most of my body its the only one that would really work for me […] Ive lost a lot of weight for this surgery

"Decorative scarring" has got to be self-harm scars on her arms and legs. Coupled with needing to drop a lot of weight, my money is on this woman being severely mentally ill. I'm sure everything will be fine.

 

[AfghanBlue]

Quoted in @Tard Whisperer 's post:

"Decorative scarring" has got to be self-harm scars on her arms and legs. Coupled with needing to drop a lot of weight, my money is on this woman being severely mentally ill. I'm sure everything will be fine.

Imagine going through all that, two wrecked urinary systems and no sexual function or feeling, just to rub out a shitty version of straight sex anyway. Fuck.

 

[Xanax and Wine]

Imagine going through all that, two wrecked urinary systems and no sexual function or feeling, just to rub out a shitty version of straight sex anyway. Fuck.

A version of straight sex neither party will enjoy. Which makes the entire act pretty pointless. But hey at least they feel ~valid~ doing it.

 

[AfghanBlue]

A version of straight sex neither party will enjoy. Which makes the entire act pretty pointless. But hey at least they feel ~valid~ doing it.

this is PEAK VALID and its so weird.

why does everybody have to be constantly validated by everyone else?
its 100% of what they moan about (before they disable themselves with surgery and have bigger fish to fry) - surgeries which they still say they LOVE despite being disgusting messes because they are so valid, even when they are necrosising.

its fucking WEIRD. the whole 'you are VALID' culture has seemingly resulted in people feeling the opposite...i guess cos they got used to the idea of Validation as something to be externally given instead of something you build for yourself?

look at this case- she KNOWS she cant thumb her squishy into his non-stretchy, walled off rot-divot.
and yet she's planning for this fucking wet weekend and the end of two monstrous procedural roads (if they are even lucky)

 

[Näkki]

The metoid to further dysphoria and eventual phalloplasty surgery route keeps cropping up more and more, or is just better documented now.

 

[JPG]

this is PEAK VALID and its so weird.

why does everybody have to be constantly validated by everyone else?
its 100% of what they moan about (before they disable themselves with surgery and have bigger fish to fry) - surgeries which they still say they LOVE despite being disgusting messes because they are so valid, even when they are necrosising.

its fucking WEIRD. the whole 'you are VALID' culture has seemingly resulted in people feeling the opposite...i guess cos they got used to the idea of Validation as something to be externally given instead of something you build for yourself?

look at this case- she KNOWS she cant thumb her squishy into his non-stretchy, walled off rot-divot.
and yet she's planning for this fucking wet weekend and the end of two monstrous procedural roads (if they are even lucky)

Invalids yearn to be valid. Makes sense to me.

 

[Myrtle the Turtle]

this is PEAK VALID and its so weird.

why does everybody have to be constantly validated by everyone else?
its 100% of what they moan about (before they disable themselves with surgery and have bigger fish to fry) - surgeries which they still say they LOVE despite being disgusting messes because they are so valid, even when they are necrosising.

its fucking WEIRD. the whole 'you are VALID' culture has seemingly resulted in people feeling the opposite...i guess cos they got used to the idea of Validation as something to be externally given instead of something you build for yourself?

look at this case- she KNOWS she cant thumb her squishy into his non-stretchy, walled off rot-divot.
and yet she's planning for this fucking wet weekend and the end of two monstrous procedural roads (if they are even lucky)

I find it humorous that these people spend their whole existence seeking approval from others. You could spend a lifetime trying to seek approval or 'validation' from others and still never be satisfied. If your whole mindset and existence is dependent on the approval of others, your life will be miserable.

 

[behindyourightnow]

"Why are these people even allowed to talk in these spaces? Are there really just no rules anymore?"

 

[batteredpancakes]

This is a 22 year old.

Spoiler: Granny tits

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Years of binding and 1 year on testosterone.

It's so easy to sucker girls into this.
All you have to do is have them buy a cheap binder and then after all the damage it does they might as well get top surgery and continue.
Escalation of commitment

 

[behindyourightnow]

This is a 22 year old.

Spoiler: Granny tits

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Years of binding and 1 year on testosterone.

Jesus. No wonder they want them lopped off.

And then afterwards she just looks like a lesbian who's had breast cancer. Them birthing hips don't lie.

It's so easy to sucker girls into this.
All you have to do is have them buy a cheap binder and then after all the damage it does they might as well get top surgery and continue.
Escalation of commitment

And by then you have locked most of them into the cult for life, because most people just don't have the mental fortitude to admit that they ruined their health and destroyed healthy body parts for a lie. They will spend their whole life defending the gender cult, no matter what it costs them, because the alternative is too horrible to contemplate.

The same goes double for parents of "trans kids."

 

[AfghanBlue]

I find it humorous that these people spend their whole existence seeking approval from others. You could spend a lifetime trying to seek approval or 'validation' from others and still never be satisfied. If your whole mindset and existence is dependent on the approval of others, your life will be miserable.

Exactly. I thought this was well known?
Fuck, it’s the plot of every pedestrian kids/younger adult churn-out media production. Yet somehow it isn’t sticking..

Also! As someone who has nursed and provided intimate care to grandmas- they are MILES worse than grandma tits. Even big boobed grandmas! They have like.. turned in on themselves and flopped. And the stupid scar just looks like a reverse image just as stupid as the tits.
If they were not taught that they were supposed to like that result, they would hate it, as it’s striking af and doesn’t look anything like a man’s chest.

 

[behindyourightnow]

I found u/crossfit_crustpunk from her comment under the binder-tits post, saying "Oh my fucking lord my chest is the exact same way!!"

According to her other posts, she is 14 years old. She posts copious amounts of pictures on Reddit listing her age. Not surprisingly, she is frequently targeted by Reddit pedos, and talks about it casually as if it's just an issue of "trans fetishization":


She goes into more detail about being targeted by a 39 year old on Reddit:



She posted a month ago asking how to get top surgery despite only being 14. The commenters, of course, told her that nobody ever gets gender-affirming surgery under the age of 18 and anyone who says otherwise is a lying bigot.

Just kidding!



She posted again today about top surgery. "My parents are considering letting me get top surgery when I'm 16, but we need to get a good surgeon first. Also, I have extreme skin issues and conditions, like papular urticaria, contact dermatitis, dermatographia, and keratosis pilaris. Which is why I'm worried about my healing process if I get surgery."

The people in the sub, of course, were responsible and told her to carefully consider such health issues before committing to major irreversible surgery as a minor. Haha, just kidding again:


She also commented enviously on this post, which features a girl who received a double mastectomy at 15 after only 11 months on hormones.


Some comments:




Remember, everyone, this isn't happening and anyone who tells you otherwise is a stochastic terrorist spreading misinformation and hate.

 

[Tard Whisperer]

I find it humorous that these people spend their whole existence seeking approval from others. You could spend a lifetime trying to seek approval or 'validation' from others and still never be satisfied. If your whole mindset and existence is dependent on the approval of others, your life will be miserable.

I found this very telling r/truscum post on this topic a while ago. look at how the aidens react to one of their therapists telling her this basic truth:
r/truscum - Gay therapist for trans people - u/No_Cardiologist2102

Title sounds a little wacky but I’ll explain what I mean .
Yesterday I had a new therapist assigned to me for just support on being trans / lgbt as a whole .
He was gay , had very left wing belief’s . Which I didn’t really mind at first .
We got into the topic of how to lessen anxiety when out and about and he asked me something like “ all that matters is that your comfortable with yourself , and nobody else’s opinion matters right ? “
I replied no I do care what other people view me as , simply because being read as a female makes me uncomfortable.
I didn’t use the word dysphoric since I thought he understood my point .
Him and the other therapist then begin to tell me that’s wrong . And that only my own opinion matters to be happy .
Like what ? He even admitted that he couldn’t wrap his head around being trans or what it felt like . But he then has the audacity to tell me my social dysphoria can fly away if I only listen to myself … but it’s myself that’s causing the dysphoria … what !?
I want to be seen as a male , and that’s what makes me the happiest , so if I can live off how others perceive me in a positive way . So be it right?
I could be wrong , but I feel as though he diddnt know a lot on trans people as a whole .
My mother was in the room and we where discussing hormones for the future , he tells my mum all of the affects from testosterone are reversible , and that your voice and hair go back to normal if you stop taking testosterone . Wtf how is he an actual therapist ..
He owned an lgbt group I went to last night , made a friend there wich was nice . But I’m not convinced he knows what he’s doing
, am I in the wrong ?

Some comments:

Youre definitely correct. "What other people think doesnt matter!" is only a feel-good sentiment, but it solves nothing and comes from a rather narcissistic and entitled point of view.
We humans are naturally social beings and, trans or not, we generally try to do good things that will give us good feedback from others, because how were regarded in our tribe is important to social creatures like us. For trans people it just plays out in one more aspect, which is whether we pass.
Narcissists though only give half a fuck about that, because they are just parasites on a cooperative society, they always game the system to their own advantage, and they only give that half fuck about how theyre seen by others as a facade, a lie that needs a certain upkeep to continually be able to abuse that society theyre in, but its not really important to their well-being, once they overstayed their welcome they will just move on to new feeding grounds.
Do I say that your therapist is a narcissist? No, cant say one way or the other. But he definitely picked up that narrative, maybe he got it from tucutes, and somehow came to the conclusion that it works for you, too. That alone is questionable enough imho, no professional therapy approach should ever be "Have you tried just not giving a fuck?", and his knowledge about hormones is just the cherry on top.
But yeah, find a new therapist.

Him and the other therapist then begin to tell me that’s wrong . And that only my own opinion matters to be happy .

So this is them being dicks. It's human nature to care about what at least some other people think, and it's not something you can just turn off like a switch. Sounds to me like they weren't respecting that.

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I found u/crossfit_crustpunk from her comment under the binder-tits post, saying "Oh my fucking lord my chest is the exact same way!!"

According to her other posts, she is 14 years old. She posts copious amounts of pictures on Reddit listing her age. Not surprisingly, she is frequently targeted by Reddit pedos, and talks about it casually as if it's just an issue of "trans fetishization":

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She goes into more detail about being targeted by a 39 year old on Reddit:

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She posted a month ago asking how to get top surgery despite only being 14. The commenters, of course, told her that nobody ever gets gender-affirming surgery under the age of 18 and anyone who says otherwise is a lying bigot.

Just kidding!

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She posted again today about top surgery. "My parents are considering letting me get top surgery when I'm 16, but we need to get a good surgeon first. Also, I have extreme skin issues and conditions, like papular urticaria, contact dermatitis, dermatographia, and keratosis pilaris. Which is why I'm worried about my healing process if I get surgery."

The people in the sub, of course, were responsible and told her to carefully consider such health issues before committing to major irreversible surgery as a minor. Haha, just kidding again:

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God damn, now she is posting on r/longdistance looking for a "minor friendly" relationship.
seems to me this poor girl may have some things to work out before getting her body parts removed.

 

[Friend of Dorothy Parker]

I found u/crossfit_crustpunk from her comment under the binder-tits post, saying "Oh my fucking lord my chest is the exact same way!!"

According to her other posts, she is 14 years old. She posts copious amounts of pictures on Reddit listing her age. Not surprisingly, she is frequently targeted by Reddit pedos, and talks about it casually as if it's just an issue of "trans fetishization":

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She goes into more detail about being targeted by a 39 year old on Reddit:

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She posted a month ago asking how to get top surgery despite only being 14. The commenters, of course, told her that nobody ever gets gender-affirming surgery under the age of 18 and anyone who says otherwise is a lying bigot.

Just kidding!

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She posted again today about top surgery. "My parents are considering letting me get top surgery when I'm 16, but we need to get a good surgeon first. Also, I have extreme skin issues and conditions, like papular urticaria, contact dermatitis, dermatographia, and keratosis pilaris. Which is why I'm worried about my healing process if I get surgery."

The people in the sub, of course, were responsible and told her to carefully consider such health issues before committing to major irreversible surgery as a minor. Haha, just kidding again:

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She also commented enviously on this post, which features a girl who received a double mastectomy at 15 after only 11 months on hormones.

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Some comments:

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Remember, everyone, this isn't happening and anyone who tells you otherwise is a stochastic terrorist spreading misinformation and hate.

Can't believe reddit is allowing a 15 yo girl to post topless pics. Breast tissue or not, t or not, medical-related photo or not, reddit, and that sub in particular, is full of predators - as made clear by the 14 yo complaining about her 39 yo one-day "partner."

Would they allow that child to post bottom pics pre/post? Minors should be absolutely banned across the board from sharing unclothed photos.