Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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The lack of evidence for negative results on the clearnet will increase the likelihood for more surgeries, increasing both our entertainment content and the sterilization of troons. RIP the trenders caught in the crossfire.
 
Horrifying top surgery result with Daniel Freet
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info for anyone looking into dr. freet~ i got DI with no nipples on may 4, 2023. i'm under one of my parents insurance (aetna). i saw dr freet on july 11, 2022 for my consult. he said i just needed a letter of rec and that theres no bmi requirement(i was 217 at my consult and was 165 by surgery day, personal choice). my insurance also needed a letter to cover the surgery. i had one online session with a therapist. he was able to write me the letter after ths session(july 28, 2022). i forwarded the letter to dr. freets office through the UThealth app. i waited a while to hear back about approval. in september 2022, i even asked thru the app to make sure they had gotten my letter and they said they had, but were waiting on my insurance. it wasn't until january 26, 2023 (six months later) that dr. freets office called/messaged letting me know that insurance gave the OK! dr freet's office told me they had an opening on feb 3, 2023, which was too soon for me. so i requested to push it out a few months. surgery was scheduled for may 4, 2023. i got a call a month before my surgery from the hospital telling me how much to pay out of pocket ($489.02). eight days before my surgery, a pre-op nurse called, we went thru medical history, questions, and instructions for the night before surgery. i asked about piercings and she said plastic retainers are fine, same w glass plugs, which they taped over. surgery day came, the procedure took four hours. i got my drains taken out may 10, and when i saw my chest, the feelings were UNREAL. i trust dr freet and his team entirely. i was never misgendered (my sex isn't legally changed, i love the city i live in 😩) they even asked for my pronouns. i'm happy w my results one month post op!! i wanted to wait a little before posting so i could be honest abt my experience. oh and my chest has changed a bit since the post-op pic.

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This is so encouraging to see /read. Your results are great, too.

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Glamour magazine had posted something about the miracle of male birth or pregnancy or something this month, and guess what? It featured a... well it's a trans male, or, a natal woman. Why does this continue? I'm tired of seeing it, it's like be threatened with to be clubbed with a rock on a daily basis. Indian quack surgeon as I spoke of earlier in the thread made the rounds of social media a month ago, with people digging up his transplant (implant) article and your average trannies on TikTok saying how they'll be the first for it. Why do people continue to deny reality? More people are asking questions and others are buying it sadly, but what's the obsession with these people by the media? On top of that, I know I'm a casual but the other day a friend of mine asked how and why I knew so much about this deranged and dirty topic and I couldn't even begin to explain it. You've gotta go into the pits of the internet to be able to talk about this stuff without getting blasted. Anyways, thanks for the continuous horrors (or not, I'm lying it hurts but I have to stay up to date so I can ensure that my general knowledge is correct or sane, despite some of the questionable people in various places).

I can't wait to cease to exist so I don't have to put up with this anymore. It's like being addicted to crack, take that as you will.
 
It's like being addicted to crack, take that as you will.
I will take it as your life is boring and monotonous because its dictated by the addiction, you can't do anything that doesn't serve it. The world is very small, consisting of where you use, where you get money, and where you score. Lies trip off your tongue. You can see your mental and physical health deterioatng but are completely unable to do anything about it. You've learned what values you hold based on what lines you are unwilling to cross to feed the addiction. You know you are unacceptable to almost all of society.

While the anaolgy is quite hyperbolic, i can see the parallels. The tunnel vision, rejection from sociaty, and dishonesty. If this is affecting your mental health then please get help. Don't assume all therapists are broken by wokeness. Mine isn't and i've been able to talk about this shit in detail. It helps. Many therapists offer a free first session, at least here. There is a thread here about how people have broached this topic with their friends, maybe that would help? Sorry, i know unsolicited advice is the worst,but i can't help myself sometimes.

ETA to apologise for way OT and add thread i mentioned, TOR won't let met add links properly: https://kiwifarmsaaf4t2h7gc3dfc5ojh...ts-that-troons-are-harmful-to-society.164112/
 
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The lack of evidence for negative results on the clearnet will increase the likelihood for more surgeries, increasing both our entertainment content and the sterilization of troons. RIP the trenders caught in the crossfire.
We would have to get back on the clearnet, first, and people like Liz Fong-Jones and formerly, Keffals have not been making that easy...and many people will automatically discount anything they saw on Kiwi Farms out-of-hand as we are categorized as a "Teutonic" hatesite or something by most of the social media sphere, and that is where most normies get their news.

@batteredpancakes

Is that yellowish stuff under the head of the glansplasty site part of the scab, or is their also necrosis/infection present?
 
. I manage to pee on both sides of the toilet at the same time and have opted to just put down pee pads around my go to toilet to compensate.
My God just SIT THE FUCK DOWN TO PISS
Imagine going through the trouble to put down fucking pee pads for dogs, wasting money and adding more barely biodegradable trash into our landfills when you could just fucking sit. It would be cleaner and you wouldn't even need to touch your gross fuckin pee pads.
I'm beyond having sympathy for these little tardlets.
 
Just imagine the mess and smell. Piss stinks if it’s left. Does she live with her parents? Imagine toilet training your kids as toddlers then going back to wiping up urine daily. Does she live with roommates? Then they’re having a piss covered bathroom and their trash is full of urine soaked pads. It’s just so staggeringly rude and inconsiderate of her to do this. Unless she’s cleaning up properly after every time she goes to the toilet, the bathroom is soon going to be unusable and damaged.
 
@batteredpancakes you really know how to summon vomit from complete randos, don'tcha?
I'm used to looking at a lot of disgusting medical shit. I've never felt like I've needed to vomit and don't care if I'm eating while reading this thread. For the first time, I retched while looking at medical anomalies, because I was unfortunately eating pizza while I browsed.

Congrats, @batteredpancakes. You did it.
 
u/bones_heart_paper is admitting on r/transgender_surgeries he might have made a mistake.
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I've hated having a penis every second of it. But suddenly, 4 months after my vaginoplasty, I have the irrational fear of the possibility the surgery was a mistake

This is a scaaaary topic!

God.. But I don't how to deal with these intrusive thoughts suddenly... And the fact it happened right after I went to see my family who's not very... How to phrase this.. Helping, doesn't feel like a coincidence.

So let's speak facts :

  1. I don't miss having a penis in any way (well I miss a bit the pleasure, because rn I'm at 65%, but that's it)
  2. I may I have gone wrongly for a middle depth vaginoplasty instead of a vulvoplasty (I'm probably nb), but my surgeon says that there ways to let the vaginal cavity slowly close up.
  3. I'm over the moon I can wear clothes without the shape of the penis on my crotch !!
  4. I don't feel the deep euphoria I'd have wished for, in fact I even got scared the first time I saw my vulva (my immediate thought was "oh God, I should I gone for a vulvoplasty", and "what if my mom was right") BUT comparatively I find my body cuter that it used to be, and I also don't feel my crotch dysphoria anymore... But since the dysphoria is gone, I can't be sure it was ever there in the first place!! What if I had made it up???
  5. It's TOUGH being in the healing process, it's not really compatible with feeling sexy down there
  6. I've lost libido for now
  7. I can be naked in front of people now when I could never ever beforehand
  8. I can hug people or dance against people without feeling disgusted at my crotch!!!
  9. (and I think that's the main reason why my brain is terrified by the idea I'd have done be a mistake) my mom didn't want me to do this vaginoplasty... So I'm terrified she would be right. I'm not even scared for myself that I made the wrong choice for my life, I'm scared she would tell me "told you so, if only you'd listen..." like she's the one who knows better for my life, and I grew up with this idea. So going against it, is... Tremendously triggering (as it seems)
It felt good putting this into words. I'm still overwhelmed by this fear. But reading this I can see there's a lot of positive out of this vulvoplasty.
Lets take a good look at his other posts for some info.
Looks like he's posted on r/Nonbinary thinking he might be an enbie instead of a transwoman.
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I just had a vaginoplasty and l'm only now considering I might be non-binary

I'm 33yo, mtf, 5 years of hrt, had vaginoplasty 4 months ago, and l'm only now seriously thinking I might be non-binary.

I'm over the moon I don't have a penis anymore. But it's weird I'm only now considering being nb. It makes sense though, having a penis was such a terrible experience that I couldn't properly consider being anything but a woman. But now I do... And the worst part is that i came out 5 years ago with a woman name, not an nb name.

What's funny is, when I started my transition I thought to myself "what if I'm NB?" then I thought "No, if I am to transition let's not chicken out. Let's go all the way through".

First, it's hard not knowing whether I'm nb.

Second, it's scary walking back toward the male gender cursor, because what if I go all the way there instead of midway 😱

Third, I feel ridiculous having to publicly change my name again 🤦🏻‍♀️

I think I want to switch to nb pronouns and nb name.... 😭 Because recently, hearing my feminin name, in front of everyone, feels uncanny.
And 2 weeks ago he complained about his inability to masturbate.

[3.5 months post vagino] The first weeks the urge to masturbate was huge. But now it's gone... is it normal?​


I've had vaginoplasty the 8th of February, and I remember when I got home the intense frustration of not being able to masturbate.
Week 6. I did masturbate. But since then, I only masturbate to reassure myself once a week and to help feel normal, but I could go months without doing it.. The urge is gone and I'm worried. Is it normal? I'm worried...
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and he posted this interesting revelation on r/questioning.
I think I enjoy being desired by men, and I enjoy desiring women. But the other way around? I'm not sure...
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Definitely an AGP.
He posted a pic as well. This is 5 weeks post-op
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Yes, and he had better get used to chronic UTIs/infections.

It looks like some people are going to be joining the 41% club, soon!
 
I will take it as your life is boring and monotonous because its dictated by the addiction, you can't do anything that doesn't serve it. The world is very small, consisting of where you use, where you get money, and where you score. Lies trip off your tongue. You can see your mental and physical health deterioatng but are completely unable to do anything about it. You've learned what values you hold based on what lines you are unwilling to cross to feed the addiction. You know you are unacceptable to almost all of society.

While the anaolgy is quite hyperbolic, i can see the parallels. The tunnel vision, rejection from sociaty, and dishonesty. If this is affecting your mental health then please get help. Don't assume all therapists are broken by wokeness. Mine isn't and i've been able to talk about this shit in detail. It helps. Many therapists offer a free first session, at least here. There is a thread here about how people have broached this topic with their friends, maybe that would help? Sorry, i know unsolicited advice is the worst,but i can't help myself sometimes.

ETA to apologise for way OT and add thread i mentioned, TOR won't let met add links properly: https://kiwifarmsaaf4t2h7gc3dfc5ojh...ts-that-troons-are-harmful-to-society.164112/
...What? Yeah, you looked into it way too deeply there, friend. The crack analogy was more so of me coming here knowing it's bad for the psyche in terms of seeing such nasty amholes and rotten sausage rolls (self-afflicted unhinged content) but wanting to stay up to date on the madness regardless from time to time. No, my life is not monotonous and I am not addicted to anything besides the smell of freshly chopped wood, and I don't require therapy, but I am glad you've been able to get help yourself. I accept your apology, but I think it would be weird if I didn't feel anything when I came here. I do, because as degenerate and messed up as these people are they're still human beings. Not to say that some of them don't get what they deserve, they surely do. I'd rather none of this even exist but alas, this is reality. And man, is it ugly.


Edit: Forgot to say thanks for the link, so thanks.
 
Ir
> Irrational fear.
I don't think having your penis cut off should be classified as an "irrational fear" but then again I'm on the more sane side of things. There'll be no refunds, no do-overs. You're gonna have to face that fear very, very soon.
 
This one went really bad.
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2 1/2 weeks post op srs with Dr. Ting at Mt. Sinai

Hey y’all, this is my first post in this group but it’s been so helpful to me I thought I should share my experience!

I had srs with Dr. Ting at Mt. Sinai in NYC. When I had my surgery I had some internal bleeding that caused a lot of swelling. Because of the swelling I had to go back into the operating room. My skin began peeling off due to being stretched to the max during the intense swelling. My labia ski color is still coming back and hopefully won’t be too stretched. I also had to have 3 blood transfusions in the hospital.

Once they went in and stopped the swelling I have not really had no pain. My hospital stay was great, the staff was so attentive and kind. Being home has been pretty easy as well. I have wound separation at the bottom of my vagina, but no pain. I am very sore down there. I can see the swelling going down everyday, and it looking better. Dilating is going so easy, I’m very shocked. I’m on the second dilator and getting to the last dot. I’m introducing the next dilator on Monday. I was getting past the last dot the first day, but now I’m not getting there. My doctor says that is just due to the swelling, so I’m not concerned. All in all everything is going well. Dr. Ting says it’s a 50/50 chance I won’t have to have a revision to my labia and clitoral hood. I’m hoping that I don’t need one though. Let me know if you have questions!
 
This one went really bad.
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2 1/2 weeks post op srs with Dr. Ting at Mt. Sinai

Hey y’all, this is my first post in this group but it’s been so helpful to me I thought I should share my experience!

I had srs with Dr. Ting at Mt. Sinai in NYC. When I had my surgery I had some internal bleeding that caused a lot of swelling. Because of the swelling I had to go back into the operating room. My skin began peeling off due to being stretched to the max during the intense swelling. My labia ski color is still coming back and hopefully won’t be too stretched. I also had to have 3 blood transfusions in the hospital.

Once they went in and stopped the swelling I have not really had no pain. My hospital stay was great, the staff was so attentive and kind. Being home has been pretty easy as well. I have wound separation at the bottom of my vagina, but no pain. I am very sore down there. I can see the swelling going down everyday, and it looking better. Dilating is going so easy, I’m very shocked. I’m on the second dilator and getting to the last dot. I’m introducing the next dilator on Monday. I was getting past the last dot the first day, but now I’m not getting there. My doctor says that is just due to the swelling, so I’m not concerned. All in all everything is going well. Dr. Ting says it’s a 50/50 chance I won’t have to have a revision to my labia and clitoral hood. I’m hoping that I don’t need one though. Let me know if you have questions!
A vaginoplasty done with a shotgun would have yielded a better result. The cope is strong with this one.
 
Are these faggots actually diagnosed or just self "diagnosed"? CPTSD is no joke, and letting people troon out with it is unconscionable.
 
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