Megathread Trannies posting their L's Online - Heckin valid people posting their funny misfortunes on the internet

[Gunter Hatherer]

https://www.reddit.com/r/MtF/comments/16hyqy2/does_anybody_else_feel_guilty_about_their_sexual/

https://ghostarchive.org/archive/WnQQj

"Internalized transphobia" strikes again.

Also:

I probably need lots of therapy, but I’m just wondering whether there are any other people with messed-up sexualities out there.

Other people with etc? On Reddit? Ya think?

Troon epistemology:
One commenter blames Ray Blanchard, because noticing a phenomenon causes it.

 

[batteredpancakes]

TiF is considering detransitioning due to still looking female after ten years on T.
Link | Archive | u/ifwewerelovers

Spoiler: I'm considering detransitioning due to not passing after 10 years on T

This is entirely just a vent.

I've dedicated my life to transitioning pretty much, I knew that it was the only way I could ever live my life happily and comfortably. For years I have spent all my savings on hormones, on getting surgeries and voice training and experimental treatments and the entire time I remained hopeful that one day I would just get to live my life freely.

I've done everything I can, I've changed my hair countless times and worn clothes I hate, I've focused on building muscle and religiously apply minoxidil to try to grow facial hair and still I do not pass. I don't know if it's because I'm under 5'0, although I know cis and trans men who are the same height, or if it's because I've got a small waist and wide hips, or if it's because my voice didn't drop a huge amount, or maybe it's a combination of all of these things. All I know is that I am still a woman to everyone, an ugly masculine woman at times but always a woman.

I'm tired of having to out myself to everyone in order to get any kind of acknowledgement or respect, and I'm even more tired of finding out that it doesn't matter anyway because everyone will just misgender me behind my back. I'm tired of coming home each day emotionally dead from the constant misgendering, and of receiving no support from anyone because what do I expect when I look the way I look. I'm tired of not being able to have relationships, of not being desired and loved or attractive to anyone. I'm sad and I'm lonely and I really thought my life and my transition would be different than this. Would be better than this.

And I know passing isn't important for many people but I want to be able to go through life without being criticised for my appearance and having to justify really being trans even from other trans people.

I don't want to detransition but it feels like maybe my only option when I've clearly failed my transition.

"I've dedicated my life to transitioning "
"I have spent all my savings on hormones, on getting surgeries and voice training and experimental treatments "
"I do not pass. I don't know if it's because I'm under 5'0 "
"I've got a small waist and wide hips"
"my voice didn't drop a huge amount "
"...everyone will just misgender me behind my back"
"..receiving no support from anyone"
"I want to be able to go through life without being criticised for my appearance "
"I'm sad and I'm lonely and I really thought my life and my transition would be different than this."

There's no clear shots of her but this close up from a skincare post is all you need to see

 

[Paul Enwerdhoeven]

People who say they aren't racist talk about "black bodies."

In Discipline & Punish Foucault talks about "bodies" like that to emphasize how the locus of punishment shifted from the prisoners' bodies (like flogging criminals in the town square) to their souls (the gay rehabilitation bullshit libtards push). Ta-Nehisi Coates and other black intellectuals copied Foucault to sound smart even though it doesn't really make sense in it's new context; White liberals picked it up from them.

On his divorce:

Do we know where the wife is from? Please tell me it's a 90 Day Fiancée situation and his wife is reporting all this stuff back to a bunch of baffled third worlders.

 

[Procrastinhater]

Ah, the partially disused topic of the gross weird burnt rubber both male and female troons sometimes cook up. That must be hell on a dogs nose. They must literally be able to smell the evil..

A puppers schnoz has 100K× the amount of scent detectors a humans does.

Poor puppers trapped in a room with a troon.
No wonder it leaves the room and is getting angry.

 

[Walrus and Carpenter 2.0]

Do we know where the wife is from? Please tell me it's a 90 Day Fiancée situation and his wife is reporting all this stuff back to a bunch of baffled third worlders.

6'1" but couldn't get an American woman. Getting castrated should have been his first step.

 

[Canned Ham]

Do we know where the wife is from? Please tell me it's a 90 Day Fiancée situation and his wife is reporting all this stuff back to a bunch of baffled third worlders.

I think he said she was Muslim and converted to Mormonism, but can't find the post.

EDIT: probably Iranian

https://ghostarchive.org/archive/9oqso

EDIT2: and his dad had the right idea

https://ghostarchive.org/archive/sSmnO

Also found this while looking - this is grifting because the poster used an older account to spam for GFM, then mysteriously vanished.

https://ghostarchive.org/archive/buiqh

Two Trans Girls: Travelled Across the Country Broke n Scared (self.lgbt)
submitted 4 years ago by XeroBounds
I just crossed the country from Florida to Utah in an old beat up Corolla with my girlfriend and $30 to my name.
The trip took about a week in total of non-stop driving, only stopping to sleep in our car and eat. We ended up sleeping in 100°F+ temperatures in Jacksonville with no AC and stayed in Wyoming where it got down to the teens with no heating.
The past few months have been literal hell on earth. My dad, who before I came out was already very hot-headed and abusive, took a 180° and in March when I told him I was transgender he lost all patience with me. We fought and argued nearly every single day and when my girlfriend came to Florida to stay with me all shit hit the giant, proverbial fan. It started out with lots of yelling and name calling. He always refused to call me Nicole and would purposely call my girlfriend, who is full time trans, ‘boy’ and ‘freak’ and ‘it’ all the fucking time. Stuff started getting out of hand when physical violence started breaking out against me and my girlfriend.
At first my reaction to him getting in her face was violent and I ended up getting the shit kicked out of me on my birthday this last August. My uncle, who was staying at the house for free while we payed rent, and my father shoved me over the corner of a table which injured my back very severely and made it hard to walk for a couple weeks. I was covered in blood from him punching my face and I was basically bruised everywhere.
After that I was just angry all the time. I was working 2 jobs when this happened, totalling about 70 hours a week. It was so much stress and anger built up inside me that it still irritates me to this day. About a month later, in September, 2018, we got in another fight. I was paying him to keep me on his insurance since it was cheaper and I was always flat broke due to how much rent he wanted from me and my girlfriend.
Well, on the 4th he cancelled that insurance and my car was the only way to get to my work since there was no public transportation to it (kinda lived in Nowhere Land, Florida-- not a lot of buses) and it was 20 miles away. I confronted him about it and basically told him he was entrapping me in that house by taking all my money.
Well, he didn't like that all too much and he ended up pushing and grabbing me again and it started a fight, except this time I won. He ended up calling the cops and they took his side, of course, him being a combat veteran and all. In their eyes I was a 21 year old adult male who was a danger to him. Even though he's the one that's laidlayed his hand on me since I was 9 years old.
After I went to jail... my life had basically fallen apart. My girlfriend ended up having to work full time to help support us since the 2 days I spent in jail lost me both of my jobs. A little while after that my car broke down and I was really, really depressed. I ended up trying to swallow a bottle of pills and a bottle of Jack Daniel's after the court dropped the charges on me and my probation ended. Luckily I survived.
I didn't end up doing it obviously. I thought of a better plan. I ended up filming my dad abusing us and sending it to my girlfriend's mom and brother who live in Utah. Well, nevertheless, they were appalled by what they saw going on to their sister/daughter and me. Her mom told us to pack our things and gtfo of there that night that I sent the videos, so we did. We left that house with the clothes on our backs in a crappy corolla we got in at midnight and never looked back once. We ended up traveling from Florida all the way to Utah with $30 to our names and somehow made it.
Well, now that we're here, we still need some help. We came here to make a better life for ourselves but we are flat broke. Like 10 bucks and a pack of skittles broke. I need 32 dollars to get a new ID here in Utah to make it easier to get a decent job out here. Also our car has no gas left and we haven't eaten in about 4 days. I'm starting to feel sick from hunger pains and my girlfriend felt nauseous and dizzy this morning due to the lack of food and being trapped here. We only have till December to move out of here and I'm not sure how we're going to pull that off.
I've never struggled this hard in my life, it feels like I've started over in a new place without any head start. Literally starting again from nothing. I even had to leave my wig and hormones in Florida and I've felt super dysphoric everyday I've been here. We're looking to get enough money to be able to comfortably get our lives back together and be able to have enough time and energy to look for jobs
Please repost and share if you can, and thank you for taking the time to read this, Nicole
We have GoFundMe too set up to help us, if you would like to donate, however posting it in subreddits usually results in a ban.

 

[Basado]

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https://www.reddit.com/r/MtF/comments/16hyqy2/does_anybody_else_feel_guilty_about_their_sexual/

https://ghostarchive.org/archive/WnQQj

"Internalized transphobia" strikes again.

Also:

Other people with etc? On Reddit? Ya think?

Troon epistemology:
One commenter blames Ray Blanchard, because noticing a phenomenon causes it.

This freak definitely is eager to go into the women's restroom. Xe has a girldick after all...

 

[batteredpancakes]

19yo TiF gets told she can't use the men's bathrooms anymore due to her periods. u/GrossPopcorn
Link | Archive

Spoiler: (TW) I got told I couldn't go to the mens bathroom anymore at My job

(TW) periods

I have 2 weeks at this job and it was perfect good pay, insurance, not too stressfull, but this happened, just told by a guard (the employee bathroom is in front of the entrance, eating area and is overseen by a guard) i couldn't go to the mens bathroom in a hushed way and pulled me aside to tell me there was a "situation" (My period or related to it) and they are no longer confortable with me going to the mens bathroom and it's the best for everyone. I regret doing it but i don't want to get into a fight i Won't be likely to win i agreed to go to the women's bathroom for now on, but i didn't go there, i won't go there, i'm planning to stick around (i need the money and detox) to jump towards a new job, i just wanted to vent and some support, i'm pre-t and i let go a Lot of misgendering and general transphobia (people just don't learn and i don't wanna educate everyone on the novel concept of a bi trans man) but this is just too much no, i no longer feel conformtable at that place.

I'm not from the USA btw

This one's confusing me a bit. Did she get blood all over the bathroom or something? Or leave a bloody pad on the counter? I'm a woman and I don't think anytime I've gone to a public bathroom anyone would know I've got my period. It doesn't really influence anything unless you're a gross slob.

 

[Autistic Joe]

Also found this while looking - this is grifting because the poster used an older account to spam for GFM, then mysteriously vanished.

https://ghostarchive.org/archive/buiqh
> I just crossed the country from Florida to Utah in an old
> beat up Corolla with my girlfriend and $30 to my name.

So that post was Oct. 29, 2018, when they had just arrived in Utah. There's a follow up less than a month later - November 23 - they're already being kicked out of the boyfriend's mom's place.

Funny thing, Nov. 23 was the day after Thanksgiving. Perhaps there was a bit of... holiday drama the day before? Wonder if these troons ever figured out the common element in getting kicked out of two different houses, by two different families, in two consecutive months.

Link | Archive | Link2 | Archive
Hello,

We are two transgender girls who just moved from a far away state on a simple promise, that if we got here we would have until January 1st to find a job and get back on our feet. Well, not even a month after we've arrived we're getting thrown to the curb in the middle of November. We both just got jobs but with only one car and one of the jobs having been in walking distance of the place we were staying, we are likely to lose one of them and it's going to put us both into homelessness. We don't have money to get an apartment or efficiency so if we don't get some kind of help soon, we will end up living out of our car.

We came here to live with my girlfriend's family after being in a very abusive situation with my girlfriends dad for a year, a man who physically assaulted my girlfriend multiple times during that period. Her mom told us that if we came and lived with her that she promised we won't be homeless, said it straight to my girlfriends face after her crying on the couch when we got here over the thought that she might end up being homeless.

It's a dangerous world, and for two trans girls living on the streets, with the murder and rape numbers for transwomen, neither she nor I feel safe. To kick us more, we're getting thrown out in winter where it get's down to the negatives here, so we'd be lucky to even survive that let alone the potential threat of rape and possibly murder that we would face living on the streets alone to fend for ourselves.

I'd get it if we were a cis straight couple or even gay couple because they would be able to force themselves to not stand out, but we've both been on hormones for years now and we wouldn't be able to conceal our gender or sexuality very well to protect ourselves if we ended up becoming homeless and forced around people who generally don't take very kindly to people of different genders and sexualities than their own.

So, we've come here to ask for any help we can get, big or small, to support us and repair a false promise and to ensure our survival in this cruel, cruel world. Thank you so much for reading this, my love goes out to everyone who has a heart to help.

 

[SpiceyHuman]

This one is puzzling me as well. Im just picturing a massive bloodtrail lmfao.

Thats not to say that I havrnt been into some womens restrooms that were Silent Hill levels of nightmarish horrors. Women can be fucking disgusting.

 

[Kujo Jotaro]

She probably dropped one of her used tampons into the trashcan in an indiscreet manner(becausemenhaveperiodstoo), it was found by some immigrant of a swarthy complexion and he proclaimed "by Allah, this is haram!", then proceed to HR to file a discrimination case. Thus our pooner was robbed of her man card.

 

[LimeRikki]

19yo TiF gets told she can't use the men's bathrooms anymore due to her periods. u/GrossPopcorn
Link | Archive

Spoiler: (TW) I got told I couldn't go to the mens bathroom anymore at My job

(TW) periods

I have 2 weeks at this job and it was perfect good pay, insurance, not too stressfull, but this happened, just told by a guard (the employee bathroom is in front of the entrance, eating area and is overseen by a guard) i couldn't go to the mens bathroom in a hushed way and pulled me aside to tell me there was a "situation" (My period or related to it) and they are no longer confortable with me going to the mens bathroom and it's the best for everyone. I regret doing it but i don't want to get into a fight i Won't be likely to win i agreed to go to the women's bathroom for now on, but i didn't go there, i won't go there, i'm planning to stick around (i need the money and detox) to jump towards a new job, i just wanted to vent and some support, i'm pre-t and i let go a Lot of misgendering and general transphobia (people just don't learn and i don't wanna educate everyone on the novel concept of a bi trans man) but this is just too much no, i no longer feel conformtable at that place.

I'm not from the USA btw

This one's confusing me a bit. Did she get blood all over the bathroom or something? Or leave a bloody pad on the counter? I'm a woman and I don't think anytime I've gone to a public bathroom anyone would know I've got my period. It doesn't really influence anything unless you're a gross slob.

I bet she disposed of her bloody pad/tampon in an open trashcan and it freaked the men out.

EDIT: Ninja'd. lmao

 

[Criticallacitirc]

19yo TiF gets told she can't use the men's bathrooms anymore due to her periods. u/GrossPopcorn
Link | Archive

Spoiler: (TW) I got told I couldn't go to the mens bathroom anymore at My job

(TW) periods

I have 2 weeks at this job and it was perfect good pay, insurance, not too stressfull, but this happened, just told by a guard (the employee bathroom is in front of the entrance, eating area and is overseen by a guard) i couldn't go to the mens bathroom in a hushed way and pulled me aside to tell me there was a "situation" (My period or related to it) and they are no longer confortable with me going to the mens bathroom and it's the best for everyone. I regret doing it but i don't want to get into a fight i Won't be likely to win i agreed to go to the women's bathroom for now on, but i didn't go there, i won't go there, i'm planning to stick around (i need the money and detox) to jump towards a new job, i just wanted to vent and some support, i'm pre-t and i let go a Lot of misgendering and general transphobia (people just don't learn and i don't wanna educate everyone on the novel concept of a bi trans man) but this is just too much no, i no longer feel conformtable at that place.

I'm not from the USA btw

This one's confusing me a bit. Did she get blood all over the bathroom or something? Or leave a bloody pad on the counter? I'm a woman and I don't think anytime I've gone to a public bathroom anyone would know I've got my period. It doesn't really influence anything unless you're a gross slob.

She's pre-T and just looks like a lesbian with a short haircut.

She must live in a shithole country because apparently there's lots of dead dogs around

 

[Roland TB-303]

I bet she disposed of her bloody pad/tampon in an open trashcan and it freaked the men out.

EDIT: Ninja'd. lmao

Optimistic

there was a "situation"

She admits she did something fucked up.

I regret doing it

More fucked up than we think.

i need the money and detox

That explains it, she’s a degenerate drug addict with no impulse control who spends all her money on drugs.

 

[batteredpancakes]

She must live in a shithole country because apparently there's lots of dead dogs around

Mexico I believe.

 

[The Morning Visitor]

I'm a woman and I don't think anytime I've gone to a public bathroom anyone would know I've got my period.

We can smell it. Any (actual) man that has worked retail knows that stank.

 

[glass_houses]

Optimistic


She admits she did something fucked up.


More fucked up than we think.


That explains it, she’s a degenerate drug addict with no impulse control who spends all her money on drugs.

The phrase "no longer comfortable" is extremely telling. The fact is, her male co-workers were willing to accommodate her so long as she used the facility in an appropriate manner, but she wasn't even capable of that. If it were something like, say, she needs to flush twice on heavy days to rinse the toilet bowl properly, I'm sure someone would have quietly taken her aside and that would have been the end of it. But by the sounds of it, she's done something completely inappropriate and she knew ahead of time that it was inappropriate, but like every fucking borderline that ever lived, she felt the compulsive need to fuck it up for everybody. Add drug addiction on top of that, and I sincerely doubt that she's going to have this job for long because she is going to steal everything she can and wreck everything she can't.

 

[The Gunt Whisperer]

The phrase "no longer comfortable" is extremely telling. The fact is, her male co-workers were willing to accommodate her so long as she used the facility in an appropriate manner, but she wasn't even capable of that. If it were something like, say, she needs to flush twice on heavy days to rinse the toilet bowl properly, I'm sure someone would have quietly taken her aside and that would have been the end of it. But by the sounds of it, she's done something completely inappropriate and she knew ahead of time that it was inappropriate, but like every fucking borderline that ever lived, she felt the compulsive need to fuck it up for everybody. Add drug addiction on top of that, and I sincerely doubt that she's going to have this job for long because she is going to steal everything she can and wreck everything she can't.

I’m going with something not so blatantly egregious (ie an intent to be inappropriate.)

My vote is that she leaves bloody smears all over the toilet seat and can’t be bothered to clean it up. Or maybe tampons in the urinals or something. But probably bloody smears.

 

[glass_houses]

I’m going with something not so blatantly egregious (ie an intent to be inappropriate.)

My vote is that she leaves bloody smears all over the toilet seat and can’t be bothered to clean it up. Or maybe tampons in the urinals or something. But probably bloody smears.

Even smears on the seat are strange. Girls are usually taught (or shamed) to check for smears every time they use the loo, and to clean up afterwards. Maybe it's a country/cultural thing, because I see unflushed shits in public toilets way, way more often than I see blood.

 

[monstrous bubo]

Even smears on the seat are strange

We are talking about a mentally ill girl here. Cleaning up one’s menstrual mess needs doubt triggers her dysphoria, crying, and a lengthy whinge online.