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Fat pooner expressing some more trans joy.

Just wait until you get that roll of skin sewed to your crotch, girl, then you'll finally be happy!
Tumblr lesbian conversion-therapies herself by pooning out, now complains that she doesn't fit in around her "cis het" friends:

Lots of extremely feminine cope in the comments too.
"I don’t like being seen as a threat or creep for just existing. I don’t like the male gender role in straight relationships. I don’t like having to be the initiator and the giver all the time."

As with almost all similar posts, we don't know if she is actually describing the "male" experience, or if she is just describing life as a fat autistic woman with a frog voice. But the fact that she mentions "competitive" makes me think that she has probably at least joined in on some sex-segregated events on the male side and discovered she hates it. Gotta keep up that LARP, though.
Finally, this isn't really an L but this poll on r/FtMStraight made me laugh:


Wearing a binder sucks because I feel like the pressure on my chest only reminds me that its there and i feel like all my binders only push my chest up more, making it obvious that its there. I feel more comfortable and i feel like i pass better when im not wearing a binder, but i’m always so nervous that i’m going to turn the wrong way and itll be seen.
And then bottom dysphoria just sucks. I have a packer but it makes me so dysphoric because its not realistic at all. I suppose it’s somewhat realistic for a boner but not for a flaccid penis. I feel so embarrassed to walk around with it, because it only goes to remind me that I don’t actually have a penis.
I would love to get top surgery, but I have a bunch of weight to lose in order to be comfortable / have the best chance at getting the results I want. As far as bottom dysphoria goes, I would love to get phallo. I genuinely don’t think I could live a long and happy life without it, but the process itself os so expensive and takes so long, I feel like it would take a lot out of me. I just don’t know what to do. I feel stuck. I feel disgusted with myself. I’m sick of being like this.
And then bottom dysphoria just sucks. I have a packer but it makes me so dysphoric because its not realistic at all. I suppose it’s somewhat realistic for a boner but not for a flaccid penis. I feel so embarrassed to walk around with it, because it only goes to remind me that I don’t actually have a penis.
I would love to get top surgery, but I have a bunch of weight to lose in order to be comfortable / have the best chance at getting the results I want. As far as bottom dysphoria goes, I would love to get phallo. I genuinely don’t think I could live a long and happy life without it, but the process itself os so expensive and takes so long, I feel like it would take a lot out of me. I just don’t know what to do. I feel stuck. I feel disgusted with myself. I’m sick of being like this.
Just wait until you get that roll of skin sewed to your crotch, girl, then you'll finally be happy!
Tumblr lesbian conversion-therapies herself by pooning out, now complains that she doesn't fit in around her "cis het" friends:

I've never been athletic or interested in sports, was super nerdy growing up, always knew I was trans and not a lesbian but I still found a safe space in that corner of Tumblr when i was in middle/high school so I have the same taste in music/tv/etc as a queer woman lol. I'm mostly stealth now and very much present as conventionally masculine, but I can't change my interests. I mostly have cis het friends irl and honestly I frequently feel out of place among them, but something in me just really hates the idea of admitting that maybe I'd fit in better among other lgbt people. All I've ever wanted is to fit in with cis het society, so being included in these groups gives me a sense of value that being among other people more similar to me would not. It's like that Groucho Marx quote, "I don’t want to belong to any club that would have me as a member". I know that sounds and is awful, but i want to be brutally honest about what I'm feeling even if it makes me seem like a dick.
I know it's stupid to feel bad about what I'm into just because of gender roles, and that there's no such thing as gendered interests, etc, but I still hate the fact that I can't just have the personality of your average cis het guy lol. Recently I was at a big gathering where everyone other than me was very like...I hate to say "normal" but that's how it felt, and at one point all the guys started a pickup basketball game while the girls watched, and I was just there like.....well I'm super short and have never played basketball in my life so I guess I'll just fuckin sit here with all the women and watch lol. Felt awful, even though logically I know that none of that stuff has anything to do with being a man. I wish I could manually wrangle my personality into something completely different, but unfortunately I'm stuck with this one.
Idk, just wondering if you guys relate or have managed to figure this out lol
I know it's stupid to feel bad about what I'm into just because of gender roles, and that there's no such thing as gendered interests, etc, but I still hate the fact that I can't just have the personality of your average cis het guy lol. Recently I was at a big gathering where everyone other than me was very like...I hate to say "normal" but that's how it felt, and at one point all the guys started a pickup basketball game while the girls watched, and I was just there like.....well I'm super short and have never played basketball in my life so I guess I'll just fuckin sit here with all the women and watch lol. Felt awful, even though logically I know that none of that stuff has anything to do with being a man. I wish I could manually wrangle my personality into something completely different, but unfortunately I'm stuck with this one.
Idk, just wondering if you guys relate or have managed to figure this out lol
Lots of extremely feminine cope in the comments too.
"I don’t like being seen as a threat or creep for just existing. I don’t like the male gender role in straight relationships. I don’t like having to be the initiator and the giver all the time."

I know I am a man and I’m definitely not a woman. I just hate the stuff that comes with being a man. It is so competitive and lonely and people are still so dismissive. I see people telling men who are lonely to just get over it or they deserve it
I don’t like being seen as a threat or creep for just existing. I don’t like the male gender role in straight relationships. I don’t like having to be the initiator and the giver all the time.
I don’t like the expectations of everything and having to be a rock. I also always feel like I need to be cool or have some kind of swag or I’m not good enough.
I don’t like being seen as a threat or creep for just existing. I don’t like the male gender role in straight relationships. I don’t like having to be the initiator and the giver all the time.
I don’t like the expectations of everything and having to be a rock. I also always feel like I need to be cool or have some kind of swag or I’m not good enough.
As with almost all similar posts, we don't know if she is actually describing the "male" experience, or if she is just describing life as a fat autistic woman with a frog voice. But the fact that she mentions "competitive" makes me think that she has probably at least joined in on some sex-segregated events on the male side and discovered she hates it. Gotta keep up that LARP, though.
Finally, this isn't really an L but this poll on r/FtMStraight made me laugh:
