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Tyler held a stream where he was going to play Marbles with viewers, and something bad must have happened. The stream VOD is still visible and I'm watching the final moments. He seemed fine up until the final two minutes when he suddenly starts to sound like he's about to burst into tears for no reason:
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He also does facecam at one point and his bedroom is a mess:
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Watching more of the stream, I genuinely don't know what set this off and I'm not watching the whole thing to find out. Ultimately, he only got 9 people who wanted to play Marbles after only 2 minutes of waiting, so he completely scrapped Marbles. Which is weird, because his Twitter post announcing the stream got 160 likes:
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Yet he seems fine in any moment I check out other than the very end. Very peculiar.
EDIT: He's on stream now crying like a bitch because his livestreaming career is falling off. That's why he had a meltdown, because he didn't get enough bits and subs and views. He's also admitting that the HRT is fucking up his mental state and that even though he's "taking a smaller dose than others, it doesn't mean it's a SMALL dose." Says this has completely changed his perspectives on HRT. He'll see people with 1/10th the Twitter followers getting more engagement than him and that makes him sad.
He's also attributed this meltdown to untreated BPD, coming back from vacation, the election, being creatively bankrupt with his livestreams, "the algorithm" holding him back, etc. He has plans to buy a new vtuber model which will surely save the failing channel. Won't stop making retarded comments about needing to capture lightning in a bottle again, needing to get lucky with Twitch fame again, the "world needs to shine on us" again, and so on.