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[cybertoaster]

and loves to compete and tear down other woman to make herself look cool to the boys.

The entire thread shows the opposite, the average pooner tended to be the quiet girl too afraid of men to even talk to them who got bullied by other girls and would cut herself whenever her intrusive thoughts got too bad.

Whats with TIPs and threatening to rape people in the bathroom?

They drank the radfem rape propaganda kool-aid and think all men are rapists.

more like a threat that they will "seduce" heterosexual women.

I always like to tell pooners to look themselves in the mirror and tell me if they would've fucked the guy who looks like them when they were still straight women.

Never got a "yes".

Exclusively homosexual men can't even go near a vagina. This is a desperate man.

FTFY

"A body like yours" but then she looks like this:

Even without the pooner skin and some exercise she would still be a 6/10 at best for filipina standards. If there's something both pooners and trannies have in common is that they were all mid to ugly before transitioning.

And no, they never regain full function, and the harvesting of major blood vessels in an attempt to make the 'dog viable and sufficiently ennervated it doesn't die and rot off, means the donor arm almost inevitably has its own circulation problems, often edema of the hand as fluid that builds up cannot be drained efficiently, and nerve damage (including harvesting the ulnar nerve for attempted "nerve hookup" that doesn't work because nerves are not USB cables) meaning they have reduced feeling and function in that hand.

I know so many people with serious medical issues from shitty genetics and work injuries that have to go to the hospital at least once a month to get checked to see if they're dying or not that seeing these (mentally aside) healthy idiots voluntarily doing this body horror shit to themselves its becoming somewhat infuriating.

I bet she’s very angry no one ever takes her seriously or find her attractive.

Bingo.

 

[AfghanBlue]

A wild poon took me by surprise in this BBC news video.

https://www.bbc.com/news/videos/c4gx033n6pno

A waiflike Pooner called Oliver discovers hundred year old photographs of Chipping Sodbury inside an old box brownie. Gloucestershire.

Note perfect.

 

[⋖ cørdion ⋗]

I wonder how many soon-to-be-pooners grown up thinking stuff like skateboarding was masculine due to the popularity of Tony Hawk in recent years, meanwhile women were one of the first people to be featured when it came to the sport.
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For those who don't know, skateboarding became a thing as an offshoot of surfing culture, it was surfing companies who first started selling skateboards. They were way more dangerous than the ones today, as if the case with really anything from the 60s.

Which is hilarious cause at no point does a woman think "Maybe I'm not a woman after all" because she's engaging in.. a sport? I swear troons live and die by the idea of aesthetic. They don't wanna BE a skater, they just want to come across as one.

 

[Procrastinhater]

I always like to tell pooners to look themselves in the mirror and tell me if they would've fucked the guy who looks like them when they were still straight women.

Lol sounds like the Pooner version of Buffalo Bills makeup scene

A wild poon took me by surprise in this BBC news video.

https://www.bbc.com/news/videos/c4gx033n6pno

A waiflike Pooner called Oliver discovers hundred year old photographs of Chipping Sodbury inside an old box brownie. Gloucestershire.

Note perfect.

Fucking tragic. Seems like a nice kid. Her parents have utterly failed her, as has everyone else who is playing along with her LARP.
Pandering to a sick persons delusions to the extent you go along with them mutilating themselves is not "kindness" its moral cowardice.
Sometimes you have to be cruel to be kind.

 

[Hybrid Hubris]

Here's some pooner and troon infighting. Troons see pooners for what they are, women, and get jealous. Pooners get mad at this as this invalidates their fake identity.

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Both pooners and troons fall for the "grass is greener on the other side" mentality, mixed in with a cocktail of wanting to be who they sexually objectify, and hatred of their current body with all of its baggage. It really is fascinating to me how these women basically want to be me, a male. From my experience, being a male isn't that great. A lot of times, you're alone with no one to support you and you are expected to fix all your problems yourself, meanwhile women naturally have a support network that helps them out in times of need. There are many problems with being a male. But at the same time, I don't feel the desire to be a woman just to escape my silly male problems. Escapism should never be the solution for the fundamental problems in your life. Feeling jealous that other people have something that you want but can't attain is not a good mindset. There are an infinite amount of things to be jealous over until you turn into a pile of mush. Get over it.
I think that's the problem with my generation that's led to the rise of social movements like this. People have become too weak. They're no longer in the pilot seat controlling their own lives, but want to escape into fantasy land by cutting their penises off and wearing a dress. They cannot resist the siren's song and they crash their ship on the rocks. Me personally, I'm guilty of escapism too, not to the point that I want to turn my penis into ground beef though, but still, not good. But seeing stuff like this, I don't want to fall into the same trap. I want to get better at controlling my life, and not push away my problems, but actively confront them, so I don't become a trooner gooner who's cut their dick off.

 

[brownsuagrbubbletea]

They are so close to getting it

 

[Cun75p4rkl35]

Here's some pooner and troon infighting.

"I know I'm being sensitive" super fucking manly, dude. Is there a difference in male/female writing, because 9/10 I can clock from that alone. Unless a woman's grown up with a ton of brothers or is super butch I can always tell.

 

[and I must scream]

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I hate it. I've always found it intensely dysphoria inducing and objectifying. Like they see me as a shelving rack in some Body Store where they can browse the pretty breasts, uterus, and vagina, instead of seeing, y'know, a living person with feelings. Like their wants and their own feelings about my body, that I'm actively venting about hating, are so infinitely more important than my own, that they just treat me like a Mr potato head doll with mix and match parts, disregarding real life and surgical reality in favor of fantasizing, in the most deeply insulting way. I stopped checking most of the main general trans subs because it was rampant. Objectified as a 'woman' when I was a teenager, now I get to be objectified as 'pretty woman parts' as a man.

Tell me this doesn't sound like she at least partly pooned out because she wanted to escape female objectification, or at the very least, thought it would be a huge bonus. Now she realizes that she still can't escape female objectification. Do you think one day it will click for her that she is a female, would forever be female and thus, cannot escape female objectification, ever?

They are so close to getting it

So. so close.

 

[Less Nasty Old Person]

Chipping Sodbury

I know a lot of Bri'ish place names roll merrily off the tongue, but Chipping Sodbury sounds like a newly repealed criminal offence related to attempting intercourse using the incorrect body parts.

 

[Cun75p4rkl35]

I know a lot of Bri'ish place names roll merrily off the tongue, but Chipping Sodbury sounds like a newly repealed criminal offence related to attempting intercourse using the incorrect body parts.

it sounds like a curse word

 

[deermeat]

"grass is greener on the other side" mentality,

alone with no one to support you and you are expected to fix all your problems yourself,

women naturally have a support network that helps them out in times of need

See this is something men often get wrong.
Similar to how men treat each other being a problem in itself which leads to a lot of the issues men bitch out (though they often blame it all on women). Women have the exact same problem. Women treat each other like complete shit in a way I don't think most men even realize because they're men, and thus don't know what it's like to be a woman, to be raised a woman, and surrounded by women.

Them having "naturally a support network" means nothing if most of those women are unreliable and destructive. Why do you think the term "handmaidens" exist?
Both sexes gotta realize the faults they have with society and all that has to do with their own sex, not blaming it on the other sex as if the other sex has it better. This is what lead to troonery in the first place.

Whwnever there is a prosperous time in hsitroy, it was mostly due to weak men being shunned by other men and weak women being shunned by other women. Weak women pick out weak men, weak men pick weak women. The weakness can work in two different ways, whether the man is dominant or the woman is. Either way, give those people power and you got a weak society that prioritizes weak people regardless of sex.

 

[unwieldy_object]

A lot of times, you're alone with no one to support you and you are expected to fix all your problems yourself, meanwhile women naturally have a support network that helps them out in times of need.

Just my fevered musings but frankly no, "normal" women may have a support network but that's pretty much the case for most "normal" men too, it's just that they work in completely different ways.
But lonely/different people have no support no matter what sex they are, the difference is that men tend to be external about it and women internal and that women don't kill themselves when it gets too bad they just continue to suffer until they've reached the end of their natural life while men do something about it and suck start a shotgun or go shoot something else up.

 

[brownsuagrbubbletea]

Troons see pooners for what they are, women, and get jealous. Pooners get mad at this as this invalidates their fake identity

Sorry to double post but the comments under this post reminded me a discussion a while back on a certain tumblr side group about how tif’s are often the ones standing up for Tim’s but often get such the short end of the stick (as shown with the comment about how acceptable it is to behave this way towards them but the moment you do so towards Tim’s it’s a hellhole).

This isn’t a new thing either i remember something happening to a popular tim

 

[!Felid_Transmuter666!?]

Poonman shakes her baby, and then poons out in prison and becomes a Muslim. All this while also being a menace in the joint on the taxpayer's dime. Interesting parole hearing.

 

[Larry David's Opera Cape]

Poonman shakes her baby, and then poons out in prison and becomes a Muslim. All this while also being a menace in the joint on the taxpayer's dime. Interesting parole hearing.

https://www.fox61.com/article/news/local/outreach/awareness-months/15-years-in-prison-for-mom-who-shook-baby/520-f552f882-631f-4bfd-8d85-3c82177c6921

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NEW BRITAIN In a case a judge called “one of the most egregious” she ever heard, a Bristol woman was sentenced to 15 years in prison Wednesday for shaking her baby so violently that the baby nearly died.
The sentence of Savannah Shepard, 25, is to be followed by five years of special parole. She is prohibited from ever having contact with the girl, now 3. She also is banned from being with her younger child. Both children are in foster care.

Shepard previously pleaded guilty to first-degree assault and risk of injury to a minor in Superior Court. She also was accused of having a weapon in jail.
The 3-year-old needs a feeding tube to eat and is bedridden, Judge Hillary Strackbein said. She has a medicine pump installed in her spine. She is legally blind and she can’t hear.
No one spoke for the little girl, although two Bristol detectives watched the sentencing. No one spoke for Savannah Shepard, either.
She didn’t say she’s sorry.
Asked if she wanted to make a statement, she said, “No, I don’t your Honor.”
She was arrested in March 2011. At the time, a state prosecutor said the baby will probably never walk.
Shepard, who was a part-time ambulance worker, had no prior arrests, a bail commissioner said.
Police said the baby, who was 8 weeks old at the time of the Sept. 3, 2010 incident, appeared to have been shaken.
In the warrant for Shepard’s arrest, a Connecticut Children’s Medical Center doctor who specializes in child abuse said the baby “will never be capable of walking or speaking due to the abusive head trauma she suffered,”
Shepard’s mother, Sandra Belcha, told police she believes her daughter lost her patience and injured her baby by shaking her.
“I believe she is capable of such an act as violently shaking her baby because Savannah is high strung, she has no patience and has no coping skills,” Belcha said. “She gets agitated easily.”
Shepard told police she shook her baby on Aug. 27 and on Sept. 3 after the baby became limp and made odd breathing noises, but said neither shake was violent.
Story by Christine Dempsey, Hartford Courant

That story is kind of shittily written and misspells her mom's name (should be Blecha). Here is another:

https://patch.com/connecticut/berlin/berlin-native-charged-in-shaken-baby-case

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Berlin Native Charged With Injuring Infant Daughter
Savannah Lago Shepard graduated from Berlin High in 2005.

A 2005 Berlin High graduate faces charges in Bristol after an incident last September that left her 8-week-old daughter hospitalized.
On Sept. 3, 2010, at approximately 12:30 p.m. Bristol police officers responded to 56 Atkins Avenue, Bristol in response to a 911 call from Savannah Lago Shepard reporting her eight-week-old daughter wasn't breathing. At that time, patrol officers and Bristol EMS responded and provided medical care to the infant.
The child was transported to Bristol Hospital and then transported by Life Star helicopter to Connecticut Children’s Medical Center in Hartford. It was later determined that the child suffered severe head trauma.
On March 9, after an extensive investigation conducted by the Bristol Police Criminal Investigations Division, Shepard, 23, of 155 Redstone Hill Road, Bristol, was arrested and charged with Assault in the First Degree and Risk of Injury to a Minor.
She was processed at the Bristol Police Department and held on a court-set bond in the amount of $500,000.
She appeared in court on Thursday and her bail was stayed at $500,000. she is next scheduled to appear March 17 in New Britain Superior Court.
Shepard is an EMT with Plymouth Volunteer Ambulance Corps. Her lawyer argued in her brief court appearance that Shepard was trying to perform CPR on her infant, who was in distress.
Television reports said the baby might never walk or talk and could be blind as a result of the traumatic injuries she suffered.

The victim is now 14.

Trying to paste the transcript of the video from Youtube, let's see how badly it fucks up:

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and you said no if you put someone in my someone in my cell I'll physically harm them you're putting someone at risk why
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would you say that just a year ago why I'm not going to be housed with a with a female it's inappropriate that's very
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inappropriate to me I'm a man I'm transitioned you know so and that puts them in an awkward situation too because
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a lot of the women in here are uncomfortable with us too uh you're basically saying that the victim in that
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offense is lying about the details of what happened about the sexual yes the
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sexual why would she why would she lie why would she make that up and you've had four additional convictions for
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making weapons in an institution and actually you used right you stabbed somebody with one of the shanks in one
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of your fights yes ma'am okay great um Miss Shephard's
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available to be first if that's okay perfectly fine all right CH come on we
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are about to watch a parole hearing that just boggles the mind or at Le I know it
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did for me now this mother was sentenced to 15 years back in
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201 for what she did to her infant child she was an EMT someone trained to save
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lives but yet her child is left in a permanent
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disabled State now while locked up she picked up
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more charges as you heard four for for creating sh Shanks for using them but
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also charged with s anger roommate her over 100
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times you know she only just got out of seg in
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2019 yet up for parole about two and a half years early we are going to see a
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parole hearing where in my opinion someone outright lies to the parole board takes no accountability shows
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virtually zero empathy and only a year ago refused to have another s and said
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if she did she would shank her is this person safe to send back out into the
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community safe for herself safe for those around her or should maybe do a
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little bit more time maybe show that a little bit longer period of of not
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threatening to shank someone anyways I'll unpack it with all the details
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at the end Scott Shepard 38 2222 thank you this hearing is being
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conducted in consideration of the parle application for stop sheeper AKA Savannah Shepard inmate number 38222 two
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he is serving a sentence of 15 years and 18 months with fiveyear special parole for assault first risk of injury
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unlawful restraint first and four counts of possession of a weapon for Dangerous instrument in a correctional institution
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as of today records of FL eligibility of March 18th 2020 there is no victim input the case there
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is an offender accountability plan it has been reviewed and shows that the the offender has completed tier one voices
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the short-term sex offender program anger management Beyond violence and new thoughts utilizing the war of the
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offender's overall score for recidivating Falls within the low range Mr chard this is your opportunity to
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tell the board why you believe you should be granted parole you may begin thank you sir um I just want to thank
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you all for allowing me this consideration for early release um I have a letter that I would like to read to you guys if I may sure yes thank you
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thank you um it took me a long time to fully accept what I had done to land
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myself in prison I lost control on two separate occasions with my infant daughter McKenna and as a result she
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sustained life-threatening traumatic brain injury due to shaken baby syndrome I shook Makenna because I became
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frustrated with her crying I was the firsttime mother with poor coping skills
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quick-tempered impulsive inst strugg with anxiety and depression instead of asking for help
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like a responsible mother would I chose to remain silent because of my actions my daughter
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will never walk talk eat on her own use the bathroom on her own or function in
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any normal capacity doctors inform me that McKenna has no brain wave activity and will
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never recover I am forever haunted by my actions and the sorrow I feel will carry
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with me to my grave I'm sorry to McKenna my family my ex-husband and his
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family when I entered York I was consumed with self-hate anger and hopelessness my crime made me a Target
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and so I did what I had to do to survive I created a name for myself so people would leave me alone I made weapons I
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assaulted staff and inmates and disobeyed institution rules I was Reckless I was dangerous and I was
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violent I didn't care about consequences and certainly didn't care about the people I hurt in the process which was
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rooted in my narcissism and trying to keep this image in 2016 after landing myself in
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segregation for the final time I decided I'd had enough I had dug myself into a
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very deep hole and in that hole is where I began to self-reflect I began therapy to address childhood trauma that was
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never dealt with which contributed to my serious anger issues I also realized I was struggling with abandonment issues
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self-esteem issues control issues and self-worth I was finally able to accept
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responsibility for my past behaviors and actions which allowed me to begin the process of change I repaired my
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relationships with my family based on honesty I no longer wanted to be that person I tried so hard to create to
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scare and intimidate others my gender dysphoria diagnosis in
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2018 which went undiagnosed my entire life has had such a profound positive effect on my mental health and Outlook
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in life coming out and accepting who I am I have been able to identify anxiety
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and depression as a result of my gender dysphoria hormone therapy helps regulate my moods and reduce anxiety can I sorry
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I'm gonna interrupt you for one second I just want to remind you in case you're not aware this hearing is being live
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streamed to the public um so we won't be discussing any of your protected health
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information if you choose to I just want you to be aware that it's a it is a public hearing it's being live streamed
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okay yes yes ma'am thank you thank you in 2019 I successfully completed a
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reintegration plan back into general population I have remained ticket free for nine years I work full-time as a
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I've work full-time as a truck worker and the commissary Warehouse where I've been employed the past four and a half
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years I'm enrolled as a college student through the Wesleyan and CT state center for prison education program taking
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classes at night to earn my associates and bachelor's degrees I've been involved myself in meaningful
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programming anger management taught me to use assertive communication to address my needs in my past I never used
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to speak up or let how I felt out but now I use this method of communication daily and it keeps me from holding on to
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anger the group voices gave me insight into the effect my crime has had on my
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family and Community my actions led to the loss of a loved one and my family and McKenna's relatives have to carry
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this pain and loss for the rest of their lives I volunteered for top tier one
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because I had an opioid addiction prior to my incarceration I learned the importance of having a support system and leaning
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on them by speaking of speaking up if I need help sex offender treatment taught
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me how victims of sex abuse suffer lifelong trauma that affects their ability to trust others and maintain
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healthy relationships I volunteered for Beyond violence where I learn to identify my
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triggers and find ways to cope with them in healthy ways I adhere to a disciplined routine through diet and
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exercise which is one of my coping skills to reduce stress and anger the group new thoughts taught me the
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importance of forgiveness I forgive those who wrong me because I understand everybody makes mistakes but in order to
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move forward I must forgive this allows me to coexist amongst others in Harmony and to let go of anger my conversion to
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Islam has had a has had a positive impact on my life I attend Juma and
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talim services every week where I'm taught the importance of morals being respectful and helpful towards others my
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biggest change has been my communication with others I built up my pro-social skills and learned to communicate my
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needs in a way that's non-aggressive and healthy I'm a voice for both the transgender and Muslim populations here
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because of my advocacy I've obtained two gender affirming surgeries and now others are able to access these
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life-saving surgeries I advocated on behalf of the Muslims here when services stopped which led to the hiring of an
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imom my post-release plan I have a stable and supportive home to
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go to with my mom I have a solid job offer in the shipping and receiving department of black Iron Erectors in the
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same town I'll be residing in I have a therapist named Jonah out of the BGC
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counseling who specializes in lgbtq ready to schedule me in for therapy once
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released I will be continuing my college education taking classes at night on campus to earn my degrees if possible I
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would like to reapply for my EMT certification and volunteer part-time to make a positive impact on my community I
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have community support through the inter inra Uma organization which offers lgbtq
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Muslims like myself the safe space to practice My Religion the person I am today would never repeat my past
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behaviors because I've learned to channel my anger in healthy ways I've learned how to be around people from all
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walks of life and develop compassion and respect others as differences I've learned the devastating consequences
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that result from stuffing feelings and emotions inside and no longer shy away from expressing myself these past nine
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years I have completely turned my life around for the better and gain the tools I need to be successful within the
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community thank you thank you very much for that statement we appreciate you putting your
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your thoughts down and you provided us with a lot of information I understand your preferred pronouns are are he him
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so we will refer to you as uh Mr shepher throughout this hearing yes ma'am we have questions for you and when we're
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done with our questions we will liberate and give you our decision here today okay okay yes ma'am we'll begin with my
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colleague Mr pul thank you thank you madam chair morning Mr shepher good morning
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sir um that was a very good uh opening statement thank
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you we had to you had to bring us from 2010 and actually
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prior um because the offense here was you described it um it haunts
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you your your actions haunt you and um you
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know you left the baby um you know uh lifeless really you know and
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um I can understand through what you brought us through in
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uh what happened in 2016 uh that you began to address
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then uh I did that put you in that position I did and that you know that's
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really important um you know because one of the
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things that's most important to us when we're looking at release is um will the
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person offend again you know and uh it's important what you
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shared with us uh about your process from 2016 for uh you know addressing your child
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trauma and abandonment self-esteem and just the whole host of programs uh that
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that you've taken um that's really important as well another thing that's
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really important um because I was it's a tough read when um you know you
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see four counts of weapons in an institution um and
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uh I you know you uh brought me anyway to a place where I understand what was
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going on there it's certainly not an acceptable um thing for any incarcerated
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person to be making weapons and uh then eventually to use one you know that's
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just it's it's a tough thing to
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see um but again it's you know you've done the work after that um your uh
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Beyond violence your anger management um a voices program all of
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those programs Show excellent rating G uh when it comes to your participation
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in them and that's really important for us to see offender change and I'm really
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glad that you went down the things that you've taken from each of those programs
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it's really important to look at um the unlawful
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restraint um unlawful restraint was uh another
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hard one to read in 2016 you know um I just I I just I was
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having a time with that uh understanding what was going on there um can you talk
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a little bit to that offense sure um at that time I was housed with uh an an an
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individual for about two and a half months um her and I were in a consensual
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relationship um and did we did fight in the room um you know I HIIT her I had
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stabbed her with a pen um I was having a an issue with another
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inmate at the time um who was picking on me based on my crime so I had gathered a
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piece of metal and I had fashioned it into a weapon um and I had hid it under my mattress um so somebody alerted the
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staff uh so we had a Shakedown happen so the staff came down um to the and they
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took my cellmate out and brought her to S and then I had refused to come out um
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so I was given the staff a really hard time that was the impeding order so I had three tickets that day um and I
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finally came out of the cell uh went to seg they shook the room down they found the weapon so there was a doc
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investigation that took place a police investigation so we were both of us were in seg and um that's where the
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allegations of the Pria came up and I was charged with all these things I took accountability for what I did for
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physically assaulting her um and then I went to court with the sexual assault charges um which the court dropped um
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and I ended up pleading to unlaw for restraint that's what
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happened um so you you know uh as a result of that you've gone through and
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you've had um a an evaluation right yes
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yes I did you on the shortterm program inside I did
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um and that you would need to um right that's correct
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yes um and uh making sure
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that uh what's happened here I believe the um they're recommending that you
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take an additional program in the community okay is that right
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I are you up to speed on what people are asking or people are
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recommending okay um I think I'm in the right place
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on that I could be wrong um and uh certainly we want to
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make sure that if there are any issues that are there uh did they get addressed right
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yes um
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so that's that was important to look at
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um when it comes to we talked about programs um I want to talk a little bit
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about substance use because um there was an issue there with alcohol there's an issue there with oxy
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right yep prescription painkillers yes prior to my incarceration yes
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was that oxy or no it was uh it was prescription well no well perets um
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vadin daret yes I was getting them prescribed by my pediatri my pediatrician when I was
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17 for a back injury that I had sustained at that
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age um so when it comes to substance use
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I know you know that there you've gone through a lot during this incarceration
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right yes um a lot of transformation a lot of things that you've dealt with and
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such um one of the most important things to make sure that we have a handle on is
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substance use um do you know where you are in terms of uh recovery based things um yes
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well when I came in I was clean for two years I was on suboxin
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um and then when I came in I was pregnant and they after I had the baby they tapered me off of the suboxin and
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I've been clean since and haven't had any urges or Cravings to want to use or anything so I've been clean for quite
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some time okay um so I know that you had put in for I I
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believe you put in for um wanting to do the suitc car program and stuff like
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that I'm sorry program I did yes I wrote for that and I
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never got anything out of it I wrote a few times yes yes so just my
19:07
understanding when it comes to this a recovery plan for you because yes is my my support system
19:16
is my mom speaking up now because I never used to speak up I used to hold all my feelings inside I would I was you
19:22
know I was ashamed of it you know and in my family growing up we never we I was
19:28
never raised to to express my feelings um you know so I kept everything I internalized everything um
19:35
so but I'm I'm not ashamed or afraid to speak up if I need help you know that's the difference now
19:41
yep so but if I need help is a piece to look
19:48
at because if you using like that on the way
19:53
in and I know I I'm not going to say it's easy because stuff's all over the
19:59
place but staying clean on the inside and staying clean on the outside
20:05
are two different things right yes you're you know how to handle the
20:11
environment in there but when you come out here it's a whole different environment correct and the last time
20:18
you saw these people um were at these
20:25
places and were feeling thinking or do doing these
20:30
things they surrounded us it right correct so when it comes to triggering
20:37
Memories commonly triggers today but triggering memories when you go out
20:43
there there's all of these memories that are going to come back okay yes and um what I'm concerned
20:52
with is it's just it is there something more than just the support system your
20:58
mom and such that you were thinking about when it came comes to recover well I also want to say too that
21:06
um a lot of my anxiety and depression that I had at a younger age had to deal
21:11
with I came to realize my my undiagnosed gender dysphoria so now that I was able to come out being diagnosed a lot of
21:19
that has been alleviated because I you know did the hormone therapy and surgeries and such so I don't have a lot
21:26
of those depressive um feelings and anxiety that I did as a child you know
21:32
um so a lot of my um my what I was using was to cover
21:38
and cope with those feelings you know from my gender dysphoria and my
21:43
childhood trauma so um but yeah I mean the Suboxone did help me a lot when I was on
21:50
it and uh certainly saved me I think so have you ever have you ever thought
21:56
about um LGB EQ um
22:02
meetings um well I have a yeah well I have a support through the inter intra um organization and it's for lgbtq
22:10
Muslims and marginalized Muslims so I have that Community Support um so I you
22:16
know I'm I have that community of people that are like me you know and and that feels wonderful to have so I can be who
22:23
I am and I don't have to shy away from that so I have that to on as well all are they people who are uh in
22:32
recovery um I don't know I mean they could be sorry but just so you know there is
22:41
in the AA and uh recovery Community out here especially where you're going in the
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Hartford area okay there are lgbtq
22:56
meetings and they're very supportive of course and welcome okay I didn't know
23:02
that that's great to know yeah that's thank you right
23:07
yeah um and so you
23:14
have you've engaged with wesleyian in the uh prison education um initiative
23:21
there right yes sir and I see that uh you I saw one
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uh probably saw a few more there were a lot of documents related to this but how
23:35
far into the program are you um well I originally started at Quinnipiac University here through the the program
23:42
here I was Quinnipiac Trinity and they work together um and the only thing with
23:47
them is they were doing two classes a year um so I just transferred over to wesland last semester um where they're
23:54
offering up to four classes a semester so I have over 30 credits right now so I'm more than halfway to my associates
24:01
degree yes I did statistics last semester and I did intro to computers which I a both
24:19
classes okay and then so at a at a Layman's level
24:24
here what are you doing with astrophysics uh I I just I love the
24:29
mathematics I I just took statistics so this is basically open my mind to um
24:36
other possibilities and and um uh different degree options for me because I originally wanted to major in foreign
24:43
language but uh um I got an A in math and I just I love math but so physics
24:48
the science and the and and the mathematics is really drawing me in so I I changed my major I want to major in
24:53
physics and um as far as astrophysics I just learn I love to learn about the universe as a whole um space all that
25:02
stuff's very very very attractive to me so I'm going to go for that I'm gonna go
25:07
for that right there's some people that can
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do that and there's other of us that can be people who appreciate people who can
25:18
do that um so uh you do have um your uh
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sponsored to your mom and uh you do have uh a letter uh
25:34
from uh employer yes led up
25:42
um and that's uh I think that'll do it for me and see
25:48
what uh other board members have thank you Mr Paul okay so Mr Shepard I think
25:53
you've covered a lot of brown with my colleague I I want to express some of my concerns so you've talked about some of
25:59
the positive things that you're doing in the facility how you've changed over the years but I still have remaining
26:05
concerns so um I heard you say this change began in
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2016 correct okay yes um so when you had
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uh these very serious uh disciplinary reports um I'm curious to know why you
26:24
didn't involve yourself in programming at that time so you described the latest incident which is a sexual misconduct as
26:31
domestic in nature but I see in your file that you did the Beyond violence program just a few months ago I did I
26:39
did yes so why did it take eight years to do that program uh well because 2016 was the
26:46
last time I landed myself in seg um I was having um this was even before my transition
26:53
too so I was having a lot of problems I hadn't processed um a lot of my child childhood trauma I hadn't um my
27:00
relationships with my family were very very Rocky so I was still kind of working on that um and I wasn't being
27:07
honest with myself either you know so I wasn't um getting to the root out what was going on with me until I went to
27:13
court the last time in 2016 and when I came face to face with the judge who sentenced me uh for my crime for why I'm
27:21
here um that was one factor for me to wake up um because she she warned me she
27:26
said if you come back into this courtroom I'm throwing the book at you so it's really a wakeup call at that point it's like I I need to get I need
27:34
to turn things around because where I'm going is I'm going down you know and
27:39
it's like the pain that I was putting my family through I was realizing
27:45
um you know I needed to make changes otherwise this is going to be my life like what do I want out of my life do I
27:51
want to continue doing what I'm doing and getting in trouble or do I want to make changes and that's when I really
27:56
2016 was when I really said need to I need to make changes and that's when I started therapy I did one-on-one therapy
28:02
while I was in segregation for a few years and I was carrying around all this pain and all this trauma that I dealt
28:08
with I had never processed it even out in the community I was in and out of treatment but I never really processed
28:14
it so I was able to kind of identify what was really going on with me and start working on it and then I got
28:19
diagnosed with gender dysphoria in 2018 and things just kept getting better and better and I just felt good about myself
28:25
my self-esteem went up my relationships maybe you misunderstood my question sir
28:31
okay and for the record you were in administrative segregation prior to this ticket that was earlier on that was from
28:38
2012 to 2014 not after so my question was if the incident that you describ was
28:45
a consensual relationship and domestic in nature why did it take you eight years after the incident to take a
28:53
domestic violence program I don't even have the answer for that I just wanted to take the group to
29:00
see what I can learn from it you know um okay but you needed the group if if it's
29:06
true what you say that it was domestic in nature and I guess I'm a little concerned that uh you're basically
29:12
saying that the victim in that offense is lying about the details of what
29:18
happened well about the sexual yes the sexual why would why would she lie why
29:23
would she make that up uh because there was a police investigation going on
29:28
okay and she didn't want to get charged my thinking is she didn't want to get charged with the weapon that I had in
29:34
the room that was my thinking of it so she made up a whole story about
29:42
being sexually assaulted to avoid getting a a a ticket for a weapon in the
29:48
cell that's what I think yes false false allegations of Pria happen a lot here
29:54
and I when I had a jur I had a um jurist Prudence hearing with the par board in June Y and um I explained everything to
30:04
them as well about what was going on um and it does it happens a lot it does
30:10
happen a lot okay but so so do you admit that there was sexual contact but it was
30:16
consenual yes there was okay well that's not allowed that's against the rules of
30:21
the prison it is okay so so regardless of what the sexual
30:29
contact was you violated the rules I did yes ma'am okay all right
30:36
um I have to be honest I you know I I'm not sure that you're being completely
30:42
open with us today and I'm a little concerned that much of your change in programming and education came this year
30:49
when your parole hearing was coming up you know uh in one of the reports we
30:54
read that they wanted to house you with a roommate to prepare you for a halfway house for Community release and you said
31:01
no if you put someone in my someone in my cell I'll physically harm them you're putting someone at risk why would you
31:07
say that just a year ago why because I don't want anybody house with me because they house trans males with sis female
31:13
inmates and to me that's inappropriate I don't want to do that so how would you transition to a halfway house well I
31:20
want to I don't want to I didn't want to go to a halfway
31:26
house so basically you're trying to make your own rules no that's not true ma'am
31:31
I mean threatening physical harm to other inmates to avoid getting a cellmate is is certainly not something
31:38
that the parole board wants to see I understand that but I TR to see change and and you're incarcerated for a very
31:45
serious assault first and you've had four additional convictions for making weapons in an
31:52
institution and actually you used right you stabed somebody with one of the shanks and of your FES yes
32:01
ma'am it's concerning to me sir because we see a lot of positive
32:07
things that you're doing I see all the positive things but I you know it makes me question whether you're doing these
32:13
positive things just to get parole or if you really have changed when at the same time I'm seeing that you're threatening
32:19
to harm people I threaten to harm because I didn't want anybody put in my cell I knew that that was a manipulation
32:26
tactic that I told the staff I didn't want to be housed with anybody so I can stay housed alone I didn't want any
32:32
false allegations of Priya they housed trans males with CIS females and to me that's inappropriate yes and I had since
32:39
rectified that with um The Warden and I told her the truth I told her that I had
32:45
lied to her and I and I apologized and I knew it was wrong you know to lie to her about that you know and she told me that
32:52
she was going to keep me hous alone based on my GNC or gender non-conforming yeah
32:58
that probably would have been the better rout to take what you just described the conversation that you had and being open
33:04
and honest and and ultimately you got your wish right well they but they
33:09
weren't seeing that I even showed them my reintegration plan um from 2019 and
33:15
they were like well you're not that person anymore we're you know doesn't matter whatever you're going to be house with somebody and I just I couldn't let
33:21
that happen I I I can't let that happen I'm not going to be housed with a with a female it's inappropriate that's very
33:27
inappropriate to me I'm a man I'm transitioned you know so and that puts them in an awkward situation too because
33:33
a lot of the women in here are uncomfortable with us too they don't you know they don't want to be H with us so
33:38
I don't want to get falsely accused of priia so that's why I lied to the warden
33:43
yeah but there's a lot of manipulation going on here you know it was fine when you were in a sexual relationship with
33:50
someone else to be housed with with a woman that was before my transition I
33:55
wasn't transition yeah yes I understand yes you did receive excellent work
34:00
evaluations um excellent evaluations in Anger Management voices and and Beyond violence
34:06
programs um the tickets and the outside charges are very concerning so what do you know
34:14
of of your victim's status today do you have family anybody in contact with your
34:19
victim we did not for the record we did not receive any victim input for this hearing today and we there was Outreach
34:26
done by the office of VI services do you know anything about the status current status I do not
34:34
okay all right um Miss Smith palmary thank you we've covered just about
34:40
everything I just want to follow up on one small so Mr Shephard when you're interviewed by the parole officer they
34:47
asked you know a common question is can you identify any highrisk situations so your response to that was
34:55
drama any drama so I I'm interested to hear what you can foresee to be drama
35:03
that might cause you some difficulties in the community um people that are engaging in
35:09
drugs alcohol that type of drama is what I mean criminal activity you know people
35:15
that don't have their mindset right on wanting to do the right things okay can you tell me along the
35:23
you know in term with being in the community what what do you fore to be
35:32
difficult
35:38
um well I I don't see much I know it's going to be a transition I know it's going to be
35:44
a big change and a big adjustment coming from prison doing 14 years back into the
35:50
community um so that's why I have a therapist lined up you know I have a
35:56
good support system um and you know I'm going to have to rely on that especially
36:01
with therapy and being open and expressing myself um so that I don't go back to how I used to be before I came
36:09
in here you know with holding all my feelings inside but I know it's gonna be a big change it
36:15
is going to be a big change for for many reasons right you're not the same person that you were before you went in right
36:22
you had no relationship with your family prior to going did not to jail
36:28
and and now you you re um re-engage with your family your
36:33
mother specifically who's um agreed to be your sponsor and um and you have employment
36:39
do you how often do you talk to your mother I talk to her daily you do phone
36:45
calls e- messaging and she visits every once in a while okay have you two talked
36:50
about you know how it will be to live together have you know I hate to use the word ground roles but you know like you
36:58
just said you've been in jail for 14 years now and you were no relationship prior very little prior to that correct
37:06
yes yeah so it's going to be an adjustment not just for me it's going to be an adjustment for my mom too so I
37:12
have to be mindful of that you know because my mom she lives alone we have the dog but it's going to be a a very
37:18
good adjustment for her so I understand that you had no criminal history prior
37:25
to to this assault I do no adult criminal
37:31
history oh I that's what I read that's what I
37:37
read yeah no adult criminal
37:42
history right to 2010 right just clarify that we don't have anything let oh yeah
37:49
prior to that correct yeah right right right right okay thank you Mr Shephard
37:57
you're welcome okay thank you very much okay so now the panel will enter into
38:02
deliberation uh and we'll come back to you with our decision okay you can listen to our deliberation just please don't interrupt uh thank you Mr Paul
38:10
thank you madam chair um certainly this uh this offense
38:20
is it's a very rough one to read um and uh Mr
38:29
recognized that by talking about how his actions of the time still haunt
38:36
him um and that uh you know his child
38:44
has really little to know brain activi you know and
38:52
and with uh Mr Shephard's transition
38:59
um he dealt with a lot um
39:05
Can by no way does this condone
39:11
anything but I can understand um the
39:17
fear uh that was there based upon the offense in the
39:23
institution um and which resulted in you know four
39:30
cases between 2011 and 2013 of weapons
39:40
institution 2016 event uh was a catalyst I believe for Mr
39:48
Shephard uh as he explained uh where he went through and started to deal with uh
39:55
childood trauma and uh he stated uh gender
40:02
Doria um into try to come to a place where he's
40:08
okay and to engage in
40:13
Rehabilitation um which he has um in
40:19
several ways um Point made uh about uh
40:25
Beyond violence and uh anger management uh in the programs
40:33
that he has taken
40:39
recently all of those programs received
40:45
excellent excellent ratings engaged in uh education uh between quak and
40:54
wesleyian and very uh intelligent level um yeah of uh
41:05
of academics one that I already said uh God
41:10
Bless the people who can do it I'm not one of them you know it's uh but to have
41:16
somebody that understands that kind of stuff and engages and gets AIDS uh doing
41:22
it uh is really important um
41:27
in terms of a release
41:34
plan released to his mother uh in a home uh where uh he has a
41:44
job lined up in the same town certainly wants
41:52
to continue uh with his education
41:57
and uh can take classes along the way he's connected um and been part
42:05
of um and actually advocated for uh Muslim Services uh which we know is a very
42:14
nonviolent play of uh Faith um when it comes to
42:20
that and he has also identified a group of P
42:28
uh of people of the same mindset that and offer
42:34
support uh for him in the community and while he has been in um
42:43
he's advocated for certain things uh and it's LED doc to make some
42:50
posi changes although we did talk about how some of those
42:55
things uh some of the ways that they were done uh might not have been the best way
43:04
for him to accomplish that hasn't had a disciplinary report
43:11
since 2016 um I believe that uh Mr Shephard
43:18
would be suitable for parole and uh that would Dove tail into
43:27
five years of speci role that he has and I think that that support the
43:34
support that he has in the community would lead to his success thank you Mr
43:41
Paul okay so I think I've already expressed uh some of my concerns you know while he has taken the programming
43:49
uh many of these incidents in very serious incidents you know weapons in in the facilities are are a problem um be
43:55
it openly admits that he stabbed two people with uh weapons that he made in the facility uh there's some dispute
44:02
about whether or not the the the sexual misconduct was uh consensual however
44:10
regardless it's not allowed it you know the sexual contact in a prison is not allowed um I he has taken great programs
44:18
but as I expressed his change that that he claims began in 16
44:25
um years later we see the programming taken so I see I wonder if it's a man
44:31
another manipulation tactic if we're taking the programs because we have a pearl hearing this year um and and
44:37
recently additional threats of violence in the facility and why didn't didn't get a disciplinary report for that I'm
44:42
not sure but um very concerning to me along with the very serious um s first
44:49
case that left um a child that you described as lifeless forever uh just
44:57
destroyed um an infant's life
45:02
forever he does have five years special to file so we'll have the supervision that he needs to to be successful and
45:09
hopefully continue on what he uh claims to be a new positive path but I do not
45:15
feel comfortable granting PE today so my vote would be to deny Miss Smith pal wow
45:21
well there's a lot happening in this case you know um I do think that Mr
45:27
Shepard um Mr Paul pointed out a number of changes that Mr Shepard has made
45:33
throughout this term of incarceration um I do think as we've all noted that the biggest transformation
45:40
occurred after 2016 which is eight years ago um I did go through um a
45:48
reintegration plan which looks as though it began in 2019 um Over The Last 5 Years um it has
45:57
five phases six phases to it um that helped Mr
46:02
Shephard or one that helps him reintegrate into regular population and
46:09
two um provides oversight as as he does that it is a very detailed plan he seems
46:15
to have accomplished um from what we can see all the phases of that plan in terms of I
46:23
did read all the reports I did see in 20 23 the indication that you know he his
46:31
manipulation in terms of trying to remain uh in a Cell without a
46:37
roommate there are a number of reports that that speak to his progress um I do
46:44
see that he has um well I I go back to the beginning his opening statement I
46:50
think that Mr Shephard um admits
46:58
um from the time of arrest um through the court hearing and what we see today
47:04
you know he admits what he did um to the child um causing grave harm un harm that
47:13
will never be undone um he admits to all the
47:21
um disciplinary reports that involve the weapons as was pointed out by the chair
47:29
and you know whether or not you accept his explanation for the new charged unlawful restring um he was sentenced to
47:37
18 months consecutive for for that charge as well um I do see that he has
47:43
taken all the programs that we talked about including a sexual sex offender uh
47:50
treatment program the 12we program um in 2021
47:57
um the Beyond violence as was pointed out in 2024 um I did see that he does have
48:05
great support in the community there was a letter from his mother from his aunt offering support as he transitioned
48:13
back into the community um I think the fact that there's a
48:19
letter U verifying that he has employment is another piece of stability in the community um his last
48:26
disciplinary report had we all stated was eight years ago um and included a plan for bring um for reintegration I
48:34
think he has treatment set up in the community um not taking away at all from the charges
48:43
that are before us today as been stated is an assault one I do feel that um Mr
48:49
Shepard has served almost 14 years now or actually over 14 years years now almost
48:57
14 he's been in 2011 Mar 11 yeah Marsh of 11 um I do feel that um he has set
49:07
himself up to be successful in the community and to and to reintegrate so I would also be in favor of granting his
49:14
discretionary thank you okay so his date is
49:20
31825 uh he's got five years of special parole to follow his sentence so um
49:27
I let's I'll I'll suggest some conditions because I would contribute to that conversation anyhow there's a victim Ms mental health evaluation and
49:34
treatment no contact with minors um no victim SCC problem sexual
49:41
behavior treatment and domestic violence anything I had no alcohol so
49:47
okay yep yeah no alcol ment no alcohol um did you say anger management deep
49:52
domestic violence uh which has a component of Anger Management in it I think he's got more than enough
49:58
stipulations there yeah Ms and SC for victims MSS yep y
50:05
okay okay uh in the matter of Scott Shepard also known as Savannah Shepard I
50:12
aan number 382 222 uh there's a motion to Grant parole
50:19
effective March 18th 2025 with the following conditions no
50:26
contact with victims Ms orc no alcohol consumption mental health
50:33
evaluation and treatment as deemed necessary no contact with minors problem sexual behavior treatment
50:42
and a domestic violence program in the community all in favor I opposed I so
50:48
this is a majority decision the chairperson is uh dissenting for the reasons nature and Circumstance of all
50:55
of the instant offenses and poor institutional adjustment um your conditions will
51:02
follow over into your five years of special perole do you have any questions sir no thank you okay we wish you the
51:09
best thank
51:16
You2 okay you're all set we'll get D in writing in about a week thank
51:21
you ladies and gentlemen the Felon runs the institution the crazy runs the
51:27
Looney House we've seen it ourselves this makes absolutely no sense and we're going to
51:34
go through the items one by one but I gotta tell you I mean there was only one
51:40
Parole Board member Zack ganini that said I just wonder if this is more manipulation and yes Zach anini it was I
51:48
mean look this is absolute Madness there is no reason to parole there could have
51:55
been so many different routes for this hearing let's remember that it was just
52:00
a year ago that this inmate threatened to shank someone if you put someone in my cell I
52:08
will shake them and they are going to release her out into the public release her to live with her mom the mom the
52:16
same mom that she blamed for being in this entire situation to begin with I
52:21
never learned how to express myself I was raised to keep everything in well it
52:28
sounds like you had a terrible childhood there was no empathy for
52:35
anything where does one even start the problem that I have these parole with these parole hearings is that the list
52:43
is so long it it it it it melts my brain I listened to this parole hearing five
52:50
times I've written down bullet point notes and I still know that I'm going to miss out on major points that you're
52:56
thinking of right now and for that I apologize but it's all a part in my opinion of the gaslighting tactic this
53:04
entire hearing was one giant gaslighting
53:10
event we even forgot why we were there let's remember she crippled her
53:18
child what were we talking about during this hearing did we even go through what
53:23
what made you do that what caused you to do what did it go you were an EMT no instead we're talking about the
53:31
times that she essayed her C over a hundred times shanking inmates just a
53:36
year ago threatening if you put someone in my cell I'm gonna shank them and then when they even bring it up like well why
53:43
didn't you do that and then the holer well I'm a Cy and they don't want to be but to me and it's like well you could have had a conversation with the warden
53:49
and everything was a gaslighting event again where do I start
53:57
remember this inmate has five years special parole you don't even have the
54:02
excuse about a flat sentence it's five years special parole you can serve your
54:08
fulltime also the parole the the the not getting the fullterm date is not until
54:15
2027 June 13 2027 you could have said you know what let's go a year going
54:21
through this substance abuse program let's do this program let's see if you can have a s maybe they can put put a s
54:30
in your room that is whatever you want it can be J just s whatever you're the
54:36
similar to your to you and see if you can succeed no no no
54:42
no let's just send you to Mom let's see how that works out you can be the most you know you can you can want you should
54:49
take if you cared about Miss Shepard as the co stated at
54:56
the beginning then you would say let's let's give you more time to see if you can succeed because
55:04
because a kitchen with mom in a house there's a lot of knives in a
55:11
kitchen there's a lot of weapon you don't need to shaft it make a shank there there's a there's a butcher block
55:17
there with many giant dangerous
55:23
weapons there were so many things that were was said in this hearing that are just shocking don't worry I'll go through the facts I just need of the
55:30
kids I just need to get some stuff off my chest more because it's just bizarre Mike pole we all know that he's nuts but
55:38
he's actually like he's like he's like implying that Miss Shepard again as the
55:43
co classified coming in is like um um
55:49
some brilliant person because she wants to she wants to be an astrophysicist
55:55
it's like she is 30 credits towards an Associates she doesn't have an associates degree yet don't make her
56:01
some brilliant astrophysics when you ask the question you're like wow some people can only be like normal like us and some
56:08
people really they're so smart so what about the uh what what is it that you want to be about an astrophysics she's
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like um well uh I wanted to learn about the world and space and uh yeah that's
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cool it's like wow you're you're this is now brilliant person you know the the
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boxes that I checked in this in this hearing and I'm I'm only speculating on situation like this I'm not diagnosing
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anyone right but it's Fantastical
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thinking it it it's like living in la la land the same person who said I want to
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reapply for being an EMT there is no chance that you will ever be an EMT in
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the state of Connecticut I don't even know if you receive a pardon will you you straight up having any violent
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felonies you cannot be an EMT and the idea that you haven't taken one second
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to research that and would state it at your parole hearing that you would reapply as it just shows again
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Fantastical thinking to be an astrophysicist shows Fantastical thinking to go out there and say that
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I'm gonna go out there and just be fine because I have my my my lgbtq Muslim support group that I'm
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going to see to say sober is Fantastical thinking and they let her out without
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having a plan at all someone who claims to have suffered from addiction that
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would make you go to the point of doing that to your child and not even to have a plan remember she had a baby while
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locked up in prison that doesn't even come up
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and can you imagine having a baby and not showing any type of empathy or emotion even there was
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nothing cold face demeanor nothing
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and that nothingness existed since the beginning let's go through this when the judge sentenced her what the judge said
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to her 15 years in prison for shook baby
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the judge called one of the most egregious she'd ever heard a Bristol
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woman was sentenced to 15 years in prison with five years special parole New Britain okay let's go through this
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and we'll go through the C what she did to her sing Oh my God I haven't touched on that yet New Britain in a case a
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judge called one of the most egregious she ever heard Bristol woman was sentenced to 15 years in prison Wednesday for shaking her baby so
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violently that the baby nearly died the sentence for Savannah Shepherd is to be followed by five years special parole
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she is prohibited from ever having contact with the girl now she's also banned from being with her younger child
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both children are in foster care Shephard previously pleaded guilty to first deegree assault and risk of injury
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to minor in Superior Court who also accuses of happing a weapon in jail the three-year-old needs a feeding tube to
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eat and is bedridden the judge said she has medicine pump installed she's
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legally blind and she can't hear you would think that when someone does this to a child any child but also
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their child that they would cry that they would have emotion that they would Shake but the only time that I saw her
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shed a tear was when Mike Paul spoke about her again this Mega narcissistic classic IDE you know that we see all the
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time in these program earings no one spoke for the little girl although two Bristol detectives watched
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the sentence no one spoke for Savannah Shepherd either doesn't that say
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everything you need to know and then here's the what they said
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she didn't say she's sorry asked if she wanted to make a statement she said no I don't your honor
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and mind you this is two years after the crime this is two years waiting in jail
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to to at least make you know as nothing nothing arrested in March 2011 at the
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time the state prosecutor said the baby will probably never walk Shepherd who was a part-time ambulance worker had no prior arrest the bill commissioner said
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police said that the baby who was 8 weeks old at the time on September 3rd 2010 incident appeared to have been
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shaken in the warrant Shepherd's arrest uh the Doctor Who specialized in child abuse of the baby will never be capable
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of walking or speaking due to the obvious head trauma she suffered Shepherd's mother told police that she believes her
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daughter lost her patience and injured her baby by shaking her I believe she is capable of such an act of violently
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shaking her baby because she's High Strung she has no patience has no coping
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skills she said she is easily
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agitated this is someone who they just paroled this is someone who a year ago
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basically in told the warden you're not putting someone in my and if you do I
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will shank them they just released this person into a home with their mother who
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clearly where there are but your knives Mom I hope you hide
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every single one of those knives you got to go through that this is terrifying and remember that in her parole Hearing
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in this parole hearing she calls the victim a
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liar I antic Correctional Facility inmate sent this an additional 18 months for stabbing an essaying the salate a
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victim reported that Shephard had forced her to be her girlfriend and made her sign a certificate of death this is 2016
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ladies and gentlemen a Bristol woman serving 15-year sentence by the correctional institute was sentenced an
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additional 18 months this is a person who was sentenced an additional 18
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months a judge sentenced her an additional 18 months and she at her parole hearing says it was all a lie
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and they don't hold her accountable as a matter of fact they say oh okay yeah oh
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all right unbelievable it's
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unreal it's unreal you can't this makes no sense a a
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Bristal woman a 15year sentence said okay Savanah sheer 29 pled guilty to unlawful restraint this one is 29 years
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old doing this um steming from charges of sa stabbed and choked her cellmate
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according to the day the victim reported that Shephard had forced her to be a girlfriend the victim further reported that Shepherd of forcer to perform
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estimated 100 acts since they became soulmates in January the they reported the victim also revealed a certificate
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of death shepher forced her a sign that indicated she would die if bro if she broke up with shepher patch on sheeper
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uh okay previously reported on shepher in 2005 Berlin high school graduate being charged with injury to her infant
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Daughter by shaking her child in September 2010 an invest an extensive investigation led to Shepherd's arrest
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in March 2011 Shephard was an EMT with Plymouth volunteer ambulance course reported that
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at the time the baby might never walk okay okay so
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again when asked about this incident it was no no no we was it was consensual
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relationship I don't know you're talking and then it goes on again a classic gaslighting thing when when asked a simple question was well it was because
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of my charges I had I took a toothbrush and I fashioned it into a weapon and
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then I HIIT it and then when they heard about a weapon they came into my cell
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and they uh found it and then the charges were brought and it's like what
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no this has nothing to do with our question you were essaying your S no it was consensual relationship the C only
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said that because she didn't want to have the charges and they're like we've seen that doesn't happen we we have seen
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thousands of parole hearings no one makes up this whole crazy story not to
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get that charge no no no no no no no but they just said they just went
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with it you cannot show up to your parole hearing and lie you cannot show up to your parole hearing and deny your
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offenses for what you were found you were you took and then she's like well yeah see they made it up in the court
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the Court dropped the charges and I took took and I took a plea deal on this so that that's not how things work we see
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this happen all the time they drop charges just because it's easier they don't want to go to trial or their
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complications and they knew they wouldn't get cooperation from another C because you can't do that if you want to
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not live in in in SE for the rest of your life in prison this happens all the
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time and they didn't hold her accountable Only One Parole born member did and that's crazy it's like there
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were soft tiptoeing around this case oh no oh wow we we
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have then let's think about this other Insanity you have the
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doc so you have someone in Doc diagnosing her with gender dysphoria I
1:05:11
wonder do they get a second opinion do they get a third opinion but then while you have
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this you then do two surgeries all of the whatnots chemical
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and everything and it's like is this really where taxpayer dollars should go
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how is that possible I mean prison doesn't sound so bad when you can have
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what would otherwise be an elective surgery when you can have your own cell when you can get
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college classes right this don't sound too bad does it hey where can I sign up
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you know I mean there are people out there that cannot get life saav leing surgeries you have veterans and I talk
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to them every day and you might be one of them that can't get the surgeries they need to survive but yet you can go
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to prison and have this in your jacket and get treated like this that's nuts you know they should ask Savannah how
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are you going to afford to pay for all of these things now that you're out without taxpayer dollars funding it have
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you thought about that what's going to happen then
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the whole thing's nuts the whole thing is so
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nuts they call it life-saving surgery it's just nuts you're in
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prison you're in prison you're literally in prison for what you did to your child you're in prisoned then you got a
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sentence for what you did to your s and then you get that who's and and it's like you know
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you might even say you can feel bad for the inmate because the in you know this
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inmate might be very very unstable in other ways I'm not diagnosing someone I'm only speculating but the boxes there
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are to check it for other types of the symptoms are there for other things
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oh my God so you know it's like the magical
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thinking the lack of empathy the narcissistic
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Tendencies the gaslighting the manipulation the lies straight up lies
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if anyone else shows up to parole hearing and says no the victim made it up they lied how can you reward that for
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just for that and again this is like the G and and there was no reason to there's
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no reason to reward someone to get out early you could have said come back in a year let me make sure you have more like
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the a na thing figured out what are the steps what is it that
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maybe can help you succeed a little bit more the only started taking programs you see we initially covered when when
1:08:19
when when Savannah had the first hearing um in June and it was like a 30
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it was uh June 13 no what when was the hearing we covered it and it was like a
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302 hearing you might remember it and they said well you need to do these programs these programs like only
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started doing these programs a year ago knowing that you can have these parole
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hearing oh God
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what am I missing what am I missing to address here that I feel like what's your high risk oh there is
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no risk oh just drama it's like like you haven't thought about you haven't
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actually there's so much risk there is so much risk just being placed with your
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mother who apparently you didn't have a relationship with who you blame for being where you are just being in that
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house is going to be a risk a huge risk you have been in seg and in your own
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cell it seems from my understanding since you essayed your s the last time you had a roommate you
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essayed them the last time you had a vulnerable human being in a room with you you Aid them and the time before
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that you crippled them there is so much
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risk and you said no if you put someone in my someone in my cell I'll physically harm them you're putting someone at risk
1:09:58
why would you say that just a year ago why I'm not going to be hous with with a female it's inappropriate that's very
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inappropriate to me I'm a man I'm transitioned you know so and that puts them in an awkward situation too because
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a lot of the women in here are uncomfortable with us too uh you're basically saying that the victim in that
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offense is lying about the details of what happened well about the sexual yes
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the sexual why would she lie why would she make that up and you've had four additional convictions for making weapons in an
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institution and actually you used right you stabbed somebody with one of the shanks in one of your fights yes ma'am
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Well whatever. Violent child abuser "Scott Shepard" aka Savannah Lago Shepard will be most likely at large again soon, sponsored by her mother, Sandra Blecha* aka Sandra Gayle Pappas, Sandra Gayle Hernandez, Sandra Gayle Voisine, Sandra Gail Lago and most likely going to reside with her at:

128 Skinner Rd
Berlin, CT 06037

* https://www.facebook.com/sandra.blecha

 

[Trump's Chosen]

What's your go to way to recognize pooners?

With troons I notice them most by their hands and necks (when it isn't superobvious like is most of the time). With pooners it's typically by their eyes and boyishness with none of the rambunctiousness.

I'm curious how you identify the less obvious pooners.

 

[deermeat]

The victim is now 14.

Similar to how people medically sperged about the nature of the Palsy Pooner who was pooned out by her parents, can someone explain to me if people like this are even capable of... Consciousness?
Can't walk, talk, and is blind. Severe brain damage. Mother is shit, whole family is shit. Why keep the damn thing alive when they could've easily put it down the moment this all occurred? Is that harsh to say? Because if it is conscious, it's suffering. If it has any self awareness, it is in severe nonstop pain and completely devoid of basic human pleasures.

We have whole programs where people can euthanize themselves in various countries yet can't do the humane thing and euthanize someone who is bound to suffer in unimaginable ways their whole life with no ability to actually live.

 

[Procrastinhater]

What's your go to way to recognize pooners?

With troons I notice them most by their hands and necks (when it isn't superobvious like is most of the time). With pooners it's typically by their eyes and boyishness with none of the rambunctiousness.

I'm curious how you identify the less obvious pooners.

Height and general size, especially hip size are the main ones, even the roided out ones that use their Testosterone script to hit the gym are instantly recognisable next to real men, they can't change their skeletal frame which is far more gracile in females than males, along with this they have softer facial features than men even after Testosterone abuse. Theres also the small hands you mentioned.
Also the croaky frog voice they get because Testosterone fucks their vocal chords.
Mainly they just have a look to them that's hard to describe, but when you've seen enough of them you can spot one instantly. The smell can be a giveaway in the less hygenic ones.

They also seem to be pink a lot of the time.
Testosterone increases red blood cell count which makes them look flushed.

These things combined with their way of speaking and acting, theres certain female mannerisms and attitudes that they can never seem to shake, no matter how much effort they put into their LARP.

 

[Trump's Chosen]

Also the croaky frog voice they get because Testosterone fucks their vocal chords.

yeah I avoid almost everyone with those annoying midsex voices

 

[The Skeksis Emperor]

I'm curious how you identify the less obvious pooners.

If I only see a photo or video it's always the brow ridge/areas around the eyes. Even in pooners who have made themselves absolutely hideous with test, like Kelila/Kayden on this forum, the eyes always give it away. And when you notice the eyes, you almost always notice something wrong with the skull, which is too small and just off, and then you notice everything else...

It's sad because I think Kelila has really pretty eyes, but they just make her look extra weird now.