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I made a retard judgement call and had to do 3 hours of work ending past midnight because im retard. One of my necessary tools didnt even work so now im going to have to go back sometime and do it right. Machine had to be running this weekend so at least I got it running ok for now.
 
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@Cats dying hurt me, and frankly all of us pretty bad. To honor that glorious user, my retarded space starfish pfp, who holds old images/gifts from great users over the years*, will hold the two derpy cats he gave to me w/o asking forevermore. They are as perfect as his soul.

* @Meiwaku we don't interact as much these days, but I LOVE your Nullie! Why the fabulous pooch is still on my pfp!
 
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I found out yesterday that I bombed the exam I’d been studying very hard for. I know it happens and that it’s not the end of the world, but I’m frustrated because I’m struggling to focus on the other subjects I’m tackling.
On the bright side, I’ve managed to cut down my alcohol consumption to where I drink maybe once every couple of weeks, and have been consistent with going to bed on time, so my sleep has been wonderful lately.
 
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I really need to stop interviewing on Fridays, having to sit on my ass knowing theres a 50/50 chance I don't get shit is so retarded.

Is it a good or bad sign we were talking about Total War in the interview?
 
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Summer is in full swing, temps hitting 33°C/91 Freedomheit, and i once again realize i am too white for this shit. People are already going crazy, i witnessed three altercations over petty bullshit this week alone. Gonna visit a friend who i haven't seen since March tonight, so that's nice. Hope his girlfriend puts on clothes this time.

Apart from that i am just peachy, going on 8 months clean and haven't had a drink since Easter (i think), dieting is going great (down a bit more than 5kg since the 29th of last month) and i am much more out and about thanks to having more money than usual to my name. Still got some major bullshit i have to deal with, mainly an operation i am dodging since last year (nerve damage on my left arm/hand, my pinky and ring finger are now completely numb).
 
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Cut things off with the woman I was dating heavily for a bit over a month.

How fucked is the world that an otherwise normal looking & acting, girl next door type, is so fucking radicalized that she looked me in the eye & said with chest and conviction that some hypothetical non-jew bum in our country with a third cousin living in Israel deserves to get shot?
All for the sake of sand niggers who'd cut her head clean off after gangraping her.

Genuinely freaked me out pretty badly. I don't even give a fuck about the sandbox wars. Just that someone otherwise so normal could be so radicalized. It's something.
It's one thing to read that shit online posted by anonymous retards. But to witness it in person? Fuck.
 
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A lot angrier, a lot slower. Like physically. it apparently takes forever for me to do basic shit like type out a message now. The world seems to fucking zip by as I'm typing anything and I've got like 2 or 3 sentences down and it's 5 minutes or more later. It just makes shit worse when people I know remind me like "oh it's been 2 weeks why haven't you set up that thing you said you were going to" and just frame it as me being lazy when NO, I'M NOT. I NEED TO SET SHIT UP TO GET THAT WORKING. It makes it worse when I'm not allowed to move some shit around that'd make it easier to do certain things even temporarily and then I get berated for things being messy. I'M JUST DOING WHAT YOU FUCKING SAID MR KRABS!
 
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ReasonablyRetarded said:
Cut things off with the woman I was dating heavily for a bit over a month.

How fucked is the world that an otherwise normal looking & acting, girl next door type, is so fucking radicalized that she looked me in the eye & said with chest and conviction that some hypothetical non-jew bum in our country with a third cousin living in Israel deserves to get shot?
All for the sake of sand niggers who'd cut her head clean off after gangraping her.

Genuinely freaked me out pretty badly. I don't even give a fuck about the sandbox wars. Just that someone otherwise so normal could be so radicalized. It's something.
It's one thing to read that shit online posted by anonymous retards. But to witness it in person? Fuck.
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Why do you think it matters, if it's not about you or her, your lifestyle or your plans for your future? Why do current things being talked about on TV matter, if it's merely a noise a woman might want to impress her boyfriend with?
If she's terminally online signaling her virtue (or dog whistling, which ain't better), that's really an issue, otherwise - just an awkward talk about celebrities.
I don't get it.
 
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I always feel empty inside to some extent, things haven’t felt important. I don’t have much to live for and the past 8-9 years just feel like a blur and the truth is being a NEET sucks but it’s far too hard to get out of that, a lot of jobs I want are gatekept by education requirements and I feel it’s bullshit
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Hobbies feel boring and life seems to lack meaning when you have no purpose. Get a throwaway job, part-time, just to do something. It doesn't have to be enjoyable but it makes going home something to look forward to.
 
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BABANGUIDE64 said:
Why do you think it matters, if it's not about you or her, your lifestyle or your plans for your future? Why do current things being talked about on TV matter, if it's merely a noise a woman might want to impress her boyfriend with?
If she's terminally online signaling her virtue (or dog whistling, which ain't better), that's really an issue, otherwise - just an awkward talk about celebrities.
I don't get it.
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I remember, Clint Eastwood said something like this. "Back in my day people could have absolutely different opinions about everything and yet be friends, that's not the case in the modern world".

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Why.
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Because we don't hate you. If we did, we'd tell you. Especially in a place like this.
 
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The Feline Solution 2 said:
Summer is in full swing, temps hitting 33°C/91 Freedomheit, and i once again realize i am too white for this shit. People are already going crazy, i witnessed three altercations over petty bullshit this week alone.
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I used to live in Baltimore when I was going to university. During the heat waves, that was when shit would really kick off.

And since so many homes in the city dont have AC, lots of people, especially kids on summer break, would flip their sleep. So like every night, there would be crowds of people until some shithead started shooting over something usually insanely retarded.

The blizzards were went things got really quiet. It would be a nice respite.
 
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