Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

[DSHK]

Update on Phoenix



Instead of learning his lesson he is asking what can be done about it. One would imagine never being able to orgasm again with be enough of a deterrent but not for Phoenix.

Spoiler: NSFW

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It is rather unsightly compared to most of them. The height of it looks so unnatural when you see the rest of his torso.

 

[Potato Burrito]

I think its because the plastic surgeons that do it know that there is no expectation that anything look a certain way, nor will they be held to any standard for these particular groups. They get the most money and can just do the laziest work to creat repeat customers.

Sadly you're wrong about the bolded part. There are many, many, many examples in this thread of butchers ghosting their victims as soon as the anesthesia wears off. That one trollface guy in Montreal (it's late, the name isn't coming to me) is notorious for telling his patients everything looks normal when they send him photos of their infested crotches in a panic because parts are oozing, black, and falling off. These butchers don't give a fuck.

In his defense, oozing, black, and falling off is normal for this kind of surgery.

The butchers will shrug and tell troons to find a gynecologist, as if axe wounds are remotely like an OB-GYN's field of study. And that's if the doctor's office responds at all. Whatever, once that insurance payment clears it's not their problem. And it's on to the next...

It's not repeat customers they're after, it's volume. Get 'em in, chop 'em up, send 'em on their way.

 

[pooterino]

The butchers will shrug and tell troons to find a gynecologist, as if axe wounds are remotely like an OB-GYN's field of study.

Agreed, the trick is to find a new mark and move on. Unless you're one of the (rarer) butchers who will happily take additional insurance/private money to do "revisions" which are like sticking duct tape over the hole in the bottom of your boat; it might work for a little while but it ain't gonna stick long-term, much less forever.

Also, ladies of the thread: don't you HATE it when your pink patch just randomly starts dying and turning a necrotic black?? Isn't that just the worst? How many hours, days, weeks etc have we all had to waste while talking to our gyno's offices about bits and pieces of our bits falling off onto the floor? (And then when you to glue it back it stays but the smell just keeps getting worse and worse!) Man, being a True and Honest Wimmen is hard. #justladythings

 

[Magic Pickle]

Back in 2023, Kiwis were galled and appalled by SinisterPluto's horrible phalloplasty which had a strange spiraling necrosis creeping on the underside of it. How's she doing these days? Well, lucky for us, she's given us an update, though most tellingly she doesn't showcase a worm's-eye view of her now-healed rotdog.
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2 years post op phalloplasty + scrotoplasty + UL with dr Chen / bunke​

Well people it’s been just over 2 years since I posted here. I promised an update once everything closed up however got distracted by how awesome it felt to finally feel at home in my body and be healed!! But better late than never! My last post was a scary looking one, while my doctors were very happy with how the healing of the necrosis i experienced was going, it took a severe hit to my mental health. My last post was 7.5 weeks post op and I wasn’t completely healed till October around 14ish weeks post op. It was a long healing process but absolutely worth the wait. I’ve had no complications with my UL the only complications I had was necrosis of the top layer of my graft, glans ridge and front of my scrotum. All of that has since healed and I honestly don’t notice the faint pink skin of where that once was. I’m very happy with my dick and can’t wait to get testicular implants and the pump!! As a recap I added the first photo I took after surgery (my first dick pic ) then some photos of the necrosis then some now that I’m healed! I hope this post gives someone hope and comfort if they have to go through similar complications cause damn it was hard but soooo worth it!!

Spoiler: She has such feminine fat distribution.

A piss-obsessed poon proudly shows off her medically manufactured meat in the broad daylight of her backyard which, apparently, she loves urinating in every single day. I need these urophilic freaks to be studied so we can one day hopefully find a cure.
DisasterKey9279 (Dr. DeLeon; radial forearm-flap (RFF) phalloplasty)
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6-Month Update Post-Stage-1 (Crane Center ATX, Deleon)​

Six-month month updates:
(1) I can barely quantify for you just how much euphoria it brings me to pee in the backyard every day,
(2) My dick is such a part of my life now that, apart from aforementioned peeing-in-yard-euphoria, I honestly barely think about it, and
(3) I made chicken and waffles for breakfast today.
Questions welcome as always!

Spoiler: Your backyard must smell like a trailer park.

Results not so rapturous: two weeks ago, this woman had a normal, functioning arm. Today, she now has an arm with the kind of skin texture you'd find befitting on a Bioshock enemy.
stealthfern (Drs. Chen and Watt; radial forearm-flap phalloplasty)
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Arm 1 week post-op!​

Hoping that the black spots in the last picture are not the start of necrosis. Also I severely miscalculated where the graft would be coming from so I now have a bunch of hair on the tip of my dick and a big bald ring near my elbow

Spoiler: Dr. Steinman totally would've done SRS if he could've.

Patchwork pooner: this TiF got a top surgery result that sliced so effectively into her tattoos, it makes her appear as if she's a coloring book that met its fate at the hands of an overeager child with scissors. And of course - to no surprise - no nipples!
B4ked_Egg (double-incision bilateral cosmetic mastectomy)
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12 days post op!​

I am feeling great! Trying really hard not to do too much but I'm regaining sensation which is cool and my drain holes have finally scabbed over! Such a cool process watching the body do its thing.

Spoiler: It's a miracle you regained sensation, honestly.

Late stage addition, but I just had to add it in because it just galled me to look at: in an attempt to get herself one step closer to being a proper man, this TiF got a chunk of her back torn out to sew on to her pelvis. Unfortunately, her back doesn't realize there's no backsies when it comes to such a gruesome procedure.
clairderain (Dr. Cauley; musculocutaneous latissimus dorsi flap (MLD) phalloplasty)
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MLD Donor Site Not Healing Properly​

Hi everyone, I'm 1 month post op stage 1 MLD phallus creation. Everything else is healing great except for the donor site. I had my wound vac removed 6/25 and my stamina was great until a week later. My energy levels were low and my body pain is at an all time high. My wound doesn't look like it's healing properly and there's just a ton of dead skin that won't take as well as my dressings (xeroform plus ABD pad) have been soaked. My boyfriend even had to cut off some dead tissue that wasn't contributing to the healing process as well. I consulted with the plastics nurse who told me it was normal and my home visiting nurse told me it was normal and told me to take more anxiety medication (I'm not kidding, my concerns were dismissed). My body hurts and my energy levels are low but I don't have a fever nor is the wound green, hot, or foul smelling. TL;DR am I over reacting or should I seek a third opinion.First photo is wound vac being removed, second is before the dead tissue removal, and third is after dead tissue removal.

Spoiler: Imagine getting a pat on the back after this.

And now some text posts.
A freshly tit-chopped TiF is upset that her mother finds the butchery of her daughter's body to be less than savory and does the manliest thing ever about it: whine and cry about it to her fellow doodz on Reddit.
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parent not giving positive support post-op​

hello!i may end up deleting this..I am 26 and still living with my parents. (i am working toward moving out, i live in california and it is expensive ok) i recently had top surgery, currently 3 weeks post-op and have been struggling to be confident in my new body with this huge change as anyone would. i thought my mom was being supportive as she seemed ok with me getting surgery and even drove me to the surgery center the day of and took me home. but since the surgery she has been super standoff-ish and not understanding at all about the recovery process. i have been experiencing post-op depression and not doing much which she makes comments about me not doing much all day, mind you i am BARELY 3 weeks post-op. she stated when i came home after getting my drains out that she wasn’t ready to see my new chest around the house and that it was “probably still gross looking anyway” which kind of threw me off. so since then i have been hiding myself in my room during times i let my chest air out after the shower before i put my binder back on. the other day i told her my concerns and that i wanted her to clarify her feelings, that i got this surgery to feel more free in my body and to not have shame around my chest. i told her that i’m not feeling positive support from her. she responded that it is a lot for her to process and that she needs time to be able to see me without a shirt. i was expecting support and she kind of made it about herself. mind you she hasn’t even seen me post-op so how can she process something she hasn’t even seen and i’m an adult so she did not even see what i looked like pre-op either. it has been giving me anxiety as i now feel it has to be some grand reveal of my chest. i don’t want to bring it up again because each time it has made me feel really upset and insecure. the whole thing is upsetting because she has been accepting of me being trans and non-binary up until now.
TLDRmom said she doesn’t want to see me shirtless post-op and that she needs time to process
am i overreacting? or is she being kind of transphobic?

A stealth FTM wants to start cooking up lies to cover up the body modification she's planning on getting. Sister, if you're getting an ALT (anterolateral thigh phalloplasty - so, you know, the one with the big hideous thigh chunks torn out?), you can bet your biscuit you're never, ever going to go fully stealth. Which is good, because OP is a rapist who has tricked a girlfriend in the past about the status of her actual sex! Remember, Kiwis, this is why you have a moral imperative to teach those unaware on how to clock these scars; you never know how many rapists you'll expose, and every time you expose a rapist, a puppy is born in a safe, warm and loving home. Do your part today!
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Indecisive on my excuse​

Hello all, in a few days I’m getting my vaginectomy and delayed flap surgery for my future ALT phalloplasty surgery. I’m in a lot of communities at my school and have a wide social circle and coming up with an excuse for my scars has been my biggest worry for this whole process because I’m stealth everywhere I go and have been pretty much my entire life. For my upcoming one I was going to say that I was getting my appendix removed but I’m worried that my delayed flap surgery scars will be way more visible than I’m hoping for. In that case should I just say that I had to have a skin graft done (and come up with a story for that for ex: I was cooking and accidentally got grease on my leg) and try to hide my leg as much as possible until the time finally comes when I get my ALT surgery and then I can be less stressed about people not seeing my leg because the excuse will add up and it’ll look like an actual skin graft scar? I apologize if this post seems ridiculous but hiding this process has been the hardest challenge of my stealth life thus far and I’m trying really hard to not have to move schools and such. Also I live in a very hot state so hiding my leg with pants will be a major pain in the ass but I’ll do it if I have to. Open to advice and suggestions, thank you.

Comedy of errors for this comic artist: after getting what was meant to be a one-and-done phallo fitting, a pooner is enduring just about every complication in the book, such as having nearly actually died during the installation of such a macabre art piece. In her weakest of moments, she admits that she's begun to regret for her procedure, especially as she used the flesh from her dominant arm and works as a comic artist for a living.
CatCheerios (Dr. McClung; radial forearm-flap phalloplasty with urethral lengthening)
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Just want to vent/ need advice​

I think I'm at my breaking point with recovery. I cant stand all the pain and wounds and disability that comes with this.
I knew this surgery was going to be hard going into it, but fuck, knowing objectively and experiencing it are two different things.
First off I was part of the unlucky 1% who's phallus lost blood supply due to a clot. Thankfully surgeon was amazing and I was rushed back in for a second surgery and everything survived.
But the ICU was hell. I have a huge phobia of blood draws, but due to me needing emergency surgery they took my blood constantly in the ICU since I was on blood thinners (almost needed a blood transfusion at one point).
It was highly traumatic the whole time to the point I needed to be medicated for most interactions with staff so I don't remember much.
I hated having to relearn to walk. I felt weak and useless. I tried showering in the hotel when I got out of the icu a week later and failed. It was a mess.
I'm out of state for this recovery/surgery so I haven't been home in a month. My agoraphobia and ocd is reaking havoc with my mind being here so long. I'm staying at a friend's which I'm greatful for but I just want to fucking go home.
On top of everything I am healing from a hemetoma and wound seperation. I feel everything looks really rough and gross right now even though staff keeps saying everything looks great. Its hard. Its hard seeing your body like this. Its hard seeing others post one month post op pics and everything is clean and well healed when my stuff looks gooey and has open wounds.
I hate wearing this disposable underwear all the time and fuck ton of gauze to prop my dick up. It feels obsene and makes me feel like im wearing a diaper. But with my wounds I cant do regular underwear right now.
When i shower i have to wear disposable underwear so i can keep a roll of gauze under my dick to keep it propped up and I feel like a freak showering this way.
My arm hurts a lot as it heals and my leg is so tight and scabby from the graft. I cant do anything with my dominant arm being fucking useless. I'm a comic artist who would draw 6 hours a day and now I'm wondering if I'll ever have that stamina again. Crying just thinking about it.
I want to go home and crawl under a porch like a sick cat and perish. I know I'm being dramatic but this is HARD. I have a fistula as well and the thought of even needing a second surgery sends me into a panic attack. This is supposed to be a one and done surgery for me. Phallus and UL. Stand to pee. I dont care about a rod or glands.
I guess I really just want some support. My mental health is so low being this disabled. I'm someone who is always on the move and now I just lay in bed all day. For the first time in ten years Ive had dark thoughts.
I keep telling myself it will all be fine in the end, but I'm going through recovery NOW and I hate it. I just hope i can pass my at home (friends house) void trial next week so I can at least get rid of this fucking catheter.
I know some guys have them for months and I fucking refuse. I'll pull the damn thing out of my stomach myself. I'm clawing at the walls to be normal again.
I wish I was born a cis man. It's not fair we have to go through so much pain to have the bodies we need.
I also wish I could handle recovery better. But this is a lot.
I guess if others could share how they got through this rough patch I would appreciate it.

How to emotionally deal with everything going wrong?​

I had my void trials today and they went even worse than I expected. I peed out of my fistula under my phallus, the giant hole in the vaginectomy site, AND out of the blister scar on the side of my penis. Got maybe a drop out of my actual tip.
If I try and sit to pee I feel excruciating pain and almost nothing comes out, I can only pee standing, and then I piss all over the place because of the FOUR areas.
Has anyone had this many issues with a void trial? I'm honestly scared guys. I can't go to work like this and I go home next week. I don't want a catheter again. I am afraid of another surgery because I had huge complications with my first one.
My entire recovery has been extremely hard on me. And im just really devastated. If it would have been a single fistula I was peeing out of I think i could have handled it better. But my entire genital area feels broken.
I'm not even sure if I got all the pee out, I'm so traumatized I'm refusing to drink water now. My appointment isnt till Thursday and I don't know what to do. Anyone recover from something this horrible without a second surgery?
The compilations have traumatized me deeply and I'm just really distraught rn.
Idk if I'm allowed to say this but I'm starting to feel regret. I wanted a penis more than anything, but the complications are very traumatic. I almost died from the first surgery, I don't want a second. I wish I could have just been born a man ):

 

[Fat and Balding]

For the first time in ten years Ive had dark thoughts.

Hasn’t thought about killing herself in a decade, but she needed this life-saving cosmetic surgery that completely crippled her in one fell swoop.

 

[UselessRubberKeyboard]

The compilations have traumatized me deeply and I'm just really distraught rn.
Idk if I'm allowed to say this but I'm starting to feel regret. I wanted a penis more than anything, but the complications are very traumatic. I almost died from the first surgery, I don't want a second.

She should man up and deal with the consequences of her own stupid fucking actions, like all men have to.

But nah, just wants all the whiny bullshit and sobbing support of being female, with none of the yucky having to look pretty and having men you don’t like pawing at you stuff. Of course for that she needs a dick.

Pooners are the dumbest fucks out there.

 

[Sinner's Sandwich]

• is a comic artist
• uses her dominant arm for the horrordog

Trannies are the dumbest retards in universe

 

[Paper Machete]

Imagine going through all that just because you're obsessed with peeing while standing.

 

[Dolly Brooks]

Hasn’t thought about killing herself in a decade, but she needed this life-saving cosmetic surgery that completely crippled her in one fell swoop.

You beat me to it, I thought this was supposed to make them feel better?

Idk if I'm allowed to say this but I'm starting to feel regret.

That’s how you know you’re in a cult, sweetie.

 

[NerdShamer]

Wait, isn't that shit supposed to be covered until the skin (kinda) grows back? Because some of the back pics looks like they have an infection after being exposed for internet pity points

 

[eat your greens]

Wait, isn't that shit supposed to be covered until the skin (kinda) grows back? Because some of the back pics looks like they have an infection after being exposed for internet pity points

I think they take photos during dressing changes for updoots and sympathy.

 

[uwaga! aooga!]

• is a comic artist
• uses her dominant arm for the horrordog

Trannies are the dumbest retards in universe

I wonder where she had it done, that the surgeons (or whoever) didn't task to her first to make sure they were harvesting flesh from the more disposable arm.

... ah, what am I saying? Even if her surgical team did try to talk some sense into her, we all know pooners don't listen to sense.

Probably: "no! Take it from the right arm! I don't care what YOU think, fascist!! The ugly stick and poke tattoo on that arm is like really meaningful and I want to see it on my new penis as I lovingly cradle it in my hand like a dying baby bird."

 

[gampboonerisms]

I wonder where she had it done, that the surgeons (or whoever) didn't task to her first to make sure they were harvesting flesh from the more disposable arm.

... ah, what am I saying? Even if her surgical team did try to talk some sense into her, we all know pooners don't listen to sense.

Probably: "no! Take it from the right arm! I don't care what YOU think, fascist!! The ugly stick and poke tattoo on that arm is like really meaningful and I want to see it on my new penis as I lovingly cradle it in my hand like a dying baby bird."

After all this time, the gals who get the rotdog do indeed cradle their flesh like a child. I've seen men in the bar grab beer bottles many different ways. But they never grab a bottle so delicately as a woman with a rotdog child surrogate.



......holy shit I want to know that one of the pooners has typed the phrase "my little dude" or "my little boy" when talking about their abomination.

 

[uwaga! aooga!]

...holy shit I want to know that one of the pooners has typed the phrase "my little dude" or "my little boy" when talking about their abomination.

I think you can rest assured that many have. And I'm still trying to figure out prompts for these infernal machines, but...

 

[derpi]

I think you can rest assured that many have. And I'm still trying to figure out prompts for these infernal machines, but...

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The cystic acne is an absolutely diabolical touch

 

[Accidental Protege]

I just hope i can pass my at home (friends house) void trial next week so I can at least get rid of this fucking catheter.

All I can think about is this pooner’s friend going “sure, you can stay at my house after your surgery!” without realizing what they’re in for. It’s not like this crippled poon would be able to clean up her own piss in the state she’s in.

 

[pooterino]

Spoiler: Imagine getting a pat on the back after this.

Jesus tapdancing Christ.

Please try to forgive the powerleveling but I once fell on my hip so hard the bruise was super deep and all the dead blood eventually went... well basically necrotic and had to be controlled with antibiotics. Afterward, the affected flesh kind of rotted off and a yellowish bacterial biofilm built up for like two weeks before the wound properly scabbed over and resolved. But why you ask, are you even mentioning this?

Well, that was the unfortunate outcome of being a dumb fuck who fell. I'm looking at a SURGICAL WOUND deliberately inflicted by one or more surgeons/doctors and am seeing a similar kind of gross yellow (fatty-looking) biofilm. Point is, these butchers need to be sued out of existence. I was a half-retard with unregulated antibiotics (never saw a doc to get them) and "wound-care" handled by my own dumb brain such as peroxide debridement and iodine applications. And genuinely this shit they're posting looks worse. Which is insane.

 

[Anasa Tristis]

Results not so rapturous

So many frog voiced, sliced and diced damsels in distress. But that's what happens when you decide to try to become the prince instead of accepting that you're just another princess. The fem brained comments that pop up now and then just kill me.

my first dick pic

(3) I made chicken and waffles for breakfast today.

CatCheerios' meltdown there was a particularly difficult read. Heart breaking, horrifying and maddening.

I knew this surgery was going to be hard going into it, but fuck, knowing objectively and experiencing it are two different things.

Now she's in a big mess of her own making. Gettin' worse daily. I suspect she's a classic "My main issue is my being trans, and if I change my body all the other issues I have will become manageable, if not gone!". Many such cases. No one tells them that that "being trans" is probably derived from the other issues that need attention first. Or if they do, they stubbornly don't listen.
I checked out her other Reddit comments. This isn't her first surgery rodeo, she had back surgery 4 years ago. (Degenerative disc. Courtesy of Medicaid.) She's somewhere in her mid-late 30s, has an ex wife and a high functioning but worrisome autistic boy who's 15 now. (No details on how he was conceived. She's afraid he's going to go feral and end up homeless.) She's been on T for 8 years. (The first three "suuucked". From acne, facial bloating and poor beard growth.) She's 5'4". Still somewhat "pear shaped", but conceals that with careful clothing choices. She works night shift, and has for a long time. Collects fridge magnets. Loves cats. And I mean she really loves cats. She's posted more gushy comments about cute cat photos and about her own cat who passed from having a weird cancer than just about anything else. Well, with the exception now of her phallo experience and assorted complications.

 

[Aunt Carol]

I think they take photos during dressing changes for updoots and sympathy.

Not to defend persons of gender, but taking photos during dressing changes is helpful to monitor how it's healing; a dressing looks about the same on the outside unless something really bad is happening. It also helps if you have a telehealth situation; an uploaded picture is worth a thousand words, and means you can spend your effort on describing heat, pain and odor.

This lady has a (hideous, voluntary) wound on her back, so a photo is faster than a mirror, and those are the only ways she'll see it.

Now, the decision to post the wound photos for updoots, that's just gender stuff.

 

[KiwiFuzz2]

Mild powerlevel but for some of these, I wonder how deep the rot goes.

My mom had a cyst on her back that went sideways. She had to go to a wound care place for it, and what appeared to be a pea-sized hole on the surface actually went in about three inches.

Yours truly had to clean and pack it every day.

I can't imagine the actual body horror of having a hole in your body that's not just normal-sized, but is both wide and goes in a ways.

Some of these arms, in particular, look like some Kelly Ronahan shit.

"Whoops, my insides are now outsides! Again!"

I wonder how often they get infested with maggots.

Bodies are gross.