Tiffany Skylar Johnston / Zoey Willow / aumiist / emoboyfucker69 / mitsuwah / dollienarc / mitsufan / Splatinist / xKiwifarmjoshx (and many more) - "3rd generation Florida man", Delusional Mitsuba Sousuke spammer, 2edgy4u emo fujoshi, Oversharing autist, Sockpuppet hydra, Grimy worm-infested zoo animal, Crackpot schizo, Genuine Cautionary Tale About Childhood Internet Usage, Objectfucker

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Get a dosette or blister packs, set reminders on your phone, which you are glued to. Reminders that will ring through even if you set your phone to silent.
The price you pay for these meds is the dreaded zombification effect, which many of your type say is a Hellscape because nothing feels right.
But the alternative is this, the few hours of exciting mania where everything clicks followed immediately by the all consuming pit where you are stuck until the next bout of mania.
You have a support system (we and OnionFarms are not it and should not be it), but you have a group of friends, therapy, doctors, etc..
Yes, it makes sense, the pills stabilize your brain and allow you to properly process things, and since you have an impressive backlog of shit to process, once you start stabilizing you go, oh shit, I did some retarded things. Not for the first time, you are being told: get more active in your therapy, take your meds, and get a handler. Your current version of you simply cannot do this in a way that improves your life.
Work on some projects too. Where’s the fresh edits and cooking videos ? Are you working on any projects or are you just playing grab ass with Faghammer all day on OF ?
 
Work on some projects too. Where’s the fresh edits and cooking videos ? Are you working on any projects or are you just playing grab ass with Faghammer all day on OF ?
You know what? I'm gonna do it. I'm gonna ask.
Tiffany, what do you get over there that you don't get here?
OF is a collection of people so fucking retarded and deviant that they got sieved out of this place.
It's literally a group of people that were discovered to be addicted to really really gross shit and behaviors and so were correctly shunned. They're the metaphorical floating island of garbage.
And you willingly go there and bask in their attention.
Get ahold of yourself, girl.
 
in all honesty i have mixed feelings about this
on one hand i guess its my comeuppance for being an annoying fuckass for nearly 7 years because i got some weird sense of satisfaction out of being annoying and ticking people off
on the other hand i feel like this thread has changed my life direction both for the better and mostly the worst because its definitely damaged my mental health and now all im remembered for is just being a schizophrenic dumbass who cant help but make a fool of themselves at every chance
i wouldnt wish this upon anyone,,, except maybe people like nikolas who want to hurt others
i do wish i could be left alone so i can just live my life but i understand i have to work for this and i really have tried to but my own mental health and loneliness makes staying offline and out of trouble a hard task
i dont know where im going with this
sorry
That's fine and all, and I think I can speak for most thread regulars when I say most of us want you to improve and move on with your life. But you need to actually put in the work. I'll admit that you've come a long ways from when you first got a thread, but you threw yourself back to the wolves right when it seemed you were going to actually get better.

Rely on the people in your life that are appropriate to rely on. I understand you have autism and shit, so let me explain: the Internet cannot, and should not ever, be a support system. It's extremely self destructive. You had a bad upbringing and were unfortunate enough to be severely mentally ill. But you don't have to let it ruin your life any further. Be better than your circumstances.
 
Does Kengle have a thread here ? I did not see anything in the search.
 
But at least he wasn't seen as some sort of degenerate. He may have already been trending that way in his debate thread (or on a profile post) because I think that's where he, for no reason, power leveled about his dream where he hung out with Zoey. It's only getting worse as he surrounds himself with pedos and zoophiles.
What kind of boring dream is that? One of my recurring dreams since childhood was finding myself in a world where fruits and veggies are massive, for whatever fucking reason. Massive apples, pineapples, watermelon and most importantly, carrots.

A dream about hanging out with lolcows??? I'll take my sleep paralysis demon instead.
 
Reminders that will ring through even if you set your phone to silent
@Tiffany Skylar Johnston
Zoey, please do this. It was suggested months ago as well. You are finally able to write our actual thoughts clearly and keep your cool for once. Get something to keep track of them like a pill box as DuD suggested.

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They even have cute ones like these, it doesn't need to be the boring square ones.
 
What kind of boring dream is that? One of my recurring dreams since childhood was finding myself in a world where fruits and veggies are massive, for whatever fucking reason. Massive apples, pineapples, watermelon and most importantly, carrots.

A dream about hanging out with lolcows??? I'll take my sleep paralysis demon instead.
Credit where it's due. Few people are willing to stand next to Tiffany and somehow make her look better in comparison.
 
I figured she would have set a reminder before she went and got a pill box. It's much easier to set a repeating alarm reminder on your phone. lol
She doesn't 'forget'. She's been on a small mountain of pills for a large chunk of her life. That sort of thing doesn't slip your mind, it isn't car keys that fell into the sofa. When you're saturated with this stuff, not taking your pills makes you feel physically and mentally ill. She is willingly non-compliant.
or, to play devil's advocate, she genuinely does forget, and thus cannot be trusted to take care of herself and needs a watcher or to be in a facility.
 
Who knows. The friend that made her take her pills on the 4th is a godsend to her and she should keep her around.
Tiffany Skylar Johnston
at some point in your life you just need to go with the flow
its more fun that way

That's a post I can't properly quote on her profile from the 5th.
She willingly goes off meds to purposely slip into mania.
 
Get a dosette or blister packs, set reminders on your phone, which you are glued to. Reminders that will ring through even if you set your phone to silent.
The price you pay for these meds is the dreaded zombification effect, which many of your type say is a Hellscape because nothing feels right.
But the alternative is this, the few hours of exciting mania where everything clicks followed immediately by the all consuming pit where you are stuck until the next bout of mania.
You have a support system (we and OnionFarms are not it and should not be it), but you have a group of friends, therapy, doctors, etc..
Yes, it makes sense, the pills stabilize your brain and allow you to properly process things, and since you have an impressive backlog of shit to process, once you start stabilizing you go, oh shit, I did some retarded things. Not for the first time, you are being told: get more active in your therapy, take your meds, and get a handler. Your current version of you simply cannot do this in a way that improves your life.
The zombification effect doesn't make you feel bad, not really. You just don't feel anything. You can't feel anything. No misery, but no joy. Just nothing.
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They even have cute ones like these, it doesn't need to be the boring square ones.
Hell naw. If you get any one of these you will only have fuckboys talk to you. Those cases are such red flags.
 
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