He wants the symphysis reshaped??
At this point in the post, around half of female kiwis who have had a baby are gasping in horror, but for those of you who are gents or haven’t had the fun of late pregnancy or birth, I shall explain.
The joint he’s talking about, the one at the front of the pelvis, is critical for stability. In all women who give birth, the ligaments relax when a hormone called relaxin is released during late pregnancy. This gives the pelvis some wiggle room to get the baby out.
Why gasping in horror? Well, a proportion of women have that joint loosen too much and they end up with a condition called SPD and unable to walk without severe pain. For most women it resolves after birth, but more than you’d think are left with a tiny bit of mobility in that joint and constant pain.
If you mess with that joint you’re going to be in pain forever, on crutches, and possibly in a wheelchair.
So go for it mate! Be the woman you’ve always dreamt of!
I had a friend, who got an accidental symphisiotomy in a motorcycle crash, like, tore it apart. I did not know him back then, but afaik he had an outer fixation, screws and metal rods installed for weeks or months (so, was practically immovable), ended up with something like an ugly C-section scar and neuropathy around.
That also brings back the horrors you hear about the malpractices from Ireland's healthcare (if the c*tholic quackery can be called so) in its not-so-distant history.
Many troons, and the post-op ones in particular, seem to me as if their muscles had melted away from their bodies. Another thing that will make them look not like women, but chronically ill bed-bound men they are.
Idk what you can even tell him. Practice letting go, go to church and seek comfort from god, go to trauma therapy...
Once the fantasy of SRS wears off, you are confronted with the grim reality that your genitals have been mutilated and you were the one who signed up for it. It wasn't an unfortunate accident, it was your own choice.
This must be really hard to live with. He is probably still feeling guilt and is angry with himself.
Richie breaks my heart tbh.
I feel like there must be *something* they can do for him. He's done his bit and some rich terf like jk could maybe donate for some manner of something for him.
I know it's bullshit to chase the surgery dragon but, the neuropathy and stuff hes dealing with is horrendous. There's got to be some means of at least taking the pain away, anything is better than the current situ. If you were with decent doctors and approaching it from a palliative rather than transformative or reparative aspect.
I dunno, it's just horrible that he has to have the double wammy of the pain AND the knowledge that it was all for nowt and he was fucked over.
The other troons get by on spite and the fumes of cope, but to have your eyes open to it must suck so badly.
I was totally cool with the idea of reshaping joints in the pelvis until you explained it. Couldn't have imagined what would go wrong without your help. Thanks bud.
Yes, I know, It’s Blindingly Obvious. But clearly it isn’t to these troons. There are some bits you can tinker with, like I dunno, bolt ons (looks stupid but you will be functional) and bits that you don’t fuck with , like your pelvis, and your skull, and your collarbones. The willingness of these men to fuck up critical stuff is amazing.
Mind you if you’re willing to cut your cock off I suppose all bets are off. @AfghanBlue I’m not sure what they can do to him or for him. It’s irreversible. I suppose some pretty intensive counselling, or finding God. I hope he finds some peace
Richie breaks my heart tbh.
I feel like there must be *something* they can do for him. He's done his bit and some rich terf like jk could maybe donate for some manner of something for him.
I know it's bullshit to chase the surgery dragon but, the neuropathy and stuff hes dealing with is horrendous. There's got to be some means of at least taking the pain away, anything is better than the current situ. If you were with decent doctors and approaching it from a palliative rather than transformative or reparative aspect.
I dunno, it's just horrible that he has to have the double wammy of the pain AND the knowledge that it was all for nowt and he was fucked over.
The other troons get by on spite and the fumes of cope, but to have your eyes open to it must suck so badly.
Honestly, I think he's in a pretty good place where he is. No, I'm not being ironic, I'm being serious. He's ambulatory and while he's voiced his concerns over a bit of urine leakage, he seems to have able to urinate and defecate in a somewhat normal manner, which already puts him light years ahead of someone like Fistulissa or the rotdog TIFs who get constant kidney infections from not being able to void.
If you're reading here, Richie, and I know you are: the truth is your sexual function is gone and it cannot be restored. Because of this, your chances of finding a romantic partner are rather low if not non-existent. (Yes, there are men who have a sexual fetish for "nullos" but I really don't think you wanna go there.) This is simply the truth. It doesn't, however, mean that you can't still enjoy what life has to offer. You're what? 38? Realistically you're going to be alive for another 30 years at least. Find something to live for that doesn't involve your downstairs plumbing.
He wants the symphysis reshaped??
At this point in the post, around half of female kiwis who have had a baby are gasping in horror, but for those of you who are gents or haven’t had the fun of late pregnancy or birth, I shall explain.
The joint he’s talking about, the one at the front of the pelvis, is critical for stability. In all women who give birth, the ligaments relax when a hormone called relaxin is released during late pregnancy. This gives the pelvis some wiggle room to get the baby out.
Why gasping in horror? Well, a proportion of women have that joint loosen too much and they end up with a condition called SPD and unable to walk without severe pain. For most women it resolves after birth, but more than you’d think are left with a tiny bit of mobility in that joint and constant pain.
If you mess with that joint you’re going to be in pain forever, on crutches, and possibly in a wheelchair.
So go for it mate! Be the woman you’ve always dreamt of!
"$9,000 for potential life-long agony all for a few millimeters of bone nobody will ever notice and will most likely not give me the satisfaction I so crave? SIGN ME UP!!!"
If you're reading here, Richie, and I know you are: the truth is your sexual function is gone and it cannot be restored. Because of this, your chances of finding a romantic partner are rather low if not non-existent.
I don't think you understand, sir! Your body is functioning exactly as it should, and trying to seal a festering wound. You're healing! Please try to show your poor body a little gratitude.
After about a year of healing, a TiF still has issues with pissing from multiple exits. And lucky for you, it's a video! If you watch this, just know that you will not be a happier person for it. llacock89 (Dr. Travieso; metoidioplasty with urethral lengthening and scrotoplasty) Link | Archive
Ok so I am post op stage 1.5 for about 11m. I had a split stream after stage 1 but dr adjusted something’s and thought it got better but I took a video of me peeing and looks like there is 2 streams.
I have to see my surgeon next month for a revision consult for oct and wondering if I should just bring it up or it’s just my stream.
Thoughts?
After getting her breasts lopped off in a comical fascimile of a man's chest, a pooner now has very, very infected nipples that appear ready to part from this mortal realm. Also, she's got a hematoma that's been aspiratedthree damn times! Perhaps she's having so many issues only 18 days post-op because she's 51 fucking years old? transqueeries (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy with nipple grafts) Link | Archive
(Cat for those who don't want to see gnarly things.) These were taken after a shower, so recently wet and with loose slough washed away. My grafts are infected and I'm on antibiotics now. These are my nipples on the day the doctor prescribed antibiotics. They look worse today but I'm posting these so people know when to call their surgeon.
Notice the redness that was slowly spreading out around them, heat and irritation, and pus that looks more like it's brewing below the surface instead of old dead skin melting off the top.
I hope this helps someone!
Last time we saw fleepis-throwaway's anterolateral thigh (ALT) phalloplasty, it looked rather crunchy, crispy and crappy. But time has been benevolent to Fleepis, as her results now look a bit... well... I mean, they've obviously healed up better this time around. It still looks like an uwieldy weapon of ass destruction, but at least it's not actively decaying? Last Post Link | Archive
All is going very well! I noticed a dramatic spike in sensitivity since my surgery, which might just be because I can feel a low-level "ouch" when I move certain ways lol
But, I think it came out fairly handsome! The head is huge, but so is the rest of it I'm hoping that after I get my erectile implant, I can do some medical tattooing and get her looking a little less pale and ghost-like.
Happy to answer any questions!
Another revisit: back in 2023, beepbeepyoyoposted about the outcome of her stage 2 metoidioplasty with Mr. Christopher over in the UK. It seems that just a few years later, however, she would go on to join the metoidioplasty-to-phalloplasty pipeline, now having gotten herself a musculocutaneous latissimus dorsi flap (MLD) phalloplasty with the butcher of Serbia, Dr. Miroslav Djordjevic. And honestly? It appears so heavy, I can only imagine the effects of gravity on it long-term. Last Post Link | Archive
1 year post stage 2 penis creation, 3 months post stage 2 glansplasty, burial and testicular implants by Dr Miro in Serbia. Original scrotom and metoidioplasty by Mr Christopher. 99% happy with everything, tattooing intending for the future. Happy to answer any questions not covered in my previous posts on my profile.
Now, for some text posts.
After getting a radial forearm-flap (RFF) phalloplasty, a TiF finds herself disappointed that her light saber is rather light for a saber. The funniest part of this post is that she admits that "acceptance" is "not one of [my] strengths" - do you think that's why you pursued trooning out in the first place, dood? Link | Archive
I feel so foolish and fickle. I'm not happy with my size any more. After post-op swelling has gone down, I'm now at only 3" in girth and about 2.5" in length.
I suppose it's hopeless and there's nothing to be done.
I really think I should've done more experimenting and discussed alt more with my surgeon. I think i truly would have been a better candidate for ALT.
Yeah, I did want a smaller penis, but I'm finding now that just wanted smaller - average. I was just so afraid of ending up huge that I didn't allow myself to think maybe ALT would have been feasible for someone with my body type.
I unrealistically convinced myself I needed to have an average flaccid length and now I'm disgusted with myself for realising I actually should have just followed typical conventional knowledge and aimed for average erect size.
Is there honestly anything that can be done apart from acceptance which is not one of my strengths?
Not even 2 weeks ago, a young troon got his dick amputated and fashioned into a penetrative pocket. Unfortunately for him, he's already imagining how to kill himself due to the pain and agony it causes simply to walk. Link | Archive
I (23) had surgery 11 days ago, firstly I would want to say I DO NOT regret this surgery at all. I really thought it was gonna make me feel the happiest I’ll ever be and super confident turns out I became depressed as hell.
I have just been crying, I really thought it was the hospital and recovery home environment that made me feel that way but I’m home now and I still feel shitty af, I just wanna end it all.
I havent told my parents about my surgery or any other family members, so I’m all alone in my room, I do have a roommate who has her surgery in 2 months from now but she has to work too and isnt available for me all the time.
My safest space was my boyfriend and my boyfriend is in university so he has to focus on his studying and isnt able to talk to me at all (there is a reason pls dont say anything about my sweet boy) and we’re long distance, and now that he is gone my inner child/girl has just been crying. I just wanna end it all, when dilating, it makes me cry so hard because its so painful, normal walking isnt possible for me I have to be slightly bent to walk properly, I lay in my bed all alone, I have nothing to distract my mind because when you go on social media all you see is stuff that intentionally wants you to cry (tiktok) or just remind you how others are just happily living their lives. This all is making me feel like if JUST I would have been born a girl, how amazing it wouldve been, I would have never had to go thru something so brutal, this also was my first ever hospitalization in my entire life and my first ever surgery.
I just wanna die I dont wanna continue or please just give me my boyfriend I really need him (omg I started crying)
Things remain tumultous for CatCheerios, the comic artist who put her career on the line to be able to piss while standing, as she continues being in excruciating pain each time she urinates. To an open crowd of deaf ears, she confesses: the pain is so severe, I stopped eating or drinking that day out of fear. Last Post Link | Archive
So i failed my void trials earlier this week (several fistulas), and then had my doc visit where they decided to keep the sp catheter and do a RUG test mid August.
I mentioned how when I tried to pee it burned so bad I was sobbing and they didn't seem to act like it was a big deal. I asked if I could have a UTI and they said no.
So my question is, has anyone else had void trials hurt so bad you cried? Just a stabbing, burning feeling? Is that normal??? The pain was so severe I stopped eating or drinking that day out of fear.
The battle between boy and body: after having a third surgery on his neovagina, it seems this tranny's stinkditch insists on caving in and he's running out of options - and running out of hope. Link | Archive
Not quite sure why I'm writing this but I guess I wanted to see if other people have experienced similar things to what I've gone through and eventually had a positive result. I had my first SRS in August 2023 and it didn't go very well. My dilations were going fine until around that two month period where everything starts tightening, and then it never stopped. I had to go in for a second SRS revision to fix scar tissue that was getting more and more restrictive, which I underwent in March 2024. That operation ALSO did not go well, with scar tissue growing even faster and actually placing me in a worse position than before I had the second surgery. That process basically ended with my surgeon suggesting that, since I would be travelling that summer, I should stop dilating and maybe just revisit in a few months. I stopped dilating, everything closed up, and I felt like I was back at square one. Finally, I had my third SRS in May 2025, just over two months ago, by a different surgeon who was highly recommended by my psychiatrist and is very well known in the trans healthcare world. I was really encouraged by the results early on (was using the third SoulSource dilator to the depth that I was aiming for), but I'm now in the moment where everything is starting to tighten up and I'm somewhat restricted to the orange dilator. I can't use the larger dilator almost at all, I'm just about two years post-op from my first surgery, and am starting to get worried that this procedure is going to go the same way as my previous two surgeries.
Has anyone else had a hard recovery with SRS, or has this period of 2-month post op tightening gotten easier as time goes on?
A TiF wants to know why Google has a tendency to showcase surgical photography when looking up pictures of surgeries and suggests conspiratorially that it's a plot to make tranny procedures seem "scary" or "barbaric." If you're in the market for photos, why not come on down to Kiwi Farms, OP? We have such sights to show you... Link | Archive
Something I’ve noticed for a while is that, despite almost NEVER showing graphic images when searching up any other surgery, Google will 9 times outta 10 only show mid-procedure photos when I dare to look up phallo or meta results.
Just a minute ago, I was curious on how “extended meta” results looked, and even when I specifically look up FULLY HEALED RESULTS, I only get graphic bloody images of the surgery in action. I scrolled through these images for like a hot minute until I found ONE healed result, and it was for phalloplasty… not even the initial thing I was looking for. This got me super frustrated, which got me doing my own VERY informal experiment where I looked up several different types of “not trans exclusive” surgeries (like breast enlargement, hysterectomies, ED treatment surgery, mastectomies, vasectomies), especially ones that focused on sex characteristics. And NONE OF THEM HAD THIS ISSUE! even the ED treatment surgery, which has a similar process to stage 3 of phallo, had only ONE professionally- photographed image that was not nearly as graphic or gorey. Am I going crazy?? Is this my tin-foil hat moment?? Or is there something genuinely going on with these search results? I can’t help but feel like these search results are purposely trying to be misleading, and make these treatments seem scary or barbaric to viewers. It’s been making my medical transition a tiny bit more difficult, and I’m wondering if anyone else had noticed this, or possibly can snap me back into reality if I’m reaching too much.
It's amazing how all of these trannies are suddenly master-class anatomists the second they get autistically hyperfixated on genital surgeries: this tranny is insecure about his fucking anogenital distance of all things, and is seeking a revision for it among other things. Link | Archive
So I'm thinking about yet another revision due to some things and I'd love to hear your experiences. 1, Anogential distance (AGD) - I think with most vaginoplastys I've seen, the AGD is way too large and it just look aesthetically unpleasant. I ended up with a distance of about 1.5-2" and while it's still a bit swollen on most days I don't think this will change. Had anyone ever done a lowering of the vaginal entrance before? I also thought about a revision due to excessive tightness on the lower-half scar ring, and maybe this could improve several things:
2, Scar ring - despite massaging every evening before dilation, that scar ring on the lower half of the vaginal entrance is still painfully tight and I need to take a long time before dilation or sex. If I don't dilate for 1-2 days it's a painful endeaveur that takes age and it's always very icky. Will this ever improve and are there thing I can do better? Has anyone had a revision to improve tightness, especially on that part? I use E3-vaginal cream daily. I mean, if I work with it and 'warm up' I can fit the largest dilators (37mm?) but it's always a slow process. Will this ever improve over time? Will there ever be spontaneous sex (with cis-m)?
3, Skin graft - I needed a skin graft and now have a scar of about 0.2-0.5" wide x 17" long around my upper thighs / behind. What can I do to improve its appereance? It's a bit meaty and keloid and my surgeon advised me to massage it, but what can I do otherwise? Nowadays I massage every evening and use vaseline with dexpanthenol, so it's never drying out - but it's still unsightly... has anyone every had surgery on scars that big or had products that could help?
Not even 2 weeks ago, a young troon got his dick amputated and fashioned into a penetrative pocket. Unfortunately for him, he's already imagining how to kill himself due to the pain and agony it causes simply to walk.
Trannies feel forced to write this lie before they can say how much they regret genital mutilation without using the word regret.
turns out I became depressed as hell.
I have just been crying, I really thought it was the hospital and recovery home environment that made me feel that way but I’m home now and I still feel shitty af, I just wanna end it all
Claims he doesn't regret dick butchering but wants to kill himself because of dick butchering. Makes totally sense in crazy looney troon land but not in the real world.
This all is making me feel like if JUST I would have been born a girl, how amazing it wouldve been,
If he JUST accepted that he had been born male, he wouldn't be in this situation. The reason for his misery isn't that he wasn't born a girl. It's that he couldn't accept being born a gay man. The "Hurr durr if I was born a girl blah blah" is nothing but retarded tranny bullshit. It's not a fun gender bending fantasy like it should be. For trannies it's a toxic thought that leads to dick butchery and an early grave. But these dumb sick fucks encourage each other to think like this.
Another young, mutilated idiot on the way to the 41%.
My safest space was my boyfriend and my boyfriend is in university so he has to focus on his studying and isnt able to talk to me at all (there is a reason pls dont say anything about my sweet boy)
Dude who was into ladyboys suddenly too busy to talk at all after your castration?
I'm again reminded of pRedditor troons whining that the only guys interested in them are troon chasers. I know 90% of it is made up, but for the small portion where it's true, they're rejecting their best case scenario (homosexual attracted to another man in a dress) in favour of one that doesn't exist (heterosexual so overcome by your authentic womanhood he ignores the fact that you're a dude).
I don't think you understand, sir! Your body is functioning exactly as it should, and trying to seal a festering wound. You're healing! Please try to show your poor body a little gratitude.
Not even 2 weeks ago, a young troon got his dick amputated and fashioned into a penetrative pocket. Unfortunately for him, he's already imagining how to kill himself due to the pain and agony it causes simply to walk. Link | Archive
"I (23) had surgery 11 days ago, firstly I would want to say I DO NOT regret this surgery at all. I really thought it was gonna make me feel the happiest I’ll ever be and super confident turns out I became depressed as hell."
"If I had JUST been born a girl"
FUCKING. SUICIDE. CULT. If you had JUST listened to people who no doubt tried to talk sense into you, accepted you're a gay man, a fucking FEMBOY of all things which are in vogue with internet fags at the moment, you would have been fine. But you couldn't, and now you've gone and destroyed your life. I've got no fucking sympathy. Enjoy your goo pocket between your legs where your cock used to be.
They're not serving on the "front lines". They're embracing the attempts to turn the military into another DMV-HR-DEI patronage program.
They sign up for the steady check and benefits that fund their fetish, in roles like Communications Outreach Liaison Coordinator Personnel Manager where they modernize the warfighting strategeries by engaging in multilateral team-building alignment (tweak powerpoints for mandatory pronoun training, while serving as ideological commissars and decorating their desks with rainbow plushies).
This pooners nipples. LOL. This one is actually just funny especially with the feminine looking tattoo, she is also considering adding wildflowers and getting a different tattoo of a deer skull with elderberries. (Very manly)
According to TheySherlockedWho, the surgery was done by Dr. Bélanger *she thinks, not totally sure* at GRS Montreal, and she is happy with how it looks. (yikes!)
"I (23) had surgery 11 days ago, firstly I would want to say I DO NOT regret this surgery at all. I really thought it was gonna make me feel the happiest I’ll ever be and super confident turns out I became depressed as hell."
"If I had JUST been born a girl"
FUCKING. SUICIDE. CULT. If you had JUST listened to people who no doubt tried to talk sense into you, accepted you're a gay man, a fucking FEMBOY of all things which are in vogue with internet fags at the moment, you would have been fine. But you couldn't, and now you've gone and destroyed your life. I've got no fucking sympathy. Enjoy your goo pocket between your legs where your cock used to be.
They constantly threaten suicide at the drop of the hat, why would the military want them? They complained so much about fake problems that they have real problems now.
Oops!
Once the dick is off, they're no longer special or a kinky she-male/futanari fantasy. At that point their bodies have no useful sex organs for either preference left, their bodies are broken to even the average degenerate. As they stop serving a purpose they get discarded like a broken sex toy.
It doesn't help their emotional baggage is oftentimes immense too.
The sight of femboys and tomgirls being gaslighted into becoming trans saddens me personally. You can like dresses or tough boy clothes without destroying a perfectly functional body - but at the farms I'm preaching to the choir, most likely.
I'm hoping that after I get my erectile implant, I can do some medical tattooing and get her looking a little less pale and ghost-like.
Makes totally sense in crazy looney troon land but not in the real world.
