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At the end she weighs herself. She gained nearly 10 pounds in one day. It took her three days of her usual eating plus all her normal lifting, etc., to get it mostly off.
Chantal Sarault / Chantal Al-Refae / Foodie Beauty - Delusional drug fiend hamplanet mukbanger from Canada trying to be a glamorous online influencer. Pathological liar, huge bitch, narcissist, animal abuser
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At the end she weighs herself. She gained nearly 10 pounds in one day. It took her three days of her usual eating plus all her normal lifting, etc., to get it mostly off.
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To be fair, most of that weight gain was probably due to the extreme sodium intake. Excess sodium makes you retain water like crazy. She probably peed most of that weight gain out in three days. Nobody gains 10 pounds of fat in one day.
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Who Now
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I'm getting bored now with the Charlie drama because I don't care about her, though watching Chanty is fun. She talks about school yard bully shit and it seems to put her right back there apparently. I could be wrong but when people say she is a "pig" I don't really think "fat", like Chantys grade school mind does. When adults say it, I think its more about acting like a disgusting, greedy, lazy person, not necessarily fat. She needs to read a dictionary and expand her vocabulary. After all, she attended university, at least her Linked in says so. right?
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And an English major, at that. So, she knows words have one meaning and one meaning only, you haydur asshole.
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Interesting theory that Chantal cheated on Bibi with Peetz. Once a cheater, always a cheater. But supposing it's true, what would Peetz's motivation be? Revenge against Bibi for stealing his woman? Or maybe he just gave in to her wishes like he always does, regardless of how he actually feels about the situation. I would say "poor Peetz" but he kinda digs his own grave. With a friend like her, no wonder he's in therapy for depression.
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Why does she always use ALR as her go to 'other' fatty? Does Charlie reference them both that much? Its an annoying deflection at best.
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He gets to fulfill his Feeder fantasy?
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Here's a post I made earlier, sans admonishments to shitposters that came off as A-loggy:
Charlie is now irrelevant to Chantal, because after Chantal tried to act high-'n'-mighty and like the, ahem, bigger person, forgetting that she'd called Charlie a fat ugly mendacious hypocrite, she tried to kick up a butthurt smokescreen by going in an oblique direction with an everything-old-is-new-again FA renaissance. Charlie no longer exists to Chantal because Chantal wills it so. Like everything she does, this FA shit is performative — she's doing it as a "fuck you" to her haydurs (who are now legion and vocal) and because it's an attractive distraction from her immediate risk of death. We can forget about Charlie until she's randomly selected as the target of another chimpout.
Did Cuntal ever get those fucked up legs looked at? She might have mentioned it in a video; I freely confess I can't stand to watch most of them. The scenario I envision is, much like with her "therapy", she's going to make a mental note that she should get around to it at some point and then go to Burger King.
As regards the breakup timeline, Bibi was still being badgered into tokenistic boyfriend behaviour last Thanksgiving. I would surmise that push came to shove with the breakup only when Chantal said it did. She's what Nietzsche meant when he said when women appear deep but are not even shallow; she isn't capable of introspective reasoning. The idea that she could conceal the monstrous emotional fallout from a man walking out on her, JUST LIKE DADDY, and for any length of time, is difficult to believe. I say she definitely lost "I have a boyfriend" privileges when she said she did, because she's been... off the rails? She was already off the rails. She was already crazy, but it's like last year's crazy was a power plant explosion and this year's crazy is a Chernobyl disaster. It's unfocused and vicious derangement, like a scared animal, which is what she is. When she lost Bibi, she lost more than just a boyfriend...
As for Chantal cheating on Bibi with Peetz: here are a list of reasons why I don't think that's the case.
ETA2: Sorry to cover so much ground in one post but ALR is her handy-dandy "other fatty" with whom she is supposed to have some kind of verkakte solidarity because they're both "boolied" for being delusional hamplanets by profiteering haydur channels, except Chantal lashed out at ALR the instant she suspected (in a paranoid delusion) that ALR was criticising her. We were hoping for some interfattie warfare that day, but Chantal just embarrassed herself as usual, because Amber, who probably wasn't actually criticising Chinny, doesn't give a fuck about anything online anyway except for making money.
When Chantal says the haydur channels wouldn't be popular without herself and ALR to premise their content on, she is absolutely correct. Almost all of them are monotonous normies who don't have anything to offer the world except for criticism of the gorls (which we all do, better than them, for free, because it's the easiest thing on Earth to do) and even that is usually couched in blathering self-righteous "she's fatter than me" and moral metaphysics about how they're justified to make the video. They're the real-life versions of people who come to KF threads, read nothing in them, and then powerlevel all over the place about why they're better than the cow. ALR doesn't get triggered much by them, because, and this is a ghastly truth, she's more mature and self-aware than Chinny, even though she's younger and has come from far worse circumstances. But Chantal, though correct in her assertion that the haydur nation "needs" her, immediately translates the truth of this obvious conclusion with her own factual and moral victory. In ChantalThink, the fact that they need her to produce content means nothing they say is applicable to her. She "wins" by pointing this out, even while they have double her sub count and quadruple her views. Nothing can ever be her fault, nothing nasty about her can ever be true. She's the main and only character of the universe.
Charlie is now irrelevant to Chantal, because after Chantal tried to act high-'n'-mighty and like the, ahem, bigger person, forgetting that she'd called Charlie a fat ugly mendacious hypocrite, she tried to kick up a butthurt smokescreen by going in an oblique direction with an everything-old-is-new-again FA renaissance. Charlie no longer exists to Chantal because Chantal wills it so. Like everything she does, this FA shit is performative — she's doing it as a "fuck you" to her haydurs (who are now legion and vocal) and because it's an attractive distraction from her immediate risk of death. We can forget about Charlie until she's randomly selected as the target of another chimpout.
Did Cuntal ever get those fucked up legs looked at? She might have mentioned it in a video; I freely confess I can't stand to watch most of them. The scenario I envision is, much like with her "therapy", she's going to make a mental note that she should get around to it at some point and then go to Burger King.
As regards the breakup timeline, Bibi was still being badgered into tokenistic boyfriend behaviour last Thanksgiving. I would surmise that push came to shove with the breakup only when Chantal said it did. She's what Nietzsche meant when he said when women appear deep but are not even shallow; she isn't capable of introspective reasoning. The idea that she could conceal the monstrous emotional fallout from a man walking out on her, JUST LIKE DADDY, and for any length of time, is difficult to believe. I say she definitely lost "I have a boyfriend" privileges when she said she did, because she's been... off the rails? She was already off the rails. She was already crazy, but it's like last year's crazy was a power plant explosion and this year's crazy is a Chernobyl disaster. It's unfocused and vicious derangement, like a scared animal, which is what she is. When she lost Bibi, she lost more than just a boyfriend...
As for Chantal cheating on Bibi with Peetz: here are a list of reasons why I don't think that's the case.
- The relationship was exsanguinated for the entire time she was on YouTube; it didn't suddenly fall to pieces. Bibi just got sick of the domestic situation and knows he can do better. He couldn't do any worse.
- If this had indeed happened, Chantal wouldn't be so psychotic and dour, because she'd still have a male prop to prove she's attractive.
- Peetz isn't any more "in the picture" now than he was before.
- Bibi let her hang around Peetz — whom he NEVER MET, mark you — for the entire duration of the relationship. To say Peetz posed no threat is an understatement; how repellent would your partner's ex have to be before you took no exception to them spending a lot of time together, alone, away from you?
- Pursuant to that; Peetz is 35 and can't drive, spends 100% of his downtime posting SJW spergouts on twitter with demiboi genderburger comic book character reaction images, is short, bald, fat, talks like Mister Slave from South Park yet by the malice of God is somehow straight, works in a call centre at the bottom of the totem pole (again, 35 years old), and is orders of magnitude less masculine than the most egregious soy boys in the firmament. If you've seen those charts ranking males with gigachad at the top and genetic trash at the bottom, he's, uh, he's squarely in the lowest quadrant. My point is: would you cheat on Bibi for THAT? I rest my case.
- ETA: what's funny and horrifying is that Peetz is all those things and more... and even he could do better than Chantal.
ETA2: Sorry to cover so much ground in one post but ALR is her handy-dandy "other fatty" with whom she is supposed to have some kind of verkakte solidarity because they're both "boolied" for being delusional hamplanets by profiteering haydur channels, except Chantal lashed out at ALR the instant she suspected (in a paranoid delusion) that ALR was criticising her. We were hoping for some interfattie warfare that day, but Chantal just embarrassed herself as usual, because Amber, who probably wasn't actually criticising Chinny, doesn't give a fuck about anything online anyway except for making money.
When Chantal says the haydur channels wouldn't be popular without herself and ALR to premise their content on, she is absolutely correct. Almost all of them are monotonous normies who don't have anything to offer the world except for criticism of the gorls (which we all do, better than them, for free, because it's the easiest thing on Earth to do) and even that is usually couched in blathering self-righteous "she's fatter than me" and moral metaphysics about how they're justified to make the video. They're the real-life versions of people who come to KF threads, read nothing in them, and then powerlevel all over the place about why they're better than the cow. ALR doesn't get triggered much by them, because, and this is a ghastly truth, she's more mature and self-aware than Chinny, even though she's younger and has come from far worse circumstances. But Chantal, though correct in her assertion that the haydur nation "needs" her, immediately translates the truth of this obvious conclusion with her own factual and moral victory. In ChantalThink, the fact that they need her to produce content means nothing they say is applicable to her. She "wins" by pointing this out, even while they have double her sub count and quadruple her views. Nothing can ever be her fault, nothing nasty about her can ever be true. She's the main and only character of the universe.
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I think it’s because ALR is the other Internet fatty that’s as infamous as her although Amy’s life journey is catching up after the child hitting scenario, plus her and ALR have actually spoken in the past and may be in communication now, so to her Chantal sees her as Frenemy of sorts.
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I don't think ALR gives two shits about Chantal, which makes her constant defense of ALR even more hilarious.
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Well, radio silence on therapy day. Tomorrow is normally her adventure eating with Peetz day, which she usually doesn't miss and gets her away from Bibi's evil eye. She seems to have backed off her stupid war for now, but it could flare up at any time.
I agree with the others who are picking up on the "Bibi is so done" vibe. That probably has her walking on eggshells (after consuming the eggs, 'natch); it's not for nothing she's been doing most of the mukbangs from her room.
I doubt she cheated with Peetz, but I do kinda wonder if she was trying to keep the motel stay a secret from Bibi? She was clearly intending to just lie to the audience for pity by crying about being alone, an emblematically dishonest start to the new year. Had Peetz not come bumbling through the door, she probably would have stuck with that narrative. I dunno; I always thought her story that the two had never met sounded fishy, and if the two really have never met, I can't imagine a heterosexual man being OK with his girl spending the night in a motel room with a guy he never met unless he is a straight-up cuck in the traditional sense of the word. Bibi may not be a playa, but he finally has proven he's not a total cuck either. Peetz is. But maybe Bibi didn't care because he was done?
As for her claim that she instigated the break-up, I can believe it... I imagine the conversation went something like this:
Chantal: (in cooing babydoll voice) Babe? Why are you so quiet?
Bibi: ....
Chantal: Babe? You just seem so distant and cold these days...
Bibi: Why must you eat so much? You are always eating. I told you not to eat and you ate...
Chantal: (ratcheting up the sass a little) You know, you could be a little more supportive. You don't understand eating disorders...
Bibi: Just stop eating! I cannot live like this!
Chantal: What, so now what are you saying? Are you saying you want to break up?
Bibi: I want no more to do with this. I cannot live this way!
Chantal: But babe...
Bibi: My sister will be coming on April 1st. There will be no more room for you!
I can totally see her bumbling into a breakup that way. But I always believed Bibi had broken up with her long ago and just hadn't clued Clotso in yet. She, in her clumsy, manipulative way, accidentally brought the issue to a head.
We'll never know; her promised Q&A that she doesn't want him to hear has yet to materialize, and will be about as reliable and accurate as a rusted, leaking compass. However, sometimes she lets things slip, so we'll see.
I agree with the others who are picking up on the "Bibi is so done" vibe. That probably has her walking on eggshells (after consuming the eggs, 'natch); it's not for nothing she's been doing most of the mukbangs from her room.
I doubt she cheated with Peetz, but I do kinda wonder if she was trying to keep the motel stay a secret from Bibi? She was clearly intending to just lie to the audience for pity by crying about being alone, an emblematically dishonest start to the new year. Had Peetz not come bumbling through the door, she probably would have stuck with that narrative. I dunno; I always thought her story that the two had never met sounded fishy, and if the two really have never met, I can't imagine a heterosexual man being OK with his girl spending the night in a motel room with a guy he never met unless he is a straight-up cuck in the traditional sense of the word. Bibi may not be a playa, but he finally has proven he's not a total cuck either. Peetz is. But maybe Bibi didn't care because he was done?
As for her claim that she instigated the break-up, I can believe it... I imagine the conversation went something like this:
Chantal: (in cooing babydoll voice) Babe? Why are you so quiet?
Bibi: ....
Chantal: Babe? You just seem so distant and cold these days...
Bibi: Why must you eat so much? You are always eating. I told you not to eat and you ate...
Chantal: (ratcheting up the sass a little) You know, you could be a little more supportive. You don't understand eating disorders...
Bibi: Just stop eating! I cannot live like this!
Chantal: What, so now what are you saying? Are you saying you want to break up?
Bibi: I want no more to do with this. I cannot live this way!
Chantal: But babe...
Bibi: My sister will be coming on April 1st. There will be no more room for you!
I can totally see her bumbling into a breakup that way. But I always believed Bibi had broken up with her long ago and just hadn't clued Clotso in yet. She, in her clumsy, manipulative way, accidentally brought the issue to a head.
We'll never know; her promised Q&A that she doesn't want him to hear has yet to materialize, and will be about as reliable and accurate as a rusted, leaking compass. However, sometimes she lets things slip, so we'll see.
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Of course not - Big Al is a classic narcissist, through and through. There is no one more important to her than herself, and no one more deserving of attention than she. She just throws a bone out now and again, to try to prove that she's a person with actual socialization cues.
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Archive: SPENDING A WHOLE DAY WORKING ON MYSELF
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Fat women love to get their nails done because it is the illusion of being able to buy being pretty. The best thing these hogs could do is save all of the clothes/nails/hair/makeup money and spend it on a trainer or life coach.
Also, Chantal probably thinks in her mind Bibi is her Aiden and Peetz is her Mr. Big. lol
Also, Chantal probably thinks in her mind Bibi is her Aiden and Peetz is her Mr. Big. lol
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Their nails always look like they’re stuck on frankfurter sausages and look hideous too.
Chantal needs more than a day to work on her issues, nails or not.
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Let's hope it's Groundhog Day, cause that might take a while. Wasting the money you'd desperately need for your move on goofy nails certainly is a step in the right direction, Chinderella.Chantal the Mighty said:
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It's another "moment of clarity and introspection" video where she says a couple of reasonable, even self-critical things, which she'll forget about at the point of the next mood swing. The therapist sounds nice in Chantal's retelling, but there are already a couple of red flags in that she (Chantal) is really positive about that first conversation mostly because all the things the therapist said were in line with Chantal's preferred narrative (Nothing seriously wrong with me, it's mostly the depression caused by the hysterectomy and the breakup, nothing I could do about those things, right? So, I'm loving this whole therapy thing!). She'll ditch it all once the therapist or the therapy group she talks about display any kind of resistance to her delusions or require her to do some "adulting" beyond getting clown nails for good feels.
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Lol the moment that therapist challenges her and encourages her to step outside of her comfort zone she's gonna bolt. The first several sessions are always the easiest; they're basically personal interviews where you get to cry and vent your life story to a stranger, which allows your therapist to begin to figure you out at your core so he/she can start to lay the groundwork for actions and ideas that need to be implemented and then executed for ultimate success. (Good) Therapists won't stay nice and hold your hand forever. There will be times where they actually piss you off because they tell you things you don't want (but need) to hear. And there will be times you don't feel like going to therapy because you know it's going to suck and/or be uncomfortable/and/or you didn't push yourself hard enough last week and have to own up to it. But the difference between people who use therapy as a tool to help them grow and become better individuals and Chantal is the ultimate desire to want to become better. That mindset helps them stick with it even through the uncomfortableness. Chantal doesn't really want to become a better person. She wants to be endlessly validated and told that her overall outlook on life combined with her version of slow suicide is perfectly fine.
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Quick recap:
- She's downtown, in a busy area. It looks like she hasn't brushed her teeth nor washed her face. Her hair looks like a wig made of hair and black dust. She got her nails done, they're dreadful and the length is good so that she won't "Jab my brain when I pick my nose". We're off to a good start.
- She went to therapy today. She woke up and decided to commit to spending the day to get her shit together and take the necessary steps to get her health in order. Therapy was good, she thinks she'll get along with the therapist, who is supportive, knowledgeable, very compassionate and really listens to her.
- She was being vague initially, not saying the gender of the therapist. Next sentence she uses "she". I guess I was wrong with my prediction (well, for now at least)!
- Chantal is obnoxiously talking with her hands because "I'm cool now that I have nails". No, you're ridiculous, plus that matte pink really reminds of the colour of the skin of pigs.
- Everything Chantal said the therapist would follow up with understanding statements, she had good eye-contact etc. That's her job, it's the bare minimum you'd expect from a therapist.
- This therapist is a psychotherapist apparently. Chantal claims she also already has a psychiatrist since she's part of a programme for people with ED. She made an appointment for mid-March because she wants to go back on meds.
- The therapist wants to tackle her depression because the therapist thinks her ED is tied into it and without managing her depression they won't be able to tackle Chinny's ED. They talked a lot about Chantal's grief regarding her hysterectomy and the break up with Bibi, which is a big point of contention in Chinny's life apparently.
- The therapist and psychiatrist can also do assessments together. Her therapist thinks Chinny has mainly depression and isn't bipolar nor manic. I think she'll change her mind quite soon if Chinny keeps going to her.
- She has an appointment for next Monday even though it's expensive. She wants to put her money to good use and not just spend it on food or frivolous things. She almost sounds sane but we all know how that will end.
- Chinny wants to be able to cope and structure her life better and an overall better quality of life. Did the therapist tell her to get a fucking job?
- She gets distracted by a dog walking by, a shih tzu with rubber boots "who wobbles like me". A rare moment of self-awareness.
- Chantal apologises to her loyal viewers because she gets online hate but she also has a big support base. her supporters want her to succeed and like her personality, the rest are just hate watchers. She conveniently glosses over her huge feeder base. She recognises that constantly bringing negativity on her channel is a downer. She still doesn't understand that she gets negativity because she breeds it, she always talks about it, she feeds it and more importantly she's not really the poster child for positivity, sunshine and lollipops and all that jazz.
- Her fans wouldn't get involve in hate and go spread it on other channels, they just want to see her do well - unlike "other hateful channels whose audiences are just haters". That's why she removed most those videos but kept one up because she thinks that it was respectful and it wasn't insulting nor derogatory. "At the end of the day do I give a fuck about what Charlie Gold thinks about me?" Yes Chinny.
- She has to worry about herself and take care of herself. She gets so mad and bothered that she feels she'll stroke out. You're not wrong, especially with a gunt like that.
- She keeps playing with her greasy, dusty, fucking disgusting hair. I cannot stand it when people do that, when she does it genuinely physically revolts me.
- She's gonna pick Peetz up from his therapy appointment to take him home. Tomorrow they'll go see an apartment. She's trying to get through day by day. "I know you miss him, you'll get your fair share of him when we'll live together, trust me". Still living rent-free in her fantasy land.
- Her therapist told her that she doesn't have to talk about stuff that makes her uncomfortable. It's not clear whether she meant with her or with her viewers. Can you imagine hearing this idiot talk about them YouTube haters? A grown ass woman?
- She wants to try again either OA or a programme called "Smart recovery" for general addictions. She repeats for the umpteenth time that all addictions are the same but she feels more supported when she's around people with EDs. It's focused on dealing pragmatically with urges and cravings, not like the 12 step programme.
- About the 12 step programme and why it doesn't work for her:"You have to take responsibility and put in the work yourself and not just leaving to some magical being. If you don't have control you're not gonna change" Again, you sound almost sane Chantal, congrats!
- She repeats for like the third or fourth time that she just wanted to update us on her appointment.
- She repeats that it's hard for obese people and people with BED because there are so many programmes covered by the government if you need rehab or are anorexic or bulimic. She even made phone calls guys! She really is a sour, spiteful, ungrateful bitch.
- Sudden jumpcut! We're graced with a photo of Sam and her voice.. She's seen some comments/videos where people claim to have called facilities for her who offer inpatient treatments that are willing to deal with her situation but she hasn't find any. If they could leave their names she'll look into them. What the fuck, people are nuts.
- The therapy is a good step but she still feels in danger.
- "Anyways guys I just wanted to talk to you guys about that, I don't have much else to say" Oh my god Chantal please stop. At least edit it out, man, it ain't difficult!
- Peetz looking like a serial killer. He says hi, Chantal starts laughing like a 70-year-old with a smoking habit of 2 packs a day. Peetz is wearing his woman's glasses with rhinestones, she thinks they suit him, he likes the shape and size of them. His teeth look like he smeared butter on them, too, good god. The video, thankfully, ends.
Overall, I'd say it's a meh video. Nothing too exciting nor too disgusting.
- She's downtown, in a busy area. It looks like she hasn't brushed her teeth nor washed her face. Her hair looks like a wig made of hair and black dust. She got her nails done, they're dreadful and the length is good so that she won't "Jab my brain when I pick my nose". We're off to a good start.
- She went to therapy today. She woke up and decided to commit to spending the day to get her shit together and take the necessary steps to get her health in order. Therapy was good, she thinks she'll get along with the therapist, who is supportive, knowledgeable, very compassionate and really listens to her.
- She was being vague initially, not saying the gender of the therapist. Next sentence she uses "she". I guess I was wrong with my prediction (well, for now at least)!
- Chantal is obnoxiously talking with her hands because "I'm cool now that I have nails". No, you're ridiculous, plus that matte pink really reminds of the colour of the skin of pigs.
- Everything Chantal said the therapist would follow up with understanding statements, she had good eye-contact etc. That's her job, it's the bare minimum you'd expect from a therapist.
- This therapist is a psychotherapist apparently. Chantal claims she also already has a psychiatrist since she's part of a programme for people with ED. She made an appointment for mid-March because she wants to go back on meds.
- The therapist wants to tackle her depression because the therapist thinks her ED is tied into it and without managing her depression they won't be able to tackle Chinny's ED. They talked a lot about Chantal's grief regarding her hysterectomy and the break up with Bibi, which is a big point of contention in Chinny's life apparently.
- The therapist and psychiatrist can also do assessments together. Her therapist thinks Chinny has mainly depression and isn't bipolar nor manic. I think she'll change her mind quite soon if Chinny keeps going to her.
- She has an appointment for next Monday even though it's expensive. She wants to put her money to good use and not just spend it on food or frivolous things. She almost sounds sane but we all know how that will end.
- Chinny wants to be able to cope and structure her life better and an overall better quality of life. Did the therapist tell her to get a fucking job?
- She gets distracted by a dog walking by, a shih tzu with rubber boots "who wobbles like me". A rare moment of self-awareness.
- Chantal apologises to her loyal viewers because she gets online hate but she also has a big support base. her supporters want her to succeed and like her personality, the rest are just hate watchers. She conveniently glosses over her huge feeder base. She recognises that constantly bringing negativity on her channel is a downer. She still doesn't understand that she gets negativity because she breeds it, she always talks about it, she feeds it and more importantly she's not really the poster child for positivity, sunshine and lollipops and all that jazz.
- Her fans wouldn't get involve in hate and go spread it on other channels, they just want to see her do well - unlike "other hateful channels whose audiences are just haters". That's why she removed most those videos but kept one up because she thinks that it was respectful and it wasn't insulting nor derogatory. "At the end of the day do I give a fuck about what Charlie Gold thinks about me?" Yes Chinny.
- She has to worry about herself and take care of herself. She gets so mad and bothered that she feels she'll stroke out. You're not wrong, especially with a gunt like that.
- She keeps playing with her greasy, dusty, fucking disgusting hair. I cannot stand it when people do that, when she does it genuinely physically revolts me.
- She's gonna pick Peetz up from his therapy appointment to take him home. Tomorrow they'll go see an apartment. She's trying to get through day by day. "I know you miss him, you'll get your fair share of him when we'll live together, trust me". Still living rent-free in her fantasy land.
- Her therapist told her that she doesn't have to talk about stuff that makes her uncomfortable. It's not clear whether she meant with her or with her viewers. Can you imagine hearing this idiot talk about them YouTube haters? A grown ass woman?
- She wants to try again either OA or a programme called "Smart recovery" for general addictions. She repeats for the umpteenth time that all addictions are the same but she feels more supported when she's around people with EDs. It's focused on dealing pragmatically with urges and cravings, not like the 12 step programme.
- About the 12 step programme and why it doesn't work for her:"You have to take responsibility and put in the work yourself and not just leaving to some magical being. If you don't have control you're not gonna change" Again, you sound almost sane Chantal, congrats!
- She repeats for like the third or fourth time that she just wanted to update us on her appointment.
- She repeats that it's hard for obese people and people with BED because there are so many programmes covered by the government if you need rehab or are anorexic or bulimic. She even made phone calls guys! She really is a sour, spiteful, ungrateful bitch.
- Sudden jumpcut! We're graced with a photo of Sam and her voice.. She's seen some comments/videos where people claim to have called facilities for her who offer inpatient treatments that are willing to deal with her situation but she hasn't find any. If they could leave their names she'll look into them. What the fuck, people are nuts.
- The therapy is a good step but she still feels in danger.
- "Anyways guys I just wanted to talk to you guys about that, I don't have much else to say" Oh my god Chantal please stop. At least edit it out, man, it ain't difficult!
- Peetz looking like a serial killer. He says hi, Chantal starts laughing like a 70-year-old with a smoking habit of 2 packs a day. Peetz is wearing his woman's glasses with rhinestones, she thinks they suit him, he likes the shape and size of them. His teeth look like he smeared butter on them, too, good god. The video, thankfully, ends.
Overall, I'd say it's a meh video. Nothing too exciting nor too disgusting.