Hello, I am 'Z'.
I'm the girl you've read about who was targeted and groomed by pedos on SCP staff.
I would like to begin by saying that after all that's happened in recent years, climaxing in a nutcase stalker threatening to come to my REAL LIFE SCHOOL, I want to stay the fuck away from that site. However, people have been bombarding me with messages about this thread so I guess the ghosts of the past have come to haunt me and I have to post, being at the centre of so much of it. I'm still scared that if I speak out I'd get blamed and harassed by SCP staff, especially certain members that already have helped stalk me in the past, but I'll try.
As proof that I'm 'Z', here are some chats between me and Jade back in 2018. I've picked the least NSFL bits to save your eyes:
All that can said about Jade has already been said and I have nothing to add. Oh no, I'm here to disclose how a pedo on SCP staff tried to make a 16 year old go home with him and how another one (who's handling the site's PR right now!) has been using staff power to help his stalker buddy get a girl for years. Neither have been called out in this thread yet. I've kept this information bottled up for years bc all evidence suggests that staff don't give a shit.
RANDOMINI, moderator (inactive I think) on the SCP Wiki: Creeped on 16 y.o. me & tried to get me to go home with him. I don't have screenshots of this because he lives in my city and this happened in meatspace.
In late 2017, we found out that we could go to comic conventions together and met up. I kind of worshipped him because he was a much older guy and wrote some of my favorite tales, and he had so much wisdom to share about life and writing. He acted so interested in me, was kind of touchy and even talked to me about some stupid smut that I was writing. Life at home was tense so this was fun but one day he suddenly invited me to back go to his house with him. Keep in mind that I was 16 and he was a man at least in his mid twenties living alone. When I said that my parents definitely won't allow it, he said that they're being controlling and I shouldn't tell them where I'm going.
But something felt off and I'm so glad I followed my instincts... I told my mum and she screamed at me, not letting me leave on the day. I went online to apologise and explain to him, but his attitude took a 180 turn... in pms, he got furious at me for not coming and said that he didn't care whether my parents were going to punish me, he's just disappointed at me for not coming. I stupidly thought that he was still my best friend afterward but he was nothing but an abrasive dick. When I mentioned to him how Sunnyclockwork (can't believe a grown ass adult was this insecure) began bullying me and her friend started sending me shitty DMs on Tumblr for my art getting more upvotes, he told me that he didn't care if I died and to just leave the site because he no longer saw any value in talking to me. I was dumb at the time and didn't see it for what it was. So glad I didn't go into his house...
TAYLOR_ITKIN, moderator on the SCP Wiki: Actively helped his buddy, my stalker of 2+ years, harass me to the brink of seeking suicide to get a relationship with me. Screamed at me to try and force me into a relationship with Stalker. Abused his power to give Stalker a platform in the IRC chat to rant about his obsession with me and tell the SCP community that I want to murder people. Encouraged said stalker's pathetic delusions to the point where he found out my real life school and threatened to apply here just to find me. To this day he still hasn't admitted to doing anything wrong and covers for his buddy. Who knows how many other creeps he's protecting as staff?
The stalker (let's just call him 'Stalker') is a guy around my age and member on the wiki. For all of 2019, staff denied that he was doing anything wrong after he repeatedly threatened me and said disturbing shit about me to my friends, even after being told to stop 5 times by staff (anti-harassment says they care about keeping people safe? Lol). I can pull up ten pages of screenshots on how clingy this guy was. The only reply from staff was that they'd 'discuss among themselves'. They never took any kind of action to stop him until:
Stalker wanted a relationship with me so bad that he found out who my ex was, went to him, and told him that I want to murder Stalker to play victim. Because not talking to him is as heartbreaking as murdering him I guess.
He was only given a 6 months ban from the site, and staff never publicly clarified why and covered it up to save their PR. He continued to follow me on other places but my school's public safety department has a file on him now and I doubt he'd be able to come here. I hope that he's finally getting therapy and has moved on to activities healthier than spending his entire life on me.
But the focus now, is on how Taylor_itkin is left with no consequences. I have reported him with evidence multiple times to Soulless, and I never even got an answer. In fact, he's been promoted after that and is now handling the PR salvaging attempt for this pedo drama, pretending that he didn't use his power as staff to help his stalker buddy to follow his victim.
On another note, if you're wondering what staff will do about bright:
I don't know what I did to deserve getting the attention of more pedos and stalkers than years I've been in school. I want to forget about it but I also want to see SCP pay for the shit they gleefully encouraged. They love protecting the pedos and creeps on their site until they're forced to act to save their PR. Fuck this entire excuse of a community.
Feel free to ask me any questions.