Alex Hogendorp / Lunar Eclipse Paradox / KermisVoyager1997 / BetterSkatez / Chords of Brazil / Funky the Clown (and many more) - Whiny canuck with TDS, Political flip-flopper, Flat-earther, Fetishistic media encyclopedia, Limbless loli connoisseur, GIANT hypocrite, Raped by fake clowns, Spiritual tranny, Wanna-be skitzocow, Noushintou Hoshi's #1 fan, Betrayed by Kiwi Farms

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In Alex's latest posts, he says it's kiwi farms fault for #dropkiwifarms and that they shouldn't have talked about Keffals being involed with groups that gave HRT to children, and shares his thoughts on death that nobody cares about because he's a retarded useless faggot who needs to shut the fuck up.

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As much as I loathe KiwiFarms for being a fascist stalker transphobia website. I just can't defend Keffals. She just went way to far with giving DIY HRT to children which is extremely fucked up. But KiwiFarms response to it was going way too overboard with their harassment campaign. Had KiwiFarms shut up about it. Keffals wouldn't of launched the #DropKiwiFarms campaign saving the trolls the PTSD from not being able to visit their favorite website and someone else would've taken care of the situation anyways. But seriously, giving children the ability to mutilate their genitals is just so fucking deplorable. I really hope keffals has learned from the mistake of doing something this horribly stupid. Like what the fuck?!



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With death, there will always be another birth. Death is the end of one thing while birth is the beginning of one thing. But the fact we exist at all means there couldn't be absolute nothing. Our universe is everything we know but it's impossible to say if it's everything in general. It's also why I treat death as the great unknown. Anecdotes suggest their near death experiences are ranging from transcending to a different realm whether it would be a beautiful place unmatched by anything. Or a pure blank void. But the fact that one was able to recall a pure black void really suggests to me that lucidity just can't die. That it's immortal and it only leaves the body. As much as dementia and hallucinations could horrendously warp our own lucidity, it just couldn't destroy it completely. Hence the phenomenon of terminal lucidity in late stage dementia. That is pretty terrifying. If anything, a soul never dies. Only the body. Having a body is only half the horror. When we approach death, we pray for eternal peace.
 
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My armless oc Sakuya-kun is what I want to be in my afterlife. I want to live in peace in my afterlife as a cute armless neko boy with other cute armless nekos around the same age as Sakuya all in the style of anime, in an overly beautiful liminal world with recollection of things that have existed in my past life. And where there is no need for existential crisis.
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I remember the very first concert I went to was in 2012, we drove all the way to Edmonton to see Pink Floyd performing The Wall, with the sets and such. It was so cool. Got The Wall LP for my 25th birthday. It was amazing. This album was a huge part of my childhood. Dark Side of the Moon is in my opinion the best Pink Floyd album but The Wall is a must listen.
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If you never had a childhood where you are introduced to bands like Pink Floyd, Black Sabbath and Led Zeppelin by your parents, oh wait, Millenials and Generation Z are already grown up. To Generation Alpha. If you weren't introduced to Radiohead, Godspeed You! Black Emperor and Aphex Twin by your parents. I hope they spared you from the Cocomelon.
I told my older sister not to introduce my nephew to Cocomelon due to the addictive nature of the programming. The youngest brother of my cousin used to like Cocomelon until they were pressured by the older brothers to stop liking it and he complied, they did well.
My cousin has raised 3 sons and they hate Cocomelon more than I do. They think JJ is the devil reincarnate.
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The bullying on KiwiFarms has gotten so bad that I had nightmares about going on rampages because everyone hated me.
Don't even get me started about dreams that take place in the farlands in Minecraft or Minecraft in general. The way things in Minecraft lose precision and distort things make my skin crawl. Floating point precision errors are nightmare fuel and I hate getting these nightmares. Just because I love to fuck around in the farlands in game doesn't mean I wanna dream about them.
Sometimes I would dream about being in New York City and witness the infamous September 11 attacks in person though it was warped with the incorrect terrain and the entirety of Manhatten would be placed in a giant Costco. Why are dreams like this?
There would be that one nightmare where I would arson a building or a neighborhood because everyone there hated me. Then I wake up wanting to cry.

The only other nightmares I had that made me want to cry was regarding Noushintou Hoshi.

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Brb, generating story atc where GlowieAI Jesus rehabilitate gives limbs to Alex' harem of amputee nekos to fully able bodied religious Catgirl with help of @Catgirls are Love . Amputees are heresy for perfect form that Japan gave to the west

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00:00:01 okay I want to get this out of the way um yeah old3 be good um that guy I know he doesn't have the best reputation I know he doesn't have the best attitude I get that but what I've learned from people trolling him is that this I I honestly believe that trolls like Jesus with bazooka 79 and the people on Ki Farms just further exacerbated oh3 because existential crisis yeah yeah that's what I want to talk about his existential crisis now this is non Sal to oh three be good trying to be as helpful as I

00:01:05 can cuz honestly I know misery loves company I get that I I understand he asked questions like does backwards reincarnation exist I remember he had been looking forward to reincarnating into the future until he saw that movie Interstellar where the Earth was like dying and that scared him and made him want to reincarnate into the past they said that before the 2010s and the 2000s was probably the ideal era for him he said he wants to reincarnate as his twin [Music] sister and you know what my response to that is

00:02:04 honestly and I really don't want his existential crisis to be exacerbated as much as it is but from the anecdotal evidences that I gathered okay yeah I'm I'm a bit of like I'm pretty esoteric with my beliefs kind of a istic but I know I know a witness of someone who has died before and came back to life to to to tell his situation there's this lead singer of the peso Dave Gan who had overdose on a speedball and died for a couple minutes and then went back to life and he reports he never been in a

00:03:01 space space that's any darker so when he believed that what he was doing was wrong but the fact that he was able to witness that and actually recall that suggests that as much as Lucidity can be horrendously warped It Never Dies there was another person who died and saw the most beautiful landscape ever and she like I don't know who that girl is but this made her looking forward to her own afterlife cuz she saw something so beautiful so I'm willing to bet that she was a Christian herself and it and expected that when she died she

00:03:57 would go in this place quite beautiful and which makes me suggest which honestly I'm I'm thoroughly convinced that if you haven't made your mind up and you die you're kind of given a random death sequence but if you have made your mind up then about death and you direct your death wish towards that scenario you're more you're most likely going to get it from what I'm from what I'm aware so Blake has been looking forward to his reincarnating as his twin sister he wants to be his twin sister and wants to be his twin sister who was

00:04:48 born at the same time as him and wants to go to the past but you know there's there's also this Multiverse Theory but I I I honestly view death as a transcending realm kind of thing honestly I understand Blake really hates the future like he is horrendously scared because of some like manipulation of resources the the environmental damage is because of greed and stuff the future looks bleak I I get that I get that he horrendously afraid of the future but you know what if it puts his mind into reincarnating as his twin

00:05:49 sister it may likely happen in Another Universe and if he wants that afterlife of reincarnating into his twin sister in the 1980s or the 1990s you know what he can have that honestly I don't think there's anyone stopping him from reincarnating into it like I don't think there's anyone stopping him from reincarnating as his twin sister in a permanent 1980s 1990s Renaissance setting if he wants that he can have it and what anecdotes suggest from what I believe is that's the lap door life he's likely going to

00:06:39 get and I'm just convinced that's the afterlife is going to get for me what my life my life want to be I want to be a cute enemy ni boy or girl I want to live in a cute anime no world or be a cute anime angel or something like that that's what I want to be when I die I want to put my mind to that that's what I put my mind to and that's the afterlife I'm hoping to get I want to die and become a cute anime character but this doesn't mean this doesn't mean I'm going to end my own life and become that if you put your life forward to

00:07:31 improving yourself I'm I'm willing to bet that that that further increases the I don't know if that if it's like I mean I think if you live your life with your best efforts the maybe the better the results you are on obtaining the afterlife your desired afterlife I guess but I don't know for sure but I'm just gonna say I know I know I've talked with uh people like uh DK spiracy before and his theory is that our universe is hell and the only way out of it is to live a good life so doing something like suicide

00:08:24 would be completely out of the question because that's only going to get people to reincarnate into this the same place they don't want to go which is where we are right now so I believe what we are in is a is a moral realm called hell where the worst possible thing could possibly happen to you in Nightmare field situations but I suggest this R is only temporary I think to achieve the afterlife we really want we must endure our life in this Mortal realm and not come to the conclusion of killing

00:09:17 ourselves if we let ourselves live a good life we will eventually get the afterlife we desire with O3 be good um I do think he's I mean yes he doesn't have the perfect reputation he's not the best person but compared with kiwi farms and Jesus with bazooka 79 he looks like an angel in comparison to these people so he's more likely going to get the afterlife that he desires being the twin sister in the permanent 1990s the Renaissance setting that he wants you know so that's what but yeah to relieve us other parts

00:10:26 of the existential crisis is just going to be tough though I mean I am convinced you'll get the afterlife you desire if you hang on to your life as much as you could until your body can't take it anymore that's what I suggest that's what I should I know it's going to hurt living in a situation we don't want to be I know that is possible within our lifetimes that nuclear war is going to happen Happ and we're going to live in a threats likee situation I'm aware of that but if we just hold on we will get the afterlife

00:11:12 that we want when it comes to death we want our death to be Eternal peace in our own desired location I bet that's what everyone wants to be in when they die I think that's what everyone wants to be in when they die okay I understand with all three be good he hates going into the uncertain future where horrible things continue to happen I get that I absolutely get that but the future doesn't always necessarily mean a downward spiral it can it could be a little dark age but we could probably go back to the Renaissance again and maybe

00:12:16 the future may not be so bad or maybe the future could be really [Music] bad but okay like I know I know this is going to give you existential crisis that you may have to live the rest of your life in the future in a life that you don't desire but when it comes time to when it comes time when you pass away just put your mind to the desired afterlife that you really want to get put your mind to that but also focus focus on your goals Ambitions okay at least try to put an effort into focusing on your goals the better you

00:13:09 are the better you reflect on yourself the more likely you're going to get the afterlife you desire if you just hang in there and enure life you're going to get the afterlife that you desire you don't need to talk to people on Reddit that reincarnation subreddit and continue you asking them questions you don't you don't just put your mind to the desired afterlife you want and you're likely going to get it as long as you put your mind to the afterlife and that you want and live a good life all right

00:13:59 you're good okay so yeah I mean my afterlife I want to be a cute nio anime character in some beautiful Lial space c area with a bunch of other cute no anime characters at around the time they reach sexual maturity a bit like like that like that I want to be like in this kind of world styled after those ni ni anime characters that aaton Ren has designed that's what that's what I want my afterlife to be honestly I'll put my mind to it and I think that will probably be the most likely afterlife I'm going to

00:14:58 get I see seek peace in the end but in order to get the afterlife I want I must continue living the life I have no matter how bad it gets that's what I'm convinced and Blake I know you don't like your life I know you don't like it but you're not as crippled as people say that you're mother thinks you were you don't have to subscribe to the Christian dogma you don't you don't have to feed into the psychological warfare that other people are telling you make decisions for yourself research on other

00:16:01 topics even from people you disagree you don't have to feed into you don't have to you don't have to comply with the demands of kiwi Farms or Jesus with bazooka 79 you don't you don't have to comply with demands of these people you can just be yourself so long as you remain innocent you can just be yourself all right sure you may have been a little bit disruptive but compared to people like Jesus with bazooka 79 and cue Farms are farmer innocent than them all right I'm glad you're going to the therapy

00:17:01 that that you were you were planning to go to get advice from your therapists and I hope I hope that this would help you improve your life a little bit more but for the most part don't you don't need to worry you don't need to be in an existential crisis all the time you don't you don't need to worry all the time because constant worrying is not good for your health just take advantage of the life that you do have for now on work on the power of four despite despite people saying that going to fail just continue working on it

00:17:57 continue working on your project okay you don't need anyone else to create it for you but if you if you if you make your project presentable then more people will likely work with you especially if you take advice from your therapists okay I've actually seen the scripts for the power of four and he actually does know how to make scenarios so it's not all bad okay all right okay the last thing I want to say stop worrying about the future in the end you're more likely to get the the after life that you really

00:19:00 want and you don't have to worry about anything anymore in the end everything resolves itself all right don't need to worry anymore okay so please stop worry please stop giving into the fears of trolls just stop worrying take advantage of the life you have and and instead be excited for the afterlife that you're aiming to get okay I hope this video helps and if it didn't well I did the best I could



Here's 03bgood's thread.


Here's Alex's DeviantArt post about him

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Since I am one of the victim's of Blake's torment and abuse, I decided to share my side of the story that has been potentially skewed by him. I have first heard of Blake in the comments of a Mariotehplumber video back in 2014 but at the time I was a much different person and was indifferent from him. But I never really liked him nor did I hate him then. But throughout the mid 2010s, I remember his videos about him raging over 13aw13ag, Clay Claymore and Jesuswithbazookas79 (Who I now disown for harassing my friend Joshua). It wasn't till around the precursor of the COVID years and during the COVID years did I think of reaching out and trying to help him, but little did I know he was gonna take a turn for the worst. I was patient with him trying to be his friend but he refuses every help I gave him. (I know trying to help people deep in lolcow territory is futile but sometimes my brain isn't in the right place). Throughout my time, I was asking him questions. His Kings Island video caught my mind and I asked him if he rode any RollerCoasters which he responded by stating he is too afraid to ride them. The reason was later revealed be over a clip from Final Destination that traumatized him. I tried getting him out of this backwards reincarnation paranoia by giving him an idea of his own ideal afterlife other than backwards reincarnation which with low cognition couldn't think of one to overcome his paranoia (though I presented mine poorly which was my mistake). Blake was also too lazy (other than writing his episode ideas) to make The Power Of Four. I told him despite his limited ability in craft, he could still make the show, or at least a prototype of how it would go out. But he still thinks it's holding him back and demands other people make it for him. He even got mad at the person he abused when said person tore dozens of comic strips said person was gonna make for Blake, even responding with a "how dare you tear these papers". Blake has abused me numerous times throughout trying to help him out of his anxiety. I finally cut ties with that fat bastard when he lashed out at me for refusing to forgive his apologies back in August 2024 in the midst of my Noushintou Hoshi saga. Blake has been extremely butthurt over YouTube Ceos of the then but sadly passed away Susan Wojcicki and the now Neal Mohan. Despite how much I disagree with YouTube's adblock war. His hateboner against Neal Mohan felt annoying to me. He is still overly mad at the website KiwiFarms for documenting his disgusting behavior. And demanded people take his side over now condemned JesusWithBazookas79 (Kinda ironic as the both support Trump) . And now Blake's racist neo nazi remarks and harassment towards Hoodz was the final icing on the cake for me. As much as I am aware of the past behavior of Hoodz. Blake violent disruptive behavior really contrasts the reasonable behavior of Hoodz. Which is why I befriended Hoodz in joined him on the Lawsuit against 03bgood. Blake seriously cannot get away with threatening people who are especially in such hard times. It shows the serious lack of empathy Blake has for others. Blake was rightfully suspended twice from deviantart and he still claims he did nothing wrong when complaining on reddit. Blake still refuses to respect opinions and gets angry over small harmless glitches and livestream bufferings which are to be expected in a livestream due to latency issues. Blake is now 36 years old yet he still acts like he is 4. All I could do now for Blake is nothing but see him circle the drain. Blake is in serious need of therapy especially with serious arrested development due to his overprotective parents. It's all I have to say, it's necessary for me to share my side of the story. I am aware Blake may harass me over this but I don't really care, for me at least. But I will not let him abuse those who are not in the right place.


A few clarifications on the stuff I said. I'm more trying to get a restraining order than an actual lawsuit, and it's why I need to be careful with my posts here on DA as if I am not sticking to the facts, say anything untrue, or come off as unreasonable which we tried to reason with Blake, but he escalated so much and then I learned more of stuff he did from another former friend of his who defected to my side completely, but if I do any of this, Blake can in return legally use this against me, so I need to make sure the facts are shown so people can see this is not defamation. I almost removed said former friend of his from my contact, but then realizing he gave me evidence and was helping me, I realized I jump the gun and re-added him, and that's good now and I'm glad I realized my mistake there.

As for his parents, I've only known his mom and when I had to deal with Blake in the past, she asked me to keep an eye on him to help keep him out of trouble, and I did try to rekindle with Blake as admittedly when we had our first falling out, I was too hasty and I should have been more lax on the situation, so again, my mistake there. And that's another thing I want to bring up. Blake keeps saying how I don't take responsibility for anything, but one, I already mentioned two issues here I did take responsibility for and tried to fix, and I've done this with my real friends as well like I got angry and yelled at my best friend, Kate when she did nothing wrong and I felt awful for that and I wanted her to know that so she knew I was really sorry. Kate didn't ask for an apology either, I just knew I had to on my own. Blake I believe is getting this both from him being the true one who doesn't take responsibility, and he's allying with people who have done and still do the same thing in not taking responsibility, so it's essentially a group circle issue.

Anyway, getting back to his mom, she gets very frustrated with Blake and did yell something intense to him before due to his bad behavior, but I won't say one as I need to be more honorable and respectful than that, especially as she's not the one making a public spectacle of herself unlike Blake. So she's not without her moments of being very angry herself with Blake. I did try to honor her wishes when she helped me, but as I said, Blake is unhelpable, and he's just been very abusive, even at a time as I showed when I was really sick and trying to heal, and he didn't care one bit, only about himself. Maybe I should have left then, but I gave him penalties instead, and he later criticized how I kept doing this, but I did it as he kept being abusive and disrespectful and didn't learn anything from these penalties. The NSO, Trump, and making Julie cry stuff was the final straw and me and every other own of our group. I saw definitely he went to old stuff like when I DMCAed videos and I went too far which I am ashamed of. If I have to make a DMCA report, I make sure it really qualifies as full theft or not genuine fair use. Also, I don't go looking for these videos as it is, so I haven't made a DMCA report in a few years. I want to be better than I was. But he says how I used my "fake company" Mighty Noid Entertainment (now known as Hooded Chaos Productions), which as I said, it was never a company, we're a group. We are allowed to make DMCA's under that AS a group.

Finally, as we were going to try to help him with a pilot animation, but we needed assets and one person's voice acting done first, it was going to take time, but with how he kept abusing me and treating me like a punching bag as I showed on one of my journals, this just went too far leading up to the final straws. It's a situation of "don't bite the hand that feeds you" as if he kept on doing this, it was only going to discourage us from wanting to work with him. I got some chats from him on Skype (text as I'm not going voice record someone without their consent), and it shows a lot, and the first time I separated from him, I want to show this. I plan to do that very soon.


Thank you for the information. I mistaken it as a lawsuit considering my feud with Noushintou Hoshi in the summer of 2024. A restraining order against Blake will be very helpful for your well being. Blake has gone so crazy it borders psychopathic.


He already is a psychopath. He's proven this to me multiple times and he checks all the boxes for one. So I am not saying this as an insult, I'm saying this as he's genuinely insane.


Yeah. The fact he rages on about this and attacks people is quite something.
 
In Alex's new video, he is threatening to sue Kiwi Farms / any website with archives of AI memes of him, users of Kiwi farms who made AI memes of him, and specifically @Glowie for $20 million dollars for telling others to make AI memes of him and his family.




So Alex doesn't want images of his family members generated through AI? Fuck you Alex. I do what I want.

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It’s funny how Alex keeps writing these long DeviantArt blog posts and YouTube videos like he has an actual audience, when in reality, the only people reading them are a few people from the Farms. He treats them like serious manifestos, pouring his heart out about AI, fascism, and whatever else is on his mind, but nobody outside his thread actually cares. If KF disappeared tomorrow, he'd be screaming into an even smaller void.

He's basically just making content for the people he claims to hate the most.
It's what most Lolcow in thread types do. Alex here does a very similar thing that another cow does (who ironically enough, has mocked him ITT).

Also, I'm working on getting this OP up-to-speed. Alex just has so much bullshit to comb through that the writing team and I are struggling.
 
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Catgirl nun in power armour shooting at Obese ginger neckbeard demon with a demon, ChatGPT is blocked from drawing violence even at fictional beings. I'll try stable Diffusion and and Grok shortly
Anatomy is fucked as per ChatGPT tradition. I'm going to refine this eye cancer.

Former amputee is granted vengeance @NaggotFigger can you do something with this as an inspiration?
 
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Anatomy is fucked as per ChatGPT tradition. I'm going to refine this eye cancer.

Former amputee is granted vengeance @NaggotFigger can you do something with this as an inspiration?
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