bravosouth
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- Jan 6, 2023
He is lost, and will always be lost unless he finally starts truly admitting that he is not the person that he used to be. He can’t be a youtuber like this. He needs to log off and get a job. But he can’t because he is scared and lazy. So he’s trying to kill himself through excess, running away from his problems, again and again.
At his core Boogie is really just a narcissistic addict, make no bones about it. If he was able to access any kind of legit opioids I have no doubt he would very quickly become wired to them, fat junkies definitely do exist. There is a very common theme in most kinds of support groups/recovery programs (which Boogie is clearly in dire need of), the idea that any kind of substantive recovery is virtually impossible until the individual is finally willing to stop 'doing things their way'. 12 step describes it as 'surrendering your willpower to God, let go and let God', so on and so forth.
Different programs have different ways of explaining it, but the basic idea is the same: 'You have been relying on your quote-unquote "best thinking" up until now, and look at where it has gotten you over and over. It will not suddenly get you anywhere this time either, so you need to start listening/copying what has already worked for others instead of endlessly trying to forge your own unique novel path. It doesn't have to be god, but the point is that you HAVE to stop using your own skewed thinking as some kind of guiding north star.
Evidently whatever he thinks he already knows about recovery is essentially useless, as he has been totally incapable of actually implementing any of it. Many addicts do realize this on some level, but they aren't actually interested in stopping whatever their habits are (gorging himself and social media for our cow) so they stay 'comfy' and endlessly repeat the same cycle throwing their hands up when it inevitably fails again.
He desperately wants everyone to believe that he's in the 'best place in years mentally', that he's really in some amazing place in his life... but he just happens to be eating so many calories that he's still gaining at 400 pounds. The overeating is a symptom of his issues, not the core issue itself. People who are okay don't shovel 4k+ calories down their gullets every single day, they don't tweet 25 times a day either for that matter. He isn't sad and miserable because he's so fucked and obese, he's so fucked and obese because he's a shit miserable person deep down.
As far as I'm concerned the only way he ever actually improves his life by any considerable metric is by attending long-term inpatient rehab, he needs to learn how to live life and how to log off for chrissakes. Of course this will never happen now that he has Dezi/Ke- roped in, I don't see him ever voluntarily leaving her side TBH.
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