Inactive Byuu / byuu_nyan / setsunakun0 / Near / David Ginder - "Non-binary" furry programmer who wrote a Super Nintendo emulator, tried to blackmail Null into removing his thread, and is probably actually dead lol

[I'm Retarded?]

neurospicy

I loved this term the instant it entered my eyeballs

Poor guy just needed a real friend.

some people just have chronic bad luck in their social life. but some people are also friendless schizos for a reason. actually going through with suicide takes a special kind of brain; most people will simply resign themselves to continued existence no matter how miserable they are. looking from the sidelines, it often seems like their tragic end could have been avoided if somebody had just intervened at the right time, in the right way; but I suspect this is just an artifact of human perception. we all see the world in half-formed maybes, but reality only happens one way, without the slightest regard for anybody's opinions about it. in reality, some people really are calibrated to live out a perfect downward spiral due to their own intentional actions, and nobody can hope to stop them. and though these people may claim this or that was the thing that finally pushed them over the edge, in reality, their own willpower is the only thing that can force them to take the final step. for every one of kiwifarms' supposed victims who gave themselves the final logout due to cyberbullying or whatever, there are dozens of thriving cows who just deal with it and get on with their lives, or learn the lesson and stop airing their cringe on the public internet. no kiwiposter shoved those pills down byuu's throat - assuming he really is dead - the only person responsible is the man himself.

 

[innocent jogger]

 

[KingPoisson]

did we ever get solid proof of Byuu killing himself?
I just wonder about how maybe one day he fucks up and accidentally does something that connects back to him if he isn't dead

 

[Markass the Worst]

did we ever get solid proof of Byuu killing himself?
I just wonder about how maybe one day he fucks up and accidentally does something that connects back to him if he isn't dead

Does this count?

 

[AnOminous]

did we ever get solid proof of Byuu killing himself?
I just wonder about how maybe one day he fucks up and accidentally does something that connects back to him if he isn't dead

Dude is deader than fucking Hell, the very place he is rotting in.

 

[ScaryPersona]

Byuu ain't dead, the answer has been in front of y'all this whole time. Author name vs the link to the rest of his posts.

 

[Markass the Worst]

Byuu ain't dead, the answer has been in front of y'all this whole time. Author name vs the link to the rest of his posts.

Byuu was not Ben Kuchera.

 

[David Kirk Ginder]

Byuu ain't dead, the answer has been in front of y'all this whole time. Author name vs the link to the rest of his posts.

Word up homie, they/them's da man.

 

[PointOfNoReturnPoint]

Does this count?

One thing I want to point out, is that no one on the farms is even happy that byuu is passed on. I read a couple of pages and people here were just like...ok he is passed on...got proof. Which is valid to ask but I myself can say that I don't find it cool/funny/entertaining in anyway he is gone. I re-read the op and all I saw was some tangential drama that happened thats honestly not even bad just relevant more than anything. Yeah you can go through my post history and you'll see trans hate for sure but what did this guy really do to deserve any hate? Furry's are not liked for sure...but thats just it...we don't like furry's not byuu.

 

[Markass the Worst]

One thing I want to point out, is that no one on the farms is even happy that byuu is passed on. I read a couple of pages and people here were just like...ok he is passed on...got proof. Which is valid to ask but I myself can say that I don't find it cool/funny/entertaining in anyway he is gone.

The only reason anybody would be happy is because he used his suicide to attempt to extort Null over $100k (and failed). But basically nobody wanted him to do that in the first place. I'm sure if you asked 1,000 kiwis, 999 would rather that Byuu never interacted with the farms at all and stayed alive.

 

[PointOfNoReturnPoint]

The only reason anybody would be happy is because he used his suicide to attempt to extort Null over $100k (and failed). But basically nobody wanted him to do that in the first place. I'm sure if you asked 1,000 kiwis, 999 would rather that Byuu never interacted with the farms at all and stayed alive.

Ahhhhh, ok yeah that's shitty but if that's really only it when it comes to cow behavior that just ain't shit for us.

 

[Lefty Shill]

reading this thread was a supremely terrible way to spend my night. what a fucking disappointment - here I was, expecting to see the kind of vitriol that might make someone kill themselves. some good old fashion fun hatred, y'know? but what do I find instead? just regular fucking people talking about someone who's too sperg to realize how sperg they are.

I know that's the point here, but jesus fuck I didn't expect to find it all so interesting and compelling that I ACTUALLY felt sorry for farms users at the receiving end of what is publicly considered an intentional hate campaign.

you people make me sick. I have shit to do instead of reading and posting here of all places. I suppose I'll just have to keep browsing and posting, just to REALLY stick it to you fucks.

byuu was always on a pedestal when I was in the space many years ago, just like FuSoYa and others who literally smell their unwashed ass and use their resulting boners to write anything of value.

what a tragic fucking story. I'm at a loss with how much I 180'd on this.

do you people know how long it takes to read even a fraction of this horseshit? ALL NIGHT! and we only just mostly-confirmed his death this year?!

this has been echoed infinitely but how the fuck is cyberbullying to this extent even real? just close your eyes idiot! peek a boo! all criticisms, gone! just like that!

poor, stupid, stupid, stupid fucking idiot. such a waste. if he just stepped back for two seconds and thought about the content of the criticisms, rather than just the fact that he's being criticized, he might've lived to see his legacy restored. but now his legacy is forever tarnished by the superhuman dumbfuckery that is 41%ing yourself over a dead thread.

e: this flowed better before it got merged into one continuous post (just kidding cohesion is for the birds)

 

[Keine]

reading this thread was a supremely terrible way to spend my night. what a fucking disappointment - here I was, expecting to see the kind of vitriol that might make someone kill themselves. some good old fashion fun hatred, y'know? but what do I find instead? just regular fucking people talking about someone who's too sperg to realize how sperg they are.

I know that's the point here, but jesus fuck I didn't expect to find it all so interesting and compelling that I ACTUALLY felt sorry for farms users at the receiving end of what is publicly considered an intentional hate campaign.

you people make me sick. I have shit to do instead of reading and posting here of all places. I suppose I'll just have to keep browsing and posting, just to REALLY stick it to you fucks.

byuu was always on a pedestal when I was in the space many years ago, just like FuSoYa and others who literally smell their unwashed ass and use their resulting boners to write anything of value.

what a tragic fucking story. I'm at a loss with how much I 180'd on this.

do you people know how long it takes to read even a fraction of this horseshit? ALL NIGHT! and we only just mostly-confirmed his death this year?!

this has been echoed infinitely but how the fuck is cyberbullying to this extent even real? just close your eyes idiot! peek a boo! all criticisms, gone! just like that!

poor, stupid, stupid, stupid fucking idiot. such a waste. if he just stepped back for two seconds and thought about the content of the criticisms, rather than just the fact that he's being criticized, he might've lived to see his legacy restored. but now his legacy is forever tarnished by the superhuman dumbfuckery that is 41%ing yourself over a dead thread.

e: this flowed better before it got merged into one continuous post (just kidding cohesion is for the birds)

Narcissism and trooning out have a tendency to go hand in hand I think. I think the combination of those two things would've have prevented him from ever properly thriving among the emulation community again unless he actually got proper help for his mental conditions. But instead he chose to go to Glorious Nippon, which is notoriously good for people who are shut-ins and notoriously bad for mental health care particularly if you don't speak Japanese.

 

[Lefty Shill]

Narcissism and trooning out have a tendency to go hand in hand I think. I think the combination of those two things would've have prevented him from ever properly thriving among the emulation community again unless he actually got proper help for his mental conditions. But instead he chose to go to Glorious Nippon, which is notoriously good for people who are shut-ins and notoriously bad for mental health care particularly if you don't speak Japanese.

oh my god this is the most autistic reply to anything I've ever posted online. do you just roll your dick on the keyboard and hope the words you humped out make any goddamn sense later? were you this self-aggrandizing as a little kid? your poor mother must have had a stroke trying to follow your trains of logic.

genuinely: have you ever met a narcissist? byuu had mental troubles but a narcissist he was not. someone with NPD would never stoop to the begging drivel that amounted to his final day on this good earth.

the fuck does trooning mean? I haven't been terminally online since my youth and back in MY day we just called a spade a faggot and that was that. this took so long to moderate that I went and figured it out. rationalwiki to the rescue (make an alternative thanks).

side note: this place's new-user experience is goddamn awful. there should be a wiki for such simple questions. instead I have to google it and read what glaad thinks while in the same definition mentioning that KF is responsible for our friend autismo's fate. where's the handbook for someone like me who doesn't have the time to scour threads for lore about why the trannies are secretly maga jews or whatever. hook me up @Null

more to the point:

I think the combination of those two things would've have prevented him from ever properly thriving among the emulation community again unless he actually got proper help for his mental conditions.

the idea of him thriving in the emulation scene being the best-case scenario is absurd. he peaked a decade ago and he knew his best work on that front was behind him.

thank you for stating that people who need help will have trouble without help. truly, the most insightful thing in this thread's 250 pages.

 

[ScaryPersona]

Whatever did happen to his VG collection btw? Feel free to tell me to fuck off if it's been covered already in the thread

 

[Lefty Shill]

Narcissism and trooning out have a tendency to go hand in hand I think.

This doesn't seem to hold up in the literature. There's plenty of research [1] suggesting trannies are multiple times more likely to be autistic than normal non-trannies. But, like, duh, everyone knows by now that exposure to drag culture is the #1 marker for severe autism.

Someone with NPD is concerned with their image in a different way than your normal gender-confused autist. Do you think Trump - the literal textbook definition of narcissistic personality disorder - would stoop to the level of trannyifying himself to boost his public image? No. Because narcissists care about their image, and being a tranny isn't exactly good PR. It doesn't mesh.

Whatever did happen to his VG collection btw? Feel free to tell me to fuck off if it's been covered already in the thread

fuck off (but also I want to know too)

[1] https://doi.org/10.53053/WNHC6713 [archive]

 

[MetokurGroomedMe]

we only just mostly-confirmed his death this year?!

not just that, we were the only ones who cared enough to even confirm it in the first place.

 

[Lefty Shill]

not just that, we were the only ones who cared enough to even confirm it in the first place.

1) this is the saddest sentence I've ever read, and you've ruined my summer by writing it. asshat.
2) if anyone were going to go the extra mile to check, it'd probably be the ones accused of "murdering" byuu. most people (myself included) were willing to believe the mainstream story given on wikipedia and other regular-person information sites - a story which, seemingly, reflected true events in the end (he ded).
3) null is based for the FOIA and I applaud the effort regardless of motive.

imagine killing yourself and the only people who still talk about you years later are the people you perceive as your bullies. I hope he's still being tortured by that knowledge down in Hell.

it should be illegal to be this autistic. which candidate is in favor of chemically castrating them? add it to the geneva conventions.

 

[Not Yet Implemented]

byuu was always on a pedestal when I was in the space many years ago, just like FuSoYa and others who literally smell their unwashed ass and use their resulting boners to write anything of value.

Lefty Shill of the emulation space, what is your wisdom? What deep lore do you know?

genuinely: have you ever met a narcissist? byuu had mental troubles but a narcissist he was not. someone with NPD would never stoop to the begging drivel that amounted to his final day on this good earth.

BPD probably explains it away entirely.

 

[Lefty Shill]

Lefty Shill of the emulation space, what is your wisdom? What deep lore do you know?

your kind mother's pussy was the deepest lore I'd seen in years. I'll have to think about this one and get back to you.

BPD probably explains it away entirely.

wrong again idiot. good god people's willingness to write off a whole person, with an entire story filled with good and bad decisions, feelings, emotions, and wants and needs, by boiling their person down into the space of a few letters or the span of a forum post. you know there's a reason people pay psychiatrists right:? there are 250 pages in this thread alone - nowhere near enough content to comprehensively assess even one person.

BPD is somehow worse and more retarded, yet less autistic than NPD as a guess. byuu was never known for the kind of splitting and interpersonal instability seen in borderline cases. people with BPD fear abandonment, which serves as the foundational issue that manifests the other symptoms. they will manipulate relationships, self-harm to get their way, lack any depth or personality whatsoever because they solely focus on their precious end goal of... not being alone in silence for 30 seconds, because the silence leads to the thoughts... and the thoughts lead you to see how your alcoholic mom fucked your development up at 12-18 weeks by drinking and smoking meth with your retard dad instead of looking into your eyes and forming a normal emotional bond like every other normal and even pretty-bad mother on the planet. thinking about this even for a moment leads to a breakdown of one's character as they realize their mother is still actively being a shitty alcoholic mom under the guise of being "better than she used to be". so someone with BPD will manipulate partners into forcing them to provide the emotional bond that their mother will never and could never give to them.

this doesn't describe byuu at all, my friend. dude was a little bitch and too sperg to even lie let alone manipulate someone into doing anything.