Christopher Cantwell, [06/06/2025 23:28]
Anybody who tells you that the issues I've been talking about here are some kind of drugged out delusion is either a saboteur or somebody who has been poorly informed by a saboteur.
The people doing the things I'm complaining about say this, but only when others are watching. They stopped trying to convince me that I was going crazy months ago. Now they just have to settle for convincing you.
I have used drugs in the past.
I don't rule out using drugs in the future.
I like doing certain drugs.
Mushrooms are probably my favorite.
I've been using a prescription stimulant called modafinil for the better part of 20 years. I'm not going to get into details about obtaining it. But suffice it to say it's easy to get with or without a prescription.
Modafinil is cheap, effective and easy to obtain on either side of the law. It is one of very few drugs that I feel comfortable recommending to people.
I wish Adderall (dextroamphetamine) was cheaper and easier to obtain.
Do not confuse this with "addys" or "addies" or "pressed pills" which to my understanding are mostly just black market racemic methamphetamine.
Adderall is a great drug, and even dextromethamphetamine, I have been told by people knowledgeable, can be a great drug.
What near all people refer to as methamphetamine (users refuse to call it this or meth, by the way. Never say the M word. Tina, Crystal, party,anything but meth.) is racemic methamphetamine, containing some dextromethamphetamine and another thing I'm not going to look up right now but "L Isomer" stands out in my mind.
That other thing turns a great drug into a total fucking disaster and having done it more than once, I recommend against this in the strongest possible terms.
Now, typically when we're talking about somebody "doing drugs" we're talking about something illegal.
I don't like confessing to crimes.
Nor do I like my refusal to respond to accusations to amount to confessions.
Nor do I like lying.
And no nuanced conversation about what drugs the crying Nazi did or did not do in what amount during which measurement of time is going to do a damn bit of good for anybody who runs around calling me a drug addict.
Explaining one's drug use history, or speculating about one's drug use future, in public, while people are trying to gaslight you and send you to prison, is profoundly unhelpful.
The people trying to gaslight me and send me to prison want me to use drugs. They're not saying I'm on drugs because they want me to stop using them. They're telling you that I'm on drugs regardless of whether or not I am because they're manipulative pieces of shit, and most of you would never hear word one about me using drugs were it not for them.
So, I don't answer these kinds of things and I have historically banned people from comments for publicly accusing me of being high because EVEN IF I WERE that's not something you would do if you were trying to help.
If I say I'm not on drugs, people will continue saying I'm on drugs, and a damn liar too, because they're not saying I'm on drugs to convey information, they're saying I'm on drugs to discredit me.
I am not going to get into what drugs I did or did not do when.
"are you on drugs?"
"what like right now?"
"uhhh, yeah"
"I happen to be taking an antibiotic actually, but it does not impair my judgement".
Junky!
The most malicious rumor is that I'm a meth head. People who want to discredit you love that one because you can get someone to believe just about anything about a meth head.
That rumor began in like 2016 when I tried it for the first time and voluntarily released a recording of me losing my fucking mind.
I stopped using it after that 2 week disaster, and did not touch it again for years.
I'm not telling you that I haven't used it since, and I'm not going to get into details for reasons just explained.
I was subject to drug testing for my first two years out of prison. That ended December 18th 2024.
Christopher Cantwell, [06/06/2025 23:28]
Not all drugs show up on urine tests, not all drugs stay in your system more than a couple of days, and after I passed every drug test they gave me for six months, the PO didn't bother so much and in the end I dont think I'd been tested for the last 6 months.
So, I could have used drugs while I was on probation. I also coulf have gotten caught because screenings were random.
Right now, I'm on bail. I'm not even allowed to possess alcohol.
Here's what I can promise you.
No funds sent to me by audience members in the last six months have been spent on drugs or alcohol, unless you count my nicotine vape.
It's surely longer than that, but all funds are fungible and I'm not going to check my receipts.
My troubles today are very fucking real, and are caused by very fucking real people, and date back to 2015 or 2016.
Explaining them in detail forces me to disclose things I don't want to, and should not have to disclose.
But I'm gonna do it anyway.
And I'm sorry for procrastinating about it.
I'm knackered and it's 1.30am. I'll post grabs tomorrow