Megathread SRS and GRS surgeons and associated horrors - the medical community of experimental surgeons, the secret community of home butchers

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Mild powerlevel but for some of these, I wonder how deep the rot goes.

My mom had a cyst on her back that went sideways. She had to go to a wound care place for it, and what appeared to be a pea-sized hole on the surface actually went in about three inches.

Yours truly had to clean and pack it every day.

I can't imagine the actual body horror of having a hole in your body that's not just normal-sized, but is both wide and goes in a ways.

Some of these arms, in particular, look like some Kelly Ronahan shit.

"Whoops, my insides are now outsides! Again!"

I wonder how often they get infested with maggots.

Bodies are gross.
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Mild powerlevel but for some of these, I wonder how deep the rot goes.

My mom had a cyst on her back that went sideways. She had to go to a wound care place for it, and what appeared to be a pea-sized hole on the surface actually went in about three inches.

Yours truly had to clean and pack it every day.

I can't imagine the actual body horror of having a hole in your body that's not just normal-sized, but is both wide and goes in a ways.

Some of these arms, in particular, look like some Kelly Ronahan shit.

"Whoops, my insides are now outsides! Again!"

I wonder how often they get infested with maggots.

Bodies are gross.
My take is that it's actually going septic and the medical industry knows that these freaks are an lost cause the minute they get that surgery
 
I am hit with a real sense of sadness reading shit like this.
 

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I am hit with a real sense of sadness reading shit like this.
Especially since he shouted out Josh and KF and the SRS thread at the end of the Andrew Gold interview. Obviously he made a terrible decision but I find it admirable that he’s willing to tell his story to millions of people to prevent them from making the same mistake. I’d die of embarrassment during the first interview, let alone the hundredth. And then you’re reliving all of it constantly, which has to be a complete mindfuck.

What do you do when you’ve passed that point of no return? He has pain where his genitals used to be, so he wasn’t even blessed to have them be completely numb. You need hormones to keep your bones from disintegrating, but taking T would bring his sex drive back and cause more pain. Probably can’t find a good job because he wouldn’t survive the Google search. I hope he can find enough reasons to keep going.
 
I am hit with a real sense of sadness reading shit like this.
Idk what you can even tell him. Practice letting go, go to church and seek comfort from god, go to trauma therapy...

Once the fantasy of SRS wears off, you are confronted with the grim reality that your genitals have been mutilated and you were the one who signed up for it. It wasn't an unfortunate accident, it was your own choice.

This must be really hard to live with. He is probably still feeling guilt and is angry with himself.
 
I always enjoy waiting until I have a bountiful harvest to post, and it seems it's finally time for me to bring in the basket. It's a grab bag today, so there should be a little something for everyone!

Splitting at the seams: a TiF shows off her grotesque top surgery scar that makes her resemble a lamp off of the Ed Gein Home Improvement line; to make matters worse, she's even kind enough to show us her gooey pink insides as her sutures tear apart. What leapt out to me, however, is that in another post she states that she is only 18 years old.
Ill_Ad6098 (Dr. Amie Hop; double incision bilateral cosmetic mastectomy)
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Wound separation timeline

Here is a timeliness of my wound separation ive been dealing with. I first noticed it on 6/12 (9 days post op) and last pic is from today, 7/8. Its been getting better and better every day. It doesnt really hurt, it stung a little bit here and there when it first started. I believe its from the post op binder sliding down and rubbing. My left side does not have this but the scar is much lower there than my right side.
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Big Trouble in Nipple China: after a little over a month since her teet yeet, a TiF's nipples have turned in their letters of resignation and are off to greener pastures. Despite anyone with working eyes being able to identify this as a complete failure of a nipple graft, as always, the perennial question of r/topsurgery is asked: Will My Nipple Be Okay?
Born-Annual6806 (bilateral cosmetic mastectomy)
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Nipple troubles

Hey everyone, just curious what your nipples looked like when they were healing. I’m currently 5 weeks post op and my left nipple has been giving me troubles since week 1. Today in the shower my scab fell off and it doesn’t look okay. Pictures are included for reference. Just curious if it just isn’t healed all the way, infected, or if I had nipple loss. I’m going to call my surgeon tomorrow but just curious if anyone has experienced this. Thanks!
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This tranny's stinkditch is like a Pokémon with two forms: at rest, it resembles a really long asscrack, and when he spreads it apart with his gorilla hands, it takes the form of a second asshole!
Objective-Corgi-7923 (Dr. Praful Ramineni; vaginoplasty)
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8 months post-op with Dr. Praful Ramineni. Mostly satisfied, but considering exploring revision options.

I had surgery with Dr. Ramineni back in late October. The recovery process was rather slow and involved many weekly trips to a gynecologist for silver nitrate treatments due to a ton of granulation tissue both externally and internally, which may or may not have been caused or at least exacerbated by the lube I was using for dilating. Overall I'm pretty happy with the results; it's certainly better than what was there before, but I can't help but feel like it could be even better.

Things still seem to be kinda puffy and swollen, but everything I've read suggests I should be about to the point where almost all the swelling should be gone.
I don't know if it's because the recovery has been a bit rocky, if I just need to keep losing weight and I'm being impatient, or if it's something that might need a revision. Some parts around the clitoris, urethra, and along the scars are still somewhat painful to the touch, but it's not too bad. Nowhere near the agony that several months of granulation tissue caused, anyway.

Beyond that some things just seem to be slightly...off.
I'm having a bit of trouble articulating it beyond that. I don't know if it's anything a revision could improve, and I'm not even sure I have the right words to ask about it. My clitoris seems to be a lot less...prominent? than I might have expected, and aside from the swelling (or fat) I feel like something could be improved with the labia. My vagina also seems to be rather tight. I use the big orange dilator all the way to the last dot, but it takes quite a while to actually get it in. It's not really painful, there's just a lot of resistance. I have to gently push on it for like 10 minutes or more. My partner and I also have a lot of trouble achieving penetration without him just sliding up or down instead of in. I'm scheduled for an appointment with a pelvic floor therapist who has experience with post-op trans patients next month, so maybe that can be resolved at least.

I will probably send an email to the surgeon at some point to ask his opinion, but I kinda wanted to see if I could get some other opinions if only to have more concrete things to ask him about.
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An update from Annual-Ad8425 gives us another glimpse into the God forsaken ditch he had carved into his pelvis, and if you thought the last photos you saw were off-putting, just wait until you see these! And from what I understand, this is after his revision! I gladly await his next attempt at finding joy underneath the blade of a surgeon, because surely the more you slice into such a delicate bundle of nerves, the better it'll be, right?
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Lastest srs results

I don't know how should I feel and how long should I wait but this is not what I want. 😞
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For some reason, the only time men seem invested in learning about the ins and outs of vulva anatomy is when they are in pursuit of an extremely accurate fascimile they can never have. For example, this troon has created an entire fucking diagram hoping for a surgeon to craft what comes easily during gestation in a mother's womb.
Downtothewitchesroad (Dr. Theerapong; sigmoid colon vaginoplasty)
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Pubis symphysis reshaping!

2 years post op Dr theerapong, sigmoid, 2 month post op revision, had width issues which still are not addressed according to my desires unfortunately.

My question is, is there a surgeon who's willing to reshape the pubis symphysis the arch?

I think my arch isn't allowing my canal to expand, looking for a surgeon who could shave the upper bone so the urethra and upper part of the canal can strech upwards like biological cis vagina!


Or am I asking something impossible, there are many surgeons who repair broken pubis bones from harsh vaginal birth to accidents with bone implants to reshape.
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The thickness of this pooner's top surgery scars is so ropey, it could be used to hoist anchors into the ocean. Of course, because she has the same aggressively feminine socialization that all FTMs seem to have in spades, she sheepishly asks r/topsurgery if her results look normal. Hopefully the hugbox will descend accordingly to reassure her that no, she definitely didn't make a giant mistake, and her results look totally natural and cis, dood!
ThroatBackground7542 (double incision bilateral cosmetic mastectomy)
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Does my surgery look normal?

I got my surgery in November of 2024 so I feel like I’ve had a lot of time to heal, is it normal for my scars to be so big? Also one of my nipples is almost completely flat and the other is kinda puffy(?) like the scars.
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The Shakespearean drama of Veinscrawler continues as he posts desperately for someone to give him hope about revision surgeries. The darkness in his mind seems to be dragging him deeper into madness every day as he writes: "I'm in chronic pain, have barely any erogenous sensation, have very little remaining genital tissue at all, and have developed worsening PTSD and suicidal ideation from how bad my dysphoria has become. I spend most of the day dissociating from my body and cry myself to sleep in pain most nights." He then arrogantly states: "I believe I'm genuinely more knowledgeable about many aspects of these surgeries than most people, including some surgeons." I've included some of his schizo ramblings under a cut for those curious, but it's VERY long - just a warning.
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Revision patients: What would you recommend?

After 6 months of waiting with no improvement (and in some cases a worsening of) my complications, I'm now pursuing revision of my initial "genital remodeling" result while continuing to seek treatment for my chronic pain. Revision will realistically take place sometime later this year or early next year. However, I'm still consulting with different surgeons, as the surgeon I'm currently pursuing revision vagiboplassy with (Dr. Ashley Alford at UMass Memorial) cannot offer all of the revisions I am seeking.

Since many aspects of the surgery I underwent were not ones that I knowingly consented to, are not in line with what I had requested or expected, and the results are poor even for what is considered "standard" by most, I basically want to have my entire vulva (if it can even be called that) redone. My vaginal dimple, urethral meatus, vestibule, clitoris, clitoral hood, labia minora, and labia majora are have both functional and aesthetic issues.

The most obvious fixes are the restructuring of my displaced urethral meatus and the excision of the very significant amount of remaining spongy erectile tisssue that currently causes my vestibule to extrude weirdly. And hopefully that will also make my vestibule more concave instead of convex. And I'm hoping the hair-bearing skin can be removed from my vaginal introitus and vestibule during vaginoplasty. Though if not, maybe buccal mucosa grafts could work as a replacement?

However, I'm less sure what to do (or what even can be done) to address the dysfunction and aesthetics of my clitoris, clitoral hood, labia minora, and labia majora. For instance, I know I want my clitoris to actually be glans- shaped like a clitoris, to project more and in a more correct direction to be easier to engage with sexually (probably requiring re-placement), and to not cause constant discomfort or pain because of the compression of my dorsal nerve bundle from lack of any corpora cavernosa, but I'm not sure of the best way to make those fixes. Likewise, I know I want to fix the asymmetry and shortness of my labia minora and have them fully surround and cover my vestibule. But I'm not sure of how best to accomplish that since the majority of my penile skin was used for only one of them. Skin grafts aren't realistically an option since I don't have any suitable remaining skin elsewhere.

I also definitely want to address the hollowness, unnatural contours, asymmetical scar lines, and overall lack of tissue in my labia majora. But since nearly all of my scrotal skin was discarded without my consent, I also don't know of an easy way to address that. I'm looking into the possibility of tissue expansion and planning to undergo fat grafting in the meanwhile (though doing tissue expansion first would be ideal, since it destroys most fat and I don't want the grafting to go to waste). But I can't decide whether I'd be better off aiming to have fake labia majora constructed from my thicker and still in situ residual groin skin and minimizing visible scarring by sacrificing my residual scrotal skin and revising the scars to sit in the interlabial sulcus. Or if I should aim to expand my residual scrotal skin to rebuild my lost labia out of more homologous tissue and revising the scars to sit in my inguinal grooves, sacrificing most of my residual scrotal skin and ensuring visible scarring and relatively thin majora skin. The main reasons to keep my scrotal skin would be to have some semblance of actual labia majora with correct color and a slightly more correct texture and better vascularity and to preserve the residual amount of erogenous sensation I have there, though it is extremely poor already due to all of my nerves having been severed. Either way, I will not have functional or aesthetically accurate labia majora, due to the removal of my lateral scrotal skin and my dartos fascia. I'm trying to find a way to be okay with that, even though preserving the appearance and sensation of my scrotal skin was my biggest priority for my original surgery and the loss of those things has been absolutely devastating to me.

I'm wondering what those who have had to undergo revision surgeries, particarly for these specific issues, woudl recommend.

Does anyone know of a surgeon who offers genital tissue expansion for patients with atypical or atrophied anatomy prior to surgery?

I'm struggling to find a surgeon experienced with and willing to perform genital tissue expansion for me (and I know at least one other person has asked about this here before). There are definitely surgeons who do it, but it's not a very common practice since most patients are assumed to have an adequate amount of tissue to begin with and because genital tissue expanders have the highest rate of extrusion and infection of any anatomic sites. This is partly due to the extruding port of typical saline expanders, but the only alternative osmotic hydrogel tissue expanders are not currently very accessible.
Genital tissue expansion is more often used for treatment of vaginal agenesis in cis women or for reconstruction of the scrotum in cis men after injury. For trans people, tissue expansion is typically only used for breast surgeries, but there's no inherent reason why the same methods used for genital reconstruction in cis people wouldn't work.
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All tissues of "male" genetalia are direct homologues to tissues of "female" genetalia. Penile prepuce (foreskin) to clitoral hood, penile glans to clitoral glans, penile corpora cavernosa erectile tissue to clitoral cavernosa, penile urethral mucosa to vulvar vestibular mucosa, ventral penile skin to labia minora, scrotal skin to labia majora. This is because all these structures develop from the same parts of genital tubercle we all share in common as fetuses up until sexual differentation starts at 9 weeks of gestation. Usually by 12 weeks the external genetalia have developed, as either a vulva or penis and scrotum, and differentation continues from there. Our genitals differentiate even moreso during puberty. However, because these structures developed from the same basic tissues, they continue to have relatively similar aesthetics and functioning. It is mostly the positioning and size of various structures that differs.
What this means is that, at least in terms of external genetalia, those parts of "male" anatomy should be used to create the corresponding parts of "female" anatomy during feminizing surgery, and it should be roughly possible to mimic those homologous structures almost perfectly with minimal disruption of nerves and functioning.
However, that is not what most surgeons are doing. Feminizing genitals traditionally prioritize the amputation of the penis and scrotum over using those tissues in fully homologous ways that prioritize nerve preservation. This is partly because penile inversion vaginoplasty has been the standard for a long time, which means some of the penile skin and scrotal skin is being sacrified purely to make the vaginal canal for want of a better substitute for natal vaginal lining. But it goes deeper that that, because even surgeons who are performing forms of vaginoplasty that use only internal tissue for lining (colon, peritoneal, jejunum) are not utilizing the all of those fully available genital tissues in homologous structuring with preservation of nerves and functioning. They give various reasons for doing so.
For instance, it is customary among most surgeons to cut the scrotal skin both medially along the raphe and laterally along the "sides" of the scrotum, creating two flaps of scrotal skin which must be pulled posteriorly, removing so-called "dog ears" of scrotal skin and usually involving excision of a significant amount of groin skin as well.
However, doing this severs many more of the blood vessels and nerves in the scrotum, causing loss of erogenous sensation and sexual function. This also removes a pre-existing naturally smooth transition from groin skin to scrotal/labial skin, and creates the tell-tale lateral scars of on many trans femmes post-op labia majora. If the scrotal skin were instead only cut medially and folded inward, with any true excess cut off only medially instead of laterally, this disruption of blood vessels, nerves, and natural aesthetics can be largely avoided, preserving both function and natal labial aesthetics. And even for vaginoplasties that utilize a scrotal graft, the graft can come from the medial scrotal skin.
There are several surgeons who do ot this way, or at least a variation of it - Dr. Min Jun at Jun Surgical and Dr. Rachel Bluebond-Langner at NYU Langone, to name a couple - and some surgeons have even published papers on this - Dr. Worapon Ratanalert at Yanhee Hospital, for instance, who specifically hides the medial scars of the labia majora in the interlabial sulcus https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC11984771/. Some surgeons still do some additional excision of perineal skin at the posterior part of the vulva in order to pull the scrotal skin more posteriorly, which is more disruptive, but the scars there can at least be hidden in the perineal groin crease. Overall, these methods produce much more natural-looking and functional labia majora than the more traditional method of cutting the scrotal skin and groin skin laterally.
However, both Dr. Min Jun and Dr. Bluebond-Langner use a different surgical shortcut for clitoroplasty, making horseshoe-shaped glans clitorises using only the coronal part of the glans penis (though I believe Min Jun may be moving away from this practice - not sure about BBL). This is done to ensure the the preservation of the coronal blood vessels and nerves, but it causes the visible clitoris to have an unnatural shape and flatness. This is just one of three different clitoroplasty methods that American surgeons and many others use - there really is no standard, and surgeon who says otherwise is lying.
However, it is not necessary to simply discard the other glans tissue, which can be kept at least partially attached and shaped along with the coronal part into a more natural-looking clitoral glans. Supposedly, one reason this is not done is because there is a higher chance of the clitoris partially necrotizing if more glans tissue is kept. Yet, strangely, that has not kept many other surgeons from doing it, often very successfully.
Dr Bank at Suporn Clinic does it exceptionally well, creating clitorises that in many cases look almost identical to natal ones. Dr. Bank also incorporates the remaining glans tissue that he does not use for the clitoris into the additional "Chonburi organ" for increased preservation of erogenous sensation (as the glans tissue contains highly sensate nerves). The Chonburi organ isn't really anatomically accurate to natal vulvas, but it shows again that it is possible to prioritize preservation of erogenous sensation without sacrificing aesthetics. And if he were simply to do without the Chonburi part, the clitoris would still be very accurate and functional. Howver, Dr. Bank does cuts off scrotal skin laterally and uses most of the scrotal skin as a vaginoplasty graft, though he does a better job with the scars than some do.
Another issue many surgeons seem to have is not making a clitoral hood that properly covers the glans clitoris anteriorly, often involving a clitoris that is placed relatively high on the pubic mound. Why they do this, I do not know. If anything there seems to be a focus among some surgeons on keeping the clitoris more exposed, which is just very strange and risks either hypersensitivity or desensitization from constant exposure. Many surgeons do not do it it this way, and I believe it has something to do with a difference in how the surgeons are placing the dorsal nerve bundle of the penis, which must stay attached to the glans, subsequently affecting the placement of the glans as well.
Most surgeons do at least follow the homologous route of using external penile skin for the external parts of the clitoral hood and labia minora and inner penile prepuce skin (foreskin) for the inner parts of the clitoral hood and labia minora. This is why circumcisions is in fact a serious detriment to vulvoplasty - you had your clitoral hood and a good chunk of your labia minora cut off. Some surgeons for that reason instead use scrotal skin for this part. Another reason maybbe because they are cutting off the penile skin entirely to use it as a vaginal graft. But this severs all the nerves in the penile skin, and costs the patient much of their natural aesthetic and functional difference between labia minora and labia majora (since said surgeons are still using other scrotalskin for the labia majora).

In fact, using any part of the penile skin for vaginoplasty (the canal) causes aesthetic shortcomings of the labia minora, such as the absence of a posterior fourchette or the labia minora not even reaching to enclosing the vaginal introitus, instead ending posterior to the urethral meatus and in some cases visibly diving into the vaginal introitus for the penile skin tube. It is one of the primary complaints many prospective patients have had about Dr. Min Jun's work, though he seems to have moved away from that practice. Dr. Bank is also known for making very accurate- looking and functional labia minora by using as much of the penile skin as possible for it, and he openly states that circumcision necessitates a subpar result.
Another issue that a lot of these surgeons have is that they do preserve a significant part pf the penile corpora cavernose to aerve as the clitoral corpora cavernosa. This robs the patient of clitoral erections (which are just as normal and healthy as penile erections) and has been shown to cause decreased sexual sensitivity and enjoyment in many patients. Dr. Bluebond-Langner, for instance, is known for achieving good function and sensation overall, but her apparent customary excision of the corpora cavernosa has caused sexual dysfunction and dissatisfaction in at least one patient who has posted on here.
Other surgeons, like Dr. Marci Bowers and I believe Dr. Bella Avanessian at Mount Sinai Hospital have recently been emphasizing the importance of preserving at least some of the corpora cavernosa for better sexual function, and many surgeons who do feminzing surgeries on intersex patients with clitoromegaly or pseudopenises are doing the same. Even a small bit of corpora cavernosa helps cushion the dorsal nerve bundle - the absence of this is one of the reasons I have chronic pain. I thought I was told that some would be kept or maybe that corpus spongiosum would somehow be used as a substitute, but that was apparently false.
Many surgeons refuse to preserve any corpora cavernosa because if misplaced it can cause painful swelling during erections, and because many trans women in the past requested it removed because I guess they didn't understand that clitoral erections are normal and it made them dysphoric (which is fair thing to request, but should not be the norm). But other surgeons' work proves it can be done without causing functional issues.
Really, what every surgeon should be doing is separating the two chambers of the corpora cavernosa to create the customary Y shape of clitoral corpora cavernosa and then largely burying them beneath the labia majora on either side of the vulva. Then they would function roughly identically to natal clitoral corpora cavernosa, contributing to vulvar swelling during arousal. But this is technically complex, and so nobody really does, as far as I know. But it's not because it's impossible - surgeons just haven't bothered to learn how to do it. In any case, not preserving any corpora cavernosa is an extremely common surgical practice that robs the patient of normal sexual function.
I could continue to go on about all of this, but I hope I've made my point. Effectively, there is no surgeon who is performing all of these aspects in the ideal way for preserving natal aesthetics and sexual function. And it's extremely frustrating, because when looking at the state of feminizing genital surgeries as a whole, it's clear that these different surgeons' best practices could very easily be combined to create a better standard for vulvoplasty (and I believe vaginoplasty would likewise have more of a focus on using internal tissues for canal lining, which we are seeing a significant rise of). But for whatever reason - money, ego, whatever - they aren't coordinating on that. And I think it's a real loss for all patients.
I would suggest that the biggest takeaway from this should be to avoid any surgeon who does not prioritize preserving as much of your natal genital tissue as reasonable possible. Because, regardless of what dysphoria says, your genitals are your genitals. You can change how they look, but you can not truly replace any part of them once lost. So make sure that you will not be losing parts of yourself future vulva in the process of getting one.
And personally, I would really recommend not doing penile inversion vaginoplasty, as it inherently compromises vulvar aesthetics. At worst, only use some scrotal skin for a canal graft, and only if you truly have a baggy excess.
I had very little scrotal skin, but the surgeon who operated on me insisted it was better to remove some of it anyway because apparently he doesn't understand how to make aesthetically and functionally accurate labia majora. I refused, but in the end he cut off nearly all of my scrotal skin, and now I have basically no labia majora at all as well as chronic pain in that area.
Speaking of updates, here's one from a tranny we haven't seen since October of last year: ispilledmybean, who sported a psuedoclit that looked more like Athena bulging forth from Zeus' forehead than an actual body part, seems to be very unhappy over the fact that the surgeon who screwed him over the first time was more than happy to screw him over a second. Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice...
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Revision Disappointment (advise needed please!)

I had surgery a little over a year ago and was extremely dissatisfied with my results. My clitoris was far too large, there was no clitoral hood or labia majora, and worst of all there was an extreme excess in erectile tissue, so much so that there was roughly an inch of protrusion during arousal. I went back to the same surgeon for a revision, as he was the only surgeon in network for my insurance, and my issues were not addressed in this revision. While the clit looks much better, the issue with erectile tissue persists, and the surgeon indicated there is very little he can do for it. He suggested either surgically freezing the area, so that blood flow does not affect it, or doing a fat graft around it to make it less noticeable. I am worried that I will loose sensation with the first, and I do not believe that either will give me a good result. Furthermore, I have lost trust in the surgical team (on top of the poor result, I was not treated well by the hospital during my revision). No other surgeon is in network, and I will not have the money to pay out of pocket for years. What should I do? And when I have the money what surgeons should I consider?
My surgeon also said that removing further tissue would cause a loss of sensation and I would not be able to get aroused anymore. I struggle to believe that, considering I have never seen a result with as much erectile tissue as mine has, but I don't know how to consider this.
(pictures pre-revision further back on my account - looks about the same now in terms of erectile tissue)
It seems that the other TiFs aren't being so nice to "futa IRL" pooner OspreyFTM, whose results I posted a little while back, because she looks like a fucking Greek tragedy reanimated. If you don't want to be treated like a freak, then why did you purposefully keep a rotdog + no boobjob set up? The stupidity of trannies is so appalling, it makes me wonder if they only recently gained sentience - not even sapience, but sentience.
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About the surgical community and hate for nonstandard surgeries

Through my few years in this sub and other adjacent trans male spheres, I've seen a lot of vitriol against people who do not have vnectomy or do not have top surgery. A few people I've seen who provided photos and info of their surgeries deleted their posts due to harassment or hate. I myself get hate messages (always other trans men) and am heavily downvoted every time I post. Sometimes I get called slurs. They always do this in my inbox or on other posts I've made, and I think this is to avoid a ban. I have retroactively deleted a bunch of image posts on other subs to avoid this. I have even seen people shame my body and invalidate my gender in another trans sub I have never interacted with. I know the internet is harsh etc., but I expected better from other trans men and that is not an excuse.
When I had surgery, there was almost zero discussion for what I wanted and no pictures of it. Every nugget of information was invaluable for me and gave me hope when I was incredibly dysphoric pre-op and trying to schedule a surgery I would be happy with. I want to be the representation I never had. It's disheartening to try to spread positivity or give information and get hate for it. I do receive a lot of nice messages that make posting/commenting worth it. The vast majority of users here are great.
On the internet nobody really sees me—or any other person like me—in clothes, so it's easy to reduce us to objects of surgical outcome and not real people. In real life my friends and family respect me and no one cares that I have whatever body part, if they even know. I have absolutely no regrets for the configuration I chose. The people who think this is a bad thing need to reflect on why me being more comfortable with myself makes them upset.
As it would seem, a youthful transition does not a happy troon make: this update from 46XX_, who we last checked in on back in May, indicates that the circling of the drain has only continued for the poor lad. But don't feel too sorry for him, because even though he's borderline suicidal over his cock chop, he doesn't regret getting it at all!
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Feeling suicidal over my SRS outcome

Tldr, Srs at 18 now 22, multiple revisions since including a canal swap from peritoneal to colon. and unable to have sex.
i do NOT regret my srs at all its a million times better than my old birth defect, but its making me depressive nonetheless.
My SRS quite literally failed, multiples doctors have said that there is no fix for my problem. My canal is so tight that im unable to have sex w my bf, or dilate w anything bigger than 0.5cm in width.
Even tho i have the best pelvic floor control my specialist has ever seen, and I've been dilating sm more than even the most intense schedules reccomend.
My problems are literally caused due to how my pubic BONE is shaped (confirmed w imaging). And no surgeon is willing to shave it. And yes i have reached out to many.
Not only that, i absolute hate how my colon vj works compared to my old peritoneal vj. It constantly hurts for some reason? Like it feels like its going to fall out. And it has been giving me a weird poop like discharge 1yr post revision.
Its honestly making me feel hopeless, and that im forever stuck w smthing no-one even knew was possible.
 
i do NOT regret my srs at all its a million times better than my old birth defect, but its making me depressive nonetheless.
Meanwhile, in the next fucking sentence:
My SRS quite literally failed
Sometimes I wonder if the brain, as a survival mecanism, just turns off one's capacity for self awareness and critical thinking. As if it somehow recognizes that, if the meatbag it's attached to connects the dots, they will inevitably jump off a bridge.
 
As it would seem, a youthful transition does not a happy troon make: this update from 46XX_, who we last checked in on back in May, indicates that the circling of the drain has only continued for the poor lad. But don't feel too sorry for him, because even though he's borderline suicidal over his cock chop, he doesn't regret getting it at all!
I remember going through his account months ago and he was both flexing the fact that he got srs at 18 and complaining about his unusable ditch, now I've revisited his account and he's trying to get other trannies to get srs because "Are you even a real tranny if you don't want srs?" and "If you don't get srs men won't think of you as a woman".
Anyways here's some facts about him:
-He came out at age 12, did DIY shortly but then stopped, started HRT at 16.
-Claims to be intersex.
-Claims to have had 10 surgeries.
-Claims to pass (He said he is 5'7 in the netherlands but he also said his head is bigger than 99% of men and women).
-Claims to have never busted a nut in his life and doesn't know what masturbating feels like, says his genitalia was different from a typical male because intersex.
-Rubbing his "clitoris" feels like touching his skin.
-Claims to have been a straight A student then after the surgeries he became retarded (?).
I'd feel bad for him if he wasnt constantly trying to drag others down with him and I'd feel bad for his parents if they didn't allow it to happen.
 
She is one that is suing both the surgeon and the hospital where he performed her surgery. From memory she’s also suing her insurer who approved and paid for the surgery. I seem to recall that like Chloe Cole, it was Kaiser Permanente that approved her surgery. Hopefully that is moving along, because I can’t see how that surgeon has a leg to stand on scheduling an elective double mastectomy when she 12, and performing that surgery just one month after her 13th birthday.
Unfortunately she found that her parents had signed an arbitration agreement when they got health insurance upon her birth, so she was essentially told: "Sorry. Sucks to be you I guess"
 
Meanwhile, in the next fucking sentence:

Sometimes I wonder if the brain, as a survival mecanism, just turns off one's capacity for self awareness and critical thinking. As if it somehow recognizes that, if the meatbag it's attached to connects the dots, they will inevitably jump off a bridge.
Ofc it does, the brain has a bunch of coping mechanisms to deal with shit it can’t handle. If there wasn’t that buffer of optimism tranny suicide rates would be even higher. How do you think people survived Auschwitz or WWI or the Trail of Tears or two months chained cheek to jowl with a dead guy on a slave ship? Or famines and war and pestilence and other things. Your brain hides things from you that would kill your will to live and highlights the bits that help you survive. If we couldn’t do this Jedi Mind Trick on ourselves our ancestors would have joined the 41% well before reproducing.
I remember going through his account months ago and he was both flexing the fact that he got srs at 18 and complaining about his unusable ditch, now I've revisited his account and he's trying to get other trannies to get srs because "Are you even a real tranny if you don't want srs?" and "If you don't get srs men won't think of you as a woman".
Anyways here's some facts about him:
-He came out at age 12, did DIY shortly but then stopped, started HRT at 16.
-Claims to be intersex.
-Claims to have had 10 surgeries.
-Claims to pass (He said he is 5'7 in the netherlands but he also said his head is bigger than 99% of men and women).
-Claims to have never busted a nut in his life and doesn't know what masturbating feels like, says his genitalia was different from a typical male because intersex.
-Rubbing his "clitoris" feels like touching his skin.
-Claims to have been a straight A student then after the surgeries he became retarded (?).
I'd feel bad for him if he wasnt constantly trying to drag others down with him and I'd feel bad for his parents if they didn't allow it to happen.
Only some of these things can be true. I’m going to go with “not intersex, always retarded, with an independent streak that his parents have trouble controlling.”
If you feel bad about yourself and your life always remember that you are in a better position than the many idiots in this thread.
Hear hear that’s why I love Kiwi Farms
 
In the latest Olympic Games scandal, North Korean gymnasts have been discovered to have had 'body splitting' surgery.
Their bodies have been literally split from the genitalia to make their gymnastics routines, especially involving doing extreme splits, more impactful.
An example of the poor gymnasts who had this surgery is beneath.
Please to NOT click on the spoiler if you are squeamish or have body issues.
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In the latest Olympic Games scandal, North Korean gymnasts have been discovered to have had 'body splitting' surgery.
Their bodies have been literally split from the genitalia to make their gymnastics routines, especially involving doing extreme splits, more impactful.
An example of the poor gymnasts who had this surgery is beneath.
Please to NOT click on the spoiler if you are squeamish or have body issues.
That's the Homer Simpson posted a couple of pages back.
 
Rotdog feels so cold and numb that the body maps it as being a strap on.
Psychosomatically grows a harness for the strap on for realism..
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all jokes aside though, why? Why does the skin look like this? Is it just damage from something?

Editing instead of Double Posting like a retard...

This one is already dead, she just hasn't realised it yet.
I'm not even sure if I got all the pee out, I'm so traumatized I'm refusing to drink water now.

And as for this lot,
Even Gynecologist's can't tell!
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I think I’m gonna need someone to wipe my phone if I die unexpectedly,
Imagine spotting one of those at the glory hole.
For some reason, the only time men seem invested in learning about the ins and outs of vulva anatomy is when they are in pursuit of an extremely accurate fascimile they can never have. For example, this troon has created an entire fucking diagram hoping for a surgeon to craft what comes easily during gestation in a mother's womb.
Many women are self-conscious about the shape of their pubis symphysis arch, it's a totally valid concern
 
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