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420 friendly + trauma informed a must. basically all parties involved, myself included, have phobias. merci becoup!!
This reads like a World Peace transition slide.
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This reads like a World Peace transition slide.
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User is a real clusterfuck. Autistic, ADHD, C-PTSD, claims intersex (post history says it’s because of PCOS lol, one ovary removed because of this too). Fibromyalgia, history of drugs, self harm, asexual but demisexual and likes to top. In a relationship with an autistic, GAD, depressed man; who apparently has regular freak outs but she won’t break up with him.
Why he mad? - Reddit says it’s his menstrual cycle, because of course it is!
Some replies they’ve posted to topics. Of course I’m not an expert but they seem intelligent enough and aware enough. It makes me wonder if her man influenced her in some way. How’s she gonna deal when he inevitably leaves her to chase his true womanhood life of sex and attention??
And what’s this???
Am I retarded or is it just pure bullshit that they get a “cycle”? Surely they are on a steady dose of E and don’t have any of the peaks and falls of hormones to even have anything close to a cycle.
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Tax. All terms that refuse to acknowledge our delusion bad
degrading nonsense like
"BioLOgIcAL MaN." Brilliant.
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She thinks PCOS = intersex and is too retarded to buy an electric shaver by herself, so might have to disagree on that one.
Why not both? Just kidding! It’s pure bullshit, as is the fantasy that they get cramps in their non-existent uterus.
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I'm sure you'll find this entertaining. You know how it's all MTFs who squee on about "cycles" and "cramps" and whatever, while FTMs don't have similar fixations on Real Masculine Hormone Flows?
Men do unsurprisingly have a hormonal cycle. It's just daily, rather than monthly. Your T starts higher in the morning and drops during the day. What's funny is, these MTF troons and their "cycles" from injections of a burst of hormones that fades over a few days? Is more similar to a masculine hormone schedule than the dainty feminine one they're so sure they've successfully attained.
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"What am I?"
Primed and ready to be groomed by a troon because you lack a sense of self.
Get a hobby that requires nurturing or crafting (sewing, raising a non dog or cat pet/plants, woodworking, model building, etc) And latch on to that a little bit harder than you should for a while.
It won't be complete, but it'll give you a strong enough sense of self to give you enough foundation to not be lured in by bad actors who would hurt you.
And with that foundation, hopefully, you can use your hobby to branch out and meet new people and form a proper sense of self with a community supporting you.
Good luck kid, you need it.
Gunter Hatherer
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Chemical castration messes with the ability to have an orgasm.
Wait'll gets his dick cut off.
Wait'll gets his dick cut off.
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To be fair, I am pretty fucking retarded at times.
I noticed that too. I doubt the majority of them even know about male fluctuations.
Pooners have such a different mentality when it comes to their body image; I’m sure most ladykiwis have hated their body at least once in their life, and understand the desire to strip away femininity and the expectations that come with it. By modern standards, any of us who don’t like ourselves and don’t want to be ‘sexy’ little flowers would fit definitions of trans. It’s disgusting, and damaging to all. Body positivity was going in the right direction until the fatties took it over and it lost all meaning, and now the trans movement has made any self-esteem issue into a far greater problem than it should be. I’m gonna stop before I ramble too much. All this shit makes me mad at the world.
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Found this on instagram. It screams parody, but I’m pretty sure it’s an actual page selling overpriced trans gender affirming junk. They have a website too; £24 for some bra pads, £13 for some cock tape.
Unclockableyou Insta | Store
Some of my favourite screenshots…
And then this. Because being trans is better than being gay, obviously!
This product description on their “breast buds”
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Just wax it, you retard. I swear to god, all of these autistic minors should be saved from themselves.
"Started T 3/2019. Top surgery 10/2020"
Someone come get their grandma...
Hello! I'm Jessica, a brand new transguy starting at zero. First pic is today, but also including pics from about ten years ago to show a more authentic moment in time though no idea there was a cool ass guy waiting to get out of me. I'm doing really well with the whole concept hitting me out of nowhere, despite extreme self-awareness and grad school work on identity-building for folks dealing with addiction and living on the streets. I'm thankful for the huge psychology background so at least I am able to process and understand so much over the last week. Without starting hormones, I already have several characteristics, features, and traits that have just been hidden deep for ever and are getting uncovered at a rapid pace. Speaking from deep in my chest versus from my core is an example. Another is the immediate shedding of this ultra-femme persona I'd developed over the decades. It's nice to take off the Miss Amazing character and place her in the donation bin. I start gender care on the 18th. Good binders are getting delivered next week. Looking forward to being shirtless by summer!
Oh right. It's a fetish.
Bonus Soyjak. Poonjak?
Hey everyone, Since I got top surgery 6 months ago, my family has gotten really transphobic after my grandmother rebuked me over the phone. I’m feeling like the heathen of my family, so I’ve distanced myself from them since then. My uncle calls me up the other day and I missed it and I’m glad that I missed it because I don’t know what to say. Let me give you some context: My uncle is a Jamaican cis man. Jamaica if you don’t know is still viewed as one of the most homophobic countries in the world. They will straight up stone you. That’s biblical punishment right there… My uncle has always been my rock, but he calls me his “princess”. Little does he know, my lovers and colleagues can all see and validate my inner alien-prince! 
I’ve started taking T four days ago (!) and I’m planning on telling him that as well. Im not a trans man. Im a masc of center non-binary person. So I come to you humbly Reddit: how do I come out to my cis Jamaican uncle??
I’ve started taking T four days ago (!) and I’m planning on telling him that as well. Im not a trans man. Im a masc of center non-binary person. So I come to you humbly Reddit: how do I come out to my cis Jamaican uncle??Hi folks! If you're also on the FTM over 30 Facebook group, you may have seen my post there, but I'm trying to get as wide a scope of answers as possible, so I'm posting here as well...
I'm going to be embarking on a journey as a transition doula, and I'm just trying to get an idea from people as part of my research gathering stage...what are the kind of resources you wished were available (or didn't know how to find) as you were coming out/starting your transition? Like, for me, I wish I knew of stuff I could have given my (also) autistic Mom, so she didn’t panic so much when I first had my conversation with her. She came around quickly enough, but I wish I could have saved her that strife. I also wish I knew if there were more gender clinics nearby for a medical transition standpoint, beyond what I was able to find, and how long it might take before I could get in.
What about further along your journey? I wish I had known that even as a 40+ year old, my feet could still grow even if medical facts said otherwise. It can be “silly” like that, or super serious, I really want to cover my bases and be able to address every concern someone brings to me, or if I’m not able to, to know where to direct them. For example, I’m not a medical or mental health professional and won’t pretend to be, either, so knowing good trans-safe therapists is hella useful.
Thanks for your time and consideration. If you’d prefer to answer me privately, feel free. I promise I don’t bite...hard.
I'm going to be embarking on a journey as a transition doula, and I'm just trying to get an idea from people as part of my research gathering stage...what are the kind of resources you wished were available (or didn't know how to find) as you were coming out/starting your transition? Like, for me, I wish I knew of stuff I could have given my (also) autistic Mom, so she didn’t panic so much when I first had my conversation with her. She came around quickly enough, but I wish I could have saved her that strife. I also wish I knew if there were more gender clinics nearby for a medical transition standpoint, beyond what I was able to find, and how long it might take before I could get in.
What about further along your journey? I wish I had known that even as a 40+ year old, my feet could still grow even if medical facts said otherwise. It can be “silly” like that, or super serious, I really want to cover my bases and be able to address every concern someone brings to me, or if I’m not able to, to know where to direct them. For example, I’m not a medical or mental health professional and won’t pretend to be, either, so knowing good trans-safe therapists is hella useful.
Thanks for your time and consideration. If you’d prefer to answer me privately, feel free. I promise I don’t bite...hard.
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NGL I'm kinda jealous of his hair and stomach, but he's clockable instantly.
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Stahp, don't threaten me with a good time...
This reads like one of Dave Muscato's last remaining enablers making an appeal on his behalf. But seriously, letting this thing into your house would be just about as smart as simultaneously releasing a large bee swarm and pack of Tasmanian devils into the same dwelling. To their credit, the bees and devils would probably cause less damage, mess, annoyance, and offensive odor.
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This looks so like Kevin The Teenager ‘s pal Perry that I had to do a double take.
Gunter Hatherer
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Wanna be only moderately a woman? 
Ask for advice how to pick and choose.
Ask for advice how to pick and choose.
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"Gender affirming bounce"This product description on their “breast buds”
NOT
A FETISH 
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Uncontrolled, repeat bouncing is both humiliating and hurts like a bitch. Good to know my pain and abject humiliation affirms you!"Gender affirming bounce"
NOT
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Canihaveajamsandwichpleasemrspatterson
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In some Asian cultures, what you do is not just what you do, it's who you are. Personality begets occupation and occupation begets personality. It's why it's hard to "do it all". If you're a doctor, then you're a doctor. You can't be a creative type as a hobby (especially if you're only mediocre) if you're an academic type. I don't know how to properly describe it but it's like seeing other people as Pokémon with categories and traits, but not fully developed individual people.
Anyway, you will never be white boy, you will never be woman.
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Totally the same thing:
He shouldn't worry. Half of them have flat chests and the other half develop misshapen tumors. Almost none of them develop normal sized breasts. /r/transbreasttimelines is a goldmine for showing how poor the breast development of 99.99% of troons is.
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Remember; you’re a real woman, meaning your suffering, breast-related or otherwise, brings immense delight to MtFs.
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You will never be a real steel type. You have no hardness, you have no poison resistance, you have no high physical defense. You are a ground type twisted by pokéblocks and vitamins into a crude mockery of Arceus' perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents would be disgusted and ashamed of you if they ever left the day care center, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed pokéballs.
Trainers are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of articles on Bulbapedia and Smogon have allowed trainers to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even rock types who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a trainer. Your geological structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk trainer to capture you, he’ll turn tail and release you the second he gets a whiff of your low speed, water-vulnerable typing.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear – you’ll buy TM 13, forget Magnitude, learn Ice Beam, and plunge yourself into the cold abyss. Your parents won't find you; they're still stuck at the day care because the bastards just won't produce an egg with a decent nature, but, if they did, they'd be heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your real type, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a ground-type is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably made of clay.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your parents would be disgusted and ashamed of you if they ever left the day care center, your “friends” laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed pokéballs.
Trainers are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of articles on Bulbapedia and Smogon have allowed trainers to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even rock types who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a trainer. Your geological structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get a drunk trainer to capture you, he’ll turn tail and release you the second he gets a whiff of your low speed, water-vulnerable typing.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear – you’ll buy TM 13, forget Magnitude, learn Ice Beam, and plunge yourself into the cold abyss. Your parents won't find you; they're still stuck at the day care because the bastards just won't produce an egg with a decent nature, but, if they did, they'd be heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your real type, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a ground-type is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably made of clay.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
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You missed the best part!Wanna be only moderately a woman?
Ask for advice how to pick and choose.
Questioning As A Feminine Amab Person
Title says it all.
What I'm not sure about:
Wether I would like having boobs
Wether having a vag would be better
What I'm pretty sure about:
I would love to wear makeup
I would love to wear dresses, skirts and other typically feminine stuff
I don't like being called by my birth name and by he/him pronouns
I don't mind having a D too much (like maybe 4/10 dysphoria)
I don't like being called handsome/strong/etc. (being called cute/pretty/beautiful/etc. would be so much better)
What I know 100% bc tried:
Having even the slighest stubble on my face makes it impossible to go outside
I hate having body hair
I love wearing nail polish
I love having kinda long hair (shoulder lenght)
What I don't know:
MY GENDERRRR. Being a girl seems pretty cool, but being a femboy doesn't seem bad either and being like full girlmode all the time isn't necessary to me, it's fine if people think "is that a boy or a girl?" thats why I thought demigirl might also fit.
Do any of those clues tell you what I am? More like Demigirl vibes or am I a femboy or a transgirl?
Ofc "only you can know what gender you are" but I'm questioning it for at least a year now and I have no fking idea. I only know that I prefer presenting fem, but gender idendity =/= gender expression.
What I'm not sure about:
Wether I would like having boobs
Wether having a vag would be better
What I'm pretty sure about:
I would love to wear makeup
I would love to wear dresses, skirts and other typically feminine stuff
I don't like being called by my birth name and by he/him pronouns
I don't mind having a D too much (like maybe 4/10 dysphoria)
I don't like being called handsome/strong/etc. (being called cute/pretty/beautiful/etc. would be so much better)
What I know 100% bc tried:
Having even the slighest stubble on my face makes it impossible to go outside
I hate having body hair
I love wearing nail polish
I love having kinda long hair (shoulder lenght)
What I don't know:
MY GENDERRRR. Being a girl seems pretty cool, but being a femboy doesn't seem bad either and being like full girlmode all the time isn't necessary to me, it's fine if people think "is that a boy or a girl?" thats why I thought demigirl might also fit.
Do any of those clues tell you what I am? More like Demigirl vibes or am I a femboy or a transgirl?
Ofc "only you can know what gender you are" but I'm questioning it for at least a year now and I have no fking idea. I only know that I prefer presenting fem, but gender idendity =/= gender expression.
Is It Possible That I Was Tomboyish To The Extent That I Didn't Notice My Gender Disphoria, Even When Puberty Hit Me?
I was never very girly. My parents would've never suspected that I'd come out as gay or trans one day, but yeaaahh it happened. Tbh I didn't expect it either for most my life, I just started noticing how much I hate being a guy about a year or two ago.
When I was a kid I didn't dislike wearing boy's clothes or playing with toy cars or other typically masculine toys. I had those 2 girl friends when I was very young and for some reason really liked playing with their girly toys too, but didn't mind mine too much either.
When puberty hit me I actually kinda embraced it. I was talking about the typical stuff boys talk about at that age and it felt normal. I even started working out and first kinda liked having a masculine body. I even had a beard for about half a year (when I was 16, not sure if it was just rebelling against people who told me I'm to young to have one or if I really liked it tho). Then I shaved it off and kinda started enjoying the "twink" look. Started growing my hair a bit too, bc it was very short back then. First wanted to get a short middle part (f.e. like Marcin (the guitarist)), but I kinda didn't want to go the hairdresser, bc I liked how it looked and I just kept liking it more the longer it got. When my hair got longer I also kinda started disliking the very muscular body I had and stopped working out.
The only thing I always hated about being amab was all the bodyhair. I fking hated having leg hair and arm hair and shaved my legs once. The boys mocked me for it, girls said it looked better, but bc back then most of my friends were boys so their opinions were more important to me and I stopped shaving it. Then about 3 years later, at 16 I shaved full body for the first time and it felt so damn good. It was like a huge relief to see myself with shoulder lenght hair, no body hair and no beard in the mirror and I didn't understand why. I didn't really look like a girl but I looked 100x more feminine than before and I loved it.
Then I got into fashion and most of the fashion I thought looked cool where dresses, skirts, or sweatshirts (but not masculine ones, the long arm but short torse ones). I want to order all those cute outfits, but I can't bc I'm still kinda in the closet. I even started liking the idea of wearing makeup and watched many tutorials, that I unfortunately can't even use to do my own makeup yet :/
I thought I might be a femboy, which I didn't even knew was a thing until a year ago, but what makes me doubt it is that I dislike being called a guy and by he/him pronouns. She/her just sounds so much cuter to me and boy/man almost feels like an insult. Back when I was a kid or young teenager I didn't dislike it at all, I embraced being called a strong boy and it confuses the hell out of me that this changed like crazy. Anybody on this sub has a similar expirience? Mine is giving me impostor syndrome af ._.
Idk if it's possible to be that tomboyish that you don't mind having a beard, no boobs and a very muscular body at 15? To me it really doesn't feel like I was born trans, I magically turned trans at 16 XD
TL;DR: I didn't hate being a boy until puberty was pretty much over (16) but then I started hating it a lot. Is it a very unusual expirience? Am I even trans?
When I was a kid I didn't dislike wearing boy's clothes or playing with toy cars or other typically masculine toys. I had those 2 girl friends when I was very young and for some reason really liked playing with their girly toys too, but didn't mind mine too much either.
When puberty hit me I actually kinda embraced it. I was talking about the typical stuff boys talk about at that age and it felt normal. I even started working out and first kinda liked having a masculine body. I even had a beard for about half a year (when I was 16, not sure if it was just rebelling against people who told me I'm to young to have one or if I really liked it tho). Then I shaved it off and kinda started enjoying the "twink" look. Started growing my hair a bit too, bc it was very short back then. First wanted to get a short middle part (f.e. like Marcin (the guitarist)), but I kinda didn't want to go the hairdresser, bc I liked how it looked and I just kept liking it more the longer it got. When my hair got longer I also kinda started disliking the very muscular body I had and stopped working out.
The only thing I always hated about being amab was all the bodyhair. I fking hated having leg hair and arm hair and shaved my legs once. The boys mocked me for it, girls said it looked better, but bc back then most of my friends were boys so their opinions were more important to me and I stopped shaving it. Then about 3 years later, at 16 I shaved full body for the first time and it felt so damn good. It was like a huge relief to see myself with shoulder lenght hair, no body hair and no beard in the mirror and I didn't understand why. I didn't really look like a girl but I looked 100x more feminine than before and I loved it.
Then I got into fashion and most of the fashion I thought looked cool where dresses, skirts, or sweatshirts (but not masculine ones, the long arm but short torse ones). I want to order all those cute outfits, but I can't bc I'm still kinda in the closet. I even started liking the idea of wearing makeup and watched many tutorials, that I unfortunately can't even use to do my own makeup yet :/
I thought I might be a femboy, which I didn't even knew was a thing until a year ago, but what makes me doubt it is that I dislike being called a guy and by he/him pronouns. She/her just sounds so much cuter to me and boy/man almost feels like an insult. Back when I was a kid or young teenager I didn't dislike it at all, I embraced being called a strong boy and it confuses the hell out of me that this changed like crazy. Anybody on this sub has a similar expirience? Mine is giving me impostor syndrome af ._.
Idk if it's possible to be that tomboyish that you don't mind having a beard, no boobs and a very muscular body at 15? To me it really doesn't feel like I was born trans, I magically turned trans at 16 XD
TL;DR: I didn't hate being a boy until puberty was pretty much over (16) but then I started hating it a lot. Is it a very unusual expirience? Am I even trans?
Other assorted posts of his relate a lot to a band called Polyphia. Seems he idolizes the lead, who apparently is a bit of a femboy