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I can't quote this yet for some reason, but this motherfucker definitely isn't making his life any easier by dropping acid and staring into a fuckin mirror.
With is mom? 8)

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I just posted a picture of myself the other day and I was so happy that I’m finally starting to feel like the guy I am. Well my wife and I were out shopping and we got separated. A little girl and boy, maybe 5 and 6, turned the corner and pointed at me “look mommy, there IT is”. I thought surely they must have been looking at an object or something. Nope, my wife and I were in another section and they did it again. These kids were too young to really even notice things like that so their behavior had to have been taught? The mother of the kids did nothing.

They looked like they were going to church and decided they wanted to point and make fun of someone first. I was so excited about how I looked and felt more confident, only to get knocked down. I had to make sure my wife didn’t cause a scene because she was mad. Just wanted to share that and vent a little.
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That flat midface, low posterior hairline, retrognathia, and gigantic port wine stain just scream "I HAVE A SYNDROME". I feel like I just turned over a rock and this was squirming around underneath.
 
Father and former pastor embarks down the rabbit hole of...realizing that women realize that he's living a fetish and not a lady in the wrong body. How will he ever survive?

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Turns out this isn't the first time he's heard YWNBAW. In one of his formerly posted Ls, he grapples with the honesty of his based childhood friend.

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I have had a very hard time trying to comprehend what you are doing, so it has been difficult formulating the words to write to you. I do believe that I owe you some final communication versus the silent treatment.

First off, I am in no way trying to get into a discussion or argument with you but want you know how I feel. You were one of my best friends for so many years (30+) and I have so many fond memories of us together throughout our school days as well as later on in life with our families. will cherish those memories. I am especially grateful for you during one of the most difficult times in my life when [REDACTED]. You will likely never know how much your friendship and support meant to me during this dark time.

Having a father growing up to do guy things was something I will never take for granted. I know that you unfortunately did not have a stable father figure growing up and I know that this had an impact on you. What I cannot understand is why you are doing this exact same thing to your boys.

1 cannot begin to say I understand what you are going through because I truly don't, but I also cannot accept what you are choosing to do. We ALL have things we struggle with, but putting our own needs and wants aside for our family should always be our first priority. I have a hard time believing that your choice is what is best for your family because of the psychological as well as financial burden you are putting on them. I will keep your young and impressionable sons in my thoughts and prayers as they struggle through all this
 
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Father and former pastor embarks down the rabbit hole of...realizing that women realize that he's living a fetish and not a lady in the wrong body. How will he ever survive?
Tranny is now a therapist, of course. He's more than glad to help your child transition with a hands on approach.

LA times ran a story on him and some other nutcases who transitioned during COVID because instead of touching grass, they were watching porn;

His "coming out" post is long but full of him admitting he has had a fetish on girls for loopy reasons, and had a therapist who also encouraged him to wear a skirt instead of dealing with his problems like adults do:
*Warning: long....thanks for your grace. This was very very helpful for me to write out.
**TLDR- Assigned male at birth. Conservative Christian background. Many questions about gender all childhood, taboo topic (among many other subjects). Personality has always been to give deference and not be assertive about my needs. Childhood sexual assault survivor, lots of therapy for many years. Now at 39, married happily, two kids, seriously questioning my gender - terrified I’m really trans - talked to therapist about it for the first time this year. Oh, and I’m Christian clergy, lol.
Q - how long did it take you to sort this out for yourself? Do people have all these questions and feelings and later figure out they’re not trans? Is it possible for me to keep my life mostly as is and just add some more new feminine presentation, clothing, accessories, etc. and not try to go through the process of transitioning to be a woman? Is it all or nothing? I’m afraid the losses would not be worth it…
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The full story…
Throwaway account for obvious reasons to me.
39 year old man I grew up in a very small conservative Christian community, and in a family that was quite explicitly homophobic and outspoken judgmental and cruel toward particularly men who exhibited feminine traits. I was sexually abused by a couple different cousins growing up, one male and one female. My father was absent because he was an alcoholic, my mother brought an abusive man into her life as a second husband, who berated me for not being manly enough for 10 years before she finally divorced him. I am the oldest of four siblings and my family all of whom are female. My family culture despite being homophobic is matriarchal in nature, and it’s made of men who by and large like their women to be in charge. I’ve been in therapy for years related to the trauma I am experienced in life, but I am only now talking some about my gender questions with my current therapist who is also my psychiatrist.
Some of the reasons I’m questioning things now include: (and some reasons I wonder if I’m not trans at all)…
  1. 1. As a child, I was fascinated by girls - especially by their bodies, how they worked, what their parts were like, how they developed, what accessories they used and needed, hairstyles, hair products, stores like “Claires”, etc. I remember being fascinated by periods/pads/tampons, any kind of hair care products, jewelry, makeup, nails done, bras, purses, etc. Even added things that some boys have (like braces) — I used to dream of getting to have braces even though I didn’t really need them. It seemed like ALL the girls in my classes got braces. Of course, “girl things” is just a cultural construct and there’s no tangible reason a boy can’t have accessories or fun makeup, nails, etc…But I remember feeling jealous of not being able to have those kinds of “accessories” as a boy. I don’t ever remember thinking “I’m really a girl” it was always more like, “am I really a boy?” I never have been proud of being a boy, but I don’t feel like ever hated being one. It just was neutral. I never liked dolls or girl toys per se but I never had the opportunity really either. I’ve not ever identified with the catty valley girl stereotype either...
  2. 2. I remember back when I was going through puberty, I had an appointment with the pediatrician who gave me this whole speech on my body, and boners, and wet dreams, and stuff… All I remember from it was disassociating… I don’t recall it being traumatic or whatever…or even logically thinking that I wish I could be a girl going through it. I just didn’t feel…anything…not embarrassment about it, not excitement, not happiness, not anticipation or dread. I just remember checking out and honestly only remember about 1 or 2 things they said. Not the exam, not anything else. I wonder if I was having some kind of dysphoria in that moment.
  3. 3. I’m wondering if I’m experiencing dysphoria by way of hating the large size of my body. I’ve always been overweight- for a while very extremely. I had bariatric surgery and lost like 80lbs a few years ago. In the back of my mind, one of my motives for that was that if I got smaller I could fit into women’s clothes better. I’m now a size large in men’s and 36 in waist with very large shoulders and very muscular build. I weigh 250lbs. When I cross dress, I don’t enjoy it as much as I imagine I will because I’m so incredibly large and male and obviously not fitting for the clothes. I have only crossdressed in fitting rooms at stores and my wife’s clothes. I feel like my size is one of the things that has made me think that making a gender change in how I present is impossible. I don’t want to be a big fat hairy girl. But maybe that is the experience of most women anyways, lol, wishing they were smaller and better looking or whatever.
  4. 4. I’ve had a ton of dreams at night while asleep (some lately, but many over the years) about happy little girls playing and dancing and just being kids - some where I was one of them - and many where I was the parent of one or interacting with them in some caretaker type of way. I’ve had these for years. Similarly, I’ve gone to sleep dreaming that it would be wonderful to just wake up in the body of a woman or a female child and have my life just be different than it is now and yet “normal” that way. Like the person and life I’ve had just not existing. It’s just dawned on me recently that if I were to be given a choice to go back and relive my childhood and life as the opposite gender, I would do it in a heartbeat. Zero questions whatsoever. Like if you gave me a pill today that could do that, it wouldn’t take 2 minutes for me to decide to take it if I could go back and grow up as a girl. But that feels so different than to “transition” as a middle aged hairy dude. I feel like the die has been cast now after 40 years of life and what I want is not something that is available to me.
  5. 5. I have always been jealous of women who were pregnant. I have never dreamed of being a mother per se - or a parent (I’m the father of two boys). It’s a wonderful thing, don’t get me wrong. But when my wife was pregnant, I was SO jealous of her the whole time and perhaps didn’t empathize much with her discomfort because I wished we could switch places. I never told her this. I feel (very) sad that I will never get to have this experience no matter what happens in my future.
  6. 6. I have always been much more empathetic and sensitive and intuitive and artistic and emotive than my male friends. I’ve never fit into male macho athletic culture. I do like competitions but only in the service of relationships in the end. I’ve always felt out of place in highly masculine charged environments. So far in life, I’ve just embraced the idea that there are many different kinds of men, and that sensitive men are just as valid as stereotypical Neanderthals.
  7. 7. I know sexuality and gender are different— but I’ve wondered more recently if some of my attraction to women is more of a “Jealousy” thing and not true attraction per se. The thought of me as a man being with another man is odious to me. I’m just not interested. I don’t have any hostility for gay men, I just haven’t ever wanted to be one… But I can to some degree imagine me as a girl being with a guy, and maybe even being happy. Which is strange. I also can picture myself as a girl also being with another girl 👧 Idk…I’ve heard that for some transgender people, this can change if they go through HRT/surgery/social change, etc.
  8. 8. I have read a ton of transgender erotica over the years. Stories where characters are magically transformed have really called out to me. They are a sexual turn on too - which makes me wonder if this is al just a fetish. Am I really just struggling with Autogynephilia? Am I just a crossdresser? Am I just a perverted weirdo? I know I’m confused, for sure. Sorry for using “Just” - not meaning to belittle anyone…but maybe myself? Ugh!!!
  9. 9. This may be TMI, but I also have a fetish around a certain bit of clotning - and because of the nature of it, it makes me think it may be a surface manifestation of underlying gender issues...make any sense? Like my fascination in that object I wonder is more of an “acceptable” way for my subconscious to dabble with female gender?? Idk. In any case, I’m at peace with the fetish, I accept myself there either way. But I just wonder if it has to do with myself feeling more like a girl in a subconscious way.
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    I’ve always been ridiculously fascinated by reading about genital reassignment surgery and other treatments related to that. I read and reread “as nature made him” more times than I can count and was engrossed with it. Whenever anyone talked about transgender people growing up, my ears perked. I watched those jerry springer type talk shows relentlessly. Interacting with the few trans people I know, I’ve felt jealous but also strangely judgmental — like super critical as a form of self protection for my judgment? Projection... Any time I stumbled across news articles or medical journal entries about developments in treatment for trans people, I have been very interested. MUCH MUCH more interested than any of my peers. I routinely find myself educating them when the subject comes up naturally in conversation, which is awkward, because I am obviously the most well-read person…and with no apparent reason to be so…None of them seem to have the slightest bit of curiousity on the subject of, say, the different types of genital reassignment surgeries.
  11. 11.
    As christian clergy, I once was very bigoted when I started college (clergy training). Hateful and awful. I’m ashamed of some of the things I did. For the past 15 years as clergy though, I’ve been radically inclusive and super super outspoken about LGBTQ people, pushing my churches to be more accepting. Every time I talk about these issues, I think of myself as being sort of in the closet, thinking that I’m making down payments on a possible future where I might be “one of them”. My church is conservative at its core. It is 100% impossible for me to come out or transition and to keep my career. This is terrifying.
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    I had an undescended testicle at birth. Surgery to make it drop. It has always been very small. I learned as a married man that it was non functioning. Only the one side works. It was enough to get my wife pregnant once. Second time by IVF. I’ve always wondered if my testosterone levels were off or if I was somehow intersex because of this. No scan or study I’ve done has ever confirmed any other anatomical abnormalities.
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    For many many many years, I’ve toyed with tucking my genitals in the bathroom and in the shower, etc., looking at myself in the mirror with tucked genitals, etc. Imagining what it would be like to have a vulva instead of a penis. I don’t hate my genitals. But I don’t feel fond of them either. I’ve never been able to properly tuck though because of my one weird undescended testical. It won’t stay up out of the way. Maybe this is normal for CIS men, but I don’t know of any of my male friends who have experimented with the same thing.
  14. 14.
    I recently started having bladder problems which normally would be horrifying. But when I discovered that it’s almost only women (especially if under 40) with this problem, it somehow didn’t seem as bad all of a sudden. Like I had this thing in common now...like I was in a club of only women even though I was a man, and accepted there. It’s weird that an embarrassing health problem could bring out a sense of jealousy or camaraderie or whatever it is. Why would a man have that gratitude about peeing his pants?
  15. 15.
    So many other things...I like about stereotypical femininity…girls clothes, light fabrics, flowey drapey stuff, flowersgirly perfume smells dresses and skirts painted nailsbraided hairleggingson and on and on — of course, lots of males/men enjoy these things and do not identify as trans or transition…So that makes me super confused.
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    My wife is very progressive and liberal. But also scarred by a father who was sexually abusive to her while also being effeminate (and as it turns out very very very gay). Obviously his being gay doesn’t have anything to do with his being a predator and gross. She has no contact with him today for self-protection. Neither do our kids. Today, my wife is wildly supportive of gay rights etc. but she is also triggered by ME coming off as effeminate in almost any way. She doesn’t like me to wear clothes that have a girly vibe to them, prefers me to be in dark colors, won’t let me shave my beard or grow out my hair, or even shave or trim my out of control body hair. My wife routinely compliments my manliness and how much she likes it. I have always either been embarrassed by these compliments, not believed her because I don’t feel them, or just ignored them. This must be strange for her as she is very intuitive. (I have only very very very barely talked with her about some of these feelings back when we were engaged. Never since. I’m just now being honest about all of them myself. I just have a very hard time being proud of my body or liking it… I have my moments…sure… but for the most part, its like an out of body experience. When we have sex, I imagine I’m her…I feel like I’m having a harder and harder time performing in bed because of all this… I want to be the one who is more receptive and attractive and that someone comes after. I just don’t feel the drive of being after her or even initiating sex. I still jerk off in the shower quite a few times every week. And I feel immensely guilty about it. IF TMI, sorry. I need to get this off my chest. My wife and I both come from families of divorce and its’ been our almost universal shared fear that we get divorced — it is the very LAST thing I want. But I have a really hard time imagining her coming to a place where, (a) she could accept being married to another woman, even if it were me…she is just so not attracted to the female form like I am… or even (b) where I present more feminine like her father has and does… Ugh. I feel impossibly trapped…
  17. 17.
    There are many things I would have tried already, or would be trying right now, if it weren’t for being married to my wife. I’d like to shave my legs, to see what it feels like. I’d like to shave my face smooth and grow out my hair. I’d like to get more gender neutral clothes, tight pants, etc. I’d like to experiment with bras and women’s undergarments. I feel like all these things are off limits. So I feel like I can’t even explore them to see if these feelings I’m having are more about identity or somehow fetishy…
  18. 18.
    I've always been uncomfortable with the masculine stereotype of Assertiveness or dominance or being big and strong. Even though I’m huge. And quite literally strong. When I was in sports, I was always worried about getting fingers broken or getting hurt and I never hit as hard as my friends who were smaller. I never got into fights. I just didn’t have the same sense of aggression. I’ve always struggled speaking up for myself or saying what I need (I know this is more of a personality trait than a gendered one). But because of it, I feel like it more naturally fits into the more stereotypical feminine pattern of being cared for, caretaking, supporting, etc. I love to cook, I don’t particularly enjoy being the center of attention (ironically given my profession), although I love to teach and see people develop and grow.
  19. 19.
    I’ve been depressed and even contemplated driving my car into the opposite lane of traffic many times over the past few years. I’ve not ever directly connected these feelings to questions about gender. But have felt trapped many times over the past few years as some of these feelings have surfaced. I thought it was due to my job. But I changed churches and cities last year. And these feelings are still here… maybe more than ever… I’m scared.
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    All through high school, my closest friends were girls, even if I dated some of them. In college, girls just wanted to be friends with me, and not date me. I wanted to date them, but it was always more out of a sense of wanting to have companionship (divorce issues) and not the typical male conquest thing I heard from all my guy friends. My wife has been my best friend from since high school. We connect very very deeply and make a great team. We enjoy one another and love spending time together. I have a few guy friends today, but nothing like the relationships I see among other men groups...It makes me question my gender presentation all the more. But I also dont know what I dont know about being a part of female friend groups, etc. I might just be a naive idiot...
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    I have a new Therapist who is also my psychiatrist. We meet every week. I have told her about all of the above. She is the first person on the planet for me to confess this to. I shared with her that I am TERRIFIED of being Trans.s I don’t want to be trans. I would be happy and overjoyed to wake up female, but only if my whole history and memories and relationships also recognized that. I’m terrified of losing too many things I love if I were trans. And yet I’m afraid that I am. She has encouraged me to explore my femininity in tiny tiny pieces before trying to make any decision like that. She has said to make 1% changes - like perhaps purchase clothes for men that seem a little gay or whatever, or get a new piece of jewelry, or do more sensual things like take longer showers or use smelly soaps/shampoos, etc… Which is fine, I like all that. I’m worried though that she’s only having me do these things because she thinks I’m trans but just super super super deep in the closet, and knows that I have a high level of anxiety about it and also my depression is raging…and is trying to keep my life from imploding on me. I recently tried to implement one of these changes with my wife…I was filing my nails and applied some clear matte nail polish…and she totally freaked out and exclaimed, “Are you gonna transition to be a woman now?!?!?” I have never brought up such a thing to her… It left me absolutely terrified. I cried and cried and cried when I was alone…something I’m rarely able to do, even though I feel like I need to often. Therapist is good, though, I trust her (she’s not a gender specialist or whatever though). But she is awesome and I am still going to see her every week.
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    Ironically, as a clergy person, we are supposed to be a little more touchy-feely and sensitive than the average — the best ones are anyways. So the career in terms of my personality and skill set suits me quite well… It’s just the underlying ideology stuff of my church, which I disagree with, that will be problematic. But maybe that’s how I’ve been able to be incognito about this side of myself for so long? It’s normal for someone in my position to be caring and thoughtful and soft spoken and peaceful etc… Often like what it seems is expected of women..?
If you read all this, you are a saint. I know, I’m a pastor. Thank you. It’s helpful to write it all down, as you can imagine.
If you’re still interested in engaging…Main questions are written above in the TLDR…
*Biggest concern is will doing this 1% thing my therapist is suggest be enough for me? Does that scratch the itch for anyone? IS that how people discover they are non-binary or just a little bit more feminine than other men?
**Do people ever realize that they’re trans and choose not to transition for whatever reason? Is that what crossdressing people do, just keep it behind closed doors?
***I have two sons. 8 and 6. I’m terrified of what me changing could do to them. I’m terrified of what me NOT changing and keeping this secret could do.
****Am I overthinking this? Do I strike you as OCD about it? Do you think I’m transgender? (I know, I know, only I can answer that question. I’m honestly confused and scared about it.)
 
It was a deliberate bait and switch. There was only sex. Sex isn’t always a polite word in English so people embraced ‘gender.’ They were told that sex and gender is different and people shrugged and accepted. They got laws put in place and conventions to say ‘no we mean gender it’s different from sex, ok?’ To stave off any backlash.
But the push was always to have them mean the same thing.
- sex and gender are different
- we are going to put laws in about gender (gender recognition certificates in the uk, gender identity everywhere) but it’s different to sex!
- outcome: legal recognition of gender as a concept
Then the switch - actually no it’s the same thing, I have changed my gender market and now you must treat me as a woman.
It was all deliberate.

It's like changing a birth certificate. The category has always been sex. Yet it is changed by conflating it with gender.

Gender assigned at birth. Is just sex.

They want to conflate the two and have them not be the same depending on context.


EDIT: To not commit the sin of a double post.

Just a thought while I was catching up on this thread after replying above. I literally can't even think of the last time someone gendered me or pronouned me. So much so I don't even think it's really a thing. Maybe I am just so used to it I am blind. Maybe it's my cis male privilege to always having it being correct I don't notice. I can't even think of the last time someone called me sir. It's just not a factor in my life at all.
 
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This mother fucker should know that acid strips away all the bullshit to show you what is actually there.
It's not that you see things that aren't real the crazy effect comes from sensing everything all at the same time.
If he saw a drug addict drag queen, it's because that's what was looking into the mirror.

Taking acid with your ma. Fuck, that.
 
Where are these weirdos going that they get " sir"'d all the time? I think I've gotten "ma'am" d once in my entire life, by some teenaged grocery bagger.

I edited my post a few back to reply, but yeah. I really can't think in my daily life where any of this stuff happens.

Obviously there are times but it's not common. I don't walk into stores and have people say, "hello sir." Random people saying, "over by that man."
 
Why do so many trannies dress like this. I used to live with a tranny who dresses exactly like this. The rainbow/trans flag colours don't flatter ANYONE and it just screams "I'm mentally ill" more than "I'm a cUwUte female bean".
You're not 14-18, you're not goth or emo, you don't even try to wear fashion a la Goth Loli clothing where you go all the way on an aesthetic. You just look even more like a man when you think you're hiding your "male assets".
 
This mother fucker should know that acid strips away all the bullshit to show you what is actually there.
It's not that you see things that aren't real the crazy effect comes from sensing everything all at the same time.
If he saw a drug addict drag queen, it's because that's what was looking into the mirror.
This bastard connected with a higher power that showed him all of his flaws and he straight up ignored it. That's fucking astounding to me lmao.
 
Calling men "sir" or women "ma'am" seems to be entirely out of style, at least in the Midwest USA.
It has been a long time since anyone called me "sir" in any context.

I'll call a cop who stops me while driving "sir" because is seems to calm the bastards, and I call women in a professional context "ma'am" because I'm an old fart pretending to have had a good upbringing.

Where are these troons located? :)

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Rolled up socks, a favorite stage and ballet accoutrement.
 
That flat midface, low posterior hairline, retrognathia, and gigantic port wine stain just scream "I HAVE A SYNDROME". I feel like I just turned over a rock and this was squirming around underneath.
Reminds me powerfully of Amberlynn’s Destiny. FAS?

Calling men "sir" or women "ma'am" seems to be entirely out of style, at least in the Midwest USA.
Probably the south.
 
Reminds me powerfully of Amberlynn’s Destiny. FAS?
Possible, hard to say without more photos. I'm thinking something chromosomal. Just too many slightly off features. Back in the "good old days" before the widespread availability of genetic testing and when charting was still done on paper, pediatricians used to note that a child with multiple soft signs of a chromosomal disorder but no formal diagnosis was "FLK": funny looking kid.

That's how I feel about this one. Funny looking pooner.
 
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