Alright, coming into thread, with a very honest approach.
I’m a new fan. I know frighteningly little.
I got interested because of a single track, from a single scene, that came on when I was just clicking videos on my recommended mix feed on YouTube at work.
It was called the Death of Optimus Prime. And if honestly moved me to tears, which giving it a few listens again I’m not afraid to admit. There’s something terribly haunting about it. Like a nuclear bomb went off, and I’m witnessing the final thoughts and feelings of everyone who was to have a bright life ahead, only to have it erased in a flash and bang. It feels like the funeral to hopes and dreams the birth of monstrous uncertainty. And, after having watched the first 2 seasons and the movie, I was right. And, having my feelings on the matter be that accurately reflected into a music piece is god’s work.
I watched the show for 2 seasons, which I know is referred to a Generation 1st, or G1. I had been watching it in the background of work, vaguely interested, because it was better then serving the drunks that came in as often as they did for their wine. It distracted me and reminded me of the goofier cartoons I watched in my childhood. There was a wholesome comfort to it.
This was the point in where the movie belonging to that particular music track would kick in. I wasn’t expecting the auto bots and deceptions to have their insides cooked inside out with the light leaving their eyes as they die forever while a trail of their soul through smoke escapes through their mouth. Then, the very hero of heroes fatherly figure just. Dies. Like really dies, and you see his corpse turn to hardened stone. He’s really gone. And nothing can bring him back but another alternate universe, in another iteration.
I cannot begin to imagine the immense emotional trauma people in the 1980’s felt in theaters seeing their robot dad and moral support burn the edge of his mortal coil and pass on into the equivalent of heaven.
It’s not a good movie, in all honesty. It’s not. But it sure as hell is a jarring and fascinating one. I liked it, for all of it’s flaws. Those moments, the quiet moments between the fighting really made it for me. The “Everything will be okay, let’s goof off“ to “War hasn’t changed, life is meaningless in the face of an uncaring universe, and if all of this, all we have done, is truly meaningless, then all that we must do is give all meaning.”, it’s a surprisingly really touching and soft way to tell kids about the harsh reality of earth with a degree of separation.
And for an 80’s cartoon meant to sell toys much in the same way He-Man (a show I love and know well) did, that’s morbidly real.
I looked into it and the more I did the more confused I became with several continuities, factions, planets, and altered back stories to the cast, in particular, Optimus himself and Mega Tron. I’m interested, really, but I wasn’t prepared.
I’d like something to read, or to watch, from a personal perspective. What is your recommendation to someone like me?