حلال ZSponge - Entersphere Leftover

[Bugaboo]

From what I saw of him, he really wasn't that interesting.

All he did while he was here was flip-flop back and forth between hating Enter and supporting Enter, in a whole "I'm cool now, right u guize" attempt. When most of us either mocked or ignored him, he'd just sulk.

Also, he was underaged and I think we still have a policy about no threads about minors because all children are naturally stupid

 

[Jewelsmakerguy]

So was this guy that "WhoWantsStancakes" guy? He was also a entersphere and spongebob sperg who was obsessed with us, he even said he wanted to make a cartoon out of us....yeah......

Nah, they're two different people. It's just harder to distinguish between Enterspergs is all.

 

[José Mourinho]

@BarneyKillsKids aka ZSponge sent me two crying PMs wanting this thread to be removed. I told him to either post here to explain everything or his thread isn't locked. He hasn't replied yet in a few days so I'll might as well post the PMs here.

 

[chimpburgers]

@BarneyKillsKids aka ZSponge sent me two crying PMs wanting this thread to be removed. I told him to either post here to explain everything or his thread isn't locked. He hasn't replied yet in a few days so I'll might as well post the PMs here.

I love it when lolcows and halal try to pull a TJ Church on us.

 

[Frank Rizzo]

@BarneyKillsKids aka ZSponge sent me two crying PMs wanting this thread to be removed. I told him to either post here to explain everything or his thread isn't locked. He hasn't replied yet in a few days so I'll might as well post the PMs here.

Mmm, yeah, this seems totes legit to me.

 

[TheImportantFart]

@BarneyKillsKids aka ZSponge sent me two crying PMs wanting this thread to be removed. I told him to either post here to explain everything or his thread isn't locked. He hasn't replied yet in a few days so I'll might as well post the PMs here.

He tried this "I've learned the error of my ways" shit before when he set up the Null hate thread. He wasn't sincere then and he sure as hell isn't sincere now. I wouldn't be surprised if we see another tantrum from him when this thread continues to stay up. Much like Nice Guys, lolcows always play the sympathy card and turn nasty very quickly when they don't get what they want.

 

[Sanae Kochiya]

How can I get my thread locked and how did the other Halal threads get locked?

By the cows losing interest in the Farms and, as a result, us losing interest.

You know, the exact opposite of what you're doing.

 

[TheImportantFart]

By the cows losing interest in the Farms and, as a result, us losing interest.

You know, the exact opposite of what you're doing.

Yeah Sponge you're just feeding us more content. This thread has been operating in fits and starts since it was created and has only just reached three pages. In the grand scheme of Halal threads it's pretty irrelevant and will probably fade into obscurity sooner rather than later.

But if Spongey keeps up this kind of behaviour it could be a very different story...

 

[AnOminous]

@BarneyKillsKids aka ZSponge sent me two crying PMs wanting this thread to be removed.

How many ways are there to say "lol no"?

 

[Jewelsmakerguy]

@BarneyKillsKids aka ZSponge sent me two crying PMs wanting this thread to be removed. I told him to either post here to explain everything or his thread isn't locked. He hasn't replied yet in a few days so I'll might as well post the PMs here.

So judging by the username, when should we expect him to defend @x86x2?

 

[KFC]

So was this guy that "WhoWantsStancakes" guy? He was also a entersphere and spongebob sperg who was obsessed with us, he even said he wanted to make a cartoon out of us....yeah......

Stancakes was a frequent poster in the original MME thread. He managed to seem pretty functional for a while. Then, the sub-forum was made. On the second day of it's existence, he made a thread about Mysteryshack.com, some autistic Gravity Falls fansite. He made the thread about the website because one guy made one post sperging about MME. Within no time, at least 3 members (who turned out to be WWSC's former friends) started a massive fight that lasted over 20 pages. Luckily, the thread was closed a few hours in, but it foreshadowed how much of a mess the sub-forum would become.

IIRC, Stancakes continued posting for a little while (at one point he mentioned working with BenTheLooney under the name Jamtoonz), but was banned after revealing his age (14). Later on, he showed up in NZDrow's shitty forum and posted in it until it ultimately died like 2 weeks later. No word on him since.

EDIT: Apparently he was banned for being underage and having "bad forum etiquette." https://kiwifarms.net/threads/what-happened-to-whowantsstancakes.8158/

tl;dr Stancakes ruined the sub-forum almost instantly.

@BarneyKillsKids aka ZSponge sent me two crying PMs wanting this thread to be removed. I told him to either post here to explain everything or his thread isn't locked. He hasn't replied yet in a few days so I'll might as well post the PMs here.

This is rich. That whole whiny, pseudo-apologetic text wall on how he doesn't want to be a lolcow, and yet it's under his BarneyKillsKids moniker (his millionth alt that he used to shitpost with about a month ago). ZSponge, you keep digging a deeper hole for yourself.

 

[Jewelsmakerguy]

Stancakes was a frequent poster in the original MME thread. He managed to seem pretty functional for a while. Then, the sub-forum was made. On the second day of it's existence, he made a thread about Mysteryshack.com, some autistic Gravity Falls fansite. He made the thread about the website because one guy made one post sperging about MME. Within no time, at least 3 members (who turned out to be WWSC's former friends) started a massive fight that lasted over 20 pages. Luckily, the thread was closed a few hours in, but it foreshadowed how much of a mess the sub-forum would become.

IIRC, Stancakes continued posting for a little while (at one point he mentioned working with BenTheLooney), but was banned after revealing his age (14). Later on, he showed up in NZDrow's shitty forum and posted in it until it ultimately died like 2 weeks later. No word on him since.

tl;dr Stancakes ruined the sub-forum almost instantly.

And it opened the door to the rest of Pandora's box. But that's another tale for another discussion.

Anyways, to ZSponge/BarneyKillsKids/whoever you are, the only way we'll stop talking about you is if you stop acting like a 'tard and ignore us. That way we can stop talking about you and these little bitchfits you have will cease.

 

[Johnny Bravo]

@BarneyKillsKids aka ZSponge sent me two crying PMs wanting this thread to be removed. I told him to either post here to explain everything or his thread isn't locked. He hasn't replied yet in a few days so I'll might as well post the PMs here.

His tears taste so sweet.

 

[ThatOneUser]

Now I am probably explaining myself way too late mostly because I didn't want to be spergy when I am writing this long apology, pull a TJChurch (whatever that means), or write some kind of long whiny pseudo-apologetic text. I've made tons of long drafts while not being satisfied with what I have written because I am afraid of being a sperg because just by talking about the subject I am writing about I am being a types of spergs that this website despises so much which I feel really limits what I can write about since don't want to be a sperg. While my last apology was whiny and seemed fake due to being made quickly though my emotions rather than actually spending time to type a good post. As much that post seems like a ruse, I wasn't lying with that post because I still feel bad that I was given two opportunities to leave away from trolling and wasted both of them. The first opportunity being the death of the Entersphere and first ban of ZSponge and the second being the ban of the Lenny alt. I could have chosen to stop acting like such a retard with my failed E-bin weening. If someone told me that the last alt I used was ZSponge instead of calling me EpicLars, I probably wouldn't have created the BarneyKillsKids account. It kinda sucks how much I've lowered myself as a human being within a single year. I wasn't like Chris-Chan or other lolcows who had plenty of time to change themselves before they were discovered. I had several opportunities to just ignore the Enterspergs and influences that I feel were encouraging me to act retarded. I desperately wanted to get lulz from trolling people and failed. My main inspiration for being a troll came from Liquid Chris and other successful trolls causing me to desperately be like them so bad because I thought that some of those trolls I saw were funny despite having no knowledge of lolcows, internet drama, or flame wars since all I did was watch a couple Chris-Chan videos and thought to myself that he is kinda funny.

But now I know better in that there was nothing that I feel was funny about what I did to not only Enter, but his hatedom and Kiwi Farms as well. Sure what I've could have done worse in the sense that I could have actually bullied them outside of the Kiwi ED page, literately stalk them, blackmailed them, make about threads on /cow/ about them, post tons of A-Loggy comments towards them while being sincere, or done something inhumane to ruin their lives. Good thing I didn't do any of these idiotic things I've described, but that doesn't mean what I did wasn't autistic. The trolling I did to them was practically just harmless and misguided tryhard failed idiotic weening where I acted stupid on purpose or just acted out of emotion without thinking things through or foreseeing the consequences. Not only did I commit those crimes but those two terrible ED pages that were lazily written as well and just being a general bad cartoon sperg.

When one of the admins called me EpicLars I didn't think that he could read my login information, I thought he was just insulting my trolling since I wasn't the real EpicLars and the ED account is a stolen username as part of a really lame trolling plan. Now that 8chan comment posted on OP is not mine, whoever wrote that is delusional. If there was a rule written on the website that people can see sock puppets on the front page, I probably wouldn't have made the Lennyboy sock or the BarneyKillsKids sock in the first place. The reason why I created this new account your seeing is because I am nothing like the Barneyfag and don't plan on defending him. That alt pretty much proves that my trolling is so bad that no one can tell if I'm being legitimately retarded or if I'm joking like I usually am when trolling. Or they could know that I'm faking it and think I am like the Barneyfag just to be a smartass since it proves that my weening is so terrible. That alt was a joke and I don't have some hatred towards Barney and don't really care about the show due to my opinion towards that show being indifferent and that I don't care.

Have I ever said anything like this and was sincere about it? I may have called myself Slayer of Enterbots when I joined but I never actually said that Enter or his Enterbots needed to die or should be killed. The funny thing is when I pretended to be Barneyfag, I didn't even read his posts which once again proves that I suck at trolling.

When I see myself as a terrible person, I even think that WhoWantsStanCakes is a better person than I am since he was one of the few SpongeBob fans to actually try and tell me that I was screwing myself up and begging to be followed when I made the Null thread and the shitpost thread out of anger for being outed as a cyberbully on SBFanon wiki and all I was trying to do was make myself look better on that wiki by attacking this site since at the time I was still being autistic about SpongeBob and children's cartoons in general. I didn't know how to respond to their comments about this site when I was outed as a cyber bully even though I didn't see myself as a cyber bully at the time I was here, but Stancakes was able to respond to them by telling the users that Enterology was spergy as shit and what the site is actually about. Joining that wiki was a mistake since I was only mostly there to make title cards and replace the MS-paint artwork I saw and help out the community which I did a bad job at since I was lazy at the wiki and didn't try to tell anyone what they were doing was wrong like making terrible spinoff wikis such as Sham Entertainment wiki in which he tried to tell me to make a page of myself when I knew that wiki would go absolutely nowhere just like the other shitty spinoff wikis they made that day. However I wouldn't be able to criticize anyone for writing poorly on the wiki now since I was dealing with a wiki with low expectations and I've wrote terrible crap myself. Unfortunately, I overstayed my welcome on the wiki and completely forgot that what I was doing was autistic although not as bad as what I did in Kiwi Farms or ED since all I really did was sperg about cartoons and acted autistic about SpongeBob on SBMania and SBFW. If my wiki works were much worse pieces of crap they would have been posted on thread which I am surprised they haven't already and not just the abysmal Enterology fanfic which I know is the worst of them.

Making flashy title cards does not make the wiki less autistic and this isn't including the awful and lazily made Enterology movie poster and similar works of same quality, what would truly would make the wiki less autistic would be for me to simply not care about children's cartoons and walk away for being a terrible writer and sperg. Within that wiki and DeviantArt, I was basically an autistic child who thought that I was good at art simply because I knew how to use filters. An important lesson I've learned is that filters do not produce real art, actually having talent and taking the time to draw does which was something I slowly forgot when the wiki and DA praised my work. Even though I thought the title cards were good, I still thought that they had huge flaws since they were repetitive and a lot of them look similar. The only reason why I continued to make them was because the wiki and DA liked them. On one of my posts on the fanon thread, I mentioned that I only got into fanfiction was to see if I am a better writer than Enter. That post was a joke and I wasn't being serious there since the real reason was to make title cards since I felt that they liked them. Unlike the title cards which are just boring, the stories I've made were way worse with them being either laughable or forgettable. Enterology was only one I've made towards Enter and Kiwi Farms and I have to admit that it is the worst of them due to being an edgy crossover parody that tries to be like Kingdom Hearts and fails to recognize how to be a parody. Where as the other small number of stories I've wrote are still god awful but aren't awful in the same way Enterology is terrible since at least the others aren't shitty edgelord crossovers with more than 2 cartoons mixed in. I've always found Pooh's Adventures to be autistic since it tried to mix as many cartoons as possible within the same setting and should have ditched the terrible idea to not replicate its flaws. When I should have realize that was more to what made Pooh's Adventures cringewrothy and it was the fact that they didn't write out the acts of literature and were lazy. Anyone who says I make nothing but fanfics about the Entersphere and Kiwi Farms is lying to themselves. I will admit that making SpongeBob fanfiction is just as childish especially if I am making crappy ones, but only one of them was even related to Kiwi Farms or the Entersphere. I didn't try hard on the wiki because I was dealing with an easy audience to appeal to who hardly ever told me to scrap an idea which isn't surprising considering the lack of quality control there, but I didn't ever think about how people would view my works outside the wiki or SBMania.

When I first left, I thought it was just the wiki and being autistic about cartoons that was making me a lolcow but it wasn't. Me being autistic about SpongeBob was bad, but it wasn't nearly as autistic as the weening I committed in July, August, and the Entersphere board. I wasn't able to grasp the fact that I should have stopped weening back then, but I continued anyways because I wanted to troll Kiwi Farms for the lulz and thought that they were cyber bullies and meanies based on other opinions outside the farms and what they were doing to me even though they never did anything to me and it was really me trolling myself and making myself a fool here the whole time. Sanae Kochiya even tried to help me even though I thought Shane was lying about the different ideologies at Kiwi Farms since everyone seemed to have the same ideology and I didn't think that the towel kin person or the bronies that Shane Kozyan mentioned was real. When in reality that they only made the first thread of me because I was being a massive idiot. Also, I thought that it wasn't fair that /cow/ had a page while Kiwi Farms didn't when Kiwi Farms is mentioned on the sluthate and wizardchan pages and that it would fill a gap. At the time I didn't see the difference between /cow/ and Kiwi Farms and saw them both as Internet Stalker Forums.

My revenge against Kiwi Farms wasn't because they were supporting Enter now and that I wanted revenge on Enter. It was because I grew a disinterest towards Internet Stalker Fourms and found the Entersphere trolling to be dumb, unfunny, and wrong. Yet for some reason I still made that weird image saying Entersphere Railways on ED, but that was uploaded only because I was being EpicLars so I was trying to act like him since I wasn't the real EpicLars. The real EpicLars eventually showed up on ED under the name EpicLlars only to get banned for stealing a username after making an edit to the Null page. I took the image down as soon as it was up because it was spergy as shit and replaced it with the sentence "I am the Ween" which didn't have anything to do with trolling Shaner since I didn't start trolling the person after he was milked. When I did I found the trolling to be boring since trolling Shaner wasn't funny or right either and kept asking "Who are you?" Also didn't like how Kiwi Farms stalked their own userbase. I was really scared of becoming a full lolcow because I thought the Kiwis were actually going to find me or someone else in my family and blame them for what I did.

After doing this I was scared of getting of thread since I knew I fucked up so I tried to troll as Lennyboy in retaliation since the Entersphere thread popped up again and they couldn't leave the Entersphere alone and I didn't want to be reminded of my past on that board I despised so much. The funny thing is about my thread and that thread was that most of the people who posted on them are from the Entersphere board and didn't see any members who didn't participate in that board post there. In my thread these people are still complaining about WhoWantsStanCakes when he is completely off topic since they can't let go of a grudge against the Entersphere weens. I kinda wish I was never apart of the board since I know that Enter is not a lolcow and his rabid haters and fans are just dumb children who care too much about cartoons or cartoon fans and should be ignored as well.

I am just a kid and I really don't want to end up like Connor Bible or other lolcows when I am older. I know what I did was wrong and I have been doing nothing but beating myself up for my misdeeds for being a bad person and fearing about how I screwed up my future by becoming a lolcow. I wonder if I am worrying over nothing since this thread hasn't gone anywhere and there could be more dumb comments that I am ashamed of posted here. All I am is a shitty E-bin ween that sperged about cartoons in an incredibly autistic way. I am not like ADF or Nick Bate who lived long enough to learn from their mistakes and had several opportunities to change their ways to become better people. I am not like Moleman where I think my fanfiction and artwork are good enough for a legit franchise that can make me money. Additionally, I do not have a huge ego for my terrible pieces of writing I have made and were made for fun. I still have plenty of time in my life to become more mature and grow out of being tryhard unfunny weening and being autistic about cartoons or Mr. Enter. I know that just being an Entersperg and being on the Entersphere doesn't make me a lolcow alone. Clay Claymore has sperged about Mr. Enter way more than I ever did by saying that he misses the Entersphere and that having a community of people talking about Mr. Enter in a negative light brought a tear to his eye. The difference between him and me is that he obeyed the forum rules which didn't cause him to become a lolcow where as I tried to shit post just to be a tryhard ween. Additionally, he wasn't a cartoon sperg who that made terrible autistic fanfiction or tried to support an autistic wiki just because they only liked one thing that I made. MyNameisChrome also was a fanon sperg and since he also behaved here and didn't try to troll this site, he didn't become a lolcow.

https://archive.is/8uxZP

https://archive.is/9c9Z6

https://archive.is/Huvzm


Note: If you aren't reading this properly. You are probably thinking I just put this here to show that Clay Claymore is a lolcow. That is not the point here. The point is that Clay Claymore can sperg about Enter as much as he wants because he obeyed the forum rules wasn't a tryhard ween like I am. If these posts were Photoshopped with the ZSponge username and image they would be on my OP especially since the third post is very similar to what I have on the OP.

Many people on this website still think I have this huge grudge against Enter. I may have created the Enterbot template along with those anti-Kiwi Farms images on ED but it was done to troll El Spazzo's user page and not Mr. Enter or his Enterbots.

https://encyclopediadramatica.se/in...action=historysubmit&diff=769405&oldid=769404 (Man, this just screams ween and immature. I should have stopped long ago.)

Unfortunately this gave El Spazzo, a template to put on any article he wanted like the Rise and Fall of Nickelodeon page. If I truly still had a grudge against Mr. Enter, I would have talked about missing the Entersphere and trying to still get Enter hurt. Instead what I did was troll Enter's trolls and ask Kiwi Farms to delete the Entersphere pages under a guest account on the feedback thread which has been moved to the lolcow wiki sub-forum. My grudge that I had during the Entersphere wasn't like El Spazzo who mindlessly hated him or CartoonFreak666 who hated him simply because he saw Enter not like an episode of SpongeBob that he liked. My original grudge for him was caused by misinformation across the Internet that he was a terrible person and a talentless hack who takes cartoons too seriously. Enter is not a terrible person, but he definitely has his share of flaws. Growing Around is definitely better and has more artistic value than any of the crap I've done this year. I remember seeing a video where he helped advertise one of fan's products who made something special for him. This video was proof that Enter nor his fanbase weren't as bad as I originally thought they were and my original weening towards him was for absolutely nothing because it wasn't funny nor was Enter a terrible person.

Now I don't troll anymore and haven't trolled within two months simply because I saw what I fool I was making myself into by doing shitty weening, bad writing, being an awful sperg, and not listening to people calling out my bullshit I've finally declared that I will no longer ween Kiwi Farms along with anyone else on the internet. I wasn't serious in most of my shitposts and ones where I was serious such as any of the cartoon sperging that wasn't a shitpost. Now it pretty stupid to show up here under the name Slayer of Enterbots since calling yourself the slayer of anything is a huge sign of being an edgelord and makes anyone look bad. I didn't see that username as a problem at the time since I never had any experience in trolling or knew anything about lolcows, flame-wars, or trolling when going to this site. Trying to get two under-aged spergs was dumb because young people like me often say stupid stuff or don't think through the consequences of their actions. The first time was due to ignorance and the second time where I talked about BlackFlag01 was due to him making a terrible commentary which a sign of the future that I was making a terrible mistake since he acted like a sperg with no good points in that video and had nothing of value to say. I was also the one talked to him and told him to start making commentaries and I was just butthurt that the video went nowhere and he failed me. When I asked about how the subform was going away, I just wanted to know who would make a better lolcow since I knew Enter wasn't funny at all. Looking back at my old account, I can see how terrible the posts are and even cringe just by looking at the account at all. Kinda sucks that I followed in the footsteps of other Enterspergs which lead me to my mess. Kids should never be never given a thread and I shouldn't have followed the footsteps of bad trolls.

Most of my posts were just misguided opinions where I did not think though such as one where I compared Enter to Sarkeesian and thought it was okay to do that simply because Clay Claymore did that on twitter. Any post about underrated cartoons was done because I wanted to know if you just hated MLP:FIM or other cartoons for being overrated, hated it for being a cartoon, or hated it because it's fanbase was childish. My A-Loggy two posts towards Null and RogerRabbit and rewriting Enterology by simply changing the names to Kiwi Farms people were not serious at all because all the people on the Farms were doing was trying to tell me to stop being a sperg and E-Bin ween leave. I hope that this post wasn't written like the last one where it didn't feel like an apology and rather a desperate plea for mercy. While I do have problems, I am not like Chris Chan or the Barneyfag who solely blames their problems on autism, children's cartoons, SpongeBob, or other people because I know my actions are my own fault due to thinking that acting retarded and shitposting is the same as trolling and that I can easily get away with my actions.

It was never the fanfiction wiki that made me autistic because if the fanfiction wiki wasn't about SpongeBob and about something else or had less terrible fanfiction, it wouldn't have made an impact on my retarded decisions and writing since making shit on one site would still be shit on another website. If my misdeeds spread outside the farms and the SBFW it could attract the same weens who have trolled Enter and they would do way worse to me than I have done to Enter, Kiwi Farms, or his trolls. It is a good thing that this thread hasn't exploded in popularity or gotten somewhere so I don't really feel the full effects of cyberbullying or trolling that much. Most of the time when I complain on this thread, it is never about any actual bullying done to me but rather me beating myself up for doing the same series of misdeeds this year. I am terribly sorry for forcing Alan Pardew to remove my bullshit shitpost threads, pissing off Shane Koycan by lying that I was going to leave the internet, pissing off Null by giving him a thread, pissing off RogerRabbit by calling him a rabbit that deserves to die, and others after telling them that I was going to stop trolling when I really didn't. As much I can say that I am sorry, saying sorry doesn't cut it based on one of Connor's posts below.

One of Connor's posts was that how the Kiwi's posts made him look into himself when in reality he hasn't learned at all because he continues to work on stories that go nowhere and I hope that I do not become him or follow his footsteps or become worse than him. All I am is some E-bin ween, I not going to make or join some kind of splinter site if I get pissed off and fail or try to come up with more revenge schemes since I already feel retarded and have no interest to troll others. I've defiantly learned a valuable lesson which is that if something is bugging me and I should just ignore it and not try to attack it by acting retarded on purpose or more retarded than I usually am. I have made efforts to stop sperging about cartoons and Mr. Enter since I don't talk about them as much as I did back when the board was up. Just by being a cartoon sperg, fanon sperg, or entersperg does not make someone a lolcow, but saying really dumb stuff while being sincere about it does make someone a lolcow. Another reason why I am not a lolcow is because most lolcows when they do something cringewrothy, they think it is perfectly fine while I can see the flaws in my own work and actions. People who do stupid stuff on the internet and aren't lolcows stop doing the cringewrothy stuff that made them lolcows in the first place. If I continued to make bad decisions after the creation of this thread, I would be a full blown lolcow. While I didn't recognize that the trolling I was doing was cringewrothy aside from the trolling attempts where I just trolled anyway despite knowing that it was terrible. If I never tried to attack or joined Kiwi Farms in the first place, than this thread wouldn't exist along with the Entersphere thread within Community Watch or the other ZSponge thread. I totally acted like a massive idiot and looking at my post history, failed trolling attempts, I can just feel the cringe that I have created. I hope that that I didn't make this post another bitchfit since I am sincere this time. I am still very young and I don't want to feel the full fledged affects of trolling and become miserable. I am still probably going to cause a lot of drama just by posting this since this post is long and there are probably some stupid actions that I did that I didn't mention in this post or didn't go into enough detail.

 

[CatParty]

I didn't want to be spergy when I am writing this long apology,

I am just a kid and I really don't want to end up like Connor Bible or other lolcows

too late

I screwed up my future by becoming a lolcow.

you sure did

 

[chimpburgers]

Now I am probably explaining myself way too late mostly because I didn't want to be spergy when I am writing this long apology, pull a TJChurch (whatever that means), or write some kind of long whiny pseudo-apologetic text. I've made tons of long drafts while not being satisfied with what I have written because I am afraid of being a sperg because just by talking about the subject I am writing about I am being a types of spergs that this website despises so much which I feel really limits what I can write about since don't want to be a sperg. While my last apology was whiny and seemed fake due to being made quickly though my emotions rather than actually spending time to type a good post. As much that post seems like a ruse, I wasn't lying with that post because I still feel bad that I was given two opportunities to leave away from trolling and wasted both of them. The first opportunity being the death of the Entersphere and first ban of ZSponge and the second being the ban of the Lenny alt. I could have chosen to stop acting like such a exceptional individual with my failed E-bin weening. If someone told me that the last alt I used was ZSponge instead of calling me EpicLars, I probably wouldn't have created the BarneyKillsKids account. It kinda sucks how much I've lowered myself as a human being within a single year. I wasn't like Chris-Chan or other lolcows who had plenty of time to change themselves before they were discovered. I had several opportunities to just ignore the Enterspergs and influences that I feel were encouraging me to act retarded. I desperately wanted to get lulz from trolling people and failed. My main inspiration for being a troll came from Liquid Chris and other successful trolls causing me to desperately be like them so bad because I thought that some of those trolls I saw were funny despite having no knowledge of lolcows, internet drama, or flame wars since all I did was watch a couple Chris-Chan videos and thought to myself that he is kinda funny.

But now I know better in that there was nothing that I feel was funny about what I did to not only Enter, but his hatedom and Kiwi Farms as well. Sure what I've could have done worse in the sense that I could have actually bullied them outside of the Kiwi ED page, literately stalk them, blackmailed them, make about threads on /cow/ about them, post tons of A-Loggy comments towards them while being sincere, or done something inhumane to ruin their lives. Good thing I didn't do any of these idiotic things I've described, but that doesn't mean what I did wasn't autistic. The trolling I did to them was practically just harmless and misguided tryhard failed idiotic weening where I acted stupid on purpose or just acted out of emotion without thinking things through or foreseeing the consequences. Not only did I commit those crimes but those two terrible ED pages that were lazily written as well and just being a general bad cartoon sperg.

When one of the admins called me EpicLars I didn't think that he could read my login information, I thought he was just insulting my trolling since I wasn't the real EpicLars and the ED account is a stolen username as part of a really lame trolling plan. Now that 8chan comment posted on OP is not mine, whoever wrote that is delusional. If there was a rule written on the website that people can see sock puppets on the front page, I probably wouldn't have made the Lennyboy sock or the BarneyKillsKids sock in the first place. The reason why I created this new account your seeing is because I am nothing like the Barneyfag and don't plan on defending him. That alt pretty much proves that my trolling is so bad that no one can tell if I'm being legitimately retarded or if I'm joking like I usually am when trolling. Or they could know that I'm faking it and think I am like the Barneyfag just to be a smartass since it proves that my weening is so terrible. That alt was a joke and I don't have some hatred towards Barney and don't really care about the show due to my opinion towards that show being indifferent and that I don't care.

Have I ever said anything like this and was sincere about it? I may have called myself Slayer of Enterbots when I joined but I never actually said that Enter or his Enterbots needed to die or should be killed. The funny thing is when I pretended to be Barneyfag, I didn't even read his posts which once again proves that I suck at trolling.

When I see myself as a terrible person, I even think that WhoWantsStanCakes is a better person than I am since he was one of the few SpongeBob fans to actually try and tell me that I was screwing myself up and begging to be followed when I made the Null thread and the shitpost thread out of anger for being outed as a cyberbully on SBFanon wiki and all I was trying to do was make myself look better on that wiki by attacking this site since at the time I was still being autistic about SpongeBob and children's cartoons in general. I didn't know how to respond to their comments about this site when I was outed as a cyber bully even though I didn't see myself as a cyber bully at the time I was here, but Stancakes was able to respond to them by telling the users that Enterology was spergy as shit and what the site is actually about. Joining that wiki was a mistake since I was only mostly there to make title cards and replace the MS-paint artwork I saw and help out the community which I did a bad job at since I was lazy at the wiki and didn't try to tell anyone what they were doing was wrong like making terrible spinoff wikis such as Sham Entertainment wiki in which he tried to tell me to make a page of myself when I knew that wiki would go absolutely nowhere just like the other shitty spinoff wikis they made that day. However I wouldn't be able to criticize anyone for writing poorly on the wiki now since I was dealing with a wiki with low expectations and I've wrote terrible crap myself. Unfortunately, I overstayed my welcome on the wiki and completely forgot that what I was doing was autistic although not as bad as what I did in Kiwi Farms or ED since all I really did was sperg about cartoons and acted autistic about SpongeBob on SBMania and SBFW. If my wiki works were much worse pieces of crap they would have been posted on thread which I am surprised they haven't already and not just the abysmal Enterology fanfic which I know is the worst of them.

Making flashy title cards does not make the wiki less autistic and this isn't including the awful and lazily made Enterology movie poster and similar works of same quality, what would truly would make the wiki less autistic would be for me to simply not care about children's cartoons and walk away for being a terrible writer and sperg. Within that wiki and DeviantArt, I was basically an autistic child who thought that I was good at art simply because I knew how to use filters. An important lesson I've learned is that filters do not produce real art, actually having talent and taking the time to draw does which was something I slowly forgot when the wiki and DA praised my work. Even though I thought the title cards were good, I still thought that they had huge flaws since they were repetitive and a lot of them look similar. The only reason why I continued to make them was because the wiki and DA liked them. On one of my posts on the fanon thread, I mentioned that I only got into fanfiction was to see if I am a better writer than Enter. That post was a joke and I wasn't being serious there since the real reason was to make title cards since I felt that they liked them. Unlike the title cards which are just boring, the stories I've made were way worse with them being either laughable or forgettable. Enterology was only one I've made towards Enter and Kiwi Farms and I have to admit that it is the worst of them due to being an edgy crossover parody that tries to be like Kingdom Hearts and fails to recognize how to be a parody. Where as the other small number of stories I've wrote are still god awful but aren't awful in the same way Enterology is terrible since at least the others aren't shitty edgelord crossovers with more than 2 cartoons mixed in. I've always found Pooh's Adventures to be autistic since it tried to mix as many cartoons as possible within the same setting and should have ditched the terrible idea to not replicate its flaws. When I should have realize that was more to what made Pooh's Adventures cringewrothy and it was the fact that they didn't write out the acts of literature and were lazy. Anyone who says I make nothing but fanfics about the Entersphere and Kiwi Farms is lying to themselves. I will admit that making SpongeBob fanfiction is just as childish especially if I am making crappy ones, but only one of them was even related to Kiwi Farms or the Entersphere. I didn't try hard on the wiki because I was dealing with an easy audience to appeal to who hardly ever told me to scrap an idea which isn't surprising considering the lack of quality control there, but I didn't ever think about how people would view my works outside the wiki or SBMania.

When I first left, I thought it was just the wiki and being autistic about cartoons that was making me a lolcow but it wasn't. Me being autistic about SpongeBob was bad, but it wasn't nearly as autistic as the weening I committed in July, August, and the Entersphere board. I wasn't able to grasp the fact that I should have stopped weening back then, but I continued anyways because I wanted to troll Kiwi Farms for the lulz and thought that they were cyber bullies and meanies based on other opinions outside the farms and what they were doing to me even though they never did anything to me and it was really me trolling myself and making myself a fool here the whole time. Sanae Kochiya even tried to help me even though I thought Shane was lying about the different ideologies at Kiwi Farms since everyone seemed to have the same ideology and I didn't think that the towel kin person or the bronies that Shane Kozyan mentioned was real. When in reality that they only made the first thread of me because I was being a massive idiot. Also, I thought that it wasn't fair that /cow/ had a page while Kiwi Farms didn't when Kiwi Farms is mentioned on the sluthate and wizardchan pages and that it would fill a gap. At the time I didn't see the difference between /cow/ and Kiwi Farms and saw them both as Internet Stalker Forums.

My revenge against Kiwi Farms wasn't because they were supporting Enter now and that I wanted revenge on Enter. It was because I grew a disinterest towards Internet Stalker Fourms and found the Entersphere trolling to be dumb, unfunny, and wrong. Yet for some reason I still made that weird image saying Entersphere Railways on ED, but that was uploaded only because I was being EpicLars so I was trying to act like him since I wasn't the real EpicLars. The real EpicLars eventually showed up on ED under the name EpicLlars only to get banned for stealing a username after making an edit to the Null page. I took the image down as soon as it was up because it was spergy as shit and replaced it with the sentence "I am the Ween" which didn't have anything to do with trolling Shaner since I didn't start trolling the person after he was milked. When I did I found the trolling to be boring since trolling Shaner wasn't funny or right either and kept asking "Who are you?" Also didn't like how Kiwi Farms stalked their own userbase. I was really scared of becoming a full lolcow because I thought the Kiwis were actually going to find me or someone else in my family and blame them for what I did.

After doing this I was scared of getting of thread since I knew I fucked up so I tried to troll as Lennyboy in retaliation since the Entersphere thread popped up again and they couldn't leave the Entersphere alone and I didn't want to be reminded of my past on that board I despised so much. The funny thing is about my thread and that thread was that most of the people who posted on them are from the Entersphere board and didn't see any members who didn't participate in that board post there. In my thread these people are still complaining about WhoWantsStanCakes when he is completely off topic since they can't let go of a grudge against the Entersphere weens. I kinda wish I was never apart of the board since I know that Enter is not a lolcow and his rabid haters and fans are just dumb children who care too much about cartoons or cartoon fans and should be ignored as well.

I am just a kid and I really don't want to end up like Connor Bible or other lolcows when I am older. I know what I did was wrong and I have been doing nothing but beating myself up for my misdeeds for being a bad person and fearing about how I screwed up my future by becoming a lolcow. I wonder if I am worrying over nothing since this thread hasn't gone anywhere and there could be more dumb comments that I am ashamed of posted here. All I am is a shitty E-bin ween that sperged about cartoons in an incredibly autistic way. I am not like ADF or Nick Bate who lived long enough to learn from their mistakes and had several opportunities to change their ways to become better people. I am not like Moleman where I think my fanfiction and artwork are good enough for a legit franchise that can make me money. Additionally, I do not have a huge ego for my terrible pieces of writing I have made and were made for fun. I still have plenty of time in my life to become more mature and grow out of being tryhard unfunny weening and being autistic about cartoons or Mr. Enter. I know that just being an Entersperg and being on the Entersphere doesn't make me a lolcow alone. Clay Claymore has sperged about Mr. Enter way more than I ever did by saying that he misses the Entersphere and that having a community of people talking about Mr. Enter in a negative light brought a tear to his eye. The difference between him and me is that he obeyed the forum rules which didn't cause him to become a lolcow where as I tried to shit post just to be a tryhard ween. Additionally, he wasn't a cartoon sperg who that made terrible autistic fanfiction or tried to support an autistic wiki just because they only liked one thing that I made. MyNameisChrome also was a fanon sperg and since he also behaved here and didn't try to troll this site, he didn't become a lolcow.

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Note: If you aren't reading this properly. You are probably thinking I just put this here to show that Clay Claymore is a lolcow. That is not the point here. The point is that Clay Claymore can sperg about Enter as much as he wants because he obeyed the forum rules wasn't a tryhard ween like I am. If these posts were Photoshopped with the ZSponge username and image they would be on my OP especially since the third post is very similar to what I have on the OP.

Many people on this website still think I have this huge grudge against Enter. I may have created the Enterbot template along with those anti-Kiwi Farms images on ED but it was done to troll El Spazzo's user page and not Mr. Enter or his Enterbots.

https://encyclopediadramatica.se/index.php?title=User:El_Spazzo&action=historysubmit&diff=769405&oldid=769404 (Man, this just screams ween and immature. I should have stopped long ago.)

Unfortunately this gave El Spazzo, a template to put on any article he wanted like the Rise and Fall of Nickelodeon page. If I truly still had a grudge against Mr. Enter, I would have talked about missing the Entersphere and trying to still get Enter hurt. Instead what I did was troll Enter's trolls and ask Kiwi Farms to delete the Entersphere pages under a guest account on the feedback thread which has been moved to the lolcow wiki sub-forum. My grudge that I had during the Entersphere wasn't like El Spazzo who mindlessly hated him or CartoonFreak666 who hated him simply because he saw Enter not like an episode of SpongeBob that he liked. My original grudge for him was caused by misinformation across the Internet that he was a terrible person and a talentless hack who takes cartoons too seriously. Enter is not a terrible person, but he definitely has his share of flaws. Growing Around is definitely better and has more artistic value than any of the crap I've done this year. I remember seeing a video where he helped advertise one of fan's products who made something special for him. This video was proof that Enter nor his fanbase weren't as bad as I originally thought they were and my original weening towards him was for absolutely nothing because it wasn't funny nor was Enter a terrible person.

Now I don't troll anymore and haven't trolled within two months simply because I saw what I fool I was making myself into by doing shitty weening, bad writing, being an awful sperg, and not listening to people calling out my bullshit I've finally declared that I will no longer ween Kiwi Farms along with anyone else on the internet. I wasn't serious in most of my shitposts and ones where I was serious such as any of the cartoon sperging that wasn't a shitpost. Now it pretty stupid to show up here under the name Slayer of Enterbots since calling yourself the slayer of anything is a huge sign of being an edgelord and makes anyone look bad. I didn't see that username as a problem at the time since I never had any experience in trolling or knew anything about lolcows, flame-wars, or trolling when going to this site. Trying to get two under-aged spergs was dumb because young people like me often say stupid stuff or don't think through the consequences of their actions. The first time was due to ignorance and the second time where I talked about BlackFlag01 was due to him making a terrible commentary which a sign of the future that I was making a terrible mistake since he acted like a sperg with no good points in that video and had nothing of value to say. I was also the one talked to him and told him to start making commentaries and I was just butthurt that the video went nowhere and he failed me. When I asked about how the subform was going away, I just wanted to know who would make a better lolcow since I knew Enter wasn't funny at all. Looking back at my old account, I can see how terrible the posts are and even cringe just by looking at the account at all. Kinda sucks that I followed in the footsteps of other Enterspergs which lead me to my mess. Kids should never be never given a thread and I shouldn't have followed the footsteps of bad trolls.

Most of my posts were just misguided opinions where I did not think though such as one where I compared Enter to Sarkeesian and thought it was okay to do that simply because Clay Claymore did that on twitter. Any post about underrated cartoons was done because I wanted to know if you just hated MLP:FIM or other cartoons for being overrated, hated it for being a cartoon, or hated it because it's fanbase was childish. My A-Loggy two posts towards Null and RogerRabbit and rewriting Enterology by simply changing the names to Kiwi Farms people were not serious at all because all the people on the Farms were doing was trying to tell me to stop being a sperg and E-Bin ween leave. I hope that this post wasn't written like the last one where it didn't feel like an apology and rather a desperate plea for mercy. While I do have problems, I am not like Chris Chan or the Barneyfag who solely blames their problems on autism, children's cartoons, SpongeBob, or other people because I know my actions are my own fault due to thinking that acting retarded and shitposting is the same as trolling and that I can easily get away with my actions.

It was never the fanfiction wiki that made me autistic because if the fanfiction wiki wasn't about SpongeBob and about something else or had less terrible fanfiction, it wouldn't have made an impact on my retarded decisions and writing since making shit on one site would still be shit on another website. If my misdeeds spread outside the farms and the SBFW it could attract the same weens who have trolled Enter and they would do way worse to me than I have done to Enter, Kiwi Farms, or his trolls. It is a good thing that this thread hasn't exploded in popularity or gotten somewhere so I don't really feel the full effects of cyberbullying or trolling that much. Most of the time when I complain on this thread, it is never about any actual bullying done to me but rather me beating myself up for doing the same series of misdeeds this year. I am terribly sorry for forcing Alan Pardew to remove my bullshit shitpost threads, pissing off Shane Koycan by lying that I was going to leave the internet, pissing off Null by giving him a thread, pissing off RogerRabbit by calling him a rabbit that deserves to die, and others after telling them that I was going to stop trolling when I really didn't. As much I can say that I am sorry, saying sorry doesn't cut it based on one of Connor's posts below.

One of Connor's posts was that how the Kiwi's posts made him look into himself when in reality he hasn't learned at all because he continues to work on stories that go nowhere and I hope that I do not become him or follow his footsteps or become worse than him. All I am is some E-bin ween, I not going to make or join some kind of splinter site if I get pissed off and fail or try to come up with more revenge schemes since I already feel retarded and have no interest to troll others. I've defiantly learned a valuable lesson which is that if something is bugging me and I should just ignore it and not try to attack it by acting retarded on purpose or more retarded than I usually am. I have made efforts to stop sperging about cartoons and Mr. Enter since I don't talk about them as much as I did back when the board was up. Just by being a cartoon sperg, fanon sperg, or entersperg does not make someone a lolcow, but saying really dumb stuff while being sincere about it does make someone a lolcow. Another reason why I am not a lolcow is because most lolcows when they do something cringewrothy, they think it is perfectly fine while I can see the flaws in my own work and actions. People who do stupid stuff on the internet and aren't lolcows stop doing the cringewrothy stuff that made them lolcows in the first place. If I continued to make bad decisions after the creation of this thread, I would be a full blown lolcow. While I didn't recognize that the trolling I was doing was cringewrothy aside from the trolling attempts where I just trolled anyway despite knowing that it was terrible. If I never tried to attack or joined Kiwi Farms in the first place, than this thread wouldn't exist along with the Entersphere thread within Community Watch or the other ZSponge thread. I totally acted like a massive idiot and looking at my post history, failed trolling attempts, I can just feel the cringe that I have created. I hope that that I didn't make this post another bitchfit since I am sincere this time. I am still very young and I don't want to feel the full fledged affects of trolling and become miserable. I am still probably going to cause a lot of drama just by posting this since this post is long and there are probably some stupid actions that I did that I didn't mention in this post or didn't go into enough detail.

Stop it with the text walls. I'm still thinking about Watermelon's mess of autism.

 

[autisticdragonkin]

Now I am probably explaining myself way too late mostly because I didn't want to be spergy when I am writing this long apology, pull a TJChurch (whatever that means), or write some kind of long whiny pseudo-apologetic text. I've made tons of long drafts while not being satisfied with what I have written because I am afraid of being a sperg because just by talking about the subject I am writing about I am being a types of spergs that this website despises so much which I feel really limits what I can write about since don't want to be a sperg. While my last apology was whiny and seemed fake due to being made quickly though my emotions rather than actually spending time to type a good post. As much that post seems like a ruse, I wasn't lying with that post because I still feel bad that I was given two opportunities to leave away from trolling and wasted both of them. The first opportunity being the death of the Entersphere and first ban of ZSponge and the second being the ban of the Lenny alt. I could have chosen to stop acting like such a exceptional individual with my failed E-bin weening. If someone told me that the last alt I used was ZSponge instead of calling me EpicLars, I probably wouldn't have created the BarneyKillsKids account. It kinda sucks how much I've lowered myself as a human being within a single year. I wasn't like Chris-Chan or other lolcows who had plenty of time to change themselves before they were discovered. I had several opportunities to just ignore the Enterspergs and influences that I feel were encouraging me to act retarded. I desperately wanted to get lulz from trolling people and failed. My main inspiration for being a troll came from Liquid Chris and other successful trolls causing me to desperately be like them so bad because I thought that some of those trolls I saw were funny despite having no knowledge of lolcows, internet drama, or flame wars since all I did was watch a couple Chris-Chan videos and thought to myself that he is kinda funny.

But now I know better in that there was nothing that I feel was funny about what I did to not only Enter, but his hatedom and Kiwi Farms as well. Sure what I've could have done worse in the sense that I could have actually bullied them outside of the Kiwi ED page, literately stalk them, blackmailed them, make about threads on /cow/ about them, post tons of A-Loggy comments towards them while being sincere, or done something inhumane to ruin their lives. Good thing I didn't do any of these idiotic things I've described, but that doesn't mean what I did wasn't autistic. The trolling I did to them was practically just harmless and misguided tryhard failed idiotic weening where I acted stupid on purpose or just acted out of emotion without thinking things through or foreseeing the consequences. Not only did I commit those crimes but those two terrible ED pages that were lazily written as well and just being a general bad cartoon sperg.

When one of the admins called me EpicLars I didn't think that he could read my login information, I thought he was just insulting my trolling since I wasn't the real EpicLars and the ED account is a stolen username as part of a really lame trolling plan. Now that 8chan comment posted on OP is not mine, whoever wrote that is delusional. If there was a rule written on the website that people can see sock puppets on the front page, I probably wouldn't have made the Lennyboy sock or the BarneyKillsKids sock in the first place. The reason why I created this new account your seeing is because I am nothing like the Barneyfag and don't plan on defending him. That alt pretty much proves that my trolling is so bad that no one can tell if I'm being legitimately retarded or if I'm joking like I usually am when trolling. Or they could know that I'm faking it and think I am like the Barneyfag just to be a smartass since it proves that my weening is so terrible. That alt was a joke and I don't have some hatred towards Barney and don't really care about the show due to my opinion towards that show being indifferent and that I don't care.

Have I ever said anything like this and was sincere about it? I may have called myself Slayer of Enterbots when I joined but I never actually said that Enter or his Enterbots needed to die or should be killed. The funny thing is when I pretended to be Barneyfag, I didn't even read his posts which once again proves that I suck at trolling.

When I see myself as a terrible person, I even think that WhoWantsStanCakes is a better person than I am since he was one of the few SpongeBob fans to actually try and tell me that I was screwing myself up and begging to be followed when I made the Null thread and the shitpost thread out of anger for being outed as a cyberbully on SBFanon wiki and all I was trying to do was make myself look better on that wiki by attacking this site since at the time I was still being autistic about SpongeBob and children's cartoons in general. I didn't know how to respond to their comments about this site when I was outed as a cyber bully even though I didn't see myself as a cyber bully at the time I was here, but Stancakes was able to respond to them by telling the users that Enterology was spergy as shit and what the site is actually about. Joining that wiki was a mistake since I was only mostly there to make title cards and replace the MS-paint artwork I saw and help out the community which I did a bad job at since I was lazy at the wiki and didn't try to tell anyone what they were doing was wrong like making terrible spinoff wikis such as Sham Entertainment wiki in which he tried to tell me to make a page of myself when I knew that wiki would go absolutely nowhere just like the other shitty spinoff wikis they made that day. However I wouldn't be able to criticize anyone for writing poorly on the wiki now since I was dealing with a wiki with low expectations and I've wrote terrible crap myself. Unfortunately, I overstayed my welcome on the wiki and completely forgot that what I was doing was autistic although not as bad as what I did in Kiwi Farms or ED since all I really did was sperg about cartoons and acted autistic about SpongeBob on SBMania and SBFW. If my wiki works were much worse pieces of crap they would have been posted on thread which I am surprised they haven't already and not just the abysmal Enterology fanfic which I know is the worst of them.

Making flashy title cards does not make the wiki less autistic and this isn't including the awful and lazily made Enterology movie poster and similar works of same quality, what would truly would make the wiki less autistic would be for me to simply not care about children's cartoons and walk away for being a terrible writer and sperg. Within that wiki and DeviantArt, I was basically an autistic child who thought that I was good at art simply because I knew how to use filters. An important lesson I've learned is that filters do not produce real art, actually having talent and taking the time to draw does which was something I slowly forgot when the wiki and DA praised my work. Even though I thought the title cards were good, I still thought that they had huge flaws since they were repetitive and a lot of them look similar. The only reason why I continued to make them was because the wiki and DA liked them. On one of my posts on the fanon thread, I mentioned that I only got into fanfiction was to see if I am a better writer than Enter. That post was a joke and I wasn't being serious there since the real reason was to make title cards since I felt that they liked them. Unlike the title cards which are just boring, the stories I've made were way worse with them being either laughable or forgettable. Enterology was only one I've made towards Enter and Kiwi Farms and I have to admit that it is the worst of them due to being an edgy crossover parody that tries to be like Kingdom Hearts and fails to recognize how to be a parody. Where as the other small number of stories I've wrote are still god awful but aren't awful in the same way Enterology is terrible since at least the others aren't shitty edgelord crossovers with more than 2 cartoons mixed in. I've always found Pooh's Adventures to be autistic since it tried to mix as many cartoons as possible within the same setting and should have ditched the terrible idea to not replicate its flaws. When I should have realize that was more to what made Pooh's Adventures cringewrothy and it was the fact that they didn't write out the acts of literature and were lazy. Anyone who says I make nothing but fanfics about the Entersphere and Kiwi Farms is lying to themselves. I will admit that making SpongeBob fanfiction is just as childish especially if I am making crappy ones, but only one of them was even related to Kiwi Farms or the Entersphere. I didn't try hard on the wiki because I was dealing with an easy audience to appeal to who hardly ever told me to scrap an idea which isn't surprising considering the lack of quality control there, but I didn't ever think about how people would view my works outside the wiki or SBMania.

When I first left, I thought it was just the wiki and being autistic about cartoons that was making me a lolcow but it wasn't. Me being autistic about SpongeBob was bad, but it wasn't nearly as autistic as the weening I committed in July, August, and the Entersphere board. I wasn't able to grasp the fact that I should have stopped weening back then, but I continued anyways because I wanted to troll Kiwi Farms for the lulz and thought that they were cyber bullies and meanies based on other opinions outside the farms and what they were doing to me even though they never did anything to me and it was really me trolling myself and making myself a fool here the whole time. Sanae Kochiya even tried to help me even though I thought Shane was lying about the different ideologies at Kiwi Farms since everyone seemed to have the same ideology and I didn't think that the towel kin person or the bronies that Shane Kozyan mentioned was real. When in reality that they only made the first thread of me because I was being a massive idiot. Also, I thought that it wasn't fair that /cow/ had a page while Kiwi Farms didn't when Kiwi Farms is mentioned on the sluthate and wizardchan pages and that it would fill a gap. At the time I didn't see the difference between /cow/ and Kiwi Farms and saw them both as Internet Stalker Forums.

My revenge against Kiwi Farms wasn't because they were supporting Enter now and that I wanted revenge on Enter. It was because I grew a disinterest towards Internet Stalker Fourms and found the Entersphere trolling to be dumb, unfunny, and wrong. Yet for some reason I still made that weird image saying Entersphere Railways on ED, but that was uploaded only because I was being EpicLars so I was trying to act like him since I wasn't the real EpicLars. The real EpicLars eventually showed up on ED under the name EpicLlars only to get banned for stealing a username after making an edit to the Null page. I took the image down as soon as it was up because it was spergy as shit and replaced it with the sentence "I am the Ween" which didn't have anything to do with trolling Shaner since I didn't start trolling the person after he was milked. When I did I found the trolling to be boring since trolling Shaner wasn't funny or right either and kept asking "Who are you?" Also didn't like how Kiwi Farms stalked their own userbase. I was really scared of becoming a full lolcow because I thought the Kiwis were actually going to find me or someone else in my family and blame them for what I did.

After doing this I was scared of getting of thread since I knew I fucked up so I tried to troll as Lennyboy in retaliation since the Entersphere thread popped up again and they couldn't leave the Entersphere alone and I didn't want to be reminded of my past on that board I despised so much. The funny thing is about my thread and that thread was that most of the people who posted on them are from the Entersphere board and didn't see any members who didn't participate in that board post there. In my thread these people are still complaining about WhoWantsStanCakes when he is completely off topic since they can't let go of a grudge against the Entersphere weens. I kinda wish I was never apart of the board since I know that Enter is not a lolcow and his rabid haters and fans are just dumb children who care too much about cartoons or cartoon fans and should be ignored as well.

I am just a kid and I really don't want to end up like Connor Bible or other lolcows when I am older. I know what I did was wrong and I have been doing nothing but beating myself up for my misdeeds for being a bad person and fearing about how I screwed up my future by becoming a lolcow. I wonder if I am worrying over nothing since this thread hasn't gone anywhere and there could be more dumb comments that I am ashamed of posted here. All I am is a shitty E-bin ween that sperged about cartoons in an incredibly autistic way. I am not like ADF or Nick Bate who lived long enough to learn from their mistakes and had several opportunities to change their ways to become better people. I am not like Moleman where I think my fanfiction and artwork are good enough for a legit franchise that can make me money. Additionally, I do not have a huge ego for my terrible pieces of writing I have made and were made for fun. I still have plenty of time in my life to become more mature and grow out of being tryhard unfunny weening and being autistic about cartoons or Mr. Enter. I know that just being an Entersperg and being on the Entersphere doesn't make me a lolcow alone. Clay Claymore has sperged about Mr. Enter way more than I ever did by saying that he misses the Entersphere and that having a community of people talking about Mr. Enter in a negative light brought a tear to his eye. The difference between him and me is that he obeyed the forum rules which didn't cause him to become a lolcow where as I tried to shit post just to be a tryhard ween. Additionally, he wasn't a cartoon sperg who that made terrible autistic fanfiction or tried to support an autistic wiki just because they only liked one thing that I made. MyNameisChrome also was a fanon sperg and since he also behaved here and didn't try to troll this site, he didn't become a lolcow.

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Note: If you aren't reading this properly. You are probably thinking I just put this here to show that Clay Claymore is a lolcow. That is not the point here. The point is that Clay Claymore can sperg about Enter as much as he wants because he obeyed the forum rules wasn't a tryhard ween like I am. If these posts were Photoshopped with the ZSponge username and image they would be on my OP especially since the third post is very similar to what I have on the OP.

Many people on this website still think I have this huge grudge against Enter. I may have created the Enterbot template along with those anti-Kiwi Farms images on ED but it was done to troll El Spazzo's user page and not Mr. Enter or his Enterbots.

https://encyclopediadramatica.se/index.php?title=User:El_Spazzo&action=historysubmit&diff=769405&oldid=769404 (Man, this just screams ween and immature. I should have stopped long ago.)

Unfortunately this gave El Spazzo, a template to put on any article he wanted like the Rise and Fall of Nickelodeon page. If I truly still had a grudge against Mr. Enter, I would have talked about missing the Entersphere and trying to still get Enter hurt. Instead what I did was troll Enter's trolls and ask Kiwi Farms to delete the Entersphere pages under a guest account on the feedback thread which has been moved to the lolcow wiki sub-forum. My grudge that I had during the Entersphere wasn't like El Spazzo who mindlessly hated him or CartoonFreak666 who hated him simply because he saw Enter not like an episode of SpongeBob that he liked. My original grudge for him was caused by misinformation across the Internet that he was a terrible person and a talentless hack who takes cartoons too seriously. Enter is not a terrible person, but he definitely has his share of flaws. Growing Around is definitely better and has more artistic value than any of the crap I've done this year. I remember seeing a video where he helped advertise one of fan's products who made something special for him. This video was proof that Enter nor his fanbase weren't as bad as I originally thought they were and my original weening towards him was for absolutely nothing because it wasn't funny nor was Enter a terrible person.

Now I don't troll anymore and haven't trolled within two months simply because I saw what I fool I was making myself into by doing shitty weening, bad writing, being an awful sperg, and not listening to people calling out my bullshit I've finally declared that I will no longer ween Kiwi Farms along with anyone else on the internet. I wasn't serious in most of my shitposts and ones where I was serious such as any of the cartoon sperging that wasn't a shitpost. Now it pretty stupid to show up here under the name Slayer of Enterbots since calling yourself the slayer of anything is a huge sign of being an edgelord and makes anyone look bad. I didn't see that username as a problem at the time since I never had any experience in trolling or knew anything about lolcows, flame-wars, or trolling when going to this site. Trying to get two under-aged spergs was dumb because young people like me often say stupid stuff or don't think through the consequences of their actions. The first time was due to ignorance and the second time where I talked about BlackFlag01 was due to him making a terrible commentary which a sign of the future that I was making a terrible mistake since he acted like a sperg with no good points in that video and had nothing of value to say. I was also the one talked to him and told him to start making commentaries and I was just butthurt that the video went nowhere and he failed me. When I asked about how the subform was going away, I just wanted to know who would make a better lolcow since I knew Enter wasn't funny at all. Looking back at my old account, I can see how terrible the posts are and even cringe just by looking at the account at all. Kinda sucks that I followed in the footsteps of other Enterspergs which lead me to my mess. Kids should never be never given a thread and I shouldn't have followed the footsteps of bad trolls.

Most of my posts were just misguided opinions where I did not think though such as one where I compared Enter to Sarkeesian and thought it was okay to do that simply because Clay Claymore did that on twitter. Any post about underrated cartoons was done because I wanted to know if you just hated MLP:FIM or other cartoons for being overrated, hated it for being a cartoon, or hated it because it's fanbase was childish. My A-Loggy two posts towards Null and RogerRabbit and rewriting Enterology by simply changing the names to Kiwi Farms people were not serious at all because all the people on the Farms were doing was trying to tell me to stop being a sperg and E-Bin ween leave. I hope that this post wasn't written like the last one where it didn't feel like an apology and rather a desperate plea for mercy. While I do have problems, I am not like Chris Chan or the Barneyfag who solely blames their problems on autism, children's cartoons, SpongeBob, or other people because I know my actions are my own fault due to thinking that acting retarded and shitposting is the same as trolling and that I can easily get away with my actions.

It was never the fanfiction wiki that made me autistic because if the fanfiction wiki wasn't about SpongeBob and about something else or had less terrible fanfiction, it wouldn't have made an impact on my retarded decisions and writing since making shit on one site would still be shit on another website. If my misdeeds spread outside the farms and the SBFW it could attract the same weens who have trolled Enter and they would do way worse to me than I have done to Enter, Kiwi Farms, or his trolls. It is a good thing that this thread hasn't exploded in popularity or gotten somewhere so I don't really feel the full effects of cyberbullying or trolling that much. Most of the time when I complain on this thread, it is never about any actual bullying done to me but rather me beating myself up for doing the same series of misdeeds this year. I am terribly sorry for forcing Alan Pardew to remove my bullshit shitpost threads, pissing off Shane Koycan by lying that I was going to leave the internet, pissing off Null by giving him a thread, pissing off RogerRabbit by calling him a rabbit that deserves to die, and others after telling them that I was going to stop trolling when I really didn't. As much I can say that I am sorry, saying sorry doesn't cut it based on one of Connor's posts below.

One of Connor's posts was that how the Kiwi's posts made him look into himself when in reality he hasn't learned at all because he continues to work on stories that go nowhere and I hope that I do not become him or follow his footsteps or become worse than him. All I am is some E-bin ween, I not going to make or join some kind of splinter site if I get pissed off and fail or try to come up with more revenge schemes since I already feel retarded and have no interest to troll others. I've defiantly learned a valuable lesson which is that if something is bugging me and I should just ignore it and not try to attack it by acting retarded on purpose or more retarded than I usually am. I have made efforts to stop sperging about cartoons and Mr. Enter since I don't talk about them as much as I did back when the board was up. Just by being a cartoon sperg, fanon sperg, or entersperg does not make someone a lolcow, but saying really dumb stuff while being sincere about it does make someone a lolcow. Another reason why I am not a lolcow is because most lolcows when they do something cringewrothy, they think it is perfectly fine while I can see the flaws in my own work and actions. People who do stupid stuff on the internet and aren't lolcows stop doing the cringewrothy stuff that made them lolcows in the first place. If I continued to make bad decisions after the creation of this thread, I would be a full blown lolcow. While I didn't recognize that the trolling I was doing was cringewrothy aside from the trolling attempts where I just trolled anyway despite knowing that it was terrible. If I never tried to attack or joined Kiwi Farms in the first place, than this thread wouldn't exist along with the Entersphere thread within Community Watch or the other ZSponge thread. I totally acted like a massive idiot and looking at my post history, failed trolling attempts, I can just feel the cringe that I have created. I hope that that I didn't make this post another bitchfit since I am sincere this time. I am still very young and I don't want to feel the full fledged affects of trolling and become miserable. I am still probably going to cause a lot of drama just by posting this since this post is long and there are probably some stupid actions that I did that I didn't mention in this post or didn't go into enough detail.

How do these cows have so much time to spend on these walls of text. That must have taken at least 2 hours

 

[wheat pasta]

 

[BarneyKillsKids]

How do these cows have so much time to spend on these walls of text. That must have taken at least 2 hours

I've completely lost now. My post sucked. I can't believe now much of a sperg I am. I can't see Alan locking it now and I also feel like he was trolling me since I didn't see any long responses on the other halal threads.

 

[KFC]

I've completely lost now. My post sucked. I can't believe now much of a sperg I am. I can't see Alan locking it now and I also feel like he was trolling me since I didn't see any long responses on the other halal threads.

dude shut the fuck up