So during the latest live ("I MISSED YOU GUYS PART 2") she's going on about "curing her diabetes", once again...
"I don't have diabetes by the way! I don't! Because my blood sugars are normal... actually they're really good. They're like
really normal!". (Note that she's nodding her head like a bobble-head doll for the entirety of this proclamation [I'll leave the body language experts to dissect that, lol.])
She continues "all I know is when I tested my blood sugars they went from 17, 14, down to like... 11, 10... now it's 5.8!".
"So..."
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"Yeah I don't have diabetes. I mean diabetes is high blood sugar and I don't have high blood sugar! ... Or insulin resistance, sorry."
She then responds to a comment about her legs. "That's not diabetic rash. Just because you guys believe something and think it's true, doesn't mean it is."
"Pre-diabetic?!", she guffaws and rolls her eyes in response to a VIBs comment.
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"You don't focus on the fact that I went from level 17 down to 5.8. All you focus on is "well that's still pre-diabetic!". Like you have to be miserable about something! There's like nothing good in my fucking life I can do! Like you guys are miserable. Why do you think so negatively all the time, how do you live with yourself? I dunno... I couldn't be like that, always negative."
I dunno, I just thought this whole thing sums her up perfectly. Better to live a sweet lie than face a harsh reality, hey gunt?
Edit: formatting
If shes even doing the test correctly, the test strips are not old or she’s taking odd readings at random times......and if by some miracle her diabetes has reverted to pre-diabetes, she’ll never know because she won’t go and get a current A1C.
if it’s not diagnosed, she hasn’t got it. Schrödinger‘s test results again. Just like Amber and her sleep apnoea.
It doesn’t matter, anyway. It just means that diabetes might not be the one thing that takes her down first. It’ll be something else....
She’ll just never wake up after passing out high without her. CPAP.
There will be another blood clot or stroke.
That hernia will strangulate and a sepsis from a dead bowel is quick to kill.
Her heart will give out after a line...or just give out. It is probably massively enlarged.
She has very severe NAFLD. This can be death sentence.
But, it’s Chantal. And she sees one little random number and celebrates.
With all the abuse her body has taken it is tempting to embrace the ‘cockroach theorem’ and believe she’s invincible. She isn’t. She was just young. She’s getting older.
Even if she cockroaches on for years there will be no quality of life. Her brain is frying. She can no longer finish a coherent thought or sentence. She’s starting to admit to herself that she’s in a very bad place mentally. Her little world is imploding and this horrible, scary bum will probably manage to kill her spirit too.
She has a beautiful romance with this loathsome streak of piss. In her head, he is last chance at Prince Charming. When he decides the milk has run dry she will be utterly bereft. The longer he stays, the more he will squeeze from her and the worse she will feel it.
That little number on that test strip means very little to your miserable ‘life’, my girl. If you weren’t so unpleasant to my sensibilities I would be sorry for you. I feel bad for the cats everyday, even if it’s just because they have to smell her. Cats little noses are way more sensitive than ours.
I have personally trashed vegan4life on this thread before but in this case, I hope she persists and demands that her donation is used for a vet visit AND she can prove it. There has been much profligate spending lately so imagine that vegans money is gone. Oh, well....couldn’t happen to a nicer vegan, but it sucks for BBJ.
oh, and I remembered something from a while back. It was back around the time she visited her doc and went on a bit of a health kick (lasted 5 minutes) BUT at that time we speculated she’d had some bad news because she talked about taking out life insurance. Did she go through with this? And if she did, who was the beneficiary? It stuck out in my mind as a very un-Chantal thing to. Perhaps Egypt caught wind of this if she had the papers lying around.