This quote here perfectly summarises why you are a danger to the public.
The reason why humans have become so successful as a species is that unlike most other living organisms, we have developed empathetic emotions and protect each other as opposed to compete for resources. Given that we're able to treat a myriad of physical ailments most people now recognise that in order for humanity to succeed, focusing on our emotional health has possibly for the first time become more important than focusing on our physical health.
For pretty much anyone who has contact with children will tell you, we have an instinctive approach on making sure that we sacrifice our own needs to make sure that children are given the appropriate nurturing to become physically and emotionally healthy. You wouldn't let a child carry a heavy box you need quickly taken to your car because they don't have the physical strength to carry it safely, for example. Emotions are extremely complex even for adults, so we make sure children have a secure understand of what an emotion is and how to express it before moving on to introducing more complex emotional and moral situations. At the age of six, being able to recognise and express emotions such as "tired" or "anxious" can be difficult, which is why we simply the world around them to help them form an understanding of the confusing world around them.
The fact that you expect children to comprehend, let alone express such a complicated concept as sexuality is extremely concerning and signals that there is something very wrong with your understanding of others emotional needs. Not only have you used a magnitude of fallacious logic to incorrectly justify your actions, you sacrificed a child's needs to satisfy your own selfishness. That is a textbook definition of child abuse. Most people form relationships based on a mutual relationship of physical and emotional attractiveness, which as adults we seek relationships with other adults because we know that they for the most part have an understanding of the complex emotional needs required in a romantic relationship. The fact that you believe that a 14 year old has the ability to fulfill the emotional needs of an adult signals that you yourself have an extremely stunted emotional capacity which has led to you lacking in understanding into how damaging your actions and behaviours are.
Children that have been introduced into sexual behaviours become extremely traumatised by these events because they are forced into trying to understand something they are cognitively unable to do so. This can lead into very long-term self-esteem and attachment issues when as they grow older they develop new perceptions on the events which they were unfairly subjected to. Instead of accepting that you have engaged in extremely disgusting and damaging behaviour, painting yourself as the victim shows that you are very likely to commit the same actions again because you are unable to empathise with other people, no matter how many times you claim that you find children sexually unattractive.
We have every right to be angry with you because your actions go against our natural instincts to protect and help the vulnerable. You are not a victim; you have defiled a social contract that most people have an unspoken understanding of and deserve every repercussion that comes your way.