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You know.... in the end Rosenbaum got exactly what he had wanted. He was in the hospital because he was so disgusted and stricken with grief by his own actions that he couldn’t bare to burden his family or the world with his presence and instead made the only real choice he could. He tried to take his own life but even in that endeavor he failed and ultimately it would be Kyle who granted him the peace that had eluded him.
I wonder, if we could speak with Rosenbaum from the grave would he feel the same? After all, who could envy that sort of life? How could one know happiness while enslaved to their own addictions and unnatural urges? I think Rosenbaum understood that the things he had done were wrong and more than that had consigned himself to the belief that he would become trapped in his own cycle of mistakes. I think that when he left that night he was hoping to die amid the chaos. It was a second suicide attempt without a doubt. In a way Kyle served as the savior Rosenbaum so desperately needed.
I wonder, if we could speak with Rosenbaum from the grave would he feel the same? After all, who could envy that sort of life? How could one know happiness while enslaved to their own addictions and unnatural urges? I think Rosenbaum understood that the things he had done were wrong and more than that had consigned himself to the belief that he would become trapped in his own cycle of mistakes. I think that when he left that night he was hoping to die amid the chaos. It was a second suicide attempt without a doubt. In a way Kyle served as the savior Rosenbaum so desperately needed.