I keep coming back because I have nobody to talk to. I mean yeah a few Facebook friends and Reddit people but I am just so lonely that any human interaction helps. To be honest fighting with you people is all I have except for television and music and reading and stuff on Reddit and tumblr. I'm seriously so alone I can't stand it so even negative attention is attention.
Is that really the reason why you keep coming back though? Or is it that you're extremely manipulative and the idea of being in a situation that you are unable to control fills you with a deep sense of anxiety, thus you keep coming back to this thread using multiple methods to try and gain control of the situation? Let's examine some of your posts because from what I'm reading you fit pretty well into the definition of psychopathy.
Now she would call me daddy and I would be in control of her sexually and I would have power when I am being the daddy and she is playing my daughter.
Sex in a relationship typically is communicative, in that both parties both wish to pleasure themselves and pleasure their partner. This makes sense from an empathetic standpoint as we wish to show the other person how we feel about them and feel safe enough to expose ourselves to some degree of vulnerability. What you have described here is the desire for someone to serve you unconditionally purely for your pleasure and nothing else; what you are attracted to is not them as a person but the opportunity to dominate them psychologically to the point where they perceive something harmful (a daughter being sexually abused by their father) as pleasurable.
This line is almost spoken verbatim in this interview with a psychopath that sexually abused his own daughter. This is why paedophiles are sexually attracted to children; they are easier to manipulate and provide the psychopath an opportunity to act without being caught.
Now I think it's fair to say that you're not exactly in control of the discussion in this thread; every claim that you are making is being rebutted with a large collection of evidence which shows your contradictions with no way of being able to deny their authenticity. Of course accepting their authenticity would require you to concede control of this situation, which I think both of us know isn't going to happen. So let's look at some ways you're attempting to control this situation whilst avoiding accepting the moral implications for what you have said and done:
I know no amount of logic or emotional plea is ever going to convince anyone here that I am harmless and I will never fuck another child but, I don't need you to believe me. I believe it about myself and that's all the approval I need. You lot have dragged me into a Dee depression for the past few weeks making me doubt myself and hate myself which most or all of you think I deserve but enough is enough. I refuse to believe the lies you people say. I'm not a risk to anyone. I'm a good person goddamnit and I refuse to let you cyberbullies effect me anymore.
The first couple of sentences here show just how sensitive your ego is to accepting you did something wrong. Instead of accepting that our refusal to believe you are not a danger to the public is understandable given your previous actions, you have denied that you should accept repercussions for your actions and instead be given a second chance. Saying sorry and expecting forgiveness is not an acceptable consequence for what you have done; you deserve an extremely harsh punishment and no amount of repenting will ever undo the damage that you have done. Any person that practices the same actions as you also deserves to be treated in such a way and any belief that you should be exempt because you "made an honest mistake" is both extraordinarily arrogant and completely dismissive of the trauma any sexual abuse victim goes through.
Why is why from the third sentence onward you try your next tactic to control this situation; manipulating people into guilt. This in itself shows that you are at least cognitively aware of the difference between right and wrong which as humans, we always want to do right. Making someone upset is usually associated with being wrong and something we actively try to avoid, however instead of accepting how you did something wrong instead you are trying to turn the tables here by saying that if we agree that making people upset is usually a bad thing, we have upset you and therefore have done something wrong. In this way you avoid taking responsibility yourself and place it upon us, which is further demonstrated in your weak attempt at appealing to moral superiority:
Yes I have done horrible things but that doesn't make me a bad person. I choose to do good. Even though you all hate me I refuse to have hate in my heart poisoning me. So, even though I am not a Christian I will take Jesus' advice and love my enemies. So I may answer more questions and posts but I am going to try my best to not attack anyone unless they really deserve it. That's why I stopped stalking tabbitcha, she didn't deserve it. She may be a person that I don't like. I refuse to hate her anymore so I let it go. I wish you all peace and I hope you will someday be able to find something else to occupy your time.
Forgiveness is usually seen as a positive trait and one we are normally encouraged to emulate. By attempting to present yourself as someone capable of forgiveness, you are attempting to establish a new moral high ground in the hopes that we will try to better you by practicing forgiveness upon you, this relieving you from the responsibility of your actions. What you forget however is that in order to practice forgiveness, you first have to be the victim of wrongdoing, thus revealing once again your victim complex and how you actually have not achieved moral superiority, but instead are once again prioritising your selfishness and refusing to accept negative consequences for you actions.
Then there's your last ditch attempt at trying to control the situation:
I know that this will do nothing but rile y'all up into a frenzy of hatred and anger telling me I don't deserve to ever be happy but you are wrong.
Here's your ultimate dismissal of anyone else's feelings so as to protect your own; it's our problem that we're angry and not yours, so we should stop trying because you will never give us the satisfaction of admitting your wrong. That's why you keep coming back here, because you have justified to yourself that by making us angry you are in control of us, even though really you'd like us to go away because our criticism of you makes it more difficult to distance yourself from the actions you committed. The biggest irony here is that you don't even have control over yourself and that just by quickly looking through your autistic shitposting, I have a better understanding of who you are then yourself.
Which I find hilarious.