Marshall doesn't take drugs, he's been under a lot of pressure with work the last few weeks and I notice signs of fatigue from him at times.
I have a hard time believing the two of you are always sober. There are a number of instances where it seems like you guys are frequently doing drugs. We don't have any solid evidence for this other than your behavior and "thought" processes.
The fact that you think Marshall would even listen to anything you say. Keep dreamin' Goy.
That's one of the reasons I picked Marshal: he isn't a mental pushover. He can hold a personal convicted and stick with it, even when society doesn't agree.
The advantage I had meeting Marshall after he had been through some difficult relationships is that he knew what he was getting with a daughter of YHWH, so he appreciates me because I am a woman who lives a clean honest life and doesn't go sleeping around on him.
What, you thought you would make speak Lashon Hara and plant some thoughts into Marshall's head and he'd come yelling at me? Marshall is 37, not 17, he's not going to fall for that. And BTW, Marshall will come up with a reason to yell at me even without you lol I already know how to let it slide like water off a duck's back. Me looking at Marshall after one of his anger episodes at me: "Are you done yet?"
LMAO Marshall isn't going to give up a steady flow of pussy. You said it yourself: young men are horny a lot. (So are healthy young women, but I won't go on a rabbit trail). Marshall is a young man who is only 37 years old. That's still young. His cock still can maintain very hard erections. That usually doesn't subside in a male until 50+. Which is not to degrade older men, it's just a fact that bodies lose their sexual vigor as they get older. Its Elohim's way of signaling to people they need to start focusing on others things in different seasons of life. That's why I don't waste my youth not prioritizing having a good sex life. Do it while you're young.
I don't have lust for younger men in their 20s. Because when I see those young bucks in their 20s, I see trouble! I like a man with fine lines on his face because those are wisdom and experience on his face. Mature people are less trouble!
Also, at my age (36) the wider jaw line of a man over 35 is just so incredibly sexy. I can't wait to see Marshall in his 40s - when a man's bone structure is at its peak. Mmmm yum yum.
Hey, I've overcome the challenges of my 20s and have been riding the same dick my entire 30s. After I turned 30, I've been with one man. Where's the fucking credit?!
I guess people have a hard time giving you credit here because, from all outward appearances, it seems like you're just unable to leave him for reasons outside of your control. You've left a number of times before but always had to come back. We believe you came back because you had no other options left available to you.
It said the reason for it when I posted it. Go back and read it.
I know the reason you stated, I just don't believe it. I don't think you believe it either. Seems like such a strange thing to ask for. You don't think so? I'm almost 100% certain that I've never been asked for that in an online or IRL interaction ever before. The way this sticks out in my mind already, it seems like I'd remember if this was the second time it's happened. It's kinda gross, Melinda, because I don't think you were joking like Baby Yoda and his requests for shithole. Otherwise you would've asked for a photo, like the butt picture. You've said before that only illustrated erotic material may be consumed for personal arousal sessions. Seems similar to if I asked you for a stamp of your pussy or something. If you don't think so, tell me how you think it's so different?
More importantly, whenever the abuse is hurled, you hurt yourself first and foremost.
I believe this to be very true, in
most circumstances
. If you can devalue another person then you can devalue yourself. This is also one road of many that leads to cults and addictions, the need to believe that you're better than normal people. It's a very dangerous game to play, I've seen so many people lost this way. No matter how great you think you are, you should never, EVER think you're better than a normal person. It's very dangerous. Melinda and Marshall and Andrew are all victims of this disease. Like some diseases, it'll get worse and worse the longer you carry it.
When you dehumanize another person then you also dehumanize yourself. Very true. I don't think following "the golden rule" is realistic. A much more realistic rule that can be followed is "the silver rule", or "don't do unto others what you would not want done to yourself."
All of that goes out the window in the right set of circumstances and I believe these circumstances are being met by these... individuals. You can't let people just do whatever they want, she is deeply in the wrong and it's time to finally suffer some consequences for her atrocious behavior.
Her suing Josh like she is isn't illegal, but it shouldn't be tolerated. Her homeschooling those poor kids isn't illegal either, but it also shouldn't be happening. Can you imagine being one of those poor kids, stuck with her 24/7? How fucked up would you be if that were you? Viruses are spirits and shit?! Wasn't someone saying that her sister was trying to get the kids away from her? That's also news to me, but it makes perfect sense, doesn't it?
Sometimes a punishment isn't always about correcting an offender's behavior. Sometimes a punishment should be employed to create an example. "If you do shit like xyz, this is what happens." That is very important for society, and kinda like the point of this site in some ways.
There are exceptions to every rule and guideline, these two are extremely exceptional individuals. lol
Such realization is one of few things that would fill my heart with dread.
It's okay, I know what I'm doing. Actually, no I don't. It'll be okay though. Trust me.
