(I accidentally posted this shitty blog post lmfao, I would delete it but that would be even gayer)
AF had a period of time when by all measures it was the greatest motor for “right wing” cultural change. The Groyper Wars, and I would argue even through 2020. Many disagree but that’s what I think. AF was moving the ball forward. I personally might not have agreed with Nicks entire platform word for word, but there was a utility there that aligned with the broader goals I think most people agreed on with regard to the culture war we find ourselves subject to on a daily basis. It seemed to give hope to a lot of people during a specific time.
Today it just feels different. I’m not a groyper, and probably never was one. But I used to like some of them. I thought Nick was pretty talented and inspiring. When people were calling him a cat boy, I told them they were wrong and not getting it.
I slowly started to feel differently. I never trusted any of them. It was clear they were bullies in the true sense of the word. It was a club or pyramid scheme of egoes. It seemed cool when Patrick Casey and Scott G, and that one fat guy were around. Lloyd. There was a patriotic energy and everyone seemed excited. But the bullying, weird corporate …just… odd… energy with Beardson and all of them made me feel a lack of commonality. I’ve always hated groupthink and mindless conformity. Not just that but it seemed like that group of kids from HS that were mean to one another because they were losers without girlfriends. Couldn’t relate entirely. I may be a loser without a girlfriend but I’ve had plenty and have been up and down in life over time.
Part of me still likes Fuentes. I remember when he was leading GWar it did seem epic. Maybe I’m just not a fag, or I’m just too socially normal to be in AF. I like my life. I like cooking, reading, and hiking. It’s nice. I like when it snows. I don’t like watching people bully one another in weird livestreams and engage in creepy, socially bizarre cult behavior. It’s abnormal
Either way, it’s a bit perplexing. It all comes back to political sperging. What is “the goal”…? Nazi Germany 2? Israel for white people? Some kind of new civic nationalism where at least you can say nigger? Being “based and redpilled” on the internet?
“I just wanted to play video games. And now I’m fighting against a global Jewish conspiracy to genocide the white race.” (haha)
Globohomo still controls all centers of institutional power. They still own all the companies. They still set the cultural and social norms. They still say who can and can’t easily participate in society.
It was never about saving the white race, or Christ is Kang, or hating women, or saying nigger. I really think we lost track of the reason all this shit happened in 2015. It wasn’t for people like Nick. It wasn’t for people like Mike Enoch, or Milo, or Witzke. They’re all peripheral to the deeper nature of this “struggle” or zeitgeist. We all grew up believing it was cool to be individual, anti authoritarian, free thinking. That’s where creativity and fun comes from. Everyone wants to know why everything sucks today, and nothing is fun or real. It’s all connected. The JQ, racism, and fun. During gamergate we realized that if we were to defeat the SJW menace, we would have to get to the root of the problem. You couldn’t just beat around the bush. You had to go full steam into it.
But with that, there was a catastrophic backlash. Antifa, BLM, totalitarian level censorship, puritanical hysteria. Divisiveness like we’ve never ever ever seen in our countries. The immune response.
It feels like we are on a timeline that never should have happened. It should still be 2010 and we’re all just oblivious and none of this happened. But there were forces at work on Reddit making it completely inescapable. And out of that spawned people like Salty Cracker and Mark Dice to offer us the antidote to the troons.
It’s not about white nationalism. It’s not about political movements. There IS an aspect of that but it’s actually secondary and only as a result of the primary reason. The primary reason is a defense of liberty. Creative, social, cultural, comedic, artistic, institutional. A belief in truth and the freedom to be who you are, as you are, against any and all faggot authoritarian leftist retardation and psychological dysfunction.
Those noble goals got mixed up with Trumpism, AF, and other forms of retardation or autism that wanted to profit from them, or feed off of them. And the original reason was lost in the mix, and long forgotten. It was painted over with the faces of soulless e celebrities who siphoned every last drop of value they could in order to prop themselves up. All the while the true idea was completely blurred. buried.
It is a foolish dream. A fools dream. It might just be a dream, a strange flight of fancy. It might just be a bunch of bullshit. But the call is to get the fuck out of political movements and political autism and recognize that it’s more than that. We are fighting social and cultural tyranny in every aspect of our lives. At the club. At the theater. At the game store. We are the ones who lead the charge to create a world beyond this faggotishness and kikery .
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