Matt Evans / Beardson Beardly / “Beansoy Queerly” - Raging middle aged divorcee, 4’10 Hobbit of America First, seething incel, Nick Fuentes slave, soyboy, alcoholic, manlet, Age of Consent Abolitionist, rape fantasizer, groomer, mogged by Louie Theroux, Demoted Gutter Goblin, Doxxer & False Flagger

Techno-primitivist said:
@TheEx Real question:
How is it possible that he did not wake you up at night, when he was screaming the N word and arguing with people online for hours when playing Call of Duty?

How do you live with someone for 8 years and not notice they are known online for throwing romans and advocating for incelism?
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Easy take sleep medications lol. I did hear the n word and I told him that I didn’t like it. He just didn’t care enough to change. You can’t change anyone. That’s a hard lesson I had to face.
 
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TheEx said:
Easy take sleep medications lol. I did hear the n word and I told him that I didn’t like it. He just didn’t care enough to change. You can’t change anyone. That’s a hard lesson I had to face.
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Fair enough. That begs even more deep lore questions:
1) How long did it take for you to check out of the relationship to this point?
2) What did it take to get you there?
3) What did you like about him at the beginning that made you think "I want to marry the guy!"?
 
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TheEx said:
I’ve read about so many different religions and none of them resonate with me. I just do what I feel is right.
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Was Matt ever a religious guy? Did he lecture you on faith or try to laud it over you? It seems like something he jumped on only recently, and was very wishy washy when it came to his beliefs
 
Techno-primitivist said:
Fair enough. That begs even more deep lore questions:
1) How long did it take for you to check out of the relationship to this point?
2) What did it take to get you there?
3) What did you like about him at the beginning that made you think "I want to marry the guy!"?
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Around 2016 is when I checked out.

The main reason was because I didn’t like who he was becoming. I could tell a change.

He was so much fun! He loved to game like I did. We both went out and had a blast everywhere we went. I’m very outgoing so it was nice to have someone who would have fun with me. He also was intelligent which I like. We went to fast though. We were so young and wasn’t thinking about it.

GordonRameses said:
Was Matt ever a religious guy? Did he lecture you on faith or try to laud it over you? It seems like something he jumped on only recently, and was very wishy washy when it came to his beliefs
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He was raised Baptist I believe. When we met he actually turned me off of religion. He started talking about church some years ago. He wanted me to go but I was very uncomfortable with going. I didn’t mind if he went. It’s just not for me. I just didn’t like that he thought he could change my mind about it.
 
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TheEx said:
Around 2016 is when I checked out.

The main reason was because I didn’t like who he was becoming. I could tell a change.

He was so much fun! He loved to game like I did. We both went out and had a blast everywhere we went. I’m very outgoing so it was nice to have someone who would have fun with me. He also was intelligent which I like. We went to fast though. We were so young and wasn’t thinking about it.
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Fascinating.

1) To what do you ascribe this change of personality?

2) Where was he leaning politically before that? "Regular conservative"? Or the complete opposite?

3) Where do YOU stand politically?

4) If you subscribe to a Kantian vision of the world, do you not think that you have a moral imperative to drop all the secret lore on him, so that his dangerous worldview is not influencing young boys anymore?
 
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TheEx said:
Around 2016 is when I checked out.

The main reason was because I didn’t like who he was becoming. I could tell a change.

He was so much fun! He loved to game like I did. We both went out and had a blast everywhere we went. I’m very outgoing so it was nice to have someone who would have fun with me. He also was intelligent which I like. We went to fast though. We were so young and wasn’t thinking about it.
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What is your favorite game and why is it Cooking Mama?
 
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Techno-primitivist said:
Fascinating.

1) To what do you ascribe this change of personality?

2) Where was he leaning politically before that? "Regular conservative"? Or the complete opposite?

3) Where do YOU stand politically?

4) If you subscribe to a Kantian vision of the world, do you not think that you have a moral imperative to drop all the secret lore on him, so that his dangerous worldview is not influencing young boys anymore?
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You can just tell a change in someone. He became more conservative.

When we first got together he was a democrat. Over the years he was conservative and now he’s I’m guessing far right.

I know it’s going to sound like a cop out. But I dislike both sides. I don’t identify with a party. I feel like they’re both going after the same agenda

Probably. I’m just not there yet.

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@TheEx why did you move in with him after dating for such a short amount of time? i believe he said you were only dating for a month when you did
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He’s correct. It was two weeks though. I was going to move back to Missouri. Instead he told me that I could stay with him and we never lived apart after that.
 
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TheEx said:
He’s correct. It was two weeks though. I was going to move back to Missouri. Instead he told me that I could stay with him and we never lived apart after that.
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Beardson's on stream right now accusing you of being a fake, would you mind calling him to confirm that it's really you and you are on Kiwi Farms to clear the air on some details? He says that you two are still in contact
 
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@TheEx Consider a restraining order to stop him speaking of you. This is the only way I can think of to prevent him effecting your future life too much.

As an aside, when I brought up the list, the gf thing was just the first thing I recalled off it. I didn't mean to imply you wanted to stop him getting a girlfriend for some reason.


Also lol @ Beardson presumably getting mad over someone speaking of him nicely. You need therapy dude, not 10k subs on Cozy.
 
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TheEx said:
Around 2016 is when I checked out.

The main reason was because I didn’t like who he was becoming. I could tell a change.

He was so much fun! He loved to game like I did. We both went out and had a blast everywhere we went. I’m very outgoing so it was nice to have someone who would have fun with me. He also was intelligent which I like. We went to fast though. We were so young and wasn’t thinking about it.
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I do have a question related to this if you don’t mind me asking. Did he scream about anyone or anything when he played games? I’ve seen him do horribly at Call of Duty and the things he’d scream about would make David Duke blush.
 
TheEx said:
I know it’s going to sound like a cop out. But I dislike both sides. I don’t identify with a party. I feel like they’re both going after the same agenda
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You are right in that both parties in the united states are for the same agenda, that's for certain. They love to disagree on issues that inflame you and I and then they will quietly come together with "bipartisan" support for unneccesarry spending bills, anti-privacy legislation, and foreign interest topics that their foreign monetary benefactors push via organizations like AIPAC or NORPAC. It's usually Israel, China, and the profiteering of the American public that they become a uniparty on. All that being said politics is generally very boring and you'd do well to ignore it.
 
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