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it is kind of ambitious but will hopefully scratch the itch of alice's day off
"Weight of your past". I wonder what that could relate to?
Is this from that new Visual Novel...yeesh.
Did they seriously put in Coomer Wojak in their visual novel?
Yes, there's actually quite a few times that the characters will have soy expressions. The last time it happens, it transitions into a dramatic conversation about being sad because their beards are more visible every time they get excited and open their mouths wide.Did they seriously put in Coomer Wojak in their visual novel?
Here's some key highlights from thislol what the fuck happened this time.
do we know who this is?
If you knew me previously and still call me by the name of Joll, I ask that you please call me Jolly instead. The older name I consider a deadname and it has a very different meaning to me despite it not being all that different.
My apologies if posting this so soon to your birthday causes some sort of issue or stress.
To Samael the Butterdragon:
Please take care of that plush and books if you would, I won't forget you.
To Final:
It will likely be a relief for you to know that I no longer have the logs, you can imagine which ones. They were deleted some time ago on my end.
To Wraith:
The very least I can do is offer to surrender the characters that I commissioned.
They were obtained through trickery after all.
No one knew I had an alt account in the server and was reading all that was being said about me.
Much of which, but not all, was rumors, blatant insults, and lies. To give some leeway, a lot of it seemed to be born from misinformation or things being twisted into something they weren't. As gossip often does, and boy was I a hot topic.
But to read all this while already in an extremely fragile mental state? To hear how people you considered friends were only putting up with you the entire time. To here how some people said that they wouldn't care or even wished that my attempts had succeeded. One of whom was the person you loved the most.
Then to later have someone who you trusted with the knowledge of how you were being abused by your family speculate that you're really the one responsible for all the ways you were abused and have people agree?
That last one especially damaged me, to the point I still have a trauma response when I think about it. Entering my room, mattress on the floor. Things piled into my room that weren't originally there. Everything covered in mouse feces with an aroma of urine heavy in the air.
My father was the only person I could talk to for the whole 24 hour drive. The man I was most afraid of.
His reaction could probably be guessed. Anger. He told me the things I should do, that I should get revenge, and that he'd even help me do it.
Which he did exactly. This is the main part I wanted to get at here.
My father was the one who told me to write the messages I did, to dox Opa, and most importantly I would think,
is that Opa was never in any real danger of my father coming up there.
He had me write a fake suicide letter right in front of him to take a picture of.
The whole story isn't completely fake however. A lot of the feelings I felt in that letter were true and I did actually go to the bluff with the intention to end myself while my father and mother were at work.
As well as if it was of any worry, the things I gained while on the path of trying to hurt others was deleted.
All that I collected then, with the exception of a screenshot of someone that I cared about saying that they don't care if I die.
It may sound silly, but I use that image to try and process certain feelings.
While I caused a lot of harm and hurt others first and foremost (which I hope at least a small bit has been addressed here), I was also hurt.
If I'm not approached to where I can discuss some of my own misgivings in a more private setting (or likewise address the hurt I caused more), then I will be making a doc similar in style to this one detailing how I was hurt, who caused said hurt, and proof of ways that I was wronged.
I don't particularly care about who this is, but this person states there was a callout post about them already AND they lived with Opa. They also use the term "shaper" like a title. @TheBigOne is "stagehard" another one of these?lol what the fuck happened this time.
do we know who this is?
Shaper is a role in the Eastar Floraverse server. A story helper/creator. Stagehand is an admin role (I think?) for the Owel server, composed of glip's closest 'friends'. I don't have much info about it. Just what I could glean from some screenshots a person sent of glip's crew dogpiling on someone when they said something the group didn't like. I suspect they're going to attempt to ruin that person's reputation and villify them like they've done with everyone else. Here's the original callout post on Joll.I don't particularly care about who this is, but this person states there was a callout post about them already AND they lived with Opa. They also use the term "shaper" like a title. @TheBigOne is "stagehard" another one of these?
Culty as fuck, lol. There's a difference between just roleplaying, and wrapping your whole life around this shit.
It's kind of conflicting for me to tell since while the comic examples featuring the horses look rather spot on to Glip's artwork as do the Purple Kecleon vent series (mind you, there is a surprising bit of those PK Vent pieces), their watercoloring just seems off in comparison to Glip's watercolored stuff? Then again, it's kind of hard to prove such when Glip really doesn't do much watercoloring the way Niwa does.View attachment 3062393
is it just me, or is this account an alt of PK's? The handwriting seems to match up exactly, and the content makes me think it's not just some absurd copycat.
and here's some of his/her paintings:
I did post about this person some time ago, I found it pretty weird that this account came out of the blue and was just posted floraverse "fanart"View attachment 3062393
is it just me, or is this account an alt of PK's? The handwriting seems to match up exactly, and the content makes me think it's not just some absurd copycat.
and here's some of his/her paintings:
Yeah and she needs to wash her pussy tooNiwa isn't glip. She's someone who likes glip's work but left the server. Still draws Floraverse shit. God only knows why. She asked to keep the details private. Doesn't want to start drama. Glip is just as manipulative as they were years ago. Glip hides it as trying to 'understand via sharing your feelings'. It's guilt tripping. If you don't feel guilty for 'hurting' them, they say you're manipulating them and don't care about anyone's feelings. In reality, they're mad for being told the truth. Glip hates themselves and doesn't like being reminded of that fact. If you loved yourself then you would try to help yourself through something like therapy. But you don't. You don't want to improve yourself. Otherwise, you would have accepted the help. Now you've lost someone who seemed to actually care about your mental wellbeing, glip. Good job. You've proven you can't change for the better. You've hurt someone AGAIN without any remorse because of your toxic coping mechanisms. You don't see what you've done wrong. Glip isn't insightful enough to write anything that sensible in Niwa's vent shit.
If I get what you're implying, then I feel a bit bad for Niwa. Imagine being such a big fan of something (albeit being Floraverse...), getting close to the creator of it, only to learn the creator is an emotionally abusive asshole.Niwa isn't glip. She's someone who likes glip's work but left the server. Still draws Floraverse shit. God only knows why. She asked to keep the details private. Doesn't want to start drama. Glip is just as manipulative as they were years ago. Glip hides it as trying to 'understand via sharing your feelings'. It's guilt tripping. If you don't feel guilty for 'hurting' them, they say you're manipulating them and don't care about anyone's feelings. In reality, they're mad for being told the truth. Glip hates themselves and doesn't like being reminded of that fact. If you loved yourself then you would try to help yourself through something like therapy. But you don't. You don't want to improve yourself. Otherwise, you would have accepted the help. Now you've lost someone who seemed to actually care about your mental wellbeing, glip. Good job. You've proven you can't change for the better. You've hurt someone AGAIN without any remorse because of your toxic coping mechanisms. You don't see what you've done wrong. Glip isn't insightful enough to write anything that sensible in Niwa's vent shit.