tw /// suicide and grooming
hi everyone im pipca, and im a former mutual of puppychan. recently puppychan got outed as a groomer, you can find out more on that here:
https://twitter.com/cudumber/status/1509040831587667970?s=20&t=UZu8dpDbSNggpTHZyM9Waw
considering i have gotten backlash in the past for being mutuals with them, i want to clear stuff up , as i was not involved with any of the controversial stuff they did. sorry if this is a bit jumbled and hard to read, im very tired.
pup followed me around summer 2021(?). our dms go back to around june. this was before they were really on the radar and this was around the time they were mostly considered okay, drawing sfw stuff. this was before the gothfield and suggestive art stuff.
regardless, we didn't talk much. i would reply to their art once in a while, but that was the extent of our interactions. we spoke once in june 2021, and didnt speak again 1-to-1 until october 2021. even then it was barely conversation, i mostly just commented on an art piece they made and they replied and then none of it.
this all went downhill on december 2021, when i made a vent tweet about my slow rise to 10k. they replied to it thinking i was shitting on someone they were friends with (i wasn't), and they also subtweeted me:
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/612843815249772557/958817648232247396/1639951717217-png.png
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this reply and subtweet caused a bunch of people to dogpile me, which i expressed my upsetness about and deleted the tweet. she apologized to me in a tweet but i said the damage was already done. she then dm'd me
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i accepted this apology, but not long after they told me thoughts of suicide.
https://media.discordapp.net/attach...3632/Screen_Shot_2022-03-30_at_4.05.00_PM.png
now, puppy has a history of "suicide baiting" to get out of trouble and i guess i was a victim of this. nonetheless they are still alive to this day. i told them during this conversation that they are worthy of life, and to not kill themselves, but they never replied to me. after this, we didn't speak for a while.
fast forward to january 2022 where puppy was starting to get into controversy for her "suggestive" art, most of which depicted borderline nsfw situations or straight up nsfw situations. looking back i definitely should have unfollowed or discussed it further with them, but since i was already going through a lot with my personal life on top of my already existing 4000 mutuals, many of which i was way closer to than pup, i chose to stay neutral on it for now.
this changed when i was contacted by a fellow who i will call A. (to not cause dogpiling) i don't know who A is, their personal life, or what they want with me, but they used to follow me. they would DM me all the time asking to unfollow puppychan and usually i would just delete the DMs. this was around the time puppy was getting memes spread around of them but since i didnt see pup do anything worthy of unfollowing to me, i simply ignored him. on what felt like the 15th time i got dm'd about it, i was at work and cranky. so instead of deleting and ignoring the dm, i didn't read the DM and bitterly told him to fuck off.
this was a bad decision.
https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/612843815249772557/958821641620717628/Screen_Shot_2022-03-30_at_4.14.49_PM.png?width=446&height=545
this DM doesn't do me justice. first of all, i don't know who fourlung is, hell i still don't. the only mention ive seen of fourlung is this post where im apparently buddies with this person ive never met. i lied here because i was tired about getting DM'd 8 times a week about puppy did this puppy did that. i take responsibility for being reckless but im innocent.
also this dude has a hate boner against me for some reason anyway, comparing me to pcc like we're the same person even tho we barely interacted. so i dont think his argument held much water anyway. he got yelled at for being an annoying shit and i got punished for it. i lost tons of friends over this one interaction.
https://twitter.com/nescartridges/status/1501612300230217731?s=20&t=ZKOgEof2Xk6i9bDqdBzDuw
anywho, most of my friends came to the rescue and said "hey, this is weird. dont drag pipca into this." meanwhile i got a dm from puppy saying basically again "Hey sorry you're getting in trouble for my actions". i wasnt playing around this time.
https://media.discordapp.net/attach...1685/Screen_Shot_2022-03-30_at_4.16.43_PM.png
we broke the mutual and didn't talk after this. sometime after this, im guessing in february, pcc blocked me. i dont exactly know why, but considering a friend also shared the same experience, it was because i wasn't exactly keen on the whole suggestive art ordeal. and neither was most of twitter: february to now has been peak anti-puppychan. i talked about them briefly on an alt account, saying how i hope people dont compare me to them, and i got this a few minutes later:
https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/612843815249772557/958823531209175070/FNnAMQ2X0AMcpe8.png
(selma is a friend of mine who was also former friends with pcc)
this was the last interaction i had with pcc, a rather aggressive dm. im aware of the last part, but considering this is our last interaction, im going to override it.
since then puppy has been outed for being a groomer, as well as still not really holding themselves accountable for it or trying to be better. and i cant really say i didn't see it coming. part of me wishes i didnt associate with them prior, but then again, i was clueless to what was going on behind the scenes.
i wanted to talk about my personal experience with pcc tho so they can be held accountable for their actions, as well as to make it clear im not involved. i do not condone any of pcc's past actions or present, including suibaiting, grooming, and showing borderline porn to minors. and that is my 2 cents.
tldr; puppy is a groomer, i used to be mutuals with them, they kept getting into shit and never improving upon themselves, i got called out for something i wasnt even a part of, i am no longer associated with puppychan