You spent roughly 8 minutes apologizing, and swearing how you are changed.
Not ONCE did you express any regret on the pain YOU inflicted on young, lonely, sad CHILDREN.
Do you know who you sound like?
When Jeffrey Dahmer was uncovered for his crimes--a man who DRILLED A HOLE INTO A 14-YEAR-OLD'S HEAD AND POURED ACID INTO IT--the first thing he said was that he should die for his crimes.
Do you know why he said that?
It wasn't because he was sorry. He never once expressed regret for his actions. His victims were trophies in his mind.
You aren't sorry for what you did.
You will always carry your victims in your mind as trophies.
You are trying to take control of your own narrative by coming on here.
It's about control. You still want to be the one in control.
This isn't Reddit, where some Mod will ban naysayers who will call you out.
People here aren't going to fall for your song and dance, no matter how big of a production you put on.
If you really want to do the right thing, you need to disappear.
No more online presence.
No more seeking out an audience where you can regurgitate your narrative over and over again.
For the sake of YOUR VICTIMS--NOT YOU--YOU need to disappear.
Let's see if you can do that.
If you can't, and I'm willing to bet Vegas money you can't, you're a miserable piece of shit, and deserve drunken mob justice.