"Mad at the Internet" - a/k/a My Psychotherapy Sessions

What do you mean? It's not like you're pulling a DSP and sniffling every single week (or day). Just stream when you feel like streaming. Otherwise, what is the point?
That's a lot of shitting on the person who first told us what would happen if we let Jews into space in an effort to let humanity live peacefully among the stars.
 
I don't know what it was about last stream but I've never seen such negativity both during and after the stream. I guess next time I'm sick I'll just skip the week.
Well I enjoyed it!

EDIT: So Null, for your next theater, can we get your review of...
 
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Been listening to old MATI’s, I don’t know why I made this
Edit: thank you for the suggestion @Autist in a Barrel 3D1B1CC0-EDD4-4660-8F70-0D9FF524AEA6.jpeg
 
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I don't know what it was about last stream but I've never seen such negativity both during and after the stream. I guess next time I'm sick I'll just skip the week.
i didn't mind the voice, i liked the parts when you talked about turning red & the ralpha ring so overall i think it's a good stream
 
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I don't know what it was about last stream but I've never seen such negativity both during and after the stream. I guess next time I'm sick I'll just skip the week.

People were being negative before the show even started, it has to be they're annoyed about something else or, more likely, they have deliberately set out to try and get a reaction. The person who superchats everyone asking if you and Metokur are best friends is out in force - that's the person who freaks me out most, they've spent a fortune to constantly ask the same question over and over. Some of the other names commenting are dedicated Null alogs (enough so that I recognize the names straight away).

You should take some vacation weeks and feel free to rest if sick, but the show was perfectly fine from an audience member's perspective; I enjoyed it, at the very least.
 
Nothing really all that funny has happened this week (the first hour was mostly Musk, Torba and a bit of Russia) that is really worth commenting on by the audience, so all the comments that would usually joke about or discuss, or react to some of the juicier content are missing, while the people sperging and being assholes are there just the same, with little to no counterweight.

I will say that Rammstein is, in my book, all about emphasizing degeneracy, grotesqueness and hypocrisy in human and German culture, as well as some of Germany's history.
There's an entire song about a young boy locked in his room, hearing his sister who is his caretaker receiving Johns (presumably because she has to prostitute herself to make ends meet) in the next room, as he distracts himself by playing with a doll. It is also implied that he is heavily sedated during the day and it ends with him looking through the keyhole he'd routinely use to watch and seeing someone beating his sister to death, prompting him to finally lose the rest of his marbles and destroy the doll.

A lot of it is intentionally icky, disgusting and one-sided (as in Moscow, emphasizing the power of the Oligarchy and the corruption of the russian state as embodied by the city) but I don't really see an issue with that.

If you ever get the chance to see them live, I do highly recommend it, their stage show is something else (here's the song about the doll):
 
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For the record @Null, a gabbai and a shabbos goy are two different things:

A shabbos goy is a non-Jew who lights fires or relights fires that blew out and turns on or off lights, air conditioning, etc. which observant Jews are prohibited from doing on sabbath.

A gabbai is a senior member of a synagogue who's job it is to come early and make sure the heat/AC is on , the Torah is turned to the correct portion, the eternal flame is still going, put charity boxes out, announce happenings in the community after prayers, clean up prayer books etc. etc. Typically unpaid, so I suppose the janny of the synagogue, if you will....
 
imo I don’t see how anyone missed the period part of turning red. Her mother literally chases her to school with a box of pads and hands her 10 boxes while she’s in the bathroom.

also there is one good South African and it’s the keque guy that does the 4chan green text stories. He seems pretty nice and puts a little bit more production into some of his vids.
 
I don't know what it was about last stream but I've never seen such negativity both during and after the stream. I guess next time I'm sick I'll just skip the week.
I'm confused, where's the negativity? I didn't see much complaining about it. If there's been people starting shit I doubt it has anything to do with the quality of stream, probably just a reaction to shit that's been going on recently. You being sick didn't affect it much at all, it was obviously just shorter than usual and a bit more chill.
 
The link for the fan youtube MATI archive is outdated on the website. There's an up-to-date one here.
Also, if anyone has trouble accessing the Odysee archive (sometimes I get a cloudflare page when connecting over Tor) you can access Odysee through a proxy and just search "mati".
 
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