I'm getting strong bipolar vibes. Writing 'several books', grand bonkers unifying theory of grease, victim of conspiracies, light psychotic delusions... All sounds a lot like hypo-bordering-on-mania.
Multiple times she mentioned her younger brother died recently (and I think suddenly), she was probably a little whacko before, now she is in a full meltdown mode.
"The guys on the meta sub seem to hate that I'm trying new solutions. Like "it's SO horrible for guys to prepare for meta, and the only way to grow a cock is phallo." Received the same internalized-transphobia about getting rid of my top surgery scars. "
Sorry for lack of archives, am phone posting. This gal is a fascinating specimen tho
Reminds me of that picture about Uncle Toms patented negro hair follicle-rejuvenation oil causing peoples scalp to swell up from all the allergic reactions it caused
Every new sentence in this comment leaves me more confused than the last. It's a wild adventure. "Terf mom throwing rotten food" at her? Antibiotics? Oral stem cells? She's probably going to survive this thing, but I give her ten years before she dies in a horrific chiropractic accident.
- Slathers self with greasy concoctions, results in rampant festering skin disease
- Is advised to use an anti-fungal, buys Vaseline instead
- Confused as to why she's still rotting alive
Whatever it is that makes a person disturbed enough to go the trans route will bleed into other parts of their life. This is the kind of thing I think of when people talk about "normal trans people who mind their own business." These people are not well, and a "normal" trans person is just one who hides it well and you haven't gotten to know them yet.
She says she dropped everything to tend to her scars, so I wonder if “my coworkers conspired to give me scars” is her mentally ill interpretation of them not letting her take a 15 minute Vaseline break every half hour.
I'm betting he committed suicide. That really fucks you up.
edit: nevermind she found him after a lethal seizure.
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On a lighter note here's a cope post from a black TiF that is pissy about not getting the big black dick she wanted. View attachment 3260232 Their YouTube
Our friend mrsweezydc (clearly meant as Mr Sweezy... but I think Mrs Weezy is more apt) from reddit.
She‘s panicking (rightfully so) about this massive rash she has developed over her entire(?) body, she says she is in massive pain, thinks she is dying. Same old troon exaggeration probably.
No you fucking retard, it is not normal. Not even close. Also she is 18 months post-op so why are her nipples like that?
Allegedly she has been rushed to the ER multiple times the last week or so over this worsening condition.
A few comments down and she admits that she has been wrapping her torso in medicated bandages and not allowing her skin to dry for 18 months! I don’t even... where the hell is the surgical aftercare team? She got her tits lopped off and no one told her how to care for the area afterwards?
Between this thread and the Munchausen-by-Internet thread, my faith in god is constantly tested. In what reasonable universe are these fucks actively killing themselves allowed to keep going while loving mothers are taken by breast cancer and beautiful children by brain and bone cancer?
I know on some level these people deserve empathy but I just feel contempt.
@sperginity said:
I thought about how many urethral complications there are with phallo and sought out some imaging studies. a urethrography involves putting a contrast into the urethra to get better images of the shape of it. in patients without suprapubic (above the pubic bone) catheters, they squirt constrast in from the outside. When they DO have a suprapubic catheter it usually makes more sense to do a voiding study, so they put contrast in through the catheter and take images while the patient pees. there are a mix of the voiding imaging studies and the normal kind.
I was having dinner with two of my former classmates tonight and showed them this post. One is a urologist and the other a general surgeon. What’s shocking is not that they saw this work as horrific malpractice (although they did). No, what shocked me is that they had zero clue that this was the level of incompetence involved with these procedures. They both told me they’ve been consistently told (although neither has yet had a “fully” transitioned patient, hence their lack of experience) by plastic surgeons involved in this work that SRS is essentially a solved problem. That the basics such as constructing a functional neourethra are so fraught with not only extreme, but multitudinous, complications confirms that each of these operations is basically just as experimental, and frankly unethical, as the one that came before.
Reminds me of that picture about Uncle Toms patented negro hair follicle-rejuvenation oil causing peoples scalp to swell up from all the allergic reactions it caused
If Sebi hadn't died of pneumonia, he would have probably sold Chris 1,000 bottles of his patented "Dr Sebi's Gender & Chromosome Chaning Oil", which is just cat pee mixed with peanut oil for flavor.
- Slathers self with greasy concoctions, results in rampant festering skin disease
- Is advised to use an anti-fungal, buys Vaseline instead
- Confused as to why she's still rotting alive
Whatever it is that makes a person disturbed enough to go the trans route will bleed into other parts of their life. This is the kind of thing I think of when people talk about "normal trans people who mind their own business." These people are not well, and a "normal" trans person is just one who hides it well and you haven't gotten to know them yet.
Say whatever you will about trans people, most of them are not this out of touch with reality*. I'm more concerned about the effects of trans online spaces on people like this woman. It's obvious from her posts that she is out of control and spiraling (she posted about breaking a chair at work because of misgendering, refused to take any responsibility and blamed everyone else) and no one in the comments called her on it. Every post she makes about her mother is met with dozens of replies telling her to cut off all contact, even though she's mentally unstable, broke, sick, and has no other family supports.
I get the idea that the majority of people in most online trans spaces know on some deep unconscious level that it's a LARP, but everyone is playing along, and no one is allowed to talk about reality because that ruins the game. So much of what they write is just a performance for other trans people in the space (particularly when it comes to things like threatening violence) and most of them don't act the same way in real life because they know that would have negative consequences.
But when schizos like Torso come along who genuinely believe in all of it, there's no one there to tell them to put the brakes on. The other FtMs (who, let's face it, are overwhelmingly white and middle-class) just keep telling her "quit your job king, you deserve better!" and "cut off all contact with that awful woman, dude!" because that's part of their little online LARP, and this poor woman is going to freeze to death on a street somewhere and no one will care because they're still LARPing.
Someone really needs to file a lawsuit. As someone who was born with a defect that was medically necessary to fix and had subsequent corrective breast surgery that I paid for out of pocket, why isn't that considered gender affirming as well? Why don't these men just accept the titties hormones give them like women have to? WHY are they so much more important? Women can't get breast reconstruction for free even after fucking CANCER. Ugh, mati and PL I know I know.
Theory: Breast implants underwent a period of trial and error (Dow implants were taken off the market, after all) and once the safest solution was reached, that was the signal that it was OK to put into MEN's bodies so let's fucking gooo ($$$$$) and boom, trans movement suddenly gains major traction.
Someone really needs to file a lawsuit. As someone who was born with a defect that was medically necessary to fix and had subsequent corrective breast surgery that I paid for out of pocket, why isn't that considered gender affirming as well? Why don't these men just accept the titties hormones give them like women have to? WHY are they so much more important? Women can't get breast reconstruction for free even after fucking CANCER. Ugh, mati and PL I know I know.
Theory: Breast implants underwent a period of trial and error (Dow implants were taken off the market, after all) and once the safest solution was reached, that was the signal that it was OK to put into MEN's bodies so let's fucking gooo ($$$$$) and boom, trans movement suddenly gains major traction.
This is all terrible but in almost every other developed country in the world you would have been entitled to corrective surgery either partially or fully funded by the state, so would breast cancer survivors if they wish.
America is a farm and you the people are the cattle.
so she not only puts on all kinds of weird oils but she puts silicone scar spray on top? silicone for scarring only works if you get it directly against the scar. you're supposed to wash reusable scar sheets each day so that the oil from skin doesn't interfere with contact, for instance. basically all of them have directions that say to put it on after washing and drying skin. Also, to not put it on broken or blistered skin.
It's obvious from her posts that she is out of control and spiraling (she posted about breaking a chair at work because of misgendering, refused to take any responsibility and blamed everyone else) and no one in the comments called her on it.
blaming everyone else all the time is a very cluster B thing to do. all the internet people who claim that affirming her helps are absolutely contributing to whatever preventable death this woman suffers.
is it possible that she is so unable to admit fault, that having bragged about her skin care routine means she has to continue it until the rash goes away?
Reminder that when she draws a red/yellow/green "X" on a region, it's to indicate where she is numb and has no sensation at all/has some feeling/has normal sensation.
The appendage thing is always marked with a big red X.