I'm having a really hard time taking this at face value. It's not so much over fed conspiracy shit but understanding the motive, the place/people he targetted, and his own behaviour. Most of it has already been talked about in the thread, in detail too, but I can't wrap my head around the thought process he must've had when he pointed his gun at someone and shot them for the first time. Wouldn't your typical internet tough guy teenager immediately have second thoughts when pointing a gun at someone? Or at least after killing them? It's a grocery store, the people there are fathers, mothers, grandparents, regular people that work for a living, there could even be children and infants there. On a level like this, where you're attacking harmless individuals, several of whom were white anyway, I can't imagine hatred for a group being enough to remove all sense of awareness and empathy when you're shooting them up close and personal like that; and to make matters worse there's no need for it, there's zero value to killing them as opposed to your local politician or shooting dealers on a saturday night in an area known for gangcrime and drugs who would be much easier to justify murdering in cold blood. Just doesn't make any sense at all.