I used to always think similarly about the method of throwing yourself in front of a train to kill yourself, which is not uncommon in many parts of Europe and apparently Asia (it's also almost universally a method undertaken by men, for some reason). I know that suicide is a tragedy and in most cases someone who chooses to go out that way is just really, really determined to be dead; but honestly, traumatizing the absolute shit out of someone else by making them complicit in your gruesome demise is a really fucking selfish and messed-up way to go about it. I know you're going to be dead and therefore won't have to deal with the aftermath, but are you seriously going to make some poor guy scrape your mangled entrails off the train tracks? Serious dick move, dead guy.
I guess if you're super personality-disordered on top of being depressed, you still have to make people notice you as you make your grand exit. Makes it a lot harder to feel sorry for them, though, especially when the person in question is a spoiled, petulant teenage tranny just trying to stick it to parents that probably never did anything worse to him than telling him "no" for once in his fucking life.