Chantal is currently on her way home to beeze on some white claws. Only 100 calories per can! She's stopping at the dispensary, too. She wants a blunt.
She also wants to talk about her thoughts. She's been listening to this "self-aware narcissist" guy (the one from her recent CP). She wants to invite him on the channel, "grill his brain," and have him help her understand her role in the relationship with Nader. She says everything that happened with Nader makes so much more sense now. "I was in a relationship with a fucking narcissist!"
Chantal has also decided that she's an empath, and that's why it's been so hard for her to leave Nader. She has the type of personality that just gets
addicted to narcissists. "Empaths are really emotional people... I'm extremely emotional... I actually let my emotions control me." We've noticed.
"Empaths tend to become addicted to narcissists, and I'm addicted to Nader." She is on a total high right now after getting her delusions of victimhood reinforced.
"As an empath, you're addicted to giving people compassion... the fact that I can't understand or make sense of what was going on his head was driving me nuts!"
"It's a really crazy relationship to have, an empath and a narcissist. All you had to do was fake love me? Not if you're not even fucking capable of it!"
Chantal is relieved she's not a narcissist, though. "I do have narcissistic tendencies... I have a fiery personality and I can be self-absorbed. But I'm not incapable of self-reflection. I have these breakthrough moments of clear self-awareness, and I'm able to change my personality, I'm able to grow as a person, I'm able to love people... so I'm not a narcissist."