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This is exactly what I was trying to say. It’s like she’s giving the response of someone whose had seven shades of shit whooped out of her but to the action of him, yknow, hating her.I am also on the fence. As I recall, Chantal herself said she was higher than fuck on shrooms at the time.
BUT! Then I recall the look on her face on the infamous "Apology Video". There was something more in her eyes than just pure, red-faced embarrassment. There is a look of people who are afraid of being hit again...kind of a beat dog look, a wariness, a fear. They don't take their eyes off their abuser because they want to keep a close eye on the hands...
AND! In the 'Shut up and Leave' vid, when Chantal talks back to Nader and says she is leaving, it sounds like Nader jumps up from his chair, and Chantal very quickly says "No!" That "No" has always sounded to me like it was said in fear...
We all know that Chantal likes to talk a good game of being a bad ass, but irl she is a total tongue tied child.
I do believe that Nader verbally abused the shit out of her on the daily, and on several occasions got slappy with her. I think he would have done worse to her, but he was aware that she was so mentally unstable that he couldn't trust that she wouldn't talk about it, to friends, to family, to the Internets. He never succeeded in isolating her, and that saved her...
Wow. Sorry for tard ramble. What the fuck do I know? *shrugs*
EDIT: Autocorrect