I forgot how long Polissa has been disabled but a quick glance and it's been at least a decade..? And instead of working on yourself physically and mentally to have the best chance of improvement you continue down the path of chosen victimhood. I get it, disabilities suck, health problems suck, we all know that. But you can't let your health control you, even if you were crippled. You clearly have let it control you, and you have let your victim mentality control you. You are forcing your husband to work who possibly has it worse off physically while you cry on twitter all day hoping some kind stranger gives the attention you beg for. And when that stranger does come along theres already more stuff added to your list because you have no concept of how grateful you should damn be. You look on social media all day to excuse your lifestyle, always looking to see how you can make everything about you and to excuse where you are today. If you truly had it as bad as you make it seem, you would not ask for stupid crap on amazon, you would not have so many animals you can't care for, you would not be picky about what you eat, and so much damn more. You let yourself get stuck in this cycle of what you view as suffering purely because of your own decisions, not your health, not the government, not some chemicals, nothing but you can control your life. You have to DIVORCE your husband you love so much because you refuse to get better, you have chosen to give up. You've grown comfortable in your current lifestyle. In the end the reality is you can't rely on anybody but yourself to survive, because what happens if Josh just runs off some day for someone who can actually do shit or his health catches up to him and he can't work? What happens then? Will your family save the day or will you live out of a cardboard box? The biggest thing I can say is you don't try your best, you DO your best. But sadly you won't even try anymore, you have gotten too comfortable living in this lifestyle, Polissa, and it will catch up to you if you do not change for the better. Instead of taking this thread as a threat, take it as the learning experience it really is. While we have made fun of you, yes, because you are both idiots, we also are pointing out a lot things you should actually realize and how it keeps you where you are. Don't be lazy stupid grifters and you don't get a kiwifarms thread quite simple honestly.