Off-Topic Detransitioner/Desister Stories - People you know or heard about deciding to return to their original gender/sex

[Apis mellifera]

There’s a Finnish FTMTF detransitioner on YouTube named Veera Mirjam Mielonen. She had a difficult childhood, as her parents were schizophrenics who both committed suicide, and she and her brother were placed in foster care. Veera’s foster mother wanted her to be uber feminine and became abusive when she didn’t act feminine enough.
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In early adulthood she found gender ideology and started living as non-binary, and even appeared in a Finnish photo collection about transsexualism. View attachment 3592687

She removed her breasts and became a gay trans man named Aro. She identified as such because she had the same interests that gay men stereotypically have (such as fashion). She went on testosterone and removed her reproductive organs. As an art student, she made art projects about corporal punishment and gender stereotypes.

She then went back to living as non-binary before fully detransitioning. She is on an estrogen regimen as she removed her gonads and uterus. She now identifies as a lesbian.

Veera’s Vimeo and YouTube

Effeminate guy punished for being too feminine by abusive household->transition

Masculine girl punished for not being feminine enough->see being non-binary/male as the only option->transition

Childhood abuse is a hell of a drug

 

[ZsaZsaBinks]

Effeminate guy punished for being too feminine by abusive household->transition

Masculine girl punished for not being feminine enough->see being non-binary/male as the only option->transition

Childhood abuse is a hell of a drug

She was a tomboy and her foster mother was abusive and her foster father didn’t do anything about his wife’s behavior, but surprisingly they still let her play ice hockey.

 

[Amber the Hedgehog]

She was a tomboy and her foster mother was abusive and her foster father didn’t do anything about his wife’s behavior, but surprisingly they still let her play ice hockey.

Eh, it was seen as a Finnish national sport in one point so popular with both genders. Sports for the most part have been seen as gender neutral thing. Girly girls have stay in shape too and especially in smaller places there aren't that many choices so you go whatever is most reasonable to you. If you like team sports it's unlikely you have that many choices during winter season so I don't find it strange the slightest that the foster mother didn't demand anything more girly.

 

[TROON HUNTER 3000]

parents were schizophrenics who both committed suicide

Awful genetic background and life destroyed beyond repair, let's hope she won't end up like them.
Her future is bleak, anyway.

 

[ZsaZsaBinks]

Awful genetic background and life destroyed beyond repair, let's hope she won't end up like them.
Her future is bleak, anyway.

That’s partly why she removed her organs, because she feared having offspring with schizophrenia. She regrets the surgery and even made a video about how upset she was that she sterilized herself. People in the comment section told her to adopt, but many European countries (such as Finland) make it difficult for mentally ill people to adopt. She has PTSD, BPD, depression, and anxiety and so it would be a challenge for her to do so.

 

[.iota.]

a few years ago, we had someone join and create a bit of chaos. he was a troubled young man with a brain broken by various chemicals. he posted adamantly about his beliefs, he raged against and doxed his parents, he also doxed himself by linking to his rants on youtube, and then he was taken away by the men with the snug white coats.

he returned on a couple of occasions, with updates. it was an interesting thing to witness the reaction by the farms ...

https://kiwifarms.st/threads/user-n...bout-his-own-parents-in-random-threads.60465/

godspeed, blinski, wherever you may be.

 

[hellogoodmorning]

That’s partly why she removed her organs, because she feared having offspring with schizophrenia. She regrets the surgery and even made a video about how upset she was that she sterilized herself. People in the comment section told her to adopt, but many European countries (such as Finland) make it difficult for mentally ill people to adopt. She has PTSD, BPD, depression, and anxiety and so it would be a challenge for her to do so.

As they should, unfortunately for her.

 

[TROON HUNTER 3000]

Is is possible to move this thread to https://kiwifarms.net/forums/stinkditch.129/ so more people could see it?

r/detrans - are there any women here who had all their female organs removed

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So fucking HARROWING.

 

[Burning Paintings]

I hope this thread will become more active soon. From Tranny Sidewhows to De-Tranny Sideshows...

Give it 5 years, all the subjects of those threads will be posting stories everywhere once the histeria runs out as parents start suing the shit out of the section of the health industry that's spearheading this (as its already happening in the UK)

 

[doodoocaca]

My story is eerily similar to your friend. I never took hormones or did anything permanent, just changed my social media name before I changed it back, and came out to some family and co-workers.

Then I came out as "just non-binary" instead and yeah that was a thing, but again no body mods so no physical damage done.

I did feel like I was pushed into it a bit by an online friend who swore up and down I was just like him/her, in all fairness I'm an autist and flat out stated I wished I was born a girl. I've always been faggy and a loser drowning in mental illnesses.

Then the gender therapist I went to tried to rush me on hormones. I was already way past puberty so idk why he was rushing so much. I ultimately declined.

Do I still wish I was an gorl? Yes and no. I want the good parts, the pretty outfits, the freedom to dress how I want, the lowered expectations (im physically weak and dumb as bricks), the social support, to be seen as sweet and friendly instead of a potential creeper.

But being a non-passing troon wouldn't give me any of that.

Also, no way would I wanna deal with all the biological female shit like periods or childbirth. Not to mention the high chance of rape, sexual harassment, sexism...

Final verdict: Early pre-puberty troons like Kim Petras and Jazz Jennings have it the best. They pass fully and can look pretty and non-threatening, but don't gotta deal with periods or pregnancy.

But if you're post puberty, just stay a closeted girlyfag. If you need to online RP as a female character, do so when nobody's around.

How many MtFs do you think have the same motivations you do?

How many online-only MtFs do you think are doing it online only due to similar motivations?

This is a rather old post, and I'm being very invasive, but it is quite illuminating here and now. When I read between the lines, people seem to say this less directly, but you hit the nail on the head with your honesty. Thank you.

 

[Larry David's Opera Cape]

Daily Mail article/archive

Two transgender patients today revealed their regret at going through NHS sex change operations and claimed they were 'rushed' into the life-changing procedures.
In powerful testimony that will raise fresh fears that vulnerable young people are being pushed into invasive and unalterable surgery by zealous transgender activists, they spoke of the terrible impacts on their mental and physical health.
After describing in graphic detail the nature of the surgery required to remove his male anatomy, 35-year-old Ritchie said: 'This is not reversible, the experiment is over for me, there really really isn't any turning back.'

Ritchie (a male) :



He's obviously a guy but it's striking how soft his features are- a consequence of the castration and hormones, perhaps. Though looks like he might be wearing makeup too.

Amber - who is in her early 30s, works in recruitment and lives in the north west of England with her wife - also bravely came forward to give her testimony to No Turning Back.
She also first went to a private gender clinic, where after just two appointments she was diagnosed with gender dysphoria and received cross sex hormones. She then had surgery to remove her breasts on the NHS.
After three years on testosterone she said she began to question her decision but found the medics at her private clinic were not supportive.
She told the film: 'It didn't stem from a questioning of my identity at the time - what happened was I started to experience a phenomena that does happen to a lot of people who have a transition that's transmasculine where the testosterone therapy causes issues for their internal bodily functions, from a female lens.
'So, my female reproductive organs started to have some issues. I haven't had any menstrual experiences since the onset of testosterone and at the point where I got to about two and a half years on testosterone I started to experience a lot of severe pain in my genital region.
'I think I regret the speed at which I approached transition, especially the medical side. I don't think seeking diagnosis was necessarily an issue and I did experience gender dysphoria. But the rush to have surgical intervention and to have hormones is definitely something I wish I had taken more time over.
'I wish I'd have explored in therapy the feelings I was having. So, even if I had taken those medical steps I'd at least have laid some groundwork to know I might not regret them and I might feel more confident rather than rushing in as if it would solve all of my problems.'

Amber (a walrus in a dress female) :



That's a jumpscare. She's boobless (you can see the shitty mastectomy job and fat moob bits around her waist) but not hairy or bearded. She wouldn't look horrifying except for some ungodly reason she chooses to continue shaving her head, while also wearing the kind of dress you'd see on a 5 year old kid. Why do so many of them present so weirdly, even after detransing?

 

[Haramburger]

many European countries (such as Finland) make it difficult for mentally ill people to adopt.

GOOD.

Is is possible to move this thread to https://kiwifarms.net/forums/stinkditch.129/ so more people could see it?

Yes, but I don't want to jump the gun on it. The less often things get moved around the better. If there's more visible support for this proposed move, I have no problem doing it.

For comparison, there's multiple "LGBT Kiwi" threads, with slightly different flavors across multiple boards. They have different audiences and purposes so they're not merged. If you have permission to make a thread in Stinkditch(I don't know if all users can or not?) You could always start a new detransitioning thread there, as this is a valid Deep Thoughts topic as well.

 

[Kršćanin Čendlervic]

Daily Mail article/archive

Ritchie (a male) :

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He's obviously a guy but it's striking how soft his features are- a consequence of the castration and hormones, perhaps. Though looks like he might be wearing makeup too.



Amber (a walrus in a dress female) :

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That's a jumpscare. She's boobless (you can see the shitty mastectomy job and fat moob bits around her waist) but not hairy or bearded. She wouldn't look horrifying except for some ungodly reason she chooses to continue shaving her head, while also wearing the kind of dress you'd see on a 5 year old kid. Why do so many of them present so weirdly, even after detransing?

Amber looks like she’s the Hellenic laugh track to a semen related podcast.

 

[Haramburger]

Moved because I mentioned it in MATI stream and Nool said yes

 

[ScooterL]

Why do so many of them present so weirdly, even after detransing?

They haven't exactly come from a non-weird place. Some of them will have had mental and emotional problems that led them to walk into the trans trap in the first place. Some of them will have been traumatized by the experience of being drugged and mutilated.

 

[Manul Otocolobus]

As a genetic and biological guy, who enjoys being a guy, I honestly can't imagine any guy wanting to be a woman. Who in their right mind wants to go through all the shit women have to put up with? Not to mention most guys who transition pass very, very poorly, so you have the problem of not being a guy any longer since you chopped those bits off, and not really being a woman since you are obviously just a bad punchline to everyone around you given the fact that you will literally never look like a woman.

To me it frankly seems like this: "Man, my life isn't nearly difficult enough. I know! I'll turn myself into a sideshow! Without a doubt that will increase the quality of my life on a day-to-day basis!"

 

[TROON HUNTER 3000]

IT'S COMING

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL_34HQSTq1XbRTlcGcDerf1o0dvtWqqaq

 

[Oilspill Battery]

Crossposting some detrans content from the srs thread about the r/detrans sub.

I used to lurk detrans a lot and one thing I noticed is that a lot of them never really gave up the gender ideology, they still want to be alphabets and they still want to be special, but realized testosterone was causing too much damage and their self preservation instincts kicked in (albeit a bit too late).

An extremely pervasive notion around there (and I'm sure if you lurked the sub a lot you must have seen it) is that that a lot of them are actually "non binary" now instead of "trans".

Look at this pervert getting showered with praise in the comments:

I realize now that I can be a bearded, muscular, broad-shouldered female and find a way to exist in peace with myself. I may have stopped testosterone treatment, but it's physical effects that I have attained I'm happy to keep.

They never stopped being trannies, they just changed the rethoric, they are still chasing the genderspecial high and a lot of them are still legitimately insane and the mods are very much happy to support these excibitionists, because make no mistake, that is exactly what they are.

Just take a look at how unhinged the deleted comments are:

So it's a good thing that women with PCOS try to get rid of their facial hair? Okay, so we don't have any point of agreement then. The fact that women whose bodies naturally produce facial hair are shamed into hiding it isn't a point in your favor (and not all do, anyway).

Exactly. This person is an idiot and they've been called out on it. There is absolutely no shame in being a "deviant" from what's considered typical.

Does this look like a woman regreting her descisions or an excibitionist getting off on being called out? And both the mods and users side with her of course.

If there ever was a true detrans its long since been corrupted now.

Half of r/detrans is excibitionists who think having a beard just makes you "butch":

There are tons of butch detrans women. I see it this way: You exist as you are. You don’t need to “reclaim” womanhood because you are already a woman, you just happen to be butch.

This ^ is literally identical to trannies going "Women have penises, you're not a fake woman for having one."

And the other half is people that sound like smack addicts:

I am still socially trans, although I'm off testosterone again.

I used to be active on Twitter as a detransitioner earlier this year, but had a mental health crisis that led to me transitioning again.

I don’t know what to do. Should I quit testosterone again? (Bonus points this one also smokes weed)

Again. They've been on and off testosterone multiple times.

I literally grabbed these three randomly from the front page.

They talk about transitioning as if its a relapsing smack habit instead of a medical proccedure and yet its not enough to get them to realize the whole thing is a scam because a lot of them still believe they are non-binary, still pretend to support women with beards, still support "TrueTrans", still think John Money was right, and obviously still relapse.

r/detrans isn't a detox clinic, its a crackhouse.

Don't get me wrong, I used to have a lot of sympathy for them, I thought they were innocent people caught up in a cult trying to escape being attacked from all sides and I admired them for managing to break free of the cult and finally try to improve themselves and live a normal life. But now its become clear that a lot of them either want to join another cult, or start their own, which just evokes the gutteral feeling of "You suffered through all this, and you learned absolutely nothing."

They're just attention whores that had the trans well dry up so now they're trying a new avenue. At least crack addicts have the excuse of crack causing a physical dependancy. The only excuse these people have is narcissism.


The worst part is when genuinely remorseful or questioning people go to that sub for support and get bombarded by all the perverts, its like going for help with your addition to a meth dealer.

 

[Larry David's Opera Cape]

Interesting specimen of BPD who almost- almost- has a little bit of insight for half a second before collapsing back into cluster B oblivion:

link/archive

 

[Apis mellifera]

Interesting specimen of BPD who almost- almost- has a little bit of insight for half a second before collapsing back into cluster B oblivion:

link/archive

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Oh, poor thing. This is always such a sad thread. Makes me almost want to touch the museum exhibit and offer her some advice. Falling in love with a best friend who you're sexually attracted to, who makes you feel mentally "safe" and comfortable, is a wonderful thing. I hope she makes the right choice and gets off of hormones, and gets her ass to trauma therapy.