Lucas, I know why you act out and lash out at an Internet forum. You hate yourself, and you are on a path of destruction to make everyone as miserable as you are. You regret your transition, so to validate your terrible decision, you sell bootleg HRT to young socially isolated boys. You sit in your little bunker and claim victim hood while trying to take down a site that has all the things you want to hide. Lucas. If you had an inkling of introspection, you wouldn't have a thread. You are your own worst enemy. We all know how this ends, when your attention whoring dies down, the grift dries up, when the money train ends, you will be all alone screaming into the void, but you'll never get a response. The rope or the gun will be your final choice. You could have avoided this by being normal, learning from your mistakes, and being an upright contributing member of society. You will never be a woman, when they find your rotten corpse sitting in a computer chair, the medical examiner will check the box male, when you are buried, your tombstone will be labeled "Here lies Lucas Roberts" the obituary will say "Lucas Roberts is survived by His mother." You may have ruined your body but you can still turn to the right path and stop selling HRT to teen boys.
